CHAPTER X. A FEMININE WEAKNESS.

In the small compass of thy clasping arms,

In reach and sight of thy dear lips and eyes,

There, there, for me the joy of Heaven lies.

Outside, lo! chaos, terrors, wild alarms,

And all the desolation fierce and fell

Of void and aching nothingness makes hell.

--ELLA WHEELER WILCOX.

The night was black as Erebus, the wind cut like a knife, and the air

was full of blinding snow that must have been falling for hours, it was

banked so heavily against the window-ledge, almost freezing Cinthia’s

hands as they plunged into it on leaning forward, for though she gasped

and caught her breath as the wild elements blew in her face and tried

to beat her back, she did not recoil from her fixed purpose, which was

to drop out upon the top of the porch and climb down to the ground by

the aid of a honeysuckle vine that wreathed over the trellis frame at

one end. The icy blast that shrieked in her ears was not enough to

chill the fiery ardor of her resentment at her father, and the yearning

of her heart for the dear lover from whom she feared to be separated

forever.

Her tender young heart went out to him with an intensity of feeling as

she peered out into the stormy darkness of the night, wondering if he

was there waiting, and if he was growing impatient at her delay.

“Ah, my love,” she murmured, impetuously, “I am coming to you--coming!

Neither bolts nor bars, nor storm nor darkness, nor anything under

Heaven, shall keep us apart!”

The wind whistled past the eaves and seemed to take on an almost human

voice of sorrowing, as though it echoed those dismal words: “Shall keep

us apart, shall keep us apart!”

Cinthia caught her breath and listened, it was so strange, that almost

human wail of the wind sighing through the great pine tree on the

corner. It seemed to be sobbing: “Apart, apart!”

“How mournful it sounds!” she uttered, in an awe-stricken tone; then

she climbed through the window and dropped with a dull thud out on the

porch. Mrs. Flint heard the sound in her adjoining room, and muttered,

drowsily:

“It is the snow sliding down from off the roof.”

Cinthia crawled to edge of the porch, and felt out carefully for the

thick mat of the honeysuckle.

She knew she was making a desperate venture, but she said to herself,

bitterly, that desperate emergencies require desperate remedies.

With infinite care and patience she managed to get hold of the strong

matted vines, and swung herself carefully over the trellis, beginning

to make the perilous descent with bated breath, for a fall might mean a

broken limb, or, at the least, a sprained ankle.

The wet snow clung to her face and garments and chilled her to the

bone; but she persevered, though the high wind threatened to loosen

her hold and blow her down every instant. What did she care for it

all, poor Cinthia fleeing from her dull life and her hated persecutors

to the tender arms of love? She would endure anything rather than be

cheated of her happiness.

The cold snow flecked her benumbed face and hands, the high wind swung

her light form to and fro like a flower upon the vine, her breath

seemed to freeze on her lips, but her courage never flagged. Out there

in the night and the storm her lover was waiting. The thought kept her

young heart warm.

She was more than half-way down now, and the wind began to lull.

Courage, Cinthia; the danger will soon be over, sweetheart, and love

rewarded for its brave struggles.

But, alas! how often bathos overcomes pathos.

Cinthia was only a girl, after all, with the usual feminine attributes.

As she swung herself carefully from branch to branch of the vine,

hoping and longing for her feet to touch _terra firma_, yet sustained

by unfaltering courage, there came to her a sudden wild and terrifying

thought that made the blood run colder in her veins than all the raging

storm had force to do.

She had remembered that of late the immense vine to which she clung had

afforded a delightful gymnasium for a score or so of large rodents,

causing her aunt to threaten to cut it down.

The feminine mind has one idiosyncrasy known of all men, and

accordingly ridiculed, but never overcome. Cinthia did not pretend

to be stronger than her sex. With that sudden terrifying thought an

uncontrollable shriek burst from her lips, her numb hands relaxed their

grasp, and she went crashing down through space plump into a great,

great bank of drifted snow blown into a heap below the vine.

Everard Dawn heard that shriek as he tossed on his pillow in restless

dreams, and suddenly raised his head.

“What a night!” he cried, for he had been watching the storm ere he

retired. “How the wind howls to-night, shrieking like a human voice

through that splendid pine on the corner! How I used to love the wind

in the pines in my far Southern home until--_afterward_! But since then

it is an embodied grief to me, as in the plaint of one of our Southern

poets:

“‘I hear the wind in the pines

With its soughing of wordless woe,

And the whisper of leafless vines,

Like a sad heart’s overflow.

Sigh on! they seem to say,

Sigh on, sad heart, to the night,

For the world is cold and gray,

And life has no delight.’”

He listened with his head on his arm but the wind had lulled for the

moment, and the strangely human shriek he had heard began to affect him

very unpleasantly.

“Was it really the wind?” he began to ask himself, wondering if it

might not be an hysterical shriek of his rebellious daughter.

“Poor little Cinthia, God help her!” he uttered, sadly, and rising

from his bed, began to dress hurriedly. “I will go and see if there is

anything wrong,” he muttered.

He had been very angry when he returned at dusk from his strange

interview with the scornful Mrs. Varian, and heard from his worried

sister about the flowers and candy she had taken up to Cinthia.

“How is my little girl now?” he asked, anxiously, and started when she

replied:

“She is in a dreadful temper, and when I took up the flowers and candy

you sent her, she ordered me to throw them away.”

“Did you do it?”

“No; I told her not to be a little fool, put them down on the table,

and came away.”

“Rebecca, I fear you have made a grave mistake. I did not send Cinthia

anything. I intended to purchase a gift for her, but--I was--so

troubled--I quite forgot it.”

Mrs. Flint studied a moment, then frankly admitted that the boy who

brought the flowers had not said Mr. Dawn sent them, in fact, had

merely said, “For Miss Cinthia,” and she had jumped at the conclusion

that they came from her brother.

“They must have come from Arthur Varian. I take this very ill of him

after what I said to him this morning,” angrily. “Are you sure,” he

continued, “that no letter accompanied the flowers?”

“I did not see any,” the old lady replied, uneasily.

Everard Dawn was more versed in the ways of romantic lovers than his

prosaic sister, so he said, with a troubled air:

“You may be sure that a sentimental note accompanied the gift, and they

may possibly have planned an elopement this very night. I desire that

you will lock her door on the outside without her knowledge when you

retire to-night.”

“Very well,” she replied, and obeyed him to the letter.

Recalling all this, the thought came to him that perhaps Cinthia,

finding her door locked, was indulging herself in a fit of hysterics.

“God help us all,” he sighed, as he finished dressing; and, taking his

night-lamp, stole upstairs to listen outside her door.

But all was still as death at first, then the wind rose again, and he

heard strange noises within the room. It was, in fact, the wind rushing

through the window and banging things about in confusion.

He went and tapped on Mrs. Flint’s door, and she soon confronted him in

her cap and gown, exclaiming:

“I thought I heard creaking steps in the hall. What is the matter? Are

you ill, Everard?”

“No; but I fancied I heard strange noises from Cinthia’s room. Did you

notice anything?”

“I heard the snow sliding off the roof, and the wind shrieking in the

branches of that great pine out there. It always sounds so human in a

storm, that I would cut it down only that Deacon Flint set store by it.

He said he planted it when he was a little boy. But I will go in and

peep at Cinthia just to ease your mind, Everard. ’Sh-h! we must not

wake her if she is asleep,” turning the knob with a cautious hand and

opening wide the door.

Whew! how the cold air rushed in her face and thrust her back. By

the light that Everard carried she saw the window wide open and the

snow-flakes flying in on the carpet.

“Why, how strange that the window should be open. Cinthia must be

crazy. Wait till I shut it, Everard, and bring in the light,” she

ejaculated.

He obeyed, and when he entered, they saw what had happened. The room

was empty and Cinthia was gone.

Mrs. Flint could not believe it at first. She ran all about the room,

and then all over the house, crying in wild dismay:

“Cinthia! Cinthia! Cinthia! where are you hiding, honey?”

But no reply came back, and very soon the unhappy father found out

the truth. She had actually escaped by way of the window. Securing a

lantern from the kitchen, he went out for a short while, and returned

with a very accurate report.

She had slid down the honeysuckle vine to the ground, and there were

tracks in the snow leading to a sleigh that had been in waiting not far

away. The marks of the runners were quite distinct, in spite of the

drifting snow.

“She has eloped with Arthur Varian. I must follow and bring them back,”

he said, with terrible calmness.

“Yes, for I found the letter that must have come with the flowers

blowing about the floor of her room,” she answered, giving it to him.

He read it, groaned bitterly, and thrust it into his pocket.

“I must pursue them,” he said again. “Tell me where to find the nearest

livery stable, Rebecca.”

“It is half a mile,” she said, giving him clear directions, but adding:

“Oh, Everard, you will not venture out in such a storm. You may catch

your death of cold!”

“You know not what you talk of, my sister. I would rather catch my

death, as you say, than permit Arthur Varian to marry Cinthia Dawn!” he

hurled back at her, hoarsely, as he rushed from the house out into the

night and storm.

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