CHAPTER II

THE HOME-COMING

"I say, mother, they've come!"

"Well, let them. What do I care?"

"Oh, but just come and look a minute. See how carefully he is helping

her out of the cab. She's a sight too good for him. There! I've got a

brilliant idea. I'll go and give them a tune. She shall enter her bridal

home to the strains of music," and away downstairs Miss Bessie Marchant

rushed. She was the daughter of Mr. Marchant, chemist, Ralph Waring's

neighbour.

"What is that girl playing?" exclaimed Mrs. Marchant a few minutes

afterwards, as she was preparing supper in the kitchen.

Phill Marchant was sitting at the table working out a sum on his slate.

"Why, it's the 'Dead March.' Is her kitten dead?"

"That girl will be the death of me. Bessie, do you hear, stop that

noise, will you? Haven't you one spark of human kindness left?"

"No, mother," still going on playing, "I gave all the sparks to Phill."

"Stop playing, will you? or I'll box your ears! It's perfectly cruel.

The poor thing will have enough to put up with, without you worrying her

with that bad omen."

Bessie suddenly stopped, not because she was afraid of her ears being

boxed, but deep down in her heart, where a good big piece of human

kindness was thriving splendidly, in spite of her mother's fears,

questionings had arisen lest she might not be defeating her own object.

"I don't want to worry her; you know that. It is a funny world to live

in if you cannot play the 'Dead March' when you like!"

"You just march off and water the plants in the greenhouse, and don't

interfere with what isn't your business."

"All right, but I'll----" What exactly Miss Bessie was going still

further to do, her mother did not catch, and it was not Miss Bessie's

intention that she should.

It was a drizzling wet night when Phebe Waring arrived at her new home.

According to strict economical household arrangements, there was no

bright fire in the back parlour to make the room look cosy, because it

was near the end of June. The floor was covered with oil-cloth, no rug

anywhere, and a table, small sideboard, and six small chairs with

American leather cushions made up the whole of the furniture.

"Not very homelike," Phebe thought, "but there, how could I expect

bachelor's quarters to look anything different?"

For supper the little maid had placed on the table a large white jug of

lemon water, a piece of cheese, and some bread and butter.

"There's a hamper for you, ma'am, from your father's: came about an hour

ago."

Quickly taking off her hat and jacket Phebe opened the hamper, and when

she looked inside the tears came into her eyes; it was the first glimpse

of anything homelike she had seen for a fortnight.

A bunch of wallflowers came first, then a large pat of butter, a

home-made cake, a roasted chicken, a piece of ham, and a large box of

little gooseberry pies. "Dear old Sis, how thoughtful of her!" Soon the

table was spread with the feast the loving sister in the old home had

prepared, and to make the room look still further homelike Phebe got

Janie, the maid, to light a fire in the empty, rusty grate.

"It was quite fortunate I did not order anything further into the

house," said Ralph.

In the morning the room looked as cheerless as it did the night before,

and Phebe's heart seemed to shrink as she noticed that the window looked

into a yard, surrounded with high walls, and that nothing was growing

in it but grass and dandelions. How different from the outlook over the

well-kept garden at home! "But I'll soon make it look different," said

the hopeful Phebe to herself.

The only bright spot in the room was a bunch of beautiful pansies lying

on the table; the wallflowers had been taken upstairs. As Phebe picked

them up she noticed a slip of paper pushed beneath the string with which

they were tied, and on it was written:

"From Neighbour Bessie. I do hope you will be my friend."

"Ah, that must be Mrs. Marchant's daughter, next door," thought Phebe,

"I have heard Ralph speak of her. Of course we shall be friends. What

beautiful flowers! Pansies--see, they mean 'heart's ease.' Did Bessie

think--but of course she did not. She would not know their meaning."

During breakfast Ralph put into her hand a black-edged envelope, saying,

"See what I have had sent me. A funny sort of congratulation!"

Inside the envelope was a card, bordered with ink lines, and in the

centre, in letters to imitate printing, were the words:

"Sacred to the Memory of

SWEET LIBERTY,

Who ceased to be on June 10th, 18--,

And was interred in the residence of

RALPH WARING, Draper, etc., Hadley."

"Somebody thinks I'm going to be a poor martyr," said Ralph, putting on

a very solemn look. Phebe also looked solemn, but her solemnity seemed

real.

"I don't know about that," she replied, "it seems to me it is my liberty

which is referred to. If your liberty is interred in your house it is

still yours."

"Oh, dear, no; everybody knows women always have their own way--they

never lose their liberty," and a slight tone of anger was in the voice,

which made Phebe look up in surprise. "But there, it is only somebody's

stupid joke; not worth thinking about," and he tore the card into

shreds, feeling a trifle sorry he had spoken in the way he had done.

Breakfast over, Ralph said: "And now, dearest, I should like a little

business talk with you, if you can spare the time. You know we have had

so much lovemaking to do we have had no opportunity of talking together

about our business."

"'Our business,'" thought Phebe, "that sounds nice."

"The fact is," said Ralph, when the breakfast table had been cleared and

they were alone, "I want to enlarge the business. I want to throw this

room into the shop, take the house next door, which is to let, and start

a grocery trade, too. Then my idea is to have a horse and cart and go

into the villages for orders--many of them are growing considerably, and

I think I could work up a splendid connection. Later on I should try to

sell the whole affair, and start somewhere different from this sleepy

place."

"Somewhere different! I should never like to leave Hadley."

"Of course not, women are never ambitious."

"But I am very ambitious, and should like you to have a large business.

How could you possibly leave all your public work here? and I could

never leave Hadley while my poor old sick father lives."

"We'll not worry about that," said Ralph, fearing he had gone too far.

"We need not discuss that for years. I am glad to hear you say you would

like me to have a big business; but how, without more capital, am I

going to manage it?"

"That certainly is a very difficult question."

There was silence for a minute, and then Ralph, evidently disappointed

she had not said more, asked: "Can you not suggest anything?"

"No, I cannot; but if it is God's will He will show you how it can be

done."

"God won't do for us what we can do for ourselves," he answered a little

impatiently. "I hardly like mentioning it, but haven't you some money in

the bank?"

"Yes."

"How much?"

"Three hundred pounds. It was my mother's money; and the interest has

helped to buy my clothes, because father could not afford to give us

much pocket-money."

"Couldn't I have that money? Of course, I shall give you pocket-money

enough."

"You can have some of it, most certainly."

"Not all?"

"Wouldn't half do?"

Ralph got up from his chair, went to the window, and then said slowly,

"Yes, that will do."

"We will go and draw it out next week," said Phebe, "if you like."

"Yes; and of course you had better change the name, had you not? And it

will seem more businesslike if you draw the whole of it and then put the

half of it back in my name. It will be yours all the same."

"I don't mind," said Phebe, "if that will please you."

"Please me! I'm not a child." Fortunately, just then he was called into

the shop.

"Am I selfish?" questioned Phebe anxiously to herself. "Have I done

wrong? Ought I to let him have the whole? But I am sure father would be

cross if I did."

All that day there was sunshine without, but very little within. Phebe

worked hard to make the house more homelike; some rugs were laid on the

parlour floor, two arm-chairs established each side the table, ferns

arranged in the grate, vases of flowers put on the chimney-piece,

pictures hung up, curtains placed at the window--and yet it seemed

dreary. But how can there be sunshine in a room when there's a shadow on

the spirit?

After tea Ralph said: "I am going to Sunbury to a meeting this evening."

"Oh, I am glad; I shall enjoy that."

"But, dearest, I am sorry to disappoint you. I have promised to walk

with old Mr. Cope, and it is too far for you. Besides, if you don't

mind, I should like you to attend to the shop a little, just to check

bills and take cash, for I am a young man short to-day. Will you?"

"Oh, yes," replied Phebe gaily, trying hard to let the feeling of pride

that Ralph thought her capable of doing this conquer the feeling of

disappointment. "I shall be delighted to do it for your sake." And after

that sweet little speech Ralph kissed her.

The young man who was left in charge of the shop, being of a rather

fiery disposition, and having resented somewhat Phebe's advent into the

establishment, thought he would take this opportunity of having a little

revenge.

"Do you like business, Mrs. Waring?" he asked, when they were alone.

"I hardly know, having had no experience."

"Well, I suppose it is with you as with me, it is all the same whether

we like it or not--we have got to do it."

"I don't think the cases are quite parallel," she said, with a smile.

"Oh, I thought they were, for when the governor gave Dick Forbes

notice--he left to-day, you know--he said he should not require his

services any longer, for when you came you would see after the business

when he was away. It must be nice to have a wife to look after things

while you are away enjoying yourself."

"Your master is away doing God's business," she replied with dignity,

and straightway walked into the parlour.

The dignity all vanished when she laid her head on her hands on the

table and had a little cry to herself. Things were all so different from

what she had expected, and such a loneliness seemed to have crept into

her heart! When she lifted up her tearful face she saw the bunch of

pansies quite close to her, and their faces seemed to look into hers and

whisper, "Heart's ease!" "What a comfort!" she whispered to herself.

"'Heart's ease,' yes, I know where to get it from. I know I feel

disappointed, but ought I not to ask: Is Ralph disappointed in me? and

is Jesus disappointed in me?"

"What a mean hound I've been!" thought the young shopman, as he caught

sight afterwards of her swollen eyes. "It would have served me right if

she had boxed my ears. She'll have enough to put up with without me

adding to it." And that same night he walked two miles to beg a bunch of

roses for her, saying as he gave them to her: "Please forgive me for

having been rude to you."

* * * * *

When a king had chosen the design for the gold work of his signet and

selected the stone, carefully studying its hue and markings, then came

the _making_ of the signet: the gold was put in the fire, and the gem

under the lapidary's hammer.

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