CHAPTER FORTY-SIX

OUR ADVENTURER BECOMES ABSOLUTE IN HIS POWER OVER THE PASSIONS OF HIS

FRIEND, AND EFFECTS ONE HALF OF HIS AIM.

Influenced by this dire mistake, the breast of those unhappy lovers

began to be invaded with the horrors of jealousy. The tender-hearted

Monimia endeavoured to devour her griefs in silence; she in secret

bemoaned her forlorn fate without ceasing; her tears flowed without

intermission from night to morn, and from morn to night. She sought not

to know the object for which she was forsaken; she meant not to upbraid

her undoer; her aim was to find a sequestered corner, in which she could

indulge her sorrow; where she could brood over the melancholy remembrance

of her former felicity; where she could recollect those happy scenes she

had enjoyed under the wings of her indulgent parents, when her whole life

was a revolution of pleasures, and she was surrounded with affluence,

pomp, and admiration; where she could, unmolested, dwell upon the

wretched comparison between her past and present condition, and paint

every circumstance of her misery in the most aggravating colours, that

they might make the deeper impression upon her mind, and the more

speedily contribute to that dissolution for which she ardently wished, as

a total release from woe.

Amidst these pinings, she began to loathe all sustenance; her cheeks grew

wan, her bright eyes lost their splendour, the roses vanished from her

lips, and her delicate limbs could hardly support their burden; in a

word, her sole consolation was limited to the prospect of depositing her

sorrows in the grave; and her only wish was to procure a retreat in which

she might wait with resignation for that happy period. Yet this

melancholy comfort she could not obtain without the advice and mediation

of Fathom, whom she therefore still continued to see and consult. While

these consultations were held, Renaldo's bosom was ravaged with tempests

of rage and distraction. He believed himself superseded in the affection

of his mistress, by some favoured rival, whose success rankled at his

soul; and though he scarce durst communicate the suspicion to his own

heart, his observation continually whispered to him that he was

supplanted by his friend Fathom; for Monimia was totally detached from

the conversation of every other man, and he had of late noted their

intercourse with distempered eyes.

These considerations sometimes transported him to such a degree of

frenzy, that he was tempted to sacrifice them both as traitors to

gratitude, friendship, and love; but such deliriums soon vanished before

his honour and humanity. He would not allow himself to think amiss of

Ferdinand, until some undoubted mark of his guilt should appear; and this

was so far from being the case, that hitherto there was scarce a

presumption. "On the contrary," said he to himself, "I am hourly

receiving proofs of his sympathy and attachment. Not but that he may be

the innocent cause of my mishap. His superior qualifications may have

attracted the eye, and engaged the heart of that inconstant fair, without

his being sensible of the victory he has won; or, perhaps, shocked at the

conquest he hath unwillingly made, he discourages her advances, tries to

reason down her unjustifiable passion, and in the meantime conceals from

me the particulars, out of regard to my happiness and quiet."

Under cover of these favourable conjectures, our adventurer securely

prosecuted his scheme upon the unfortunate Monimia. He dedicated himself

wholly to her service and conversation, except at those times when his

company was requested by Renaldo, who now very seldom exacted his

attendance. In his ministry about the person of the beauteous orphan,

this cunning incendiary mingled such awful regard, such melting

compassion, as effectually screened him from the suspicion of treachery,

while he widened the fatal breach between her and her lover by the most

diabolical insinuations. He represented his friend as a voluptuary, who

gratified his own appetite without the least regard to honour or

conscience; and, with a show of infinite reluctance, imparted some

anecdotes of his sensuality, which he had feigned for the purpose; then

he would exclaim in an affected transport, "Gracious Heaven! is it

possible for any man who has the least title to perception or humanity to

injure such innocence and perfection! for my own part, had I been so

undeservedly happy--Heaven and earth! forgive my transports, madam, I

cannot help seeing and admiring such divine attractions. I cannot help

resenting your wrongs; it is the cause of virtue I espouse; it ought to

be the cause of every honest man."

He had often repeated such apostrophes as these, which she ascribed to

nothing else than sheer benevolence and virtuous indignation, and

actually began to think he had made some impression upon her heart, not

that he now entertained the hope of an immediate triumph over her

chastity. The more he contemplated her character, the more difficult the

conquest seemed to be: he therefore altered his plan, and resolved to

carry on his operations under the shelter of honourable proposals,

foreseeing that a wife of her qualifications, if properly managed, would

turn greatly to the account of the husband, or, if her virtue should

prove refractory, that he could at any time rid himself of the

encumbrance, by decamping without beat of drum, after he should be cloyed

with possession.

Elevated by these expectations, he one day, in the midst of a

preconcerted rhapsody, importing that he could no longer conceal the fire

that preyed upon his heart, threw himself on his knees before the lovely

mourner, and imprinted a kiss on her fair hand. Though he did not

presume to take this liberty till after such preparation as he thought

had altogether extinguished her regard for Melvil, and paved the way for

his own reception in room of that discarded lover, he had so far overshot

his mark, that Monimia, instead of favouring his declaration, started up,

and retired in silence, her cheeks glowing with shame, and her eyes

gleaming with indignation.

Ferdinand no sooner recovered from the confusion produced by this

unexpected repulse, than he saw the necessity of coming to a speedy

determination, lest the offended fair one should appeal to Renaldo, in

which case they might be mutually undeceived, to his utter shame and

confusion; he therefore resolved to deprecate her anger by humble

supplications, and by protesting, that, whatever tortures he might suffer

by suppressing his sentiments, she should never again be offended with a

declaration of his passion.

Having thus appeased the gentle Monimia, and discovered that, in spite of

her resentment, his friend still kept possession of her heart, he

determined to work an effectual separation, so as that the young lady,

being utterly deserted by Melvil, should be left altogether in his power.

With this Christian intention, he began to sadden his visage with a

double shade of pensive melancholy, in the presence of Renaldo, to stifle

a succession of involuntary sighs, to answer from the purpose, to be

incoherent in his discourse, and, in a word, to act the part of a person

wrapt up in sorrowful cogitation.

Count Melvil, soon as he perceived these symptoms, very kindly inquired

into the cause of them, and was not a little alarmed to hear the artful

and evasive answers of Ferdinand, who, without disclosing the source of

his disquiet, earnestly begged leave to retire into some other corner of

the world. Roused by this entreaty, the Hungarian's jealousy awoke, and

with violent agitation, he exclaimed, "Then are my fears too true, my

dear Fathom: I comprehend the meaning of your request. I have for some

time perceived an host of horrors approaching from that quarter. I know

your worth and honour. I depend upon your friendship, and conjure you,

by all the ties of it, to free me at once from the most miserable

suspense, by owning you have involuntarily captivated the heart of that

unhappy maiden."

To this solemn interrogation he made no reply, but shedding a flood of

tears, of which he had always a magazine at command, he repeated his

desire of withdrawing, and took God to witness, that what he proposed was

solely for the quiet of his honoured patron and beloved friend.

"Enough," cried the unfortunate Renaldo, "the measure of my woes is now

filled up." So saying, he fell backwards in a swoon, from which he was

with difficulty recovered to the sensation of the most exquisite

torments. During this paroxysm, our adventurer nursed him with infinite

care and tenderness, he exhorted him to summon all his fortitude to his

assistance, to remember his forefathers, and exert himself in the

imitation of their virtues, to fly from those bewitching charms which had

enslaved his better part, to retrieve his peace of mind by reflecting on

the inconstancy and ingratitude of woman, and amuse his imagination in

the pursuit of honour and glory.

After these admonitions he abused his ears with a forged detail of the

gradual advances made to him by Monimia, and the steps he had taken to

discourage her addresses, and re-establish her virtue, poisoning the mind

of that credulous youth to such a degree, that, in all probability, he

would have put a fatal period to his own existence, had not Fathom found

means to allay the rage of his ecstasy, by the cunning arrangement of

opposite considerations. He set his pride against his love, he opposed

his resentment to his sorrow, and his ambition to his despair.

Notwithstanding the balance of power so settled among these antagonists,

so violent were the shocks of their successive conflicts, that his bosom

fared like a wretched province, harassed, depopulated, and laid waste, by

two fierce contending armies. From this moment his life was nothing but

an alternation of starts and reveries; he wept and raved by turns,

according to the prevailing gust of passion; food became a stranger to

his lips, and sleep to his eyelids; he could not support the presence of

Monimia, her absence increased the torture of his pangs; and, when he met

her by accident, he started back with horror, like a traveller who

chances to tread upon a snake.

The poor afflicted orphan, worn to a shadow with self-consuming anguish,

eager to find some lowly retreat, where she could breath out her soul in

peace, and terrified at the frantic behaviour of Renaldo, communicated to

Fathom her desire of removing, and begged that he would take a small

picture of her father, decorated with diamonds, and convert them into

money, for the expense of her subsistence. This was the last pledge of

her family, which she had received from her mother, who had preserved it

in the midst of numberless distresses, and no other species of misery but

that which she groaned under could have prevailed upon the daughter to

part with it; but, exclusive of other motives, the very image itself, by

recalling to her mind the honours of her name, upbraided her with living

in dependence upon a man who had treated her with such indignity and

ingratitude; besides, she flattered herself with the hope that she should

not long survive the loss of this testimonial.

Our adventurer, with many professions of sorrow and mortification at his

own want of capacity to prevent such an alienation, undertook to dispose

of it to the best advantage, and to provide her with a cheap and retired

apartment, to which he would conduct her in safety, though at the hazard

of his life. In the meantime, however, he repaired to his friend

Renaldo, and, after having admonished him to arm his soul with patience

and philosophy, declared that Monimia's guilty passion for himself could

no longer be kept within bounds, that she had conjured him, in the most

pressing manner, to assist her in escaping from an house which she

considered as the worst of dungeons, because she was in it daily exposed

to the sight and company of a man whom she detested, and that she had

bribed him to compliance with her request, not only with repeated

promises of eternal love and submission, but also with the picture of her

father set with diamonds, which she had hitherto reserved as the last and

greatest testimony of her affection and esteem.

With these words he presented the fatal pledge to the eyes of the

astonished youth, upon whom it operated like the poisonous sight of the

basilisk, for in an instant, the whole passions of his soul were in the

most violent agitation. "What!" cried he, in an ecstasy of rage, "is she

so abandoned to perfidy, so lost to shame, so damned to constancy, to

gratitude, and virtuous love, as to meditate the means of leaving me

without decency, without remorse! to forsake me in my adversity, when my

hapless fortune can no longer flatter the pride and vanity of her

expectation! O woman! woman! woman! what simile shall I find to

illustrate the character of the sex? But I will not have recourse to

vain complaints and feeble exclamations. By Heaven! she shall not

'scape, she shall not triumph in her levity, she shall not exult in my

distress; no! I will rather sacrifice her to my just resentment, to the

injured powers of love and friendship. I will act the avenging minister

of Heaven! I will mangle that fair bosom, which contains so false a

heart! I will tear her to pieces, and scatter those beauteous limbs as a

prey to the beasts of the field, and the fowls of the air!"

Fathom, who expected this storm, far from attempting to oppose its

progress, waited with patience until its first violence was overblown;

then, assuming an air of condolence, animated with that resolution which

a friend ought to maintain on such occasions, "My dear Count," said he,

"I am not at all surprised at your emotion, because I know what an heart,

susceptible as yours, must feel from the apostasy of one who has reigned

so long the object of your love, admiration, and esteem. Your endeavours

to drive her from your thoughts must create an agony much more severe

than that which divorces the soul from the body. Nevertheless, I am so

confident of your virtue and your manhood, as to foresee, that you will

allow the fair Monimia to execute that resolution which she hath so

unwisely taken, to withdraw herself from your love and protection.

Believe me, my best friend and benefactor, this is a step, in consequence

of which you will infallibly retrieve your peace of mind. It may cost

you many bitter pangs, it may probe your wounds to the quick; but those

pangs will be soothed by the gentle and salutary wing of time, and that

probing will rouse you to a due sense of your own dignity and importance,

which will enable you to convert your attention to objects far more

worthy of your contemplation. All the hopes of happiness you had

cherished in the possession of Monimia are now irrecoverably blasted; her

heart is now debased beneath your consideration; her love is, without all

doubt, extinguished, and her honour irretrievably lost; insomuch, that,

were she to profess sorrow for her indiscretion, and implore your

forgiveness, with the most solemn promises of regarding you for the

future with unalterable fidelity and affection, you ought not to restore

her to that place in your heart which she hath so meanly forfeited,

because you could not at the same time reinstate her in the possession of

that delicate esteem without which there is no harmony, no rapture, no

true enjoyment in love.

"No, my dear Renaldo, expel the unworthy tenant from your bosom; allow

her to fill up the measure of her ingratitude, by deserting her lover,

friend, and benefactor. Your glory demands her dismission; the world

will applaud your generosity, and your own heart approve of your conduct.

So disencumbered, let us exert ourselves once more in promoting your

departure from this island, that you may revisit your father's house, do

justice to yourself and amiable sister, and take vengeance on the author

of your wrongs; then dedicate yourself to glory, in imitation of your

renowned ancestors, and flourish in the favour of your imperial patron."

These remonstrances had such an effect upon the Hungarian, that his face

was lighted up with a transient gleam of satisfaction. He embraced

Ferdinand with great ardour, calling him his pride, his Mentor, his good

genius, and entreated him to gratify the inclination of that fickle

creature so far as to convey her to another lodging, without loss of

time, while he would, by absenting himself, favour their retreat.

Our hero having obtained this permission, went immediately to the skirts

of the town, where he had previously bespoke a small, though neat

apartment, at the house of an old woman, widow of a French refugee. He

had already reconnoitred the ground, by sounding his landlady, from whose

poverty and complaisance he found reason to expect all sorts of freedom

and opportunity for the accomplishment of his aim upon Monimia's person.

The room being prepared for her reception, he returned to that

disconsolate beauty, to whom he presented ten guineas, which he pretended

to have raised by pledging the picture, though he himself acted as the

pawnbroker on this occasion, for a very plain and obvious reason.

The fair orphan was overjoyed to find her wish so speedily accomplished.

She forthwith packed up her necessaries in a trunk; and a hackney-coach

was called in the dusk of the evening, in which she embarked with her

baggage and conductor.

Yet she did not leave the habitation of Renaldo without regret. In the

instant of parting, the idea of that unfortunate youth was associated

with every well-known object that presented itself to her eyes; not as an

inconstant, ungenerous, and perjured swain, but as the accomplished, the

virtuous, the melting lover, who had captivated her virgin heart. As

Fathom led her to the door, she was met by Renaldo's dog, which had long

been her favourite; and the poor animal fawning upon her as she passed,

her heart was overwhelmed with such a gush of tenderness, that a flood of

tears streamed down her cheeks, and she had well-nigh sunk upon the

floor.

Ferdinand, considering this emotion as the last tribute she would pay to

Renaldo, hurried her into the coach, where she soon recovered her

composure; and in a little time he ushered her into the house of Madam la

Mer, by whom she was received with great cordiality, and conducted to her

apartment, with which she found no other fault than that of its being too

good for one in her forlorn situation. Here, while the tear of gratitude

started in either eye, she thanked our adventurer for his benevolence and

kind concern, assuring him, that she would not fail duly to beseech the

Most High to shower down blessings upon him, as the orphan's friend and

protector.

Fathom was not deficient in those expressions that were best adapted to

her present turn of mind. He observed, that what he had done was in

obedience to the dictates of common humanity, which would have prompted

him to assist any fellow-creature in distress; but that her peculiar

virtue and qualifications were such as challenged the utmost exertion of

his faculties in her service. He said, that surely Heaven had not

created such perfection in vain; that she was destined to receive as well

as to communicate happiness; and that the Providence, which she so

piously adored, would not fail, in due season, to raise her from distress

and affliction, to that honour and felicity for which she was certainly

ordained. In the meantime, he entreated her to depend upon his service

and fidelity, and the article of her board being settled, he left her to

the company and consolation of her discreet hostess, who soon insinuated

herself into the good opinion of her beauteous lodger.

While our hero was employed in this transaction, Renaldo sallied forth in

a sort of intoxication, which Fathom's admonitions had inspired; and,

repairing to a certain noted coffee-house, engaged at chess with an old

French refugee, that his attention, by being otherwise employed, might

not stray towards that fatal object which he ardently wished to forget.

But, unluckily for him, he had scarce performed three moves of the game,

when his ears were exposed to a dialogue between two young gentlemen, one

of whom asked the other if he would go and see the "Orphan" acted at one

of the theatres; observing, as a farther inducement, that the part of

Monimia would be performed by a young gentlewoman who had never appeared

on the stage. At mention of that name, Renaldo started; for though it

did not properly belong to his orphan, it was the appellation by which

she had been distinguished ever since her separation from her father's

house, and therefore it recalled her to his imagination in the most

interesting point of view. Though he endeavoured to expel the image, by

a closer application to his play, every now and then it intruded upon his

fancy, and at each return made a stronger impression; so that he found

himself in the situation of an unfortunate bark stranded upon some hidden

rock, which, when the wind begins to blow, feels every succeeding wave

more boisterous than the former, until, with irresistible fury, they

surmount her deck, sweep everything before them, and dash her all to

pieces.

The refugee had observed his first emotion, which he attributed to an

unforeseen advantage he himself had gained over the Hungarian; but seeing

him, in the sequel, bite his lip, roll his eyes, groan, writhe his body,

ejaculate incoherent curses, and neglect his game, the Huguenot concluded

that he was mad, and being seized with terror and dismay, got up and

scampered off, without ceremony or hesitation.

Melvil, thus left to the horrors of his own thought, which tortured him

with the apprehension of losing Monimia for ever, could no longer combat

that suggestion, but ran homewards with all the speed he could exert, in

order to prevent her retreat. When he crossed the threshold, he was

struck with such a damp of presaging fear, that he durst not in person

approach her apartment, nor even, by questioning the servant, inform

himself of the particulars he wanted to know. Yet his suspense becoming

more insupportable than his fear, he rushed from room to room in quest of

that which was not to be found; and, seeing Monimia's chamber door open,

entered the deserted temple in a state of distraction, calling aloud upon

her name. All was silent, solitary, and woful. "She is gone," he cried,

shedding a flood of tears, "she is for ever lost; and all my hopes of

happiness are fled!"

So saying, he sunk upon that couch on which Monimia had oft reposed, and

abandoned himself to all the excess of grief and despondence. In this

deplorable condition he was found by our adventurer, who gently chid him

for his want of resolution, and again repelled his sorrow, by arousing

his resentment against the innocent cause of his disquiet, having

beforehand forged the particulars of provocation.

"Is it possible," said he, "that Renaldo can still retain the least

sentiment of regard for a fickle woman, by whom he has been so

ungratefully forsaken and so unjustly scorned? Is it possible he can be

so disturbed by the loss of a creature who is herself lost to all virtue

and decorum?--Time and reflection, my worthy friend, will cure you of

that inglorious malady. And the future misconduct of that imprudent

damsel will, doubtless, contribute to the recovery of your peace. Her

behaviour, at leaving the house where she had received so many marks of

the most delicate affection, was in all respects so opposite to honour

and decency, that I could scarce refrain from telling her I was shocked

at her deportment, even while she loaded me with protestations of love.

When a woman's heart is once depraved, she bids adieu to all

restraint;--she preserves no measures. It was not simply contempt which

she expressed for Renaldo; she seems to resent his being able to live

under her disdain; and that resentment stoops to objects unworthy of

indignation. Even your dog was not exempted from the effects of her

displeasure. For, in her passage to the door, she kicked the poor animal

as one of your dependents; and, in our way to the apartment I had

provided for her, she entertained me with a ludicrous comment upon the

manner in which you first made her acquainted with your passion. All

that modesty of carriage, all that chastity of conversation, all that

dignity of grief, which she knew so well how to affect, is now entirely

laid aside, and, when I quitted her, she seemed the most gay, giddy, and

impertinent of her sex."

"Gracious powers!" exclaimed Renaldo, starting from the couch, "am I

under the delusion of a dream; or are these things really so, as my

friend has represented them? Such a total and sudden degeneracy is

amazing! is monstrous and unnatural!"

"Such, my dear Count," replied our hero, "is the caprice of a female

heart, fickle as the wind, uncertain as a calm at sea, fixed to no

principle, but swayed by every fantastic gust of passion, or of whim.

Congratulate yourself, therefore, my friend, upon your happy deliverance

from such a domestic plague--upon the voluntary exile of a traitor from

your bosom.--Recollect the dictates of your duty, your discretion, and

your glory, and think upon the honours and elevated enjoyment for which

you are certainly ordained. To-night let us over a cheerful bottle

anticipate your success; and to-morrow I will accompany you to the house

of an usurer, who, I am informed, fears no risk, provided twenty per cent

be given, and the borrower's life insured."

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