CHAPTER XVIII.

_How a new leaf is turned over at Bruchhausen in a very fearful

manner--Old Appelmann takes his worthless son prisoner, and

admonishes him to repentance--Of Johann's wonderful conversion,

and execution next morning in the churchyard, Sidonia being

present thereby._

My knave halted a little way before they reached the inn, for he

had his suspicions that all was not quite right, and sent on the

forenamed Pruski to ascertain whether the money was really come

for him. For there was a bright light in the tap-room, and the

sound of many voices, which was strange, seeing that it was late

enough for every one to be in bed. Pruski was back again

soon--yes, it was all right. There were men in there from

Stargard, who said they had brought gold for the young

burgomaster.

Marry! how my knave jumped down from the carriage, and brought

Sidonia along with him, bidding Pruski to stay and watch the

things. But, behold, as my knave entered, six men seized him,

bound him firmly, and bid him sit down quietly on a bench by the

table, till his father arrived. So he cursed and swore, but this

was no help to him; and when Sidonia saw that she had been

deceived again, she tried to slip out and get to the carriage, but

the men stopped her, saying, unless she wished a pair of handcuffs

on, she had better sit down quietly on another bench opposite

Johann. And she asked in vain what all this meant. _Item_, my

knave asked in vain, but no one answered them.

They had not long been waiting, when a carriage stopped before the

door, more voices were heard, and, alas! who should enter but the

old burgomaster himself, with Mag. Vito, Diaconus of St. John's.

And after them came the executioner, with six assistants bearing a

black coffin.

My knave now turned as white as a corpse, and trembled like an

aspen leaf; no word could he utter, but fell with his back against

the wall. Then a dead silence reigned throughout the chamber, and

Sidonia looked as white as her paramour.

When the assistants had placed the coffin on the ground, the old

father advanced to the table, and spake thus--"Oh, thou fallen and

godless child! thou thrice lost son! how often have I sought to

turn thee from evil, and trusted in thy promises; but in place of

better, thou hast grown worse, and wickedness has increased in

thee day by day, as poison in the young viper. On thy infamous

hands lie so many robberies, murders, and seductions, that they

cannot be reckoned. I speak not of past years, for then truly the

night would not be long enough to count them; I speak only of thy

last deeds in Poland, as old Elias von Wedel related them to me

yesterday in Stargard. Deny, if thou darest, here in the face of

thy death and thy coffin, how thou didst join thyself to the

Lansquenets in Poland, and then along with two vile fellows got

entrance into Lembrowo, telling the old castellan, Elias von

Wedel, that thou wast a labourer, upon which he took thee into his

service. But at night thou (O wicked son!) didst rise up and beat

the old Elias almost unto death, demanding all his money, which,

when he refused, thou and thy robber villains seized his cattle

and his horses, and drove them away with thee. _Item_, canst

thou deny that on meeting the same old Elias at Norenberg by the

hunt in the forest, thou didst mock him, and ask, would he sell

his castle of Lembrowo in Poland, for thou wouldst buy it of him,

seeing thy father had promised thee plenty of gold?

"_Item_, canst thou deny having written me a threatening

letter, declaring that if by this very night a hundred dollars

were not sent to thee here at Bruchhausen, a red beacon should

rise up from my sheepfolds and barns, which meant nothing else

than that thou wouldst burn the whole good town of Stargard, for

thou knowest well that all the sheepfolds and barns of the

burghers adjoin one to the other? Canst thou deny this, O thou

lost son? If so, deny it now."

Here Johann began again with his old knavery. He wept, and threw

himself on the ground, crawling under the table to get to his

father's feet, then howled forth, that he repented of his sins,

and would lead a better life truly for the future, if his hard,

stern father would only forgive him now.

But Sidonia screamed aloud, and as the burgomaster in his sorrow

had not observed her before, he turned his eyes now on her, and

exclaimed, "Woe, alas! thou godless son, hast thou this noble

maiden with thee yet? I thought she was at Saatzig; or perchance

thou hast made her thy wife?"

_Ille_.--"Alas, no; but he would marry her soon, to make

amends for the wrong he had done her."

_Hic_.--"This thou hast ten times promised, but in vain, and

thy sins have increased a hundredfold; because, like all

profligates, thou hast shunned the holy estate of matrimony, and

preferred to wallow in the mire of unchastity, with any one who

fell in the way of thy adulterous and licentious eyes."

_Ille_.--"Alas! his heart's dearest father was right; but he

would amend his evil life; and, in proof of it, let the reverend

deacon, M. Vitus, here present, wed him now instantly to Sidonia."

_Hic_.--"It is too late. I counsel thee rather to wed thy

poor soul to the holy Saviour, like the repentant thief on the

cross. See--here is a priest, and there is a coffin."

Here the executioner broke in upon the old, deeply afflicted

father, telling him the coffin was too short, as, indeed, his

worship had told him, but he would not believe the young man was

so tall. Where could he put the head? It must be stuck between his

feet, or under his arm, cried out another. So some proposed one

thing and some another, till a great uproar arose.

Upon which the old mourning father cried out--"Do you want to

break my heart? Is there not time enough to talk of this after?"

Then he turned again to his profligate son, and asked him--

"Would he not repent, and take the holy body and blood of our Lord

and Saviour Jesus Christ, as a passport with him on this long

journey? If so, let him go into the little room and pray with the

priest, and repent of his sins; there was yet time."

_Ille_.--"Alas, he had repented already. What had he ever

done so wicked that his own bodily father should thirst after his

blood? The courts were all closed, and law or justice could no man

have in all Pomerania. What wonder then if club-law and the right

of the strongest should obtain in all places, as in the olden

time?"

_Hic_.--"That law and justice had ceased in the land was,

alas! but too true. However, he was not to answer for this, but

his princely Grace of Stettin. And because they had ceased in the

land, was he, as an upright magistrate, called upon to do his duty

yet more sternly, even though the criminal were his own born son.

For the Lord, the just Judge, the Almighty and jealous God, called

to him daily, from His holy Word--'Ye shall not respect persons in

judgment, nor be afraid of the face of man; for the judgment is

God's.' [Footnote: Deut. i. 17.] Woe to the land's Prince who had

not considered this, but compelled him, the miserable judge, to

steep his father's hands in the blood of his own son. But

righteous Abraham conquered through faith, because he was obedient

unto God, and bound his own innocent son upon the altar, and drew

forth his knife to slay him. Therefore he, too, would conquer

through faith, if he bound his _guilty_ son, and drew out the

sword against him, obedient to the words of the Lord. Therefore

let him prepare himself for death, and follow the priest into the

adjoining little chamber."

When Johann found that his father could in no wise be softened, he

began horribly to curse him and the hour of his birth, so that the

hair of all who heard him stood on end. And he called the devil to

help him, and adjured him to come and carry away this fierce and

unnatural father, who was more bloodthirsty than the wild beasts

of the forest--for who had ever heard that they murdered their own

blood?

"Come, devil," he screamed; "come, devil, and tear this

bloodthirsty monster of a father to pieces before my eyes, so will

I give myself to thee, body and soul! Hearest thou, Satan! Come

and destroy my father, and all who have here come out to murder

me, only leave me a little while longer in this life to do thy

service, and then I am thine for eternity!"

Now all eyes were turned in fear and horror to the door, but no

Satan entered, for the just God would not permit it, else,

methinks, he would have run to catch such a morsel for his supper.

However, the old man trembled, and seemed dwindling away into

nothing before the eyes of the bystanders as his son uttered the

curse. But he soon recovered, and laying his quivering hands upon

the head of the imprecator, broke forth into loud weeping, while

he prayed thus--

"O Thou just and Almighty God, who bringest the devices of the

wicked to nought, close Thine ears against this horrible curse of

my false son; remember Thine own word--'Into an evil soul wisdom

cannot enter, nor dwell in a body subject unto sin.' [Footnote:

Wisdom i. 4.] Thou alone canst make the sinful soul wise, and the

body of sin a temple of the Holy Ghost. O Lord Jesus Christ, hast

Thou no drop of living water, no crumb of strengthening manna for

this sinful and foolish soul? Hast Thou no glance of Thy holy eyes

for this denying Peter, that he may go forth and weep bitterly?

Hast Thou no word to strike the heart of this dying thief--of this

lost son, who, here bound for death, has cursed his own father,

and given himself up, body and soul, to the enemy of mankind? O

blessed Spirit, who comest and goest as the wind, enter the

heavenly temple, which is yet the work of Thy hands, and make it,

by Thy presence, a temple of the Most High! O Lord God, dwell

there but one moment, that so in his death-anguish he may feel the

sweetness of Thy presence, and the heaven-high comfort of Thy

promise! O Thou Holy Trinity, who hast kept my steps from falling,

through so much care and trouble, through so much shame and

disgrace, through so much watching and tears, and even now through

these terrible curses of my son, come and say Amen to this my last

blessing, which I, poor father, give him for his curse.

"Yes, Johann; the Lord bless thee and keep thee in the death hour.

The Lord shed his grace on thee, and give thee peace in thy last

agonies!

"Yes, Johann; the Lord bless thee and keep thee, and give thee

peace upon earth, and peace above the earth! Amen, amen, amen!"

When the trembling old man had so prayed, many wept aloud, and his

son trembled likewise, and followed the priest, silently and

humbly, into the neighbouring chamber.

Then the old man turned to Sidonia, and asked why she had left her

worthy cousin Marcus of Saatzig?

Upon which she told him, weeping, how his son had deceived her, in

order to get her once more into his power, in order that he might

rob her, and all she wanted now was to be let go her way in peace

to her farm-houses in Zachow.

But this the old man refused.

"No; this must not be yet. She was as evil-minded as his own son,

and needed an example to warn her from sin. Not a step should she

move till his head was off."

And, for this purpose, he bid two burghers seize hold of her by

the hands, and carry her to the scaffold when the execution was

going to take place. The grave must be nearly ready now, which he

bade them dig in a corner of the churchyard close by, and he had

ordered a car-load of sand likewise to be laid down there, for the

execution should take place in the churchyard.

Meanwhile the poor criminal has come out of the inner chamber with

M. Vitus, and going up to the bench where the poor father had sunk

down exhausted by emotion, he flings himself at his feet,

exclaiming, with the prodigal son in the parable--

"Father, I have sinned before heaven and in thy sight, and am no

more worthy to be called thy son."

Then he kissed his feet, and bedewed them with his tears.

Now the father thought this was all pretence, as formerly, so he

gave no answer. Upon which the poor sinner rose up, and reached

his hand to each one in the chamber, praying their forgiveness for

all the evil he had done, but which he was now going to expiate in

his blood. _Item,_ he advanced to Sidonia, sighing--

"Would not she too forgive him, for the love of God? Woe, alas!

She had more to forgive than any one; but would not she give him

her pardon, for some comfort on this last journey; and so would he

bear her remembrance before the throne of God?"

But Sidonia pushed away his hand.

"He should be ashamed of such old-womanish weakness. Did he not

see that his father was only trying to frighten him? For were he

in earnest, then were he more cruel even than her own unnatural

father, who, though he had only left her two cabins in Zachow, out

of all his great riches, yet had left her, at least, her poor

life."

Hereupon the poor sinner made answer--

"Not so; I know my father; he is not cruel; what he does is right;

therefore I willingly die, trusting in my blessed Saviour, whose

body will sanctify my body in the grave. For had I committed no

other sin, yet the curse I uttered just now is alone sufficient to

make me worthy of death, as it is written--'He that curseth father

or mother shall surely be put to death.'" [Footnote: Exodus xxi.

17.]

When the old man heard such-like words, he resolved to put his

son's sincerity to the test, for truly it seemed to him impossible

that the Almighty God should so suddenly make the crooked

straight, and the dead to live, and a child of heaven out of a

child of hell. So he spake--

"Thy repentance seemeth good unto me, my son, what sayest thou?

will it last, think you, if I now bestow thy life on thee?"

Hereat Sidonia laughed aloud, exclaiming--

"Said I not right? It was all a jest of thy dear father's." But

the poor sinner would not turn again to his wallowing in the mire.

He sat down upon a bench, covering his face with his hands, and

sobbed aloud. At last he answered--

"Alas! father, life is sweet and death is bitter; but since the

Holy Spirit hath entered into me with the body of our Lord, I say,

death is sweet and life is bitter. No; off with my head! 'I find a

law in my members warring against the law of my spirit, and making

me a prisoner under the law of sin;' [Footnote: Romans vii. 23.]

for if I see my neighbour rich and I am poor, then the demon of

covetousness rises in me, and my fingers itch to seize my share.

Or, if the foaming flask is before me, how can I resist to drain

it, for the spirit of gluttony is within me? Or, if I see a

maiden, the blood throbs in my veins, and the demon of lust has

taken possession of me. 'Oh, wretched man that I am, who will

deliver me from the body of this death?' You will, dearest father.

You will release me from this life, as you once gave it to me, for

it is now a life in death. Ah! show mercy! Come quickly, and

release me from the body of this death!"

When he ceased, the old man sprung up like a youth, and pressing

his lost son to his heart, sobbed forth like him of the Gospel--

"O friends, see! 'This my son was dead, but is alive again; he was

lost, and is found.' Yea, yea, see all that nothing is impossible

with God. O Thou Holy Trinity, Father, Son, and Holy Spirit, now I

have nothing more to ask, but that I too may soon be released from

the body of this death, and go forth to meet my new-found son

amidst the bright circle of the Holy Angels."

Then the son answered--

"Let me go now, father. See, the morning dawn shines already

through the window; so hath the loving mercy of my God come to me,

who sat in darkness and the shadow of death. Farewell, father; let

me go now. Away with this head in the clear early morning light,

so that my feet be fixed for evermore upon the path to peace."

And so speaking, he seized M. Vitus by the hand, who was sobbing

loudly, as well as most of the burghers, and the executioner with

his assistants bearing the coffin were going to follow, when the

old man, who had sunk down upon a bench, called back his son,

though he had already gone out at the door, and prayed the

executioner to let him stay one little while longer. For he

remembered that his son had a welt upon his neck, and he must see

whether it would interfere with the sword. Woe, woe! if he should

have to strike twice or thrice before the head fell!

So the executioner removed the neck-cloth from the poor sinner

(who, by the great mercy of God, was stronger than any of them),

and having felt the welt, said--

"No; the welt was close up to the head, but he would take the neck

in the middle, as indeed was his usual custom. His worship may

make his mind quite easy; he would stake his life on it that the

head would fall with the first blow. This was his one hundred and

fiftieth, and he never yet had failed."

Then the unhappy criminal tied his cravat on again, took M. Vitus

by the hand, and said--

"Farewell, my father; once more forgive me for all that I have

done!"

After which he went out quickly, without waiting to hear a word

more from his father, and the executioner followed him.

Meanwhile the afflicted father was sore troubled in mind. Three

times he repeated the text--"Ye shall not respect persons in

judgment, nor be afraid of the face of man, for the judgment is

God's." Then he called upon God to forgive the Prince who, by

taking away law and justice from the land, had obliged him to be

the judge and condemner of his son. How the Lord dealt with the

Prince we shall hear farther on. One while he sent mine host to

look over the hedge, and tell him if the head were off yet. Then

he would begin to pray that he might soon follow this poor son,

who had never given him one moment of joy but through his death,

and pass quickly after him through the vale of tears.

The son, however, is steadfast unto the end. For when they reached

the churchyard, he stood still a while gazing on the heap of sand.

Then he desired to be led to the spot where his grave was dug; and

near this same grave there being a tombstone, on which was figured

a man kneeling before a crucifix, he asked--

"Who was to share his grave bed here?"

Whereupon M. Vitus replied--

"He was a _rector scholæ_ out of Stargard, a very learned

man, who had retired from active life, and settled down here at

Bruchhausen, where he died not long since."

Whereat the poor sinner stood still a while, and then repeated

this beautiful distich, no doubt by the inspiration of the Holy

Ghost, to warn all learned sinners against that demon of pride and

vain-glory which too often takes possession of them.

"Quid juvat innumeros scire atque evolvere casus

Si facieuda fugis et fugienda facis?"

["What is the use of knowledge and all our infinite learning,

If we fly what is right and do what we ought to fly?"]

Then he looked calmly at his grave, and only prayed the

executioner not to put his head between his feet; after which he

returned to the sand-heap and exclaimed--

"Now to God!"

Upon which, M. Vitus blessed him yet again, and spake--

"O God, Father, who hast brought back this lost son, and filled

this foolish soul with wisdom; ah! Jesus, Saviour, who, in truth,

hast turned Thy holy eyes on him as on the denying Peter and on

the dying thief. O Holy Spirit, who hast not scorned to make this

poor vessel a temple for Thyself to dwell in, that in the

death-anguish this sinner may find the sweetness of Thy presence

and the heaven-high comfort of Thy promises! O Thou Holy

Trinity--to Thee--to Thee--to Thee--to Thy grace, Thy power, Thy

protection, we resign this dying mortal in his last agonies. Help

him, Lord God! _Kyrle Eleison!_ Give Thy holy angels command

to bear this poor soul into Abraham's bosom. O come, Lord Jesus;

help him, O Lord our God. _Kyrie Eleison!_ Amen."

And hereupon he pronounced a last blessing over him. And when the

executioner took off his upper garment and bound the kerchief over

his eyes, M. Vitus again spake--

"Think on the holy martyrs, of whom Basilius Magnus testifies that

they exclaimed, when undressing for their death--_Non vestes

exuimus, sed veterem hommem deponimus." [Footnote: "We lay not off

our clothes, but the old man."--Basil the Great, Archbishop of

Caesarea, A.D. 379.]

Upon which he answered from under the kerchief something in Latin,

but the executioner had laid the cloth so thickly even over his

mouth and chin, that no one could catch the words. Then he kneeled

down, and while the executioner drew his sword, M. Vitus chanted--

"When my lips no more can speak,

May Thy Spirit in me cry;

When my eyes are faint and weak,

May my soul see Heaven nigh!

When my heart is sore dismayed,

This dying frame has lost its strength,

May my spirit, with Thy aid,

Cry--Jesu, take me home at length!"

And all who stood round saw, as it were, a wonderful sign from

God; for as the executioner let the sword fall, head and sun

appeared at the same moment--the head upon the earth, the sun

above the earth; and there was a deep silence. Sidonia alone

laughed out loud, and cried, "So ends the conversion!" And while

the psalm was singing, "Now, pray we to the Holy Ghost," the

executioner acting as clerk, she disappeared, and for thirty

years, as we shall hear presently, no one could ascertain where

she went to or how she lived; though sometimes, like a horrible

ghost, she was seen occasionally here and there.

_Summa_.--The miserable criminal was laid in his coffin, and

as, in truth, it was too short for the corpse, and the poor sinner

had requested that his head might not be placed between his feet,

so it was laid upon his chest, with his hands folded over it, and

thus he was buried.

The old father rejoiced greatly that his son remained steadfast in

the truth until the last, and thanked God for it. Then he returned

to Stargard; and I may just mention, to conclude concerning him,

that the merciful God heard the prayer of this His faithful

servant, for he scarcely survived his son a year, but, after a

short illness, fell asleep in Jesus. [Footnote: For further

particulars concerning this truly worthy man, who may well be

called the Pomeranian Manlius, see Friedeborn, "Description of Old

Stettin," vol. ii. p. 113; and Barthold, "Pomeranian History," pp.

46, 419.]

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