CHAPTER XXI

A QUESTION PUT TO RICHARD

Mary Alcestis did not dream, as she lay comfortably in her bed the next

morning breathing the cooler air and watching the shadows on the wall,

that there moved about her house a plotter against her peace far more

dangerous than an enemy from without. She thought that her husband

looked at her with unusual gravity and she was touched by his

solicitude, not suspecting that he searched her face for signs of

recovery in order that he might deal her a cruel blow.

At the end of the second day she rose and sat by her window looking out

over the pleasant greensward and recalling the hours when she had sat

there with tiny Richard beside her. She felt happier; it did not seem

rational that Mrs. Bent would speak now after having been silent for so

many years, especially if poor Basil were allowed to sink once more into

oblivion. When his manuscripts were really destroyed, she believed that

the course of life would be again smooth.

Dr. Lister, coming in, took her hand and found it cool; he looked into

her eyes and saw that they were bright and clear, and thereupon began

what he had to say.

"My dear, there is a matter which we shall have to discuss." He spoke

cheerfully, having decided that a cheerful air would help Mary Alcestis.

"Yes," said she, thinking of Richard's music. She was prepared to grant

Richard anything.

"It concerns Basil."

She gave a little cry.

"Oh, papa, can you not let Basil rest! If any one should pursue and

hound me after I was dead as people pursue and hound Basil, I should not

rest in my grave! Let us not talk about him! I was just thinking how

Richard used to lie there in his crib and how sweet he was. He was

always a lovely boy. I am sorry that I opposed him and I am willing to

give up entirely. I told you that!"

"We cannot put Basil aside," said Dr. Lister.

"I suppose that something dreadful happened while I was sick. I ought

not to have gone to bed. Perhaps she has been here or that young girl.

Perhaps that young girl has known all along. Oh, I hope Richard has made

her no promises. I hope--"

"You are working yourself into a dangerous condition of excitement. Will

you hear what I have to say quietly, or shall I go away and finish

another time?"

"You had better say it now."

"This has to do with Basil alone. When you lay on the bed in his room, I

saw your eyes turn toward the bureau. I connected your uneasiness with

something in the open drawer. When I came back from the kitchen with

your broth, the drawer was closed, the key gone; then I was sure. I do

not like mysteries, so I went upstairs and looked again."

"The drawer was locked!"

"Yes, my dear, but I found the key."

Mrs. Lister's cheeks paled, then crimsoned. She looked now at her

husband, now out the window, saying nothing. She expected to feel a

terrible indignation, but she waited in vain. Instead she felt a deep

relief. If she had only obeyed her husband long ago and had destroyed

all Basil's possessions, she would have been far happier. Now Dr. Lister

might destroy them, all his clothes, his childish toys, his youthful

writings, and she need think of them no more. At last her grief was

stale, she wished to think no more of Basil.

"I found in the bureau a great many manuscripts of Basil's."

"Tear them up," said Mary Alcestis. "You know you advised me long ago to

destroy everything. I had just begun when I fainted."

"I never advised you to tear up any writings."

"You said Basil's 'things.'"

"I meant Basil's clothing, you know that. Did you not suspect, after Mr.

Utterly was here, that these papers might be valuable?"

Mary Alcestis made no answer.

"These writings of Basil's can never be destroyed. It would be like

murder."

"But who will ever read them?" she wailed. "I cannot bear to. Basil had

such strange ideas. And Richard will not care for them, poor Richard. He

thinks Basil ruined his life. It is dreadful how things can go on and

on!"

"Other persons will care for them."

"Other persons! What other persons?"

"All persons who care for good literature," answered Dr. Lister

steadily.

Mrs. Lister turned head and shoulder so that she could look into his

eyes.

"You would not think of having them _published_!"

"Without any question I should have them published!"

"He was only a boy." She began in a trembling voice her first skirmish.

"They are surely not worth publication. We might prize them, but others

wouldn't. Do you not see that, papa?"

"He was more than a boy and he was an extraordinarily fine writer of

English. Why, mother, his very ghost would cry out upon us! Do you

suppose he spent his days and nights, writing and polishing in order

that his compositions might lie in an old bureau in an attic? We should

be traitors to him!"

"I would rather be a traitor to him in that way than be responsible for

publishing his--his sins!" cried Mrs. Lister wildly. "If his writings

are really good, people would come flocking about us like wolves. That

Mr. Utterly reminded me of a wolf. They would ferret things out, they

would--"

"From whom would they ferret anything out?"

"They might make her believe it was her duty to tell. If Mr. Utterly

talked to her he might persuade her. He would tell her it was an honor.

Oh, I could not endure it!"

"Mother, that is sheer nonsense!"

Mrs. Lister turned a still more direct gaze into her husband's eyes.

"It is not your affair. You have nothing to do with it. You had no

right to unlock Basil's bureau. You--" she bowed her head on the arm of

her chair. "Oh, Thomas, forgive me! I don't know what I'm saying. I

think of Richard. I don't care about Basil. I have cherished his memory

and I have had only misery and shame. I think about Richard and his

children and the good name of my dear father. Don't let us bring this

matter to light! I beseech of you, dear Thomas!"

Dr. Lister took the hand which sought his. He almost yielded to this

desperate pleading. Did anything in the world really matter as much as

this? Would Basil's fame survive more than a few generations? Would a

publisher even consider the bringing out of the work of a man so long

gone? Was it not better that he should remain dead than that his

sister's heart should ache?

Then Dr. Lister saw in Basil's handwriting certain clear sentences,

certain lines of verse. His face crimsoned.

"I have shown Basil's compositions in confidence to Scott," said he,

firmly.

Mary Alcestis began to cry.

"He thinks they are admirable, mother." Dr. Lister drew an unwilling

head to his shoulder. "My dear, let me take this burden from you. I have

taken other burdens, and I should have borne this long ago."

"He could see nothing derogatory to Basil in them?" sobbed Mary

Alcestis.

"Nothing. He would be outraged by such a suggestion. He would arrange

them, edit them, and write a life of Basil from the information you

gave him and in a certain sense under your direction."

"In a certain sense?" repeated Mary Alcestis, warily.

"He would do no prying. He would use the material you gave him and ask

no questions. He would consult no one but you and perhaps Thomasina

whose recollection of Basil should have value."

"I told her," sobbed Mrs. Lister. "I think I had a sort of hysteria. I

didn't know what I was saying."

"What did she say?"

"She said I was a fool."

Dr. Lister could not restrain a smile.

"That was a hard word from Thomasina. I should think it would have done

you good."

"It didn't," said Mrs. Lister.

"If Scott could do this work, he would do it admirably and I believe it

would be the greatest satisfaction of his life. I think he might even

forget Mrs. Scott for a while."

"It has come upon me too suddenly. Richard should be consulted. It is

Richard whom it most concerns."

"I shall write to Richard."

"I must see what you write!"

"Surely."

Dr. Lister helped Mary Alcestis to bed, then he stated his views to

Richard and also her views and Dr. Scott's views. In the morning he read

her the letter.

"I think you are a little hard on Basil," said she and wept.

In four days Dr. Lister had an answer. The envelope contained two

sheets.

"Dear Mother," read one, "I am willing for you and father to do as you

think best about Basil Everman's writings." On the other sheet Richard

had written, "Dear Father, I do not give a hang for Basil Everman. Do as

you please."

Dr. Lister jumped. Richard! Smiling broadly, he started upstairs to show

both letters; then he returned from the hall and dropped Richard's note

to him in fine pieces into the waste-paper basket.

"I must be losing my mind!" said he.

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