WORDS OF LOVE
Hamlin was silent for a moment, not knowing what to say that would
comfort or help. He had never suspected this, and yet he could not
refrain altogether from experiencing a feeling of relief. Deeply as he
sympathized with her in this trouble, still the man could not but be
conscious of those barriers formerly existing between them which this
discovery had instantly swept away. Now they could meet upon a level,
as man and woman. No longer could rank intervene; not even the stain
of his own court-martial. Possibly she dreamed of what was passing in
his mind, for she suddenly lifted her eyes to his.
"Shall I tell you?"
"No; not now; both your explanation and mine can wait," he replied
quickly. "I can stand alone now--see," and he regained his feet,
swaying slightly with dizziness, yet smiling down at her as he held
forth a hand. "Now you try it; take hold of me until you test your
limbs--that was an ugly fall you got when I shot your pony."
She straightened slowly, her cheeks flushing in the keen air, her eyes
striving to smile back in response to his challenge.
"That was nothing," she protested, tramping about. "I only went down
into the snow, but my arms were bound, and the pony fell on my foot--it
feels quite natural now."
"Good. We shall have to tramp a little way. In which direction did
Dupont go?"
"Across the ridge there; see, that is his trail."
"Then he never saw our horses out yonder. That is one piece or good
luck, at least. The sooner we get to them the better. I have been
guilty of enough foolishness to-day to be careful hereafter." He
looked across at Hughes' body. "I wonder if that fellow meant to hit
me? I never trusted him much, but I did n't expect that. Did you see
him fire?"
"Yes, but it was so sudden I could not even cry out. He was upon one
knee, and his revolver waved like this as he tried to aim. Dupont saw
it, and jumped just as he pulled the trigger."
"I thought so. The poor devil got the wrong man."
"Why? Were those two enemies?"
"They had been partners, stealing and running cattle. Dupont had
cheated Hughes out of his share, and there was bad blood between them.
I ran across the fellow up on the Cimarron, waiting for Dupont to come
back to his old range. Did you ever hear Dupont called by any other
name?"
She shook her head questioningly.
"No; was n't that his real name? The woman back there--wasn't she his
wife?"
"She was his wife, yes; but their name was not Dupont. That was
assumed; the correct one was Le Fevre."
"Le Fevre! Why,--why, wasn't that the name of the man you told me
about once?--the officer who brought you those orders?"
"He is the same. I did not know him at Dodge; not until Hughes told
me. He had changed greatly in appearance, and I only saw him at night.
But it was because I knew that I failed to kill him here; I wanted him
alive, so I could compel him to tell the truth."
She gave a little sob, her hands clasped together. The man's voice
softened, and he took a step nearer, bending above her.
"And yet now I do not care quite as much as I did."
She looked up quickly into his face, and as swiftly lowered her lashes.
"You mean you have found other evidence?"
"No, but I have found you, dear. You need not try, for I am not going
to let you get away. It is not the officer's daughter and the enlisted
man any more. Those barriers are all gone. I do not mean that I am
indifferent to the stain on my name, or any less desirous of wringing
the truth from Gene Le Fevre's lips, but even the memory of that past
can keep me silent no longer. You are alone in the world now, alone
and in the shadow of disgrace--you need me."
He stopped, amazed at the boldness of his own words, and, in the
silence of that hesitation, Molly lifted her eyes to his face.
"I think I have always needed you," she said simply.
He did not touch her, except to clasp the extended hands. The
loneliness of the girl, here, helpless, alone with him in that
wilderness of snow, bore in upon his consciousness with a suddenness
that robbed him of all sense of triumph. He had spoken passionately,
recklessly, inspired by her nearness, her dependence upon him. He had
faith that she cared; her eyes, her manner, had told him this, yet even
now he could not realize all that was meant by that quiet confession.
The iron discipline of years would not relax instantly; in spite of the
boldness of his utterance, he was still the soldier, feeling the chasm
of rank. Her very confession, so simply spoken, tended to confuse, to
mystify him.
"Do you mean," he asked eagerly, "that you love me?"
"What else should I mean?" she said slowly. "It is not new to me; I
have known for a long while."
"That I loved you!"
"Yes," smiling now. "Love is no mystery to a woman. I do not care
because you are in the ranks; that is only a temporary condition. I
knew you out there, at the very first, as a gentleman. I have never
doubted you. Here, in this wilderness, I am not afraid. It is not
because my father is dead or because he has been guilty of crime, that
I say this. I would have said it before, on the balcony there in
Dodge, had you asked me. It is not the uniform I love, but the man.
Can you not understand?"
"Will you marry me--a sergeant of cavalry?"
She was still smiling, her eyes frankly looking into his own.
"I will marry David Hamlin," she answered firmly, "let him be what he
may."
The man let out his suppressed breath in a sob of relief, his eyes
brightening with triumph.
"Oh, Molly! Molly!" he cried, "I cannot tell you what this all means
to me. There is no past now to my life, but all future."
"Am I that to you?"
"That! Yes, and a thousand times more! I had ambition once,
opportunity, even wealth. They were swept away by a man's lie, a
woman's perfidy. Out of that wreck, I crawled into the world again a
mere thing. I lived simply because I must live, skulking in obscurity,
my only inspiration the hope of an honorable death or an opportunity
for vengeance. Mine was the life of the ranks in the desert,
associating with the lowest scum, in constant contact with savagery. I
could not speak to a decent woman, or be a man among men. There was
nothing left me but to brood over wrongs, and plot revenge. I became
morose, savage, a mere creature of discipline, food for powder. It was
no more when I first met you. But with that meeting the chains
snapped, the old ambitions of life returned. You were a mere girl from
the East; you did not understand, nor care about the snobbery of army
life. No, it was not that--you were above it. You trusted me, treated
me as a friend, almost as an equal. I loved you then, when we parted
on the trail, but I went back to New Mexico to fight fate. It was such
a hopeless dream, yet all summer long I rode with memory tugging at my
heart. I grew to hate myself, but could never forget you."
She drew nearer, her hand upon his arm, her face uplifted.
"And you thought I did not care?"
"How could I dream you did?" almost bitterly. "You were gracious,
kind--but you were a major's daughter, as far away from me as the
stars. I never heard from you; not even a rumor of your whereabouts
came to me across the plains. I supposed you had returned East; had
passed out of my life forever. Then that night when we rode into Dodge
I saw you again--saw you in the yellow lamp-light watching us pass,
heard you ask what troops those were, and I knew instantly all my
fighting out there in the desert had been vain--that you were forever
the one, one woman."
"I remained for that," she confessed softly, her lashes wet.
"At Dodge?"
"Yes, at Dodge. I knew you would come, must come. Some intuition
seemed to tell me that we should meet again. Oh, I was so happy the
night you came! No one had told me your troop had been ordered in. It
was like a dream come true. When I saw you leading your horse across
the parade I could hardly refrain from calling out to you before them
all. I did not care what they thought--for my soldier had come home
from the wars."
"Sweetheart," the deep voice faltering, "may--may I kiss you?"
"Of course you may."
Their lips met, and she clung to him, as his arms held her closely. It
was like a dream to him, this sudden, unexpected surrender. Perhaps
she read this in his eyes.
"Do not misunderstand," she urged softly. "I do not come to you
because of what has happened, because I am alone and helpless. If you
had stepped from the ranks that night at Dodge, I would have answered
even as I do now."
"You love me?--love me?" he repeated.
"Yes."
Even as he looked down into her upturned face, there was borne back
upon him a realization of their predicament. His eyes swept over the
surrounding desolation, the two dead bodies lying motionless in the
snow, the stiffening pony, the drear hillside which shut them in. The
sight brought him back to consciousness with a shock. Minutes might
mean much now. Dupont had disappeared over that ridge to the right, in
the direction of Black Kettle's camp. How far away that might be was
altogether guess-work, yet what would inevitably occur when the
fugitive arrived among his friends, and told his story, could be
clearly conceived. Even if the man believed Hamlin killed, he would
recall to mind the girl, and would return to assure himself as to her
fate. Knowing her helplessness, the practical impossibility of her
escape alone, a return expedition might not be hurried, yet, beyond
doubt, this isolated valley would have Indian visitors within a few
hours. And when these discovered the truth they would be hot upon a
trail where concealment was impossible. The only hope of escape, and
that far from brilliant,--as he remembered the long desert ride from
the distant cow-camp on the Cimarron,--lay in immediate departure.
Every moment of delay served to increase their peril. Even beyond the
danger of Dupont's report to Black Kettle, this snow-bound valley was
not so far away from that chief's camp as to be safe from invasion by
young warriors in search of game. All this flashed upon Hamlin's
consciousness instantly, even as his heart thrilled to her frank avowal.
"This is so strange I can hardly realize the truth," he said gravely.
"But, dear one, we must talk elsewhere, and not here. Life was never
before worth so much as it is now, and every instant we waste here may
mean capture and death. Come, there are two ponies at the mouth of the
valley."
He snatched up the blanket from the ground, and wrapped it about her in
such manner as to enable her to walk; stooped over Hughes, loosened the
revolver from his stiffened fingers, and then came back to where she
waited.
"You can walk? It is not far."
"Yes, the numbness is all gone."
He was all seriousness now, alert and watchful, the plainsman and the
soldier.
"Then come; I'll break trail."
"Where is the Indian village?" she asked, her voice trembling slightly.
"Beyond those bluffs; at least Hughes thought so. We saw their pony
herd in the valley below, mere dots against the snow."
Ten minutes later, ploughing through the intervening drifts, they came
forth to the broad vista of the valley and the two patient ponies
standing motionless.