BOOK V.

1. In the morning when thou risest unwillingly, let this thought be

present,—I am rising to the work of a human being. Why then am I

dissatisfied if I am going to do the things for which I exist and for

which I was brought into the world? Or have I been made for this, to

lie in the bed-clothes and keep myself warm?—But this is more

pleasant.—Dost thou exist then to take thy pleasure, and not at all for

action or exertion? Dost thou not see the little plants, the little

birds, the ants, the spiders, the bees working together to put in order

their several parts of the universe? And art thou unwilling to do the

work of a human being, and dost thou not make haste to do that which is

according to thy nature?—But it is necessary to take rest also.—It is

necessary. However, Nature has fixed bounds to this too: she has fixed

bounds to eating and drinking, and yet thou goest beyond these bounds,

beyond what is sufficient; yet in thy acts it is not so, but thou

stoppest short of what thou canst do. So thou lovest not thyself, for

if thou didst, thou wouldst love thy nature and her will. But those who

love their several arts exhaust themselves in working at them unwashed

and without food; but thou valuest thy own nature less than the turner

values the turning art, or the dancer the dancing art, or the lover of

money values his money, or the vainglorious man his little glory. And

such men, when they have a violent affection to a thing, choose neither

to eat nor to sleep rather than to perfect the things which they care

for. But are the acts which concern society more vile in thy eyes and

less worthy of thy labor?

2. How easy it is to repel and to wipe away every impression which is

troublesome or unsuitable, and immediately to be in all tranquillity.

3. Judge every word and deed which are according to nature to be fit

for thee; and be not diverted by the blame which follows from any

people nor by their words, but if a thing is good to be done or said,

do not consider it unworthy of thee. For those persons have their

peculiar leading principle and follow their peculiar movement; which

things do not thou regard, but go straight on, following thy own nature

and the common nature; and the way of both is one.

4. I go through the things which happen according to nature until I

shall fall and rest, breathing out my breath into that element out of

which I daily draw it in, and falling upon that earth out of which my

father collected the seed, and my mother the blood, and my nurse the

milk; out of which during so many years I have been supplied with food

and drink; which bears me when I tread on it and abuse it for so many

purposes.

5. Thou sayest, Men cannot admire the sharpness of thy wits.—Be it so:

but there are many other things of which thou canst not say, I am not

formed for them by nature. Show those qualities then which are

altogether in thy power, sincerity, gravity, endurance of labor,

aversion to pleasure, contentment with thy portion and with few things,

benevolence, frankness, no love of superfluity, freedom from trifling,

magnanimity. Dost thou not see how many qualities thou art immediately

able to exhibit, in which there is no excuse of natural incapacity and

unfitness, and yet thou still remainest voluntarily below the mark? or

art thou compelled through being defectively furnished by nature to

murmur, and to be stingy, and to flatter, and to find fault with thy

poor body, and to try to please men, and to make great display, and to

be so restless in thy mind? No, by the gods; but thou mightest have

been delivered from these things long ago. Only if in truth thou canst

be charged with being rather slow and dull of comprehension, thou must

exert thyself about this also, not neglecting it nor yet taking

pleasure in thy dulness.

6. One man, when he has done a service to another, is ready to set it

down to his account as a favor conferred. Another is not ready to do

this, but still in his own mind he thinks of the man as his debtor, and

he knows what he has done. A third in a manner does not even know what

he has done, but he is like a vine which has produced grapes, and seeks

for nothing more after it has once produced its proper fruit. As a

horse when he has run, a dog when he has tracked the game, a bee when

it has made the honey, so a man when he has done a good act, does not

call out for others to come and see, but he goes on to another act, as

a vine goes on to produce again the grapes in season.—Must a man then

be one of these, who in a manner act thus without observing

it?—Yes.—But this very thing is necessary, the observation of what a

man is doing: for, it may be said, it is characteristic of the social

animal to perceive that he is working in a social manner, and indeed to

wish that his social partner also should perceive it.—It is true what

thou sayest, but thou dost not rightly understand what is now said: and

for this reason thou wilt become one of those of whom I spoke before,

for even they are misled by a certain show of reason. But if thou wilt

choose to understand the meaning of what is said, do not fear that for

this reason thou wilt omit any social act.

7. A prayer of the Athenians: Rain, rain, O dear Zeus, down on the

ploughed fields of the Athenians and on the plains.—In truth we ought

not to pray at all, or we ought to pray in this simple and noble

fashion.

8. Just as we must understand when it is said, That Aesculapius

prescribed to this man horse-exercise, or bathing in cold water, or

going without shoes, so we must understand it when it is said, That the

nature of the universe prescribed to this man disease, or mutilation,

or loss, or anything else of the kind. For in the first case Prescribed

means something like this: he prescribed this for this man as a thing

adapted to procure health; and in the second case it means, That which

happens to [or suits] every man is fixed in a manner for him suitably

to his destiny. For this is what we mean when we say that things are

suitable to us, as the workmen say of squared stones in walls or the

pyramids, that they are suitable, when they fit them to one another in

some kind of connection. For there is altogether one fitness [harmony].

And as the universe is made up out of all bodies to be such a body as

it is, so out of all existing causes necessity [destiny] is made up to

be such a cause as it is. And even those who are completely ignorant

understand what I mean; for they say, It [necessity, destiny] brought

this to such a person.—This then was brought and this was prescribed to

him. Let us then receive these things, as well as those which

Aesculapius prescribes. Many as a matter of course even among his

prescriptions are disagreeable, but we, accept them in the hope of

health. Let the perfecting and accomplishment of the things which the

common nature judges to be good, be judged by thee to be of the same

kind as thy health. And so accept everything which happens, even if it

seem disagreeable, because it leads to this, to the health of the

universe and to the prosperity and felicity of Zeus [the universe]. For

he would not have brought on any man what he has brought, if it were

not useful for the whole. Neither does the nature of anything, whatever

it may be, cause anything which is not suitable to that which is

directed by it. For two reasons then it is right to be content with

that which happens to thee, the one, because it was done for thee and

prescribed for thee, and in a manner had reference to thee, originally

from the most ancient causes spun with thy destiny; and the other,

because even that which comes severally to every man is to the power

which administers the universe a cause of felicity and perfection, nay

even of its very continuance. For the integrity of the whole is

mutilated, if thou cuttest off anything whatever from the conjunction

and the continuity either of the parts or of the causes. And thou dost

cut off, as far as it is in thy power, when thou art dissatisfied, and

in a manner triest to put anything out of the way.

9. Be not disgusted, nor discouraged, nor dissatisfied, if thou dost

not succeed in doing everything according to right principles, but when

thou hast failed, return back again, and be content if the greater part

of what thou dost is consistent with man’s nature, and love this to

which thou returnest; and do not return to philosophy as if she were a

master, but act like those who have sore eyes and apply a bit of sponge

and egg, or as another applies a plaster, or drenching with water. For

thus thou wilt not fail to obey reason, and thou wilt repose in it. And

remember that philosophy requires only the things which thy nature

requires; but thou wouldst have something else which is not according

to nature.—It may be objected, Why, what is more agreeable than this

[which I am doing]?—But is not this the very reason why pleasure

deceives us? And consider if magnanimity, freedom, simplicity,

equanimity, piety, are not more agreeable. For what is more agreeable

than wisdom itself, when thou thinkest of the security and the happy

course of all things which depend on the faculty of understanding and

knowledge?

10. Things are in such a kind of envelopment that they have seemed to

philosophers, not a few nor those common philosophers, altogether

unintelligible; nay even to the Stoics themselves they seem difficult

to understand. And all our assent is changeable; for where is the man

who never changes? Carry thy thoughts then to the objects themselves,

and consider how short-lived they are and worthless, and that they may

be in the possession of a filthy wretch or a robber. Then turn to the

morals of those who live with thee, and it is hardly possible to endure

even the most agreeable of them, to say nothing of a man being hardly

able to endure himself. In such darkness then and dirt, and in so

constant a flux both of substance and of time, and of motion and of

things moved, what there is worth being highly prized, or even an

object of serious pursuit, I cannot imagine. But on the contrary it is

a man’s duty to comfort himself, and to wait for the natural

dissolution, and not to be vexed at the delay, but to rest in these

principles only: the one, that nothing will happen to me which is not

conformable to the nature of the universe; and the other, that it is in

my power never to act contrary to my god and daemon: for there is no

man who will compel me to this.

11. About what am I now employing my own soul? On every occasion I must

ask myself this question, and inquire, What have I now in this part of

me which they call the ruling principle? and whose soul have I

now,—that of a child, or of a young man, or of a feeble woman, or of a

tyrant, or of a domestic animal, or of a wild beast?

12. What kind of things those are which appear good to the many, we may

learn even from this. For if any man should conceive certain things as

being really good, such as prudence, temperance, justice, fortitude, he

would not after having first conceived these endure to listen to

anything which should not be in harmony with what is really good. But

if a man has first conceived as good the things which appear to the

many to be good, he will listen and readily receive as very applicable

that which was said by the comic writer. Thus even the many perceive

the difference. For were it not so, this saying would not offend and

would not be rejected [in the first case], while we receive it when it

is said of wealth, and of the means which further luxury and fame, as

said fitly and wittily. Go on then and ask if we should value and think

those things to be good, to which after their first conception in the

mind the words of the comic writer might be aptly applied,—that he who

has them, through pure abundance has not a place to ease himself in.

13. I am composed of the formal and the material; and neither of them

will perish into non-existence, as neither of them came into existence

out of non-existence. Every part of me then will be reduced by change

into some part of the universe, and that again will change into another

part of the universe, and so on forever. And by consequence of such a

change I too exist, and those who begot me, and so on forever in the

other direction. For nothing hinders us from saying so, even if the

universe is administered according to definite periods [of revolution].

14. Reason and the reasoning art [philosophy] are powers which are

sufficient for themselves and for their own works. They move then from

a first principle which is their own, and they make their way to the

end which is proposed to them; and this is the reason why such acts are

named Catorthoseis or right acts, which word signifies that they

proceed by the right road.

15. None of these things ought to be called a man’s which do not belong

to a man, as man. They are not required of a man, nor does man’s nature

promise them, nor are they the means of man’s nature attaining its end.

Neither then does the end of man lie in these things, nor yet that

which aids to the accomplishment of this end, and that which aids

towards this end is that which is good. Besides, if any of these things

did belong to man, it would not be right for a man to despise them and

to set himself against them; nor would a man be worthy of praise who

showed that he did not want these things, nor would he who stinted

himself in any of them be good, if indeed these things were good. But

now the more of these things a man deprives himself of, or of other

things like them, or even when he is deprived of any of them, the more

patiently he endures the loss, just in the same degree he is a better

man.

16. Such as are thy habitual thoughts, such also will be the character

of thy mind; for the soul is dyed by the thoughts. Dye it then with a

continuous series of such thoughts as these: for instance, that where a

man can live, there he can also live well. But he must live in a

palace; well then, he can also live well in a palace. And again,

consider that for whatever purpose each thing has been constituted, for

this it has been constituted, and towards this it is carried; and its

end is in that towards which it is carried; and where the end is, there

also is the advantage and the good of each thing. Now the good for the

reasonable animal is society; for that we are made for society has been

shown above. Is it not plain that the inferior exists for the sake of

the superior? But the things which have life are superior to those

which have not life, and of those which have life the superior are

those which have reason.

17. To seek what is impossible is madness: and it is impossible that

the bad should not do something of this kind.

18. Nothing happens to any man which he is not formed by nature to

bear. The same things happen to another, and either because he does not

see that they have happened, or because he would show a great spirit,

he is firm and remains unharmed. It is a shame then that ignorance and

conceit should be stronger than wisdom.

19. Things themselves touch not the soul, not in the least degree; nor

have they admission to the soul, nor can they turn or move the soul:

but the soul turns and moves itself alone, and whatever judgments it

may think proper to make, such it makes for itself the things which

present themselves to it.

20. In one respect man is the nearest thing to me, so far as I must do

good to men and endure them. But so far as some men make themselves

obstacles to my proper acts, man becomes to me one of the things which

are indifferent, no less than the sun or wind or a wild beast. Now it

is true that these may impede my action, but they are no impediments to

my effects and disposition, which have the power of acting

conditionally and changing: for the mind converts and changes every

hindrance to its activity into an aid; and so that which is a hindrance

is made a furtherance to an act; and that which is an obstacle on the

road helps us on this road.

21. Reverence that which is best in the universe; and this is that

which makes use of all things and directs all things. And in like

manner also reverence that which is best in thyself; and this is of the

same kind as that. For in thyself also, that which makes use of

everything else is this, and thy life is directed by this.

22. That which does no harm to the state, does no harm to the citizen.

In the case of every appearance of harm apply this rule: if the state

is not harmed by this, neither am I harmed. But if the state is harmed,

thou must not be angry with him who does harm to the state. Show him

where his error is.

23. Often think of the rapidity with which things pass by and

disappear, both the things which are and the things which are produced.

For substance is like a river in a continual flow, and the activities

of things are in constant change, and the causes work in infinite

varieties; and there is hardly anything which stands still. And

consider this which is near to thee, this boundless abyss of the past

and of the future in which all things disappear. How then is he not a

fool who is puffed up with such things or plagued about them and makes

himself miserable? for they vex him only for a time, and a short time.

24. Think of the universal substance, of which thou hast a very small

portion; and of universal time, of which a short and indivisible

interval has been assigned to thee; and of that which is fixed by

destiny, and how small a part of it thou art.

25. Does another do me wrong? Let him look to it. He has his own

disposition, his own activity. I now have what the universal nature

wills me to have; and I do what my nature now wills me to do.

26. Let the part of thy soul which leads and governs be undisturbed by

the movements in the flesh, whether of pleasure or of pain; and let it

not unite with them, but let it circumscribe itself and limit those

affects to their parts. But when these affects rise up to the mind by

virtue of that other sympathy that naturally exists in a body which is

all one, then thou must not strive to resist the sensation, for it is

natural: but let not the ruling part of itself add to the sensation the

opinion that it is either good or bad.

27. Live with the gods. And he does live with the gods who constantly

shows to them that his own soul is satisfied with that which is

assigned to him, and that it does all that the daemon wishes, which

Zeus hath given to every man for his guardian and guide, a portion of

himself. And this is every man’s understanding and reason.

28. Art thou angry with him whose armpits stink? art thou angry with

him whose mouth smells foul? What good will this anger do thee? He has

such a mouth, he has such armpits: it is necessary that such an

emanation must come from such things; but the man has reason, it will

be said, and he is able, if he takes pains, to discover wherein he

offends; I wish thee well of thy discovery. Well then, and thou hast

reason: by thy rational faculty stir up his rational faculty; show him

his error, admonish him. For if he listens, thou wilt cure him, and

there is no need of anger.

29. As thou intendest to live when thou art gone out, … so it is in thy

power to live here. But if men do not permit thee, then get away out of

life, yet so as if them wert suffering no harm. The house is smoky, and

I quit it. Why dost thou think that this is any trouble? But so long as

nothing of the kind drives me out, I remain, am free, and no man shall

hinder me from doing what I choose; and I choose to do what is

according to the nature of the rational and social animal.

30. The intelligence of the universe is social. Accordingly it has made

the inferior things for the sake of the superior, and it has fitted the

superior to one another. Thou seest how it has subordinated,

co-ordinated, and assigned to everything its proper portion, and has

brought together into concord with one another the things which are the

best.

31. How hast thou behaved hitherto to the gods, thy parents, brethren,

children, teachers, to those who looked after thy infancy, to thy

friends, kinsfolk, to thy slaves? Consider if thou hast hitherto

behaved to all in such a way that this may be said of thee,—

“Never has wronged a man in deed or word.”

And call to recollection both how many things thou hast passed through,

and how many things thou hast been able to endure and that the history

of thy life is now complete and thy service is ended; and how many

beautiful things thou hast seen; and how many pleasures and pains thou

hast despised; and how many things called honorable thou hast spurned;

and to how many ill-minded folks thou hast shown a kind disposition.

32. Why do unskilled and ignorant souls disturb him who has skill and

knowledge? What soul then has skill and knowledge? That which knows

beginning and end, and knows the reason which pervades all substance,

and through all time by fixed periods [revolutions] administers the

universe.

33. Soon, very soon, thou wilt be ashes, or a skeleton, and either a

name or not even a name; but name is sound and echo. And the things

which are much valued in life are empty and rotten and trifling, and

[like] little dogs biting one another, and little children quarrelling,

laughing, and then straightway weeping. But fidelity and modesty and

justice and truth are fled

Up to Olympus from the wide-spread earth.

HESIOD, _Works, etc_. v. 197.

What then is there which still detains thee here, if the objects of

sense are easily changed and never stand still, and the organs of

perception are dull and easily receive false impressions, and the poor

soul itself is an exhalation from blood? But to have good repute amid

such a world as this is an empty thing. Why then dost thou not wait in

tranquillity for thy end, whether it is extinction or removal to

another state? And until that time comes, what is sufficient? Why, what

else than to venerate the gods and bless them, and to do good to men,

and to practice tolerance and self-restraint; but as to everything

which is beyond the limits of the poor flesh and breath, to remember

that this is neither thine nor in thy power.

34. Thou canst pass thy life in an equable flow of happiness, if thou

canst go by the right way, and think and act in the right way. These

two things are common both to the soul of God and to the soul of man,

and to the soul of every rational being: not to be hindered by another;

and to hold good to consist in the disposition to justice and the

practice of it, and in this to let thy desire find its termination.

35. If this is neither my own badness, nor an effect of my own badness,

and the common weal is not injured, why am I troubled about it, and

what is the harm to the common weal?

36. Do not be carried along inconsiderately by the appearance of

things, but give help [to all] according to thy ability and their

fitness; and if they should have sustained loss in matters which are

indifferent, do not imagine this to be a damage; for it is a bad habit.

But as the old man, when he went away, asked back his foster-child’s

top, remembering that it was a top, so do thou in this case also.

When thou art calling out on the Rostra, hast thou forgotten, man, what

these things are?—Yes; but they are objects of great concern to these

people—wilt thou too then be made a fool for these things? I was once a

fortunate man, but I lost it, I know not how.—But fortunate means that

a man has assigned to himself a good fortune: and a good fortune is

good disposition of the soul, good emotions, good actions.

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