CHAPTER VI

After the attempt to storm Copenhagen in February of fifty-nine,

the Swedes retired, and contented themselves with keeping the city

invested. The beleaguered townspeople breathed more freely. The burdens

of war were lightened, and they had time to rejoice in the honors they

had won and the privileges that had been conferred on them. It is true,

there were some who had found a zest in the stirring scenes of war,

and felt their spirits flag, as they saw dull peace unfold its tedious

routine, but the great mass of people were glad and light at heart.

Their happiness found vent in merry routs, for weddings, christenings,

and betrothals, long postponed while the enemy was so oppressively

near, gathered gay crowds in every court and alley of the city.

Furthermore, there was time to take note of the neighbors and make the

mote in their eyes into a beam. There was time to backbite, to envy and

hate. Jealousies, whether of business or love, shot a powerful growth

again, and old enmity bore fruit in new rancor and new vengeance. There

was one who had lately augmented the number of his enemies, until he

had drawn well-nigh the hate of the whole community upon his head. This

man was Corfitz Ulfeldt. He could not be reached, for he was safe in

the camp of the Swedes, but certain of his relatives and those of his

wife, who were suspected of a friendly regard for him, were subjected

to constant espionage and annoyance, while the court knew them not.

There were but few such, but among them was Sofie Urne, Ulrik

Frederik's betrothed. The Queen, who hated Ulfeldt's wife more than

she hated Ulfeldt himself, had from the first been opposed to Ulrik

Frederik's alliance with a gentlewoman so closely related to Eleonore

Christine, and since the recent actions of Ulfeldt had placed him in

a more sinister light than ever, she began to work upon the King and

others, in order to have the engagement annulled.

Nor was it long before the King shared the Queen's view. Sofie Urne,

who was in fact given to intrigue, had been painted as so wily and

dangerous, and Ulrik Frederik as so flighty and easily led, that the

King clearly saw how much trouble might come of such an alliance. Yet

he had given his consent, and was too sensitive about his word of honor

to withdraw it. He therefore attempted to reason with Ulrik Frederik,

and pointed out how easily his present friendly footing at court might

be disturbed by a woman who was so unacceptable to the King and Queen,

and justly so, as her sympathies were entirely with the foes of the

royal house. Moreover, he said, Ulrik Frederik was standing in his own

light, since none could expect important posts to be entrusted to one

who was constantly under the influence of the enemies of the court.

Finally, he alluded to the intriguing character of Mistress Sofie,

and even expressed doubt of the sincerity of her regard. True love,

he said, would have sacrificed itself rather than bring woe upon its

object, would have hidden its head in sorrow rather than exulted from

the housetops. But Mistress Sofie had shown no scruples; indeed, she

had used his youth and blind infatuation to serve her own ends.

The King talked long in this strain, but could not prevail upon Ulrik

Frederik, who still had a lively recollection of the pleading it had

cost him to make Mistress Sofie reveal her affection. He left the King,

more than ever resolved that nothing should part them. His courtship

of Mistress Sofie was the first serious step he had ever taken in his

life, and it was a point of honor with him to take it fully. There had

always been so many hands ready to lead and direct him, but he had

outgrown all that; he was old enough to walk alone, and he meant to

do it. What was the favor of the King and the court, what were honor

and glory, compared to his love? For that alone he would strive and

sacrifice; in that alone he would live.

The King, however, let it be known to Christoffer Urne that he was

opposed to the match, and the house was closed to Ulrik Frederik, who

henceforth could see Mistress Sofie only by stealth. At first this

merely fed the flame, but soon his visits to his betrothed grew less

frequent. He became more clear-sighted where she was concerned, and

there were moments when he doubted her love, and even wondered whether

she had not led him on, that summer day, while she seemed to hold him

off.

The court, which had hitherto met him with open arms, was cold as

ice. The King, who had taken such a warm interest in his future, was

indifference itself. There were no longer any hands stretched out to

help him, and he began to miss them; for he was by no means man enough

to go against the stream. When it merely ceased to waft him along, he

lost heart instantly. At his birth, a golden thread had been placed in

his hand, and he had but to follow it upward to happiness and honor.

He had dropped this thread to find his own way, but he still saw it

glimmering. What if he were to grasp it again? He could neither stiffen

his back to defy the King nor give up Sofie. He had to visit her in

secret, and this was perhaps the hardest of all for his pride to

stomach. Accustomed to move in pomp and display, to take every step in

princely style, he winced at crawling through back alleys. Days passed,

and weeks passed, filled with inactive brooding and still-born plans.

He loathed his own helplessness, and began to despise himself for a

laggard. Then came the doubt: perhaps his dawdling had killed her love,

or had she never loved him? They said she was clever, and no doubt she

was, but--as clever as they said? Oh, no! What was love, then, if she

did not love, and yet--and yet....

Behind Christoffer Urne's garden ran a passage just wide enough for a

man to squeeze through. This was the way Ulrik Frederik had to take

when he visited his mistress, and he would usually have Hop-o'-my-Thumb

mounted on guard at the end of the passage, lest people in the street

should see him climbing the board fence.

On a balmy, moonlit summer night, three or four hours after bedtime,

Daniel had wrapped himself in his cloak and found a seat for himself

on the remains of a pig's trough, which some one had thrown out from a

neighboring house. He was in a pleasant frame of mind, slightly drunk,

and chuckling to himself at his own merry conceits. Ulrik Frederik

had already scaled the fence and was in the garden. It was fragrant

with elder-blossoms. Linen laid out to bleach made long white strips

across the grass. There was a soft rustling in the maples overhead and

the rose-bushes at his side; their red blossoms looked almost white

in the moonlight. He went up to the house, which stood shining white,

the windows in a yellow glitter. How quiet everything was--radiant and

calm! Suddenly the glassy whirr of a cricket shivered the stillness.

The sharp, blue-black shadows of the hollyhocks seemed painted on the

wall behind them. A faint mist rose from the bleach-linen. There!--he

lifted the latch, and the next moment he was in the darkness within.

Softly he groped his way up the rickety staircase until he felt the

warm, spice-scented air of the attic. The rotten boards of the floor

creaked under his step. The moon shone through a small window overhead,

throwing a square of light on the flat top of a grain-pile. Scramble

over--the dust whirling in the column of light! Now--the gable-room at

last! The door opened from within, and threw a faint reddish glow that

illuminated for a second the pile of grain, the smoke-yellowed, sloping

chimney, and the roof-beams. The next moment they were shut out, and he

stood by Sofie's side in the family clothes-closet.

The small, low room was almost filled with large linen-presses. From

the loft hung bags full of down and feathers. Old spinning-wheels

were flung into the corners, and the walls were festooned with red

onions and silver-mounted harness. The window was closed with heavy

wooden shutters, but on a brass-trimmed chest beneath it stood a small

hand-lantern. Sofie opened its tiny horn-pane to get a brighter light.

Her loosened hair hung down over the fur-edged broadcloth robe she had

thrown over her homespun dress. Her face was pale and grief-worn, but

she smiled gaily and poured out a stream of chatter. She was sitting

on a low stool, her hands clasped around her knees, looking up merrily

at Ulrik Frederik, who stood silent above her, while she talked and

talked, lashed on by the fear his ill-humor had roused in her.

"How now, Sir Grumpy?" she said. "You've nothing to say? In all the

hundred hours that have passed, have you not thought of a hundred

things you wanted to whisper to me? Oh, then you have not longed as I

have!" She trimmed the candle with her fingers, and threw the bit of

burning wick on the floor. Instinctively Ulrik Frederik took a step

forward, and put it out with his foot.

"That's right!" she went on. "Come here, and sit by my side; but first

you must kneel and sigh and plead with me to be fond again, for this is

the third night I'm watching. Yester eve and the night before I waited

in vain, till my eyes were dim." She lifted her hand threateningly. "To

your knees, Sir Faithless, and pray as if for your life!" She spoke

with mock solemnity, then smiled, half beseeching, half impatient.

"Come here and kneel, come!"

Ulrik Frederik looked around almost grudgingly. It seemed too absurd

to fall on his knees there in Christoffer Urne's attic. Yet he knelt

down, put his arm around her waist, and hid his face in her lap, though

without speaking.

She too was silent, oppressed with fear; for she had seen Ulrik

Frederik's pale, tormented face and uneasy eyes. Her hand played

carelessly with his hair, but her heart beat violently in apprehension

and dread.

They sat thus for a long time.

Then Ulrik Frederik started up.

"No, no!" he cried. "This can't go on! God our Father in heaven is my

witness, that you're dear to me as the innermost blood of my heart, and

I don't know how I'm to live without you. But what does it avail? What

can come of it? They're all against us--every one. Not a tongue will

speak a word of cheer, but all turn from me. When they see me, 'tis as

though a cold shadow fell over them, where before I brought a light. I

stand so utterly alone, Sofie, 'tis bitter beyond words. True, I know

you warned me, but I'm eaten up in this strife. It sucks my courage and

my honor, and though I'm consumed with shame, I must ask you to set me

free. Dearest girl, release me from my word!"

Sofie had risen and stood cold and unflinching like a statue, eyeing

him gravely, as he spoke.

"I am with child," she said quietly and firmly.

If she had consented, if she had given him his freedom, Ulrik Frederik

felt that he would not have taken it. He would have thrown himself

at her feet. Sure of her, he would have defied the King and all. But

she did not. She but pulled his chain to show him how securely he was

bound. Oh, she was clever as they said! His blood boiled, he could have

fallen upon her, clutched her white throat to drag the truth out of her

and force her to open every petal and lay bare every shadow and fold

in the rose of her love, that he might know the truth at last! But he

mastered himself and said with a smile: "Yes, of course, I know--'twas

nothing but a jest, you understand."

Sofie looked at him uneasily. No, it had not been a jest. If it had

been, why did he not come close to her and kiss her? Why did he stand

there in the shadow? If she could only see his eyes! No, it was no

jest. He had asked as seriously as she had answered. Ah, that answer!

She began to see what she had lost by it. If she had only said yes, he

would never have left her! "Oh, Ulrik Frederik," she said, "I was but

thinking of our child, but if you no longer love me, then go, go at

once and build your own happiness! I will not hold you back."

"Did I not tell you that 'twas but a jest? How can you think that I

would ask you to release me from my word and sneak off in base shame

and dishonor! Whenever I lifted my head again," he went on, "I must

fear lest the eye that had seen my ignominy should meet mine and force

it to the ground." And he meant what he said. If she had loved him as

passionately as he loved her, then perhaps, but now--never.

Sofie went to him and laid her head on his shoulder, weeping.

"Farewell, Ulrik Frederik," she said. "Go, go! I would not hold you one

hour after you longed to be gone, no, not if I could bind you with a

hair."

He shook his head impatiently. "Dear Sofie," he said, winding himself

out of her arms, "let us not play a comedy with each other. I owe it

both to you and to myself that the pastor should join our hands; it

cannot be too soon. Let it be in two or three days--but secretly, for

it is of no use to set the world against us more than has been done

already." Sofie dared not raise any objection. They agreed on the time

and the place, and parted with tender good-nights.

When Ulrik Frederik came down into the garden, it was dark, for the

moon had veiled itself, and a few heavy raindrops fell from the inky

sky. The early cocks were crowing in the mews, but Daniel had fallen

asleep on his post.

A week later his best parlor was the scene of Mistress Sofie's and

Ulrik Frederik's private marriage by an obscure clergyman. The secret

was not so well guarded, however, but that the Queen could mention it

to the King a few days later. The result was that in a month's time the

contract was annulled by royal decree, and Mistress Sofie was sent to

the cloister for gentlewomen at Itzehoe.

Ulrik Frederik made no attempt to resist this step. Although he felt

deeply hurt, he was weary, and bowed in dull dejection to whatever had

to be. He drank too much almost every day, and when in his cups would

weep and plaintively describe to two or three boon companions, who

were his only constant associates, the sweet, peaceful, happy life he

might have led. He always ended with mournful hints that his days were

numbered, and that his broken heart would soon be carried to that place

of healing where the bolsters were of black earth and the worms were

chirurgeon.

The King, to make an end of all this, ordered him to accompany the

troops which the Dutch were transferring to Fyen, and thence he

returned in November with the news of the victory at Nyborg. He resumed

his place at the court and in the favor of the King, and seemed to be

quite his old self.

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