CHAPTER XXXV.

"Your master is just a young fool. Why, in the name of a' that's

reasonable," cried Mr Monypenny, "did he not send for me?"

"Sir," said Rolls, "you're too sensible a man not to know that the last

thing a lad is likely to do is what's reasonable, especially when he's

in that flurry, and just furious at being blamed."

Mr Monypenny was walking up and down his business room with much haste

and excitement. His house was built on the side of a slope, so that the

room, which was level with the road on one side, was elevated on the

upper floor at the other, and consequently had the advantage of a view

bounded, as was general, by "that eternal Tinto," as he was in the habit

of calling it. The good man, greatly disturbed by what he heard, walked

to his window and stared out as Rolls spoke. And he shook his fist at

the distant object of so many troubles. "Him and his big house and his

ill ways--they've been the trouble of the country-side those fifteen

years and more," cried the excited "man of business"; "and now we're not

done with him, even when he's dead."

"Far from done with him," said Rolls, shaking his head. He was seated on

the edge of a chair with his hat in his lap and a countenance of dismay.

"If I might make so bold as to ask," he said, "what would ye say, sir,

would be done if the worst came to the worst? I'm no' saying to Mr

Erskine indiveedually," added Rolls--"for it's my belief he's had

nothing ado with it--but granting that it's some person and no mere

accident----"

"How can I tell--or any man?" said Mr Monypenny. "It depends entirely on

the nature of the act. It's all supposition, so far as I can see. To

pitch Pat Torrance over the Scaur, him and his big horse, with murderous

intent, is more than John Erskine could have done, or any man I know.

And there was no quarrel or motive. Culpable homicide----"

"That'll be what the English gentleman called manslaughter."

"Manslaughter is a wide word. It would all depend on the circumstances.

A year; maybe six months only----If it were to turn out so--which I do

not for a moment believe----" said Mr Monypenny, fixing his eyes upon

Rolls with a determination which betrayed internal feebleness of belief.

"Nor me, sir--nor me!" cried Rolls, with the same look. They were like

two conspirators regarding each other with the consciousness of the

plot, which, even between themselves, each eyeing the other, they were

determined to deny.

"But if by any evil chance it were to turn out so--I would advise a

plain statement," said Mr Monypenny--"just a plain statement, concealing

nothing. That should have been done at the moment: help should have been

sought at the moment; there's the error. A misadventure like that might

happen to any man. We might any of us be the means of such an accident:

but panic is just the worst policy. Panic looks like guilt. If he's been

so far left to himself as to take fright--to see that big man on his big

horse thunderin' over the Scaur would be enough to make any man lose his

head," the agent added, with a sort of apology in his tone.

"If you could think of the young master as in that poseetion," said

Rolls.

"Which is just impossible," Mr Monypenny said, and then there was a

little pause. "The wisest thing," he went on, "would be, just as I say,

a plain statement. Such and such a thing happened. I lost my head. I

thought there was nothing to be done. I was foolish enough to shrink

from the name of it, or from the coolness it would make between me and

my friends. Ay, very likely that might be the cause--the coolness it

would make between him and the family at Lindores----"

"You're meaning always if there was onything in it at a'?"

"That is what I'm meaning. I will go and see him at once," Mr Monypenny

said, "and that is the advice I will give. A plain story whatever it may

be--just the facts; neither extenuate nor set down aught in malice. And

as for you, Rolls, that seem to be mixed up in it yourself----"

"Ay, sir; I'm mixed up in it," said Rolls, turning upon him an inquiring

yet half-defiant glance.

"It was you that found the body first. It was you that met your master

at the gate. You're the most important witness, so far as I can see.

Lord bless us, man!" said Mr Monypenny, forgetting precaution, "had you

not the judgment, when you saw the lad had been in a tuilzie, to get him

out of other folk's sight, and keep it to yourself?"

"There was John Tamson as well as me," said Rolls, very gravely; and

then he added, "but ye canna see yet, Mr Monypenny, how it may a' turn."

"I see plenty," said the man of business, impatiently; and then he

added, "the best thing you can do is to find out all you can about the

ground, and other details. It was always unsafe; and there had been a

great deal of rain. Very likely it was worse than ordinary that day. And

call to mind any circumstances that might tell on our side. Ye had

better come to me and make me acquainted with all your observations.

Neglect nothing. The very way the beast was lying, if ye can rightly

remember, might be a help. You're not without sense, Rolls. I've always

had a high opinion of your sense. Now here's a chance for you to prove

it----And come back to me, and we'll judge how the evidence tends.

There's no need," he said, standing at the window once more with his

back to his pupil, "to bring out any points that might turn--the other

way."

"I'm not just such a fool as--some folk think," said Rolls; "and yet,"

he added, in an undertone, "for a' that, you canna see, Mr Monypenny,

how it may all turn----"

"Don't haver, Rolls," said the agent, turning upon him angrily; "or

speak out what you mean. There is no man can say how a thing will turn

but he that has perfect knowledge of all the circumstances--which is not

my case."

"That's what I was saying, sir," said Rolls, with a tranquil assumption

which roused Mr Monypenny's temper; but the old man was so solemn in his

air of superior knowledge, so full of sorrowful decision and

despondency, that anger seemed out of place. The other grew alarmed as

he looked at him.

"For God's sake, man," he cried, "if there's anything behind that I

don't know, tell it! let me hear the worst. We must know the worst, if

it's to make the best of it. Hide nothing from me."

"I give ye my word, sir, I'll hide nothing--when the time comes," said

Rolls, with a sigh; "but I canna just unburden my bozume at this moment.

There's mair thought needful and mair planning. And there's one thing I

would like to make sure of, Mr Monypenny. If I'm put to expenses, or

otherwise laid open to risk and ootlay--there's no doubt but it would be

made up to me? And if, as might happen, anything serious was to

befall----without doubt the young maister would think himself bound to

take good care o' Bauby? She's my sister, maybe you'll mind: an

aixcellent housekeeper and a good woman, though maybe I should leave her

praises to ither folk. You see he hasna been brought up in the midst o'

his ain folk, so to speak, or I would have little doubt."

"I cannot conceive what you mean, Rolls. Of course I know Bauby and her

cookery both; but what risk you should run, or what she can have to do

with it! Your expenses of course," said the agent, with a contemptuous

wave of his hand, "you may be sure enough of. But you must have done

pretty well in the service of the Dalrulzian family, Rolls. I'm

surprised that you should think of this at such a moment----"

"That's just what I expectit, sir," said Rolls; "but maybe I ken my ain

affairs best, having no man of business. And about Bauby, she's just

what I care for most. I wouldna have her vexed or distresst for siller,

or put out of her ordinar. The maister he's but a young man, and no'

attached to us as he would have been had he been brought up at hame.

It's a great drawback to a young lad, Mr Monypenny"--Rolls broke off his

personal argument to say sententiously--"not to be brought up at hame."

"Because he does not get the chance of becoming attached to his

servants?" said Mr Monypenny, with an impatient laugh. "Perhaps it may

be so, but this is a curious moment to moralise on the subject."

"No' so curious as you think, sir; but I will not weary you," said

Rolls, with some dignity. "When I was saying ootlay, I meant mair than

just a sixpence here or there. But Bauby's the grand question. I'm in a

strange kind of a poseetion, and the one thing I'm clear in is my duty

to her. She's been a rael guid sister to me; aye made me comfortable,

studiet my ways, took an interest in all my bits o' fykes. I would ill

like either scorn or trouble to come to Bauby. She's awfu'

soft-hearted," said the old butler, solemnly gazing into vacancy with a

reddening of his eyes. Something of that most moving of all sentiments,

self-pity, was in his tone. He foresaw Bauby's apron at her eyes for

him, and in her grief over her brother, his own heart was profoundly

moved. "There will be some things that nobody can save her from: but for

all that concerns this world, if I could be sure that nothing would

happen to Bauby----"

"Well, Rolls, you're past my comprehension," said Mr Monypenny; "but so

far as taking care of Bauby in case anything happens to you--though what

should happen to you I have yet to learn."

"That is just so," said Rolls, getting up slowly. There was about him

altogether a great solemnity, like a man at a funeral, Mr Monypenny said

afterwards. "I cannot expect you to know, sir--that's atween me and my

Maker. I'm no' going back to Dalrulzian. I cannot have my mind disturbed

at this awfu' moment, as ye say, with weemen and their ways. If ye see

the English gentleman, ye'll maybe explain. Marget has a very guid

notion o' waitin'; she can do all that's necessary; and for me, I've

ither work in hand."

"You must not look at everything in so gloomy a spirit, Rolls," said Mr

Monypenny, holding out his hand. He was not in the habit of shaking

hands with the butler, but there are occasions when rules are

involuntarily broken through.

"No' a gloomy spirit, sir, but awfu' serious," said Rolls. "You'll tell

the young maister no' to be down-hearted, but at the same time no' to be

that prood. Help may come when it's little looked for. I'm no' a man of

mony words, but I've been, as you say, sir, attached to the family all

my days, and I have just a feeling for them more than common. The

present gentleman's mother--her that married the English minister--was

no' just what suited the house. Dalrulzian was nothing to her; and

that's what I compleen o', that the young man was never brought up at

hame, to have confidence in his ain folk. It would have been greatly for

his advantage, sir," continued Rolls, "if he had but had the discernment

to see that our bonnie Miss Nora was just the person;--but I mustna

think now of making conditions," he said, hurriedly--"we'll leave that

to his good sense. Mony thanks to you, sir, for hearing me out, and

shaking my hand as ye've done; though there's maybe things I have said

that are a wee hard to understand."

"Ay, Rolls," said Mr Monypenny, laughing, "you're just like the other

prophets; a great deal of what you've said is Greek and Hebrew to me."

"No doubt, no doubt," said Rolls, shaking his head; there was no smile

in him, not a line in his countenance that marked even incipient humour.

Whatever he meant it was deadly earnest to Rolls. Mr Monypenny stood

and watched him go out, with a laugh gurgling low down in his throat.

"He was always a conceited body," he said to himself. But his

inclination to laughter subsided as his visitor disappeared. It was no

moment for laughing. And when Rolls was gone, the temptation to

speculate on his words, and put meaning into them, subsided also, and Mr

Monypenny gave himself up with great seriousness to consider the

position. He ordered his little country carriage--something of the

phaeton order, but not elegant enough for classification--and drove away

as quickly as his comfortable cob would consent to go, to where John

was. Such a thing had not happened to any person of importance in the

county since he could remember. Debt, indeed--debt was common enough,

and plenty of trouble always, about money, Mr Monypenny said to himself,

shaking his head, as he went along. There had been borrowings and

hypothecations of all sorts enough to make a financier's hair stand on

end; but crime never! Not that men were better here than in other

quarters; but among the gentry that had never happened. The good man ran

on, in a rambling inaudible soliloquy, or rather colloquy with himself,

as he drove on, asking how it was, after all, that incidents of the kind

were so rare among the gentry. Was the breed better? He shook his head,

remembering himself of various details which interfered with so easy a

solution. Or was it that things were more easily hushed up? or that

superior education enforced a greater respect for the world's opinion,

and made offences of this sort almost impossible? It was a strange thing

(he thought) when you came to think of it. A fellow, now, like the late

Tinto would have been in every kind of scrape had he been a poor man;

but somehow, being a rich one, he had kept out of the hands of the law.

Such a thing never happened from year's end to year's end. And to think

now that it was not one of our ordinary Scots lairds, but the pink of

education and good breeding, from England and abroad! This gave a

momentary theoretical satisfaction to his musings by the way. But

immediately after, he thought with self-reproach that it was young

Erskine of whom he was permitting himself such criticism: young

Dalrulzian, poor lad! all the more to be pitied that he had been brought

up, as Rolls said, away from home, and with no father to look after him.

The cob was used to take his own way along those roads which he knew so

well, but at this point Mr Monypenny touched him with the indignity of a

whip, and hurried along. He met Beaufort returning, driving, with a

little hesitation at the corner of the road, John's dogcart homeward;

and Mr Monypenny thought he recognised the dogcart, but he did not stop

to say anything to the stranger, who naturally knew nothing of him. Nor

was his interview with John at all satisfactory when he came to his

journey's end. The young man received his man of business with that air

of levity which, mixed with indignation, had been his prevailing mood

since his arrest. He laughed when he said, "This is a curious place to

receive you in," and for some time he would scarcely give any heed to

the anxious questions and suggestions of Mr Monypenny. At length,

however, this veil was thrown off, and John permitted the family friend,

of whose faithfulness he could have no doubt, to see the depth of

wounded feeling that lay below. "Of course it can be nothing to me," he

said, still holding his head high. "They cannot prove a falsehood,

however they may wish it; but to think that of all these men with whom I

have eaten and drunk, who have professed to welcome me for my father's

sake--to think that not one of them would step in to stand by a fellow,

or give him the least support----"

"When you reflect that even I knew nothing about it," said Mr

Monypenny--"not a word--till old Rolls came----"

"Did you hear none of the talk?" said John. "I did not hear it, indeed,

but I have felt it in the air. I knew there was something. Everybody

looked at me suspiciously; the very tone of their voice was changed--my

own servants----"

"Your servants are very anxious about you, Mr Erskine, if I may judge

from old Rolls. I have seldom seen a man so overcome; and if you will

reflect that your other friends throughout the county can have heard

nothing, any more than myself----"

"Then you did not hear the talk?" said John, somewhat eagerly. Mr

Monypenny's countenance fell.

"I paid no attention to it. There's some story for ever going on in the

country-side. Wise men just shut their ears," he said.

"Wise men are one thing and friends another," said John. "Had I no one

who could have told me, at least, on how small a thread my reputation

hung? I might have gone away," he said, with some vehemence, "at the

height of it. If business, or even pleasure, had called me, no doubt I

should, without a notion of any consequences. When I think of that I

shiver. Supposing I had gone away?"

"In that case," said Mr Monypenny, clearing his throat; but he never got

any further. This alarm affected him greatly. He began to believe that

his client might be innocent altogether--an idea which, notwithstanding

all the disclaimers which he and Rolls had exchanged, had not crossed

his mind before; but when he heard John's story, his faith was shaken.

He listened to it with the deepest interest, waiting for the moment

when the confession would be made. But when it ended, without any end,

so to speak, and John finally described Torrance as riding up towards

the house, while he himself went down, Mr Monypenny's countenance fell.

He was disappointed. The tale was such as he expected, with this

important difference--it wanted a conclusion. The listener gave a gasp

of interest when the crisis arrived, but his interest flagged at once

when it was over, and nothing had happened. "And then?" he said,

breathlessly. And then?--but there was no _then_. John gazed at him

wondering, not perceiving the failure of the story. "That is all," he

said. Mr Monypenny grew almost angry as he sat gazing at him across the

table.

"I have just been telling Rolls," he said, "that the best policy in such

a case is just downright honest truth. To get into a panic and keep back

anything is the greatest mistake. There is no need for any panic. You

will be in the hands of those that take a great interest in you, Mr

John--begging your pardon for using that name."

"You do not seem satisfied with what I have told you," John said.

"Oh, _me_! it's little consequence what I think; there's plenty to be

thought upon before me. I would make no bones about it. In most things

the real truth is the best, but most especially when you're under an

accusation. I'm for no half measures, if you will let me say so."

"I will let you say whatever you please--so long as you understand what

I am saying. I have told you everything. Do I look like a man in a

panic?" said John.

"Panic has many meanings. I make no doubt you are a brave man, and ready

to face fire and sword if there was any need. But this is different. If

you please, we'll not fail to understand each other for want of plain

speaking. Mr Erskine, I make no doubt that's all as true as gospel; but

there's more to come. That's just a part of the story, not the whole."

"I don't mean to be offended by anything you say," said John,

cheerfully. "I feel that it means kindness. There is nothing more to

come. It is not a part, but the whole. It is the truth, and everything I

know."

Mr Monypenny did not look up; he was drumming his foot softly against

the table, and hanging his head with a despondent air as he listened. He

did not stop the one nor raise the other, but went on working his under

lip, which projected slightly. There is no such tacit evidence of

dissatisfaction or unbelief. Some little sign invariably breaks the

stillness of attention when the teller of a tale comes to its end, if

his story has been believed. There is, if no words, some stir, however

slight--movement of one kind or another, if only the change of an

attitude. But Mr Monypenny did not pay this usual tribute when John's

voice stopped. It was a stronger protest than if he had said, "I don't

believe you," in ordinary words.

"I understand," said John, after a pause of a full minute, which seemed

to him an hour. He laughed with something between despair and defiance.

"Your mode of communication is very unmistakable, Mr Monypenny. It is

Scotch, I suppose. One has always heard of Scotch caution and

cannyness." If he had not been very bitter and sore at heart he would

not have snatched at this aimless weapon of offence.

"Mr Erskine," said the agent, "a sneer is always easy. Gibes break no

bones, but neither have they any healing in them. You may say what you

like to me, but an argument like that will do you terrible little good

with them that will have to judge at the end. I am giving no opinion

myself. On my own account I will speak frankly. I would rather not have

heard this story--unless I was to hear----"

"What?" cried John, in the heat of personal offence.

"More," said Mr Monypenny, regretfully--"more; just another dozen words

would have been enough; but if there is no more to say----"

"I am not a man to make protestations of truth. There is no more to say,

Mr Monypenny."

"Well-a-well," said the agent gloomily, shaking his head; "we must take

just what is given--we must try to make the best of it. And you think

there's nothing can be _proved_ against you?" he said, with a slight

emphasis. It required all John's self-command to keep his temper. He had

to remind himself forcibly of the true and steady and long-tried

kindness with which this doubter had stood by him, and cared for his

interests all his life--a wise steward, a just guardian. These thoughts

kept unseemly expressions from his lips, but he was not the less sore at

heart. Even after the first blow of the criminal examination and his

detention in prison, it had all seemed to him so simple. What could be

necessary but to tell his story with sufficient distinctness (in which

he thought he had failed before the sheriff)? Surely truth and falsehood

were distinguishable at a glance, especially by those who are accustomed

to discriminate between them. But the blank of unbelief and

disappointment with which Mr Monypenny heard his story chilled him to

the heart. If he did not believe him, who would? He was angry, but anger

is but a temporary sentiment when the mind is fairly at bay and finds

itself hemmed in by difficulties and danger. He began to realise his

position, the place in which he was, the circumstances surrounding him,

as he had not yet done. The sheriff himself had been very civil, and

deeply concerned to be the means of inflicting such an affront upon a

county family; and he had added encouragingly that, on his return to

Dunearn, in less than a week, when all the witnesses were got together,

there was little doubt that a different light might be thrown on the

affair; but Mr Monypenny's question was not so consolatory. "You think

there's nothing can be _proved_ against you?" John had been gazing at

his agent across the table while all these painful reflections went

through his mind.

"I must be careful what I say. I am not speaking as a lawyer," he said,

with an uncomfortable smile. "What I meant was, that nothing could be

proved which was untrue."

The agent shook his head. "When it's circumstantial evidence, you can

never build upon that," he said. "No man saw it, you may say; but if all

the facts point that way, it goes far with a jury. There are some other

things you will perhaps tell me. Had you any quarrel ever with poor

Tinto? Was there ill blood between you? Can any man give evidence, for

example, 'I heard the panel say that he would have it out with Pat

Torrance'? or----"

"For heaven's sake, what is the panel? and what connection is there

between poor Torrance and----"

"Sir," said Mr Monypenny, sternly, "this is no time for jests; the panel

is a Scotch law term, meaning the defender; or what you call the

defendant in England. It's a terrible loss to a young man to be

unacquainted even with the phraseology of his own country."

"That is very true," John said, with a laugh; "but at least it is no

fault of mine. Well, suppose I am the panel, as you say--that does not

make me a vulgar brawler, does it, likely to display hostile intentions

in that way? You may be sure no man can say of me that I threatened to

have it out with Pat Torrance----"

"It was inadvertent--it was inadvertent," said Mr Monypenny, waving his

hand, with a slight flush of confusion; "I daresay you never said

Pat--but what has that to do with it?--you know my meaning. Is there any

one that can be produced to say----"

"I have quarrelled with Torrance almost as often as I have met him,"

said John, with obstinate decision. "I thought him a bully and a cad. If

I did not tell him so, it was out of regard for his wife, and he was at

liberty to find out my sentiments from my looks if it pleased him. I

have never made the least pretence of liking the man."

Mr Monypenny went on shaking his head. "All this is bad," he said,

"bad!--but it does not make a quarrel in the eye of the law," he added,

more cheerfully; and he went on putting a variety of questions, of which

John grew very weary. Some of these questions seemed to have very little

bearing upon the subject; some irritated him as betraying beyond all a

persistent doubt of his own story. Altogether, the first dreary

afternoon in confinement was not made much more endurable by this visit.

The room in which John had been placed was like the parlour of a

somewhat shabby lodging-house--not worse than he had inhabited many a

time while travelling. But the idea that he could not step outside, but

was bound to this enclosure, was first ludicrous, and then intolerable.

The window was rather higher than usual, and there were bars across it.

When it became dark, a paraffin-lamp, such as is now universal in the

country--smelling horribly, as is, alas! too universal also--was brought

in, giving abundance of light, but making everything more squalid than

before. And as Mr Monypenny made his notes, John's heart sank, and his

impatience rose. He got up and began to pace about like a wild beast in

a cage, as he said to himself. The sensation was more extraordinary than

can be imagined. Not to be able, whatever might happen, to leave this

shabby room. Whosoever might call to you, whatsoever might appeal to

you, to be fixed there, all your impulses checked, impotent, unable for

the first time in your life to do what you had done every day of your

life, to move out and in, to and fro as you pleased! John felt that if

he had been a theatrical felon in a play, manacled and fettered, it

would have been easier, more comprehensible. But to know that these four

walls were his absolute boundaries, and that he could not go beyond

them, was more astounding than any other sensation that had ever

happened to him in his life. And when Mr Monypenny, with his careful

brow, weighted with doubts and fears, unable to clear his countenance

from the disapprobation that clouded it, got up to take his leave, and

stood holding his client's hands, overwhelmed with sympathy, vexation,

dissatisfaction, and pity, the impatience and bitter sense of the

intolerable in John's mind could scarcely be restrained. "Whatever there

may be more to say, whatever may come to your mind, you have but to send

me a word, and I'll be at your call night or day," Mr Monypenny said.

"It is very unlikely that I should have anything more to say," said

John; "but must I stay here?" It seemed incredible to him that he should

be left even by his own "man of business." He had seen Beaufort go away

with a sort of contemptuous certainty of speedy liberation; but Mr

Monypenny had said nothing about liberation. "Surely there is nothing to

prevent bail being accepted?" he said, with an eagerness he could not

disguise.

"I will see about it," Mr Monypenny said. But the good agent went away

with a dissatisfied countenance; and with a feeling that he must break

through the walls or the barred window, must make his escape

somehow--could not, would not, endure this extraordinary intolerable new

thing--John Erskine heard the key turn in his door, and was left shut up

with the paraffin-lamp, flaming and smelling more than ever, a prisoner

and alone. Whether it was more ludicrous or more terrible, this annoying

impossible farce-tragedy, it was hard to say.

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