"Lancelot had many friends, as I said before, and many of the lords and

knights of the country, when they heard what had happened, thought that

Lancelot was right and came to help him. By the time that the King and

his army came to Joyous Gard Lancelot had a good army of his own there.

But Lancelot did not want to fight the King, and for many days he kept

all his men inside the town. He sent messages to the King and to

Gawain. He told the King that neither he nor the Queen had ever thought

of doing him any wrong, and he begged him to let the Queen come back to

him and to leave off this war. He told Gawain that he had loved his

brother Gareth as if he had been his own brother and that he would as

soon have killed his own brother as Gareth or Gaheris, if he had known

who they were. And the King was so sad at all that had been done that

he wanted to give up the whole war, but Gawain would not hear of it. He

would never forgive Lancelot for killing his brothers, he said, till one

of them should kill the other.

"Then Lancelot's friends urged him to fight. Gawain would never let the

King give up the war, they said, and it would be best to end it now.

And Lancelot felt that they were right, and at last he yielded and said

that he would go out to battle the next morning. In the morning

Lancelot's army marched out of the city and the army of the King came to

meet it. Lancelot had ordered all his men that whatever they did they

should do no harm to the King or to Gawain. As for himself, he scarcely

fought at all. He rode about the field and saw others fight. He saw

many of his own men wounded and killed, but he had no heart to strike a

blow against King Arthur or any knight of his. At last he saw the King

himself charging against his cousin Bors. Bors met the charge with his

spear and threw King Arthur from his horse. When Lancelot saw that he

rode to where the King was and got off his horse. 'Here, my lord,' he

said, 'take this horse; you and your knights fight against me and have

no mercy, but I cannot fight against my King or see him overthrown and

not try to help him.'

"And the King took Lancelot's horse and rode away from the field and

called all his men away too, and Lancelot's men went back to the town.

"The next day Lancelot sent messengers to King Arthur again to ask him

to let the Queen come back, to promise that she should not be harmed,

and to end the war. And the King would have done everything that

Lancelot asked, but again Gawain would not hear of it. 'Let the Queen

come back if you like,' said Gawain; 'that is nothing to me. But I will

not forgive Lancelot for killing my brothers and I will always follow

him and fight with him till I kill him or he kills me.'

"You know I told you long ago of the old story that Gawain could speak

so well that nobody could ever refuse him anything that he asked. I

think that must have been why the King let him have his own way all

through this war with Lancelot. I am sure that the King himself must

have got back his senses now, and I almost think, after all, that he

never really believed that the Queen or Lancelot could wish to do any

wrong to him. How could he let her come back at all if he believed

that? And he did let her come back, but still Gawain was firm against

Lancelot, and the King would not make peace with him till Gawain wished

it.

"When Lancelot had sent the Queen back to King Arthur he thought that it

was of no use to stay in England any longer, so he took all his knights

and his army with him and crossed over into France. He went to Benwick,

his father's old city and his own city now, because his father was dead

long ago. And soon King Arthur and Gawain followed him with their army,

for Gawain still vowed that he would go where Lancelot went and would

not leave him till one of them had killed the other. In these last

dreadful days of King Arthur's reign it seems as if no one ever missed a

chance of making a mistake, and now Arthur made another. For when he

went over to France he left Mordred in his place to rule England till he

came back, and he left the Queen in Mordred's care too.

"So the King and Gawain and their army came to Benwick and besieged it,

as they had besieged Joyous Gard. Lancelot sent a message to them

again. He would do anything if they would end the war and not make him

fight against the King and his old friend. He would give up his city to

them, if they would take it, and let all the world think that he was

beaten, when he was not beaten at all, or that he was a coward and did

not dare to fight. Still Gawain would be content with nothing but that

Lancelot must fight with him. But he sent back word that if Lancelot

alone would come out and fight with him alone, till one of them should

kill the other, that one fight should end the war.

"When this message was brought to Lancelot his friends told him that it

was of no use any longer to hope for peace. Gawain would never yield,

and it must be as he said at last. It would be better for Lancelot to

fight with him now than to wait. Lancelot knew that they were right,

and he sent word that the next morning he would meet Gawain outside the

city and fight with him.

"They met the next morning, in the space between the city walls and King

Arthur's army. Both the knights were thrown from their horses at the

first charge, and then it was the old story of a sword fight that I have

told you so many times before. But Gawain had the gift of growing

stronger every day, from nine o'clock till noon, and then he had three

times his natural strength. This had been given to him by a magician

long ago, and nobody knew that he had it except himself and King Arthur.

Lancelot knew nothing about it, but he had not been fighting long before

he knew that there was something strange about Gawain's fighting. He

felt him growing so strong that he scarcely tried to strike at Gawain at

all, but used all his strength in defending himself. And so for a long

time neither of them was much harmed, but when noon came, all at once

Lancelot felt that Gawain had grown weaker. Then he said: 'Gawain, I do

not know with what magic you have fought till now. But, whatever it

was, I feel now that it has left you and you are like any other man.

Now I must begin to fight.'

"Then he struck Gawain a great blow on the head and wounded him, so that

he fell, and Lancelot stood still beside him, resting on his sword.

'Why do you stop your fight?' Gawain cried. 'You have beaten me; finish

it now and kill me.'

"'You know,' said Lancelot, 'that I cannot kill any knight who is

wounded and helpless, and least of all you, who have been my friend so

long. Our fight is over.'

"'Kill me and make an end to it,' Gawain said again, 'or as soon as I am

cured of this wound I shall come and fight you again.'

"'If I must fight with you again," said Lancelot, 'I shall be ready; I

can do no more now.'

"So Gawain was carried back to his tent and was kept there for many

days, while his wound was healing. And as soon as he was strong enough

he sent word to Lancelot that he must fight him again. There is no need

of making a long story of it. Gawain and Lancelot fought again and the

fight ended exactly as the first one had done. Lancelot wounded Gawain

in the very same place where he had wounded him before, and Gawain was

carried back to his tent, vowing that he would still fight with Lancelot

as soon as his wound should heal.

"And what do you suppose had been going on in England all this time?

You might almost guess. You would think that Mordred could not possibly

keep out of mischief so long, and you would be quite right. King Arthur

had not had much more than time to get to Benwick before Mordred began

to tell people that the King was dead. He showed some letters, which he

had written himself, but he pretended that they had come from France,

and they said that the King had been killed in a battle against

Lancelot. Of course the only thing to do in such a case was to crown

Mordred himself as King, and Mordred took care that it should be done in

a hurry. Then, to make everything as sure as possible, he gave notice

that he was going to marry Queen Guinevere. Of course he did not

trouble himself to ask Queen Guinevere whether or not it suited her to

be married to him. He had begun to have his own way and he was resolved

to go on. The Queen saw that it would not do any good to pretend that

she did not want to be married to him, so she let Mordred think that

there was nothing that would please her better than to be his wife. But

she said that if she was to be married she should have to go to London

to get some new gowns. Mordred saw nothing wrong about that and he let

her go. Then, as soon as she got to London, she shut herself up in the

Tower and found men who were friendly to her to guard it, and waited for

Mordred to come and try to get her out of it.

"He came, you may be sure, as soon as he heard where she was, and he

laid siege to the Tower, but it was so strong, and Queen Guinevere's men

fought so well, that he could not take it. He kept up the siege till he

heard that King Arthur and all his men were coming back from France and

Lancelot and his men were coming with them. When he heard that he drew

his army away from London and marched to Dover to meet the King and to

keep him from getting England away from him.

"It was true that the King and his men were coming back from France, but

it was not true that Lancelot was coming. Lancelot did not know why

King Arthur and his army had so suddenly left Benwick. It was because

the King had heard of the mischief that Mordred had done and of the more

mischief that he was trying to do. Even Gawain could not ask the King

to make war upon Lancelot any longer, when England itself was likely to

be lost. Gawain had been acting in a mad fashion enough for a long time,

but the news from England brought him back to his senses. His wound was

nearly healed and he was beginning again to want to fight with Lancelot,

but now he saw all at once what harm his wild anger against Lancelot had

done. He was filled with shame and grief at the thought of it. 'It is

I,' he said to the King, 'who have done all this. I see it now. It is

Lancelot who has always been your truest and best friend, and it is I

who have been your enemy. I fear that I have done too much for you to

forgive, but there is hope still, for I know that Lancelot will still be

your friend. Send for him; tell him that I was wrong in everything--that

I confess it--and ask him to go with you and help you to win back

England from Mordred.'

"If the King had ever doubted Lancelot he doubted him no longer now.

Gawain, who had been against him so long, was for him now. But the King

looked sadly at Gawain and shook his head. 'Gawain, Gawain,' he said,

'we have gone too far. We have wronged Lancelot too much. We cannot

ask him to help us now. We must fight our battles and win them or lose

them by ourselves.'

"So the King and Gawain and their army left Lancelot and Benwick and

crossed into England. As soon as they landed at Dover Mordred met them

and there was a hard battle. Many were killed and wounded on both sides

and at last Mordred was driven back. But when the battle was over

Gawain had been wounded again just where Lancelot had wounded him twice

before.

"And this time he felt that he could not live. Then Gawain thought: 'If

the King could not ask Lancelot to help him, yet surely I can ask him,

now that I am dying. It was I who wronged him and I who was his enemy.

But when he comes I shall not be here any more, and I know that he

always loved the King and that he loves him still.'

"And Gawain told those who were about him to bring him pen and paper,

and he wrote a letter to Lancelot. The letter said: 'Sir Lancelot, I am

dying from a wound that I got in battle to-day, just where you wounded

me twice. I have been blind and deaf and mad all this while. I would

not see or hear the truth, and the truth is, Lancelot, that it is you

who have been always the King's friend and that it is I who, in these

last days, have been his enemy. My pride and my selfishness and my

anger have almost ruined the King, but it may be that your true love and

your strength can save him yet. Come and help him, Lancelot. I have

given you cause to hate me, but do not stay away from the King for that,

for when you come to him I shall be dead.'

"This letter Gawain gave to a messenger and ordered him to cross with it

to France and to ride as fast as he could to Benwick and give it to

Lancelot. And a little while after that Gawain died.

"The next day King Arthur marched against Mordred. Mordred, with his

army, fell back before him and day after day the King pushed him farther

and farther into the West, till at last the two armies were here in

Cornwall. They had both been gathering strength as they marched, for

many knights and many other men joined them as they passed through the

country. Some joined Mordred because they were friends to Lancelot, not

knowing, they were so little and so narrow themselves, that Lancelot was

great enough to be the King's friend still.

"At last Mordred and his army halted and would retreat no farther. Then

it seemed that the great battle must come the next day. But that night

King Arthur had a dream. He dreamed that Gawain came and stood before

him, and Gawain said: 'My lord, do not fight with Mordred to-morrow. If

you fight with him to-morrow you will be killed. But put off the battle

for a little while and Lancelot and all his knights and all his men will

come to help you.'

"In the morning, when the King awoke, he sent messengers to Mordred to

ask him to meet him between the lines of the two armies and agree upon a

truce. So it was arranged that Arthur and Mordred should each bring

fourteen knights and that they should meet half-way between the two

armies. Then Arthur said to his knights whom he left behind: 'I do not

trust Mordred. I fear that he will try some treachery. So watch us

when we meet and while we talk, and if you see any sword drawn among the

men on either side, do not wait for any more, but charge forward and

begin the battle.' And Mordred, before he went to meet the King, gave

just the same command to his knights who stayed behind.

"All the knights who went with the King and with Mordred were told that

this was to be a peaceful meeting and that no sword must be drawn. But

after the King and Mordred had met and while they were talking, a little

snake came out from under a bush and stung the foot of one of the

knights. The knight forgot the order that had been given and drew his

sword to kill the snake. But the men of the armies were too far away to

see the snake and to know why the sword was drawn. They saw only the

flash of the drawn sword and that was the signal of battle. It was of

no use for Arthur or for Mordred to try to stop them or to delay the

battle then. The trumpets blew, the knights charged forward, the two

great waves of horses and men broke upon each other with a harsh rattle

and jangle and clash of arms all along the field, and the battle was

joined.

[Illustration: "The two great waves broke upon each other"]

"In all his long reign, King Arthur had never fought such a battle as

this before. There were thousands of men on each side and they were all

men who had learned to fight in King Arthur's own battles and

tournaments. They were men who had learned from him to fight and to

fight and to go on fighting and never to stop till they had won. With

men like that on both sides there was only one way that the battle could

end. The battle went on all day. Slowly the knights on each side grew

fewer and fewer and all who saw them knew that the fight would go on

till there was none at all on one side or the other. Arthur's men were

faithful to him to their last breath, and Mordred's men felt that they

should be ruined if they were beaten. Once Arthur saw one of his old

knights surrounded by enemies, and the old knight's son was close beside

the King. The King and those around him had as much fighting as they

could do, but Arthur said to the young knight: 'Do you not see your

father there in danger? Why do you not go to help him?'

"And the young knight answered: 'My lord, my father told me this morning

to stay beside you all day and to let nothing draw me away from you. My

father is a good knight and he must fight for himself.' And the old

knight was killed, and afterward the son was killed, too.

"When the evening came there were few left to fight. It may be that

some had run away, but the most were dead or wounded. King Arthur stood

with only two of his knights beside him. They were Sir Lucan and Sir

Bedivere. The King looked all about him and saw only one other man

near. And that was Mordred. The King spoke under his breath: 'The end

is come, I fear, for all of us, but before I die that man there shall

die, who has brought this end to all of us.'

"Sir Lucan and Sir Bedivere tried to hold him back. 'My lord,' said Sir

Bedivere, 'do not try to fight any more with him to-day, or he may kill

you. Remember what Gawain said to you in your dream. Mordred has no

friends left now. Leave him for to-night, and to-morrow we can do

justice upon him.'

"'No,' said the King, 'that traitor shall not live any longer, and I

will kill him myself.'

"Arthur had his sword Excalibur in his hand. He rushed upon Mordred

with it and struck him one blow upon the head, and Mordred fell down

dead. But Arthur had been so eager against Mordred that he had not

thought to defend himself. Mordred had struck too at the same time and

had struck well and Arthur had a great wound on his head. Lucan and

Bedivere went to him and he tried to stand, but he could not. 'You must

help me,' he said, 'to some place of shelter; I cannot help myself any

more.'

"They tried to lift him up, but Lucan, who had been wounded in the

battle, suddenly fell down beside the King and died. Then Arthur said:

'Bedivere, you are the last one left to me and there is only a little

more that you can do. Take my sword Excalibur and go up this hill here

before us. At the top of it there is a lake. Throw my sword into the

lake, as far out into the middle of it as you can, and then come back

and tell me what you see.'

"Bedivere took the sword and climbed the hill and came to this very spot

where we are standing. But on the way he looked at the sword and at the

jewels in the hilt and he thought: 'It would be wrong to throw away this

beautiful sword. I will hide it here, instead of throwing it into the

lake. Then, if the King is cured of his wound, he will be glad to have

his sword again, and if he dies, someone else can have it.'

"So he hid the sword among the reeds that grew by the side of the lake

and went back to the King. 'Did you throw my sword into the lake?' the

King asked.

"'Yes, my lord,' said Bedivere.

"'And what did you see or hear?' said the King.

"'Nothing,' said Bedivere, 'but the water and the wind.'

"'Then you did not throw it in,' the King answered. 'Go back now and

throw it in, as I told you, and come back and tell me what you see.'

"Then Bedivere went up the hill again to the lake and took the sword out

from where he had hidden it. He held it up in the moonlight and saw the

shining of the rich jewels and the gleam of the long blade and again he

thought: 'It would be a sin to lose such a wonderful thing as this. The

King is wounded and weak and he is wandering in his mind, or else he

would not tell me to do it. I will tell him again that I have thrown it

in.'

"He hid the sword again and went back to the King, and the King said:

'Did you throw my sword into the lake?'

"'Yes, my lord,' said Bedivere, 'I threw it in.'

"'And what did you see or hear?' said Arthur.

"'I saw nothing but the water,' said Bedivere, 'and I heard nothing but

the wind and the waves.'

"'Oh, Bedivere,' said Arthur, 'you are the last of my knights and you

will not obey me. Go now once more and throw my sword as far as you can

out into the lake. And if you do not obey me this time, when you come

again, wounded as I am, I will rise up and kill you, if I can, with my

hands.'

"Then Bedivere went as fast as he could up the hill again and found the

sword and took it and swung it above his head and threw it as far as he

could out over the lake. He watched it as it whirled through the air,

and when it was near the water he saw an arm, covered with white silk,

come up out of the water. The hand caught the sword as it fell and

brandished it three times in a circle, and then the hand and the arm

went down under the water, and Bedivere went back and told the King.

'And now, Bedivere,' said Arthur, 'help me to go to the lake too.'

"But the King could not stand at all, so Bedivere took him on his back

and carried him up the hill to the side of the lake. And there they saw

a boat lying close to the shore. It was filled with women, all dressed

in black, and three, who stood in the midst of them, were queens and

wore crowns. 'Put me in the boat,' said Arthur, and Bedivere carried

him to the boat and the three queens received him, and all the women in

the boat wept when they saw him. The three queens laid him down and one

of them took his head in her lap and said: 'My dear brother, why did you

wait so long? You should have come here to us as soon as you had this

wound.'

"And this woman was King Arthur's sister, Queen Morgan-le-Fay. I don't

know when or why she had ceased to be his enemy and had become his

friend, but she was his friend now and she did all that she could to

help him and to cure his wound.

"Then Bedivere saw that the boat was moving from the shore, and he

cried: 'My lord--my King--where shall I go and what shall I do without

you? Let me go with you where you go and die with you, if you are to

die.'

"But Arthur answered: 'Do not be grieved for me, Bedivere, but go your

own way. Perhaps you may hear of me again, but now I can do no more for

you or for my people. I am going to the Valley of Avalon, to be cured

of my wound, and some time, perhaps, when my wound is well, I shall come

again.'

"Then the boat moved farther and farther away along the lake. The King

did not speak again, but Bedivere could hear Queen Morgan-le-Fay

speaking softly to him, and he could hear the other women weeping. Only

for a little while he could hear them, and then he strained his eyes to

see the boat as long as he could. But the light was dim and soon the

dark shape of the boat mixed with the dark shadows and was lost.

"And so King Arthur floated away to Avalon. You know that Avalon was

Glastonbury, and you do not see, perhaps, how any boat could go from

this mountain lake, all shut in by the land, out to the sea and inland

again to that island with the marsh around it. You must think of the

magic of Queen Morgan-le-Fay. Where she wanted her boat to go I am sure

that water-ways would open of themselves to let her pass. A ship with

her upon it would go as fast and as far as she would have it go. And

then, one of the old stories says, they had a pilot who knew all the

seas and all the stars of the heavens.

"Sir Bedivere looked after the boat till it had been gone from his sight

for a long time. Then he turned away from the lake, went down the hill,

and wandered away through the woods. He did not know where he was going

and he did not care. He scarcely saw what places he passed. He was

thinking of his King who had been taken away from him. He thought of

the bright old days when Arthur won his crown in the battles with the

rebel Kings, when his own knights learned to love his strength and his

truth and his nobleness. He thought of the happy days when the greatest

knights of the world gathered at the Round Table in Camelot. He thought

of how they had helped the King to bring peace and plenty and content to

the land. He thought of the sad later days and of these last days of

all and he wished that he might have died before they came. He could

not think at all yet of what he was still to do or how he was to live

without his King.

"So, deep in these sad thoughts, he went on and on, stopped now and

then, where he could, to eat or drink, because he knew he must, or lay

down in the forest to sleep, but never thought and never knew how long

he had been on the way or how weary he was. At last he heard a bell and

saw an abbey before him. He went into the chapel and saw a man kneeling

upon a tomb. The man rose and came to meet him. He was the abbot.

'Sir,' said Bedivere, 'whose tomb is that where I saw you praying?'

"'I do not know,' said the abbot. 'Last night a great company of ladies

came here and brought a dead man and begged me to bury him. And I

buried him in that tomb there before the altar, but they did not tell me

who he was.'

"'Then I will tell you,' said Bedivere. 'If a company of ladies brought

him, it was King Arthur.'

"Then Bedivere asked the hermit to let him stay there and live with him.

And he stayed for a long time there in the Abbey of Glastonbury, and

visited the poor and the sick, and at last he became a priest.

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