CHAPTER XIX. A TRAGIC PAST.

The actress did not urge her any further. Taking her hand as fondly as

if she had been her own daughter, she led her from the room, down to

her waiting carriage. At dusk that evening she had not returned, and

when Everard Dawn went to seek her, in company with Mrs. Varian, they

found the room untenanted.

Mr. Dawn had come out of Arthur’s room with a pale, agitated face,

and a look about the eyes that in a woman would have betokened recent

tears. It had, in fact, been a most emotional interview, and one from

which he was glad to escape.

But the softness of his expression gave place to pride and coldness

when he saw Mrs. Varian waiting for him, and he said, with a

haughtiness that equaled her own:

“Will you have the kindness to conduct me to Cinthia?”

She wondered why he did not say “my daughter,” instead of Cinthia; but

it pleased her, nevertheless, the indifference he showed toward his

child. She was selfish enough to feel glad that he had no love for the

daughter of the woman who had been her enemy in life, and whose sin

against her had been too heinous for any possibility of forgiveness.

With a slight bow of assent she moved on by his side to Cinthia’s room,

where she knocked several times without receiving any answer.

With a sudden misgiving at the memory of the girl’s desperate mood that

morning, she opened the door and looked inside.

“Good heavens, she is gone!” turning to him with startled eyes.

He answered sternly, rebukingly:

“She should not have been left alone. But, of course, I could not

expect you to watch over her mother’s daughter.”

Her great eyes flashed in her pale face as she retorted:

“I certainly had no cause to love her, but I would not wish her any

ill. We had better inquire about her down at the office.”

They did so, and were startled and mystified by the news that Madame

Ray, the actress, had called on Miss Dawn that morning, and soon

afterward took her away with her in the carriage.

“The lady is playing at the Metropolitan Theater. Perhaps the young

lady has gone to the _matinée_,” said the polite clerk, wondering at

their blank faces.

“Yes, yes, of course,” Mr. Dawn returned, unwilling to make his

perturbation known. He turned away with Mrs. Varian, saying to her in

an undertone: “I will go in search of her, and--you had better keep

this news from Arthur.”

“I will,” she answered; and he left her with a slight, cold bow.

She stood still in the corridor and watched him out of sight with a

stony gaze ere she retreated to her own room and sunk half fainting

upon a chair, murmuring:

“Ah! cruel fate that made him cross my path again! Was I not wretched

enough already?”

Whatever there had been in the past between those two it had surely

been most tragic, judging by their present scorn of each other, and

their impatience of the fate that had brought them together again.

For more than an hour she crouched in her chair with drooping head

and a gray, ashen face, from which her great burning eyes shone like

live coals; then she rose and stared at herself in the long mirror,

muttering, bleakly:

“What a wreck I look after one of those spells, wan and gray, like

a woman aged in an hour. It would frighten Arthur to see me like

this, and he would surely guess at the hidden fires that slumber,

volcano-like, in my breast, eating away love and hope and joy. He must

not see me thus;” and with the aid of cosmetics, skillfully applied,

she soon hid the traces of the passion-storm that had swept with

devastating force over her soul. Then swallowing a light draught of

wine, she sought her son.

He lay quiescent upon the couch, as he had lain all day, after his

illness of the morning, with his white hand before his eyes. There had

been a most exciting interview between him and Mr. Dawn, and he was now

temporarily utterly worn out and exhausted.

The unhappy mother sat down by her son and ran her slender fingers

caressingly through the soft clustering locks of his abundant hair.

She saw his pale face writhe with a spasm of inward feeling, as he

muttered through trembling lips:

“Are they gone?”

She answered, evasively:

“Yes.”

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