To Barclay the intervening time had passed with almost incredible

rapidity. His days, filled as they were to overflowing with numberless

and complex duties, were yet the pleasantest he had ever known. At last,

he was what he had dreamed of being--an active factor, the most active

of all factors, in the advancement of his state. Redeemed, as if by a

miracle, from the disgrace which had laid her low, Alleghenia arose, in

his eyes, like a phoenix, throwing off the ashes of her reproach, and

blazing, with new wings of burnished beauty, in the sunlight of hope and

peace.

Barclay had retained his old office, not caring to make use of a room so

permeated with associations of recent tragedy as was that which had

formerly been Governor Abbott's. Now, with the windows open and the

soft May air stirring the papers on his desk, he sat, looking vacantly

across the room, with the huge petition spread out before him. His

attention, long absorbed by the problem in hand, was diverted by a tap

on the ante-room door, and, in answer to his call, Natalie Rathbawne

stood before him, smiling out of the exquisite daintiness of a fresh

spring frock.

"You've forgotten!" she said immediately, at sight of his knit brows.

"Forgotten what?" inquired the Governor inadvisedly.

The girl's little foot stamped almost noiselessly upon the thick carpet.

"Upon my word!" she exclaimed, "if there's one thing worse than being

engaged to the Lieutenant-Governor, it's being engaged to the Governor

himself! Forgotten, of course, that we are to lunch together, and look

at wall-papers afterwards! Do you know, John Barclay, I don't believe

you mean to marry me, after all? We'll be just approaching the altar,

when"--

She was interrupted in characteristic fashion, and disengaged herself,

with a great air of indignation, from Barclay's arms.

"If you want to take lunch in the company of a rag carpet," she said

severely, "that's the very best way to go about it. Get your hat."

There was a little pause as Barclay filed some papers in his private

safe, and then one startled word from the girl.

"_John!_"

Wheeling abruptly, he saw her standing at the desk, with her hand on the

petition, and her eyes, wide and wonderstruck, searching his face.

"Dearest!" he said impulsively, "I wish you hadn't."

But Natalie only laughed joyfully.

"But I'm glad, Johnny boy," she answered, "glad--glad--glad! What a

wonderful thing it is to be Governor, boy dear! I don't think I ever

really understood before. Think of it! To have the power of life and

death--to be able to right the wrongs of justice with a single stroke of

the pen. Oh, John! Sign it now--before we go. I shall be so much

happier."

The Governor made no reply. He stood, with his head bent, smoothing his

hat with the fingers of his right hand. Gradually the expression of

eager expectation on her face changed to one of anxiety.

"John," she said in a half whisper, "you _are_ going to sign it, aren't

you, boy dear?"

"I'm not sure," faltered the Governor. "I'm not quite sure, dearest. It

is the hardest problem I've ever had given me to solve. I can understand

now the meaning of something your father said to me just before the

strike,--that, for the first time in his life, he didn't know what to

do, because right seemed to be hopelessly entangled with wrong, and

wrong with right. When a man does evil in order that good may come, one

tries to find an excuse for him, tries to palliate his offense in any

reasonable way. That is human instinct. That is what accounts for the

petition there, with the signatures of many of the most conscientious

men in Alleghenia attached. They have managed to find the excuse, or

they think they have, which, so far as their personal convictions are

concerned, amounts to about the same thing. And I've been saying to

myself that when public opinion points out a course as justifiable it

can hardly be possible for a single individual to say that it is not.

And yet the wrong is there, isn't it? No matter how confused a question

may seem to us, there must absolutely, when we come to think of it, be

some one great elemental principle upon which it not only can, but must,

be decided--some boundary line between justice and injustice which we

may be too blind to see, but which exists, and calls for observance,

none the less. Right is right, wrong is wrong. No confusion between the

two can possibly exist except in appearance. Strive to elude truth as we

will, it remains eternal truth, and cannot be evaded in the end. And

where it seems to be beyond us, all we can do is to strive to find the

silken thread which will surely lead us out of the labyrinth into the

searching light of day. It is that clue which I have been groping for.

What is it? How am I to know it when I see it? What am I to do? At first

I thought the case was clear--what he said, you know--about Diogenes--it

seemed so odd--every one thought so--it might be construed as--as

insanity"--

"Oh, _no_, John! Why, _we_ know what that meant! No--no! The best part

of it all was his sanity, his wonderful courage, his braving of almost

certain death for what he believed--and knew, John--_knew_ to be right

and best. Think what he did for Alleghenia, Johnny boy. He has been

almost as great an instrument in her salvation as you. Think what he has

done for all of us--for you, in giving you this opportunity--for me--for

Dad! John, how _can_ you hesitate?"

The Governor shook his head.

"Dearest," he said, "you're on the wrong track, just as I have been, a

dozen times since the petition came. Don't you suppose I've thought of

all that? Its significance, not only to me, but, as you say, to the

state, is so tremendous that, at the first glance, it seems to be an

unanswerable argument. But--don't you see?--no sophistry, no

contemplation of the results achieved, can ever make it justifiable for

a man to arrogate to himself the power of taking human life, which is

the prerogative of God and the law alone. The peculiar circumstances of

Cavendish's crime plead eloquently, almost irresistibly, for his pardon.

He has saved the state--yes! But the case is one in a million, and it is

not an individual case alone which hangs upon my decision,--it is the

establishment of a precedent, the maintenance of a principle."

"But, John," broke in Natalie eagerly, "what you've just said--isn't

that the clue for which you have been groping? He saved the state! I've

heard you talk of Alleghenia too often, of what you hoped for her, and

what you despaired of ever bringing to pass, not to know what those four

words must mean to you. Think of it! _He saved the state!_ Without any

possibility of selfish object he did this extraordinary thing--made it

possible for Alleghenia to win back the honor and respect she had so

nearly lost forever! He killed the man who had no thought of her purity

and dignity, who used the power the people had given him for the

furtherance of his own selfish and wicked ends, who made her justice a

mockery, who played with her law as if"--

"Stop!" exclaimed the Governor. "Stop--I must think. Wait a moment. I

must think--I must think!"

After a minute he began to speak again, this time in a lower tone, a

tone which suggested self-communion rather than direct address to the

girl before him.

"Yes, that's it. Wait now,--let me be sure! He killed the man who had no

thought of Alleghenia's purity, who used his power to serve his own

ends, who made her justice"--he was speaking very slowly, dwelling on

each word as it left his lips--"her _justice_ a mockery, who played with

her law--her law--her _Law_"--

He paused once more, his brows knit, his firm hand slowly stroking his

chin. Then, of a sudden, he drew a deep breath, flung back his

shoulders, and looked at her. His eyes were blazing, his voice touched

with a new meaning, an eloquence deep, firm, conclusive.

"Natalie," he said, "come here."

"You've struck the keynote," he added, when they stood face to face, a

foot or two apart. "It isn't what you thought, or what you meant, but it

is the keynote, just the same. The Law!"

He wheeled slowly, and stepped forward, until he was directly before the

emblazoned arms of Alleghenia which hung upon his wall.

"_Justitia--Lex--Integritas!_" he said. "Many a time, when the way

seemed darkest, I've read those words over to myself, and found hope in

them. Events changed, crises came and went, portents loomed thick,

despair seemed omnipotent, failure and disgrace inevitable--but the

motto of Alleghenia remained the same. Steadfast, purposeful, and

commanding, it has endured through the trivial changes of political

significance which have been as impotent to sully the actuality of her

fair fame as are sun-spots to dim the radiance of the sun. It is only

natural, perhaps, that the discouragements which were but transient

should have seemed to me to be vital, damning, irremediable. Just as the

Israelites of old turned from the promises of God to worship Baal, so

have I turned from the assurance given me by these arms of Alleghenia,

to prostrate myself before false idols of doubt and despair. I should

have remembered how they called me, in the first instance, from a life

of idleness and ease, to fight my way through the desert of difficulty,

toward the promised land of honor. I should have remembered how in my

darkest hours they went before me as a pillar of fire, how in the famine

of my soul these words were the manna of encouragement, how in my thirst

they struck clear water from the rock of adverse circumstance. But the

Israelites came back to their true God at last; so I, little girl, to my

true ideal. The Law!--you said the word--the Law is the clue, the

keynote, the boundary between right and wrong!"

She was at his side, and he slipped one arm around her, and held her

close to him as with his finger he traced again the motto of Alleghenia.

"Do you know what this means?" he asked. "_Justitia_,--to be just to all

men, without fear or favor, lenient to our enemies, rigid and

unyielding, if need be, to our friends; putting aside personal

considerations, striving so far as in us lies to be impartial, merciful

in the face of prejudice, relentless in that of conviction--fair!

_Lex_,--to abide by the law, in spirit only if our inmost conviction

warrants that course, but in letter absolutely where there is the

smallest hint of doubt; secure in the knowledge that, however fallible

it be, it is the best that man has yet been able to do in imitation of

the immutable decrees of God. _Integritas_,--to be true to the oaths we

have sworn, faithful to the promises we have made, loyal to the office

intrusted to us by the people, to whom and for whom we are responsible.

Dearest, I am no mere man. Were I that, were I to consult my will alone,

and it lay, as now it lies, in my power to accomplish, Spencer Cavendish

should go free to-day. I know what he has done; I appreciate his

sacrifice; I see that by a single act he has accomplished what the rest

of us were powerless to cure; I admire his courage; I condone his crime;

I could forget all his weaknesses for the sake of this one great

evidence of his strength. And yet--listen to me, dearest!--in what he

strove to do he has failed utterly, if in removing a corrupt official

who made a mockery of Alleghenia's law he has not replaced him by one

who with all the force of his conscience and all the power of his

influence will see that law administered. And whatever we may say of his

crime, whatever its causes, whatever its wonderful results, it was and

is a crime. 'Thou shalt not kill!' God has said it; Alleghenia by the

voice of her law has ratified it. And not even the fact that Cavendish

has made possible all my fondest and worthiest hopes, the fact that he

has rescued from suffering all I hold most dear"--

Barclay suddenly covered his face with his free hand, as he had covered

it on that afternoon in Peter Rathbawne's library, weeks before; then he

looked up again, his lips trembling.

"Dearest," he said, "I am Governor of Alleghenia, and as such owe an

allegiance, an obedience, which personal prejudice cannot impugn. On

the day when you spoke to me of meeting Cavendish you pointed out the

course of a gentleman and a friend. On the night of the Ninth's

review you taught me the creed of an American and an Alleghenian.

To-day--unconsciously perhaps, but none the less surely--you have made

clear the duty of a public servant. God bless you, my life, my heart, my

conscience! May I be worthy of you and of the commonwealth I serve.

Where I doubted before, now I am sure. It is hard--God only knows how

hard--but listen to Alleghenia's bidding! _Justitia_, _Lex_,

_Integritas_,--equity, the code, and good faith, in the sight of God and

man, heaven and earth, the American people and the commonwealth of

Alleghenia. God save the state!"

"John," whispered the girl brokenly,--"John, you're right. God save the

state!"

Slowly, tenderly, the Governor of Alleghenia led her back to the table,

and taking up a pen, with a firm hand wrote five words, heavily

underscored, at the head of the Cavendish petition. And these were:--

"_Disapproved._

_John Hamilton Barclay_,

_Governor._"

Then, turning to the girl who loved him, he took her in his arms.

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