CHAPTER XIX.

THE GOLDEN CITY.

Tony lay there in the dark, overwhelmed by his unusual terror and sorrow,

until he heard the voice of old Oliver calling his name feebly. He

hurried to him, and found him still beside the bed where Dolly was lying.

He had taken off most of her clothes, and put her white nightgown over

the rest, that she might sleep warmly in them all the night, for her

little hands and feet felt very chilly to his touch. The fire had gone

out while they were away, and the grate looked very black and cheerless.

The room was in great disorder, just as they had left it, and the gas,

which was burning high, cast a cruel glare upon it all. But Tony saw

nothing except the dear face of Dolly, resting on one check upon the

pillow, with her curly hair tossed about it in confusion, and her open

eyes gathering a strange film. Beppo had made his way to her side, and

pushed his head under her lifeless little hand, which tried to pat it now

and then. Old Oliver was sitting on the bedstead, his eyes fastened upon

her, and his whole body trembled violently. Tony sank down upon his

knees, and flung his arm over Dolly, as if to save her from the unseen

power which threatened to take her away from them.

"Don't ky, gan-pa," she said, softly; "don't ky more than a minute. Nor

Tony. Are I going to die, gan-pa?"

"Yes, my little love," cried old Oliver, moaning as he said it.

"Where are I going to?" asked Dolly, very faintly.

"You're going to see my Lord and Master," he said; "him as loves little

children so, and carries them in his arms, and never lets them be

sorrowful or ill or die again."

"Does he live in a bootiful place?" she asked, again.

"It's a more beautiful place than I can tell," answered old Oliver. "The

Lord Jesus gives them light brighter than the sun; and the streets are

all of gold, and there are many little children there, who always see the

face of their Father."

"Dolly's going rere," said the little child, solemnly.

She smiled for a minute or two, holding Beppo's ear between her failing

fingers, and playing with it. Tony's eyes were dim with tears, yet he

could see her clear face clearly through them. What could he do? Was

there no one to help?

"Master, master!" he cried. "If the Lord Jesus is here he can save her.

Ask him, master."

But old Oliver paid no heed to him. For the child who was passing away

from him he was all eye and ear, watching and listening as keenly as in

his best and strongest days; but he was blind and deaf to everything else

around him. Tony's voice could not reach his brain.

"Will gan-pa come rere?" whispered the failing and faltering voice of

Dolly.

"Very soon," he answered; a radiant smile coming to his face, which made

her smile as her eyes caught the glory of it. "Very, very soon, my little

love. You'll be there to meet me when I come."

"Dolly'll watch for gan-pa," she murmured, with long pauses between the

words, which seemed to drop one by one upon Tony's ear; "and Dolly'll

watch at the door for Tony to come home; and she'll fret ever so if he

never comes."

Tony felt her stir restlessly under his arm, and stretch her tiny limbs

upon the bed as if she were very tired, and the languid eyelids drooped

slowly till they quite hid her blue eyes, and she sighed softly as

children sigh when they fall asleep, weary of their play. Old Oliver laid

his shaking hand tenderly upon her head.

"Dear Lord!" he said, "take my little love to thyself. I give her

up to thee."

It seemed to Tony as if a thick mist of darkness fell all about him, and

as if he were sinking down, down, very low into some horrible pit where

he would never see the light of day again. But by-and-bye he came to

himself, and found old Oliver sobbing in short, heavy sobs, and swaying

himself to and fro, while Beppo was licking Dolly's hand, and barking

with a sharp, quiet bark, as he had been wont to do when he wanted her to

play with him. The child's small features were quite still, but there was

an awful smile upon them such as there had never been before, and Tony

could not bear to look upon it. He crossed her tiny hands lightly over

one another upon her breast, and then he lifted Beppo away gently, and

drew the bed-clothes about her, so as to hide her smiling face.

"Master," he cried, "master, is she gone?"

Old Oliver only answered by a deep moan; and Tony put his arm about him,

and raised him up.

"Come to your own chair, master," he said.

He yielded to Tony like a child, and seated himself in the chair, where

he had so often sat and watched Dolly while he smoked his pipe. The boy

put his pipe between his fingers; but he only let it fall to the ground,

where it broke into many pieces. Tony did not know what to do, nor where

to go for any help.

"Lord," he said, "if you really love the old master, do something for

him; for I don't know whatever to do, now little Dolly's gone."

He sat down on his old box, staring at Oliver and the motionless form on

the bed, with a feeling of despair tugging at his heart. He could

scarcely believe it was all true; for it was not very long since--only it

seemed like long years--since he had leaped over the counter in his

light-heartedness. But he had not sat there many minutes before he heard

a distinct, rather loud knock at the shop-door, and he ran hastily to ask

who was there.

"Antony," said a voice he knew very well, "I have come with the doctor,

to see what we can do for your little girl."

In an instant Tony opened the door, and as Mr. Ross entered the boy flung

his arms round him, and hid his face against him, sobbing bitterly.

"Oh! you've come too late," he cried, "you've come too late! Dolly's

dead, and I'm afraid the master's going away from me as well. They

couldn't take her in, and she died after we had brought her home."

The doctor and Mr. Ross went on into the inner room, and Tony pointed

silently to the bed where Dolly lay. Old Oliver roused himself at the

sound of strange voices, and, leaning upon Tony's shoulder, he staggered

to the bedside, and drew the clothes away from her dear, smiling face.

"I don't murmur," he said. "My dear Lord can't do anything unkind. He'll

come and speak to me presently, and comfort me; but just now I'm deaf and

blind, even to him. I've not forgot him, and he hasn't forgot me; but

there's a many things ought to be done, and I cannot think what."

"Leave it all to us," said Mr. Ross, leading him back to his chair. "But

have you no neighbour you can go and stay with for to-night? You are an

old man, and you must not lose your night's sleep."

"No," he answered, shaking his head; "I'd rather stay here in my own

place, if I'd a hundred other places to go to. I'm not afraid of my

little love,--no, no! When everything is done as ought to be done,

I'll lie in my own bed and watch her. It won't be lonesome, as long as

she's here."

In an hour's time all was settled for that night. A little resting-place

had been made for the dead child in a corner of the room, where she lay

covered with a coarse white sheet, which was the last one left of those

which old Oliver's wife had spun in her girlhood. The old man had given

his promise to go to bed when Mr. Ross and the doctor were gone; and he

slept lightly, his face turned towards the place where his little love

was sleeping. A faint light burnt all night in the room, and Tony, who

could not fall asleep, sat in the chimney-corner, with Beppo upon his

knees. There was an unutterable, quiet sorrow within him, mingled with a

strange awe. That little child, who had played with him, and kissed him

only a day since, was already gone into the unseen world, which was so

very near to him now, though it had seemed so very far away and so empty

before. It must be very near, since she had gone to it so quickly; and

it was no longer empty, for Dolly was there; and she had said she would

watch at the door till he came home.

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