THE LOSS OF THE CARAK
On the day after I had given my fortune and letters into the charge of
Captain Bell, I watched the “Adventuress” drop slowly round the mole of
Cadiz, and so sad was I at heart, that I am not ashamed to confess I
wept. I would gladly have lost the wealth she carried if she had but
carried me. But my purpose was indomitable, and it must be some other
ship that would bear me home to the shores of England.
As it chanced, a large Spanish _carak_ named “Las Cinque Llagas,” or
“The Five Wounds,” was about to sail for Hispaniola, and having
obtained a licence to trade, I took passage in her under my assumed
name of d’Aila, passing myself off as a merchant. To further this
deception I purchased goods the value of one hundred and five pesos,
and of such nature as I was informed were most readily saleable in the
Indies, which merchandise I shipped with me. The vessel was full of
Spanish adventurers, mostly ruffians of varied career and strange
history, but none the less good companions enough when not in drink. By
this time I could speak Castilian so perfectly, and was so Spanish in
appearance, that it was not difficult for me to pass myself off as one
of their nation and this I did, inventing a feigned tale of my
parentage, and of the reasons that led me to tempt the seas. For the
rest, now as ever I kept my own counsel, and notwithstanding my
reserve, for I would not mingle in their orgies, I soon became well
liked by my comrades, chiefly because of my skill in ministering to
their sicknesses.
Of our voyage there is little to tell except of its sad end. At the
Canary Isles we stayed a month, and then sailed away for Hispaniola,
meeting with fine weather but light winds. When, as our captain
reckoned, we were within a week’s sail of the port of San Domingo for
which we were bound, the weather changed, and presently gathered to a
furious tempest from the north that grew more terrible every hour. For
three days and nights our cumbrous vessel groaned and laboured beneath
the stress of the gale, that drove us on rapidly we knew not whither,
till at length it became clear that, unless the weather moderated, we
must founder. Our ship leaked at every seam, one of our masts was
carried away, and another broken in two, at a height of twenty feet
from the deck. But all these misfortunes were small compared to what
was to come, for on the fourth morning a great wave swept off our
rudder, and we drifted helpless before the waves. An hour later a green
sea came aboard of us, washing away the captain, so that we filled and
settled down to founder.
Then began a most horrid scene. For several days both the crew and
passengers had been drinking heavily to allay their terror, and now
that they saw their end at hand, they rushed to and fro screaming,
praying, and blaspheming. Such of them as remained sober began to get
out the two boats, into which I and another man, a worthy priest,
strove to place the women and children, of whom we had several on
board. But this was no easy task, for the drunken sailors pushed them
aside and tried to spring into the boats, the first of which
overturned, so that all were lost. Just then the _carak_ gave a lurch
before she sank, and, seeing that everything was over, I called to the
priest to follow me, and springing into the sea I swam for the second
boat, which, laden with some shrieking women, had drifted loose in the
confusion. As it chanced I reached it safely, being a strong swimmer,
and was able to rescue the priest before he sank. Then the vessel
reared herself up on her stern and floated thus for a minute or more,
which gave us time to get out the oars and row some fathoms further
away from her. Scarcely had we done so, when, with one wild and fearful
scream from those on board of her, she rushed down into the depths
below, nearly taking us with her. For a while we sat silent, for our
horror overwhelmed us, but when the whirlpool which she made had ceased
to boil, we rowed back to where the _carak_ had been. Now all the sea
was strewn with wreckage, but among it we found only one child living
that had clung to an oar. The rest, some two hundred souls, had been
sucked down with the ship and perished miserably, or if there were any
still living, we could not find them in that weltering sea over which
the darkness was falling.
Indeed, it was well for our own safety that we failed in so doing, for
the little boat had ten souls on board in all, which was as many as she
could carry—the priest and I being the only men among them. I have said
that the darkness was falling, and as it chanced happily for us, so was
the sea, or assuredly we must have been swamped. All that we could do
was to keep the boat’s head straight to the waves, and this we did
through the long night. It was a strange thing to see, or rather to
hear, that good man the priest my companion, confessing the women one
by one as he laboured at his oar, and when all were shriven sending up
prayers to God for the salvation of our souls, for of the safety of our
bodies we despaired. What I felt may well be imagined, but I forbear to
describe it, seeing that, bad as was my case, there were worse ones
before me of which I shall have to tell in their season.
At length the night wore away, and the dawn broke upon the desolate
sea. Presently the sun came up, for which at first we were thankful,
for we were chilled to the bone, but soon its heat grew intolerable,
since we had neither food nor water in the boat, and already we were
parched with thirst. But now the wind had fallen to a steady breeze,
and with the help of the oars and a blanket, we contrived to fashion a
sail that drew us through the water at a good speed. But the ocean was
vast, and we did not know whither we were sailing, and every hour the
agony of thirst pressed us more closely. Towards mid-day a child died
suddenly and was thrown into the sea, and some three hours later the
mother filled a bailing bowl and drank deep of the bitter water. For a
while it seemed to assuage her thirst, then suddenly a madness took
her, and springing up she cast herself overboard and sank. Before the
sun, glowing like a red-hot ball, had sunk beneath the horizon, the
priest and I were the only ones in that company who could sit
upright—the rest lay upon the bottom of the boat heaped one on another
like dying fish groaning in their misery. Night fell at last and
brought us some relief from our sufferings, for the air grew cooler.
But the rain we prayed for did not fall, and so great was the heat
that, when the sun rose again in a cloudless sky, we knew, if no help
reached us, that it must be the last which we should see.
An hour after dawn another child died, and as we were in the act of
casting the body into the sea, I looked up and saw a vessel far away,
that seemed to be sailing in such fashion that she would pass within
two miles of where we were. Returning thanks to God for this most
blessed sight, we took to the oars, for the wind was now so light that
our clumsy sail would no longer draw us through the water, and rowed
feebly so as to cut the path of the ship. When we had laboured for more
than an hour the wind fell altogether and the vessel lay becalmed at a
distance of about three miles. So the priest and I rowed on till I
thought that we must die in the boat, for the heat of the sun was like
that of a flame and there came no wind to temper it; by now, too, our
lips were cracked with thirst. Still we struggled on till the shadow of
the ship’s masts fell athwart us and we saw her sailors watching us
from the deck. Now we were alongside and they let down a ladder of
rope, speaking to us in Spanish.
How we reached the deck I cannot say, but I remember falling beneath
the shade of an awning and drinking cup after cup of the water that was
brought to me. At last even my thirst was satisfied, and for a while I
grew faint and dizzy, and had no stomach for the meat which was thrust
into my hand. Indeed, I think that I must have fainted, for when I came
to myself the sun was straight overhead, and it seemed to me that I had
dreamed I heard a familiar and hateful voice. At the time I was alone
beneath the awning, for the crew of the ship were gathered on the
foredeck clustering round what appeared to be the body of a man. By my
side was a large plate of victuals and a flask of spirits, and feeling
stronger I ate and drank of them heartily. I had scarcely finished my
meal when the men on the foredeck lifted the body of the man, which I
saw was black in colour, and cast it overboard. Then three of them,
whom from their port I took to be officers, came towards me and I rose
to my feet to meet them.
“Señor,” said the tallest of them in a soft and gentle voice, “suffer
me to offer you our felicitations on your wonderful—” and he stopped
suddenly.
Did I still dream, or did I know the voice? Now for the first time I
could see the man’s face—it was that of _Juan de Garcia!_ But if I knew
him he also knew me.
“Caramba!” he said, “whom have we here? Señor Thomas Wingfield I salute
you. Look, my comrades, you see this young man whom the sea has brought
to us. He is no Spaniard but an English spy. The last time that I saw
him was in the streets of Seville, and there he tried to murder me
because I threatened to reveal his trade to the authorities. Now he is
here, upon what errand he knows best.”
“It is false,” I answered; “I am no spy, and I am come to these seas
for one purpose only—to find you.”
“Then you have succeeded well, too well for your own comfort, perhaps.
Say now, do you deny that you are Thomas Wingfield and an Englishman?”
“I do not deny it. I—”
“Your pardon. How comes it then that, as your companion the priest
tells me, you sailed in _Las Cinque Llagas_ under the name of
_d’Aila?_”
“For my own reasons, Juan de Garcia.”
“You are confused, señor. My name is Sarceda, as these gentlemen can
bear me witness. Once I knew a cavalier of the name of de Garcia, but
he is dead.”
“You lie,” I answered; whereon one of De Garcia’s companions struck me
across the mouth.
“Gently, friend,” said de Garcia; “do not defile your hand by striking
such rats as this, or if you must strike, use a stick. You have heard
that he confesses to passing under a false name and to being an
Englishman, and therefore one of our country’s foes. To this I add upon
my word of honour that to my knowledge he is a spy and a would-be
murderer. Now, gentlemen, under the commission of his majesty’s
representative, we are judges here, but since you may think that,
having been called a liar openly by this English dog, I might be minded
to deal unjustly with him, I prefer to leave the matter in your hands.”
Now I tried to speak once more, but the Spaniard who had struck me, a
ferocious-looking villain, drew his sword and swore that he would run
me through if I dared to open my lips. So I thought it well to keep
silent.
“This Englishman would grace a yardarm very well,” he said.
De Garcia, who had begun to hum a tune indifferently, smiled, looking
first at the yard and then at my neck, and the hate in his eyes seemed
to burn me.
“I have a better thought than that,” said the third officer. “If we
hung him questions might be asked, and at the least, it would be a
waste of good money. He is a finely built young man and would last some
years in the mines. Let him be sold with the rest of the cargo, or I
will take him myself at a valuation. I am in want of a few such on my
estate.”
At these words I saw de Garcia’s face fall a little, for he wished to
be rid of me for ever. Still he did not think it politic to interfere
beyond saying with a slight yawn:
“So far as I am concerned, take him, comrade, and free of cost. Only I
warn you, watch him well or you will find a stiletto in your back.”
The officer laughed and said: “Our friend will scarcely get a chance at
me, for I do not go a hundred paces underground, where he will find his
quarters. And now, Englishman, there is room for you below I think;”
and he called to a sailor bidding him bring the irons of the man who
had died.
This was done, and after I had been searched and a small sum in gold
that I had upon my person taken from me—it was all that remained to me
of my possessions—fetters were placed upon my ankles and round my neck,
and I was dragged into the hold. Before I reached it I knew from
various signs what was the cargo of this ship. She was laden with
slaves captured in Fernandina, as the Spaniards name the island of
Cuba, that were to be sold in Hispaniola. Among these slaves I was now
numbered.
How to tell the horrors of that hold I know not. The place was low, not
more than seven feet in height, and the slaves lay ironed in the bilge
water on the bottom of the vessel. They were crowded as thick as they
could lie, being chained to rings fixed in the sides of the ship.
Altogether there may have been two hundred of them, men, women and
children, or rather there had been two hundred when the ship sailed a
week before. Now some twenty were dead, which was a small number, since
the Spaniards reckon to lose from a third to half of their cargo in
this devilish traffic. When I entered the place a deadly sickness
seized me, weak as I was, brought on by the horrible sounds and smells,
and the sights that I saw in the flare of the lanterns which my
conductors carried, for the hold was shut off from light and air. But
they dragged me along and presently I found myself chained in the midst
of a line of black men and women, many feet resting in the bilge water.
There the Spaniards left me with a jeer, saying that this was too good
a bed for an Englishman to lie on. For a while I endured, then sleep or
insensibility came to my succour, and I sank into oblivion, and so I
must have remained for a day and a night.
When I awoke it was to find the Spaniard to whom I had been sold or
given, standing near me with a lantern and directing the removal of the
fetters from a woman who was chained next to me. She was dead, and in
the light of the lantern I could see that she had been carried off by
some horrible disease that was new to me, but which I afterwards
learned to know by the name of the Black Vomit. Nor was she the only
one, for I counted twenty dead who were dragged out in succession, and
I could see that many more were sick. Also I saw that the Spaniards
were not a little frightened, for they could make nothing of this
sickness, and strove to lessen it by cleansing the hold and letting air
into it by the removal of some planks in the deck above. Had they not
done this I believe that every soul of us must have perished, and I set
down my own escape from the sickness to the fact that the largest
opening in the deck was made directly above my head, so that by
standing up, which my chains allowed me to do, I could breathe air that
was almost pure.
Having distributed water and meal cakes, the Spaniards went away. I
drank greedily of the water, but the cakes I could not eat, for they
were mouldy. The sights and sounds around me were so awful that I will
not try to write of them.
And all the while we sweltered in the terrible heat, for the sun
pierced through the deck planking of the vessel, and I could feel by
her lack of motion that we were becalmed and drifting. I stood up, and
by resting my heels upon a rib of the ship and my back against her
side, I found myself in a position whence I could see the feet of the
passers-by on the deck above.
Presently I saw that one of these wore a priest’s robe, and guessing
that he must be my companion with whom I had escaped, I strove to
attract his notice, and at length succeeded. So soon as he knew who it
was beneath him, the priest lay down on the deck as though to rest
himself, and we spoke together. He told me, as I had guessed, that we
were becalmed and that a great sickness had taken hold of the ship,
already laying low a third of the crew, adding that it was a judgment
from heaven because of their cruelty and wickedness.
To this I answered that the judgment was working on the captives as
well as on the captors, and asked him where was Sarceda, as they named
de Garcia. Then I learned that he had been taken sick that morning, and
I rejoiced at the news, for if I had hated him before, it may be judged
how deeply I hated him now. Presently the priest left me and returned
with water mixed with the juice of limes, that tasted to me like nectar
from the gods, and some good meat and fruit. These he gave me through
the hole in the planks, and I made shift to seize them in my manacled
hands and devoured them. After this he went away, to my great chagrin;
why, I did not discover till the following morning.
That day passed and the long night passed, and when at length the
Spaniards visited the hold once more, there were forty bodies to be
dragged out of it, and many others were sick. After they had gone I
stood up, watching for my friend the priest, but he did not come then,
nor ever again.