LADY ANGELA GIVES ME SOME ADVICE
Rowchester was a curious medley of a house, a mixture of farmhouse,
mansion, and castle, added to apparently in every generation by men with
varying ideas of architecture. The front was low and irregular, and a
grey stone terrace ran the entire length, with several rows of steps
leading down into the garden. On one of these, as I emerged from the
house, Lady Angela was standing talking to a gardener. She turned round
at the sound of my footsteps, and came at once towards me.
She was bareheaded, and looked as straight and slim as a dart. I
fancied that she could be no more than eighteen, her figure and face
were so girlish. The quiet composure of her manner, however, and the
subdued yet graceful ease of her movements, were so suggestive of the
"great lady," that it was hard to believe that she was indeed little
more than a schoolgirl.
"I hope that you are better, Mr. Ducaine," she said.
"Thank you, Lady Angela, I have quite recovered," I answered.
She looked at me critically.
"I can assure you," she said, "that you look a very different person.
You gave us quite a fright last night."
"I am ashamed to have been so much trouble," I answered. "Such a thing
has never happened to me before."
"You must take more care of yourself," she said gravely. "I hope that
my father has expressed himself properly about the lecture."
"His Grace has been very kind," I answered. "He has promised me the
free use of the hall at any time."
"Of course," she said. "I hope that you will give your lecture soon. I
am looking forward very much to hearing it. This always seems to me
such a quaint, fascinating corner of the world that I love to read and
hear all that people have to say about it."
"You are very kind," I said; "but if you come I am afraid you will be
bored. The notes which I have put together are prepared for the
comprehension of the village people."
"So much the better," she declared. "I prefer anything which does not
make too great a strain upon the intellect. Besides, it is the very
simplicity of this country which makes it so beautiful."
"Yet it is a land," I remarked, "of elusive charms."
"Sometimes, unless they are pointed out," she replied, "by one who has
the eye and ear for nature, these are the hardest to appreciate. Only
the other evening I was standing upon the cliffs, and I thought what a
dreary waste of marshes and sands the place was, and then a single gleam
of late sunshine seemed to transform everything. There is hidden
colour everywhere if one looks closely enough, and I suppose it is true
that the most beautiful things in the world are those which remain just
below the surface--a little invisible until one searches for them.
By-the-bye, Mr. Ducaine," she added, "if you are on your way home I can
show you a path which will save you nearly half the distance."
"You are very kind, Lady Angela," I answered. "Cannot I find it,
though, without taking you out of your way?"
She smiled.
"You might," she said, "but I walk down to the cliffs every afternoon.
I was just starting when you came. It is quite a regular pilgrimage
with me. All day long we hear the sea, but except from the upper
windows we have no clear view of it. This is the path."
We crossed the Park together. All the while she talked to me easily and
naturally of the country around, the great antiquity of its landmarks,
the survival of many ancient customs and almost obsolete forms of
speech. At last we came to a small plantation, through which we emerged
on to the cliffs. Here, to my surprise, we came upon a quaintly shaped
grey stone cottage almost hidden by the trees. I had passed on the
sands below many times without seeing it.
"Rather a strange situation for a house, is it not?" Lady Angela
remarked. "My grandfather built it for an old pensioner, but I do not
think that it has been occupied for some time."
"It is marvellously hidden," I said. "I never had the least idea that
there was a house here at all."
We stood now on the edge of the cliff, and she pointed downwards.
"There is a little path there, you see, leading to the sands," she said.
"It saves you quite half the distance to your cottage if you do not mind
a scramble. You must take care just at first. So many of the stones
are loose."
I understood that I was dismissed, and I thanked her and turned away.
But she almost immediately called me back.
"Mr. Ducaine!"
"Lady Angela?"
Her dark eyes were fixed curiously upon my face. She seemed to be
weighing something in her mind. I had a fancy that when she spoke again
it would be without that deliberation--almost restraint--which seemed to
accord a little strangely with the girlishness of her appearance and
actual years. She stood on the extreme edge of the cliff, her slim
straight figure outlined to angularity against the sky. She remained so
long without speech that I had time to note all these things. The
sunshine, breaking through the thin-topped pine trees, lay everywhere
about us; a little brown feathered bird, scarcely a dozen yards away,
sang to us so lustily that the soft feathers around his throat stood out
like a ruff. Down below the sea came rushing on to the shingles.
"Mr. Ducaine," she said at last, "did my father make you any offer of
employment this afternoon?"
It was a direct, almost a blunt question. I was taken by surprise, but
I answered her without hesitation.
"He made me no definite offer," I said. "At the same time he asked me a
great many questions, for which he must have had some reason, and he
gave me the idea that, subject to the approval of some others, he was
thinking of me in connection with some post."
"Colonel Ray was telling me," she said, "how unfortunate you have been
with your pupils. I wonder--don't you think perhaps that you might get
some others?"
"I have tried," I answered. "So far I have not been lucky. At present,
too, I scarcely see how I could expect to get any, for I have nowhere to
put them. I had to give up the lease of the Grange, and there is no
house round here which I could afford to take."
Some portion of her delicate assurance had certainly deserted her. Her
manner was almost nervous.
"If you could possibly find the pupils," she said, hesitatingly, "I
should like to ask you a favour. The Manor Farm on the other side of
the village is my own, and I should so like it occupied. I would let it
to you furnished for ten pounds a year. There is a man and his wife
living there now as caretakers. They would be able to look after you."
"You are very kind," I said again, "but I am afraid that I could not
take advantage of such an offer."
"Why not?"
"I have no claim upon you or your father," I answered. "We are almost
strangers, are we not? I might accept and be grateful for employment,
but this is charity."
"A very conventional reply, Mr. Ducaine," she remarked, with faint
sarcasm. "I gave you credit for a larger view of things."
I found her still inexplicable. She was evidently annoyed, and yet she
did not seem to wish me to be. There was a cloud upon her face and a
nervousness in her manner which I wholly failed to understand.
"If I were to tell you," she said, raising her eyes suddenly to mine,
"that your acceptance of my offer would be a favour--would put me under
a real obligation to you?"
"I should still have to remind you," I declared, "that as yet I have no
pupils, and it takes time to get them. Further, I have arrived at that
position when immediate employment, if it is only as a breaker of stones
upon the road, is a necessity to me."
She sighed.
"My father will offer you a post," she said slowly.
"Now you are a real Samaritan, Lady Angela," I declared. "I only hope
that it may be so."
Her face reflected none of my enthusiasm.
"You jump at conclusions," she said, coldly. "How do you know that the
post will be one which you will be able to fill?"
"If your father offers it to me," I answered, confidently, "he must take
the risk of that."
I was surprised at her speech-perhaps a little nettled. I was an
"Honours" man, an exceptional linguist, and twenty-five. It did not
seem likely to me that there was any post which the Duke might offer
which, on the score of ability, at any rate, I should not be competent
to fill.
"He will offer it you," she said, looking steadily downwards on to the
sands below, "and you will accept it. I am sorry!"
"Sorry!" I exclaimed.
"Very. If I could find you those pupils I would," she continued. "If I
could persuade you to lay aside for once the pride which a man seems to
think a part of his natural equipment, it would make me very happy.
I--"
"Stop," I interrupted. "You must explain this, Lady Angela."
She shook her head.
"Explain is just what I cannot," she said, sadly. "That is what I can
never do."
I was completely bewildered now. She was looking seaward, her face
steadily averted from mine. As to her attitude towards me, I could make
nothing of it. I could not even decide whether it was friendly or
inimical. Did she want this post for some one else? If so, surely her
influence with her father would be strong enough to secure it. She had
spoken to me kindly enough. The faint air of reserve that she seemed to
carry with her everywhere, which, coupled with a certain quietness of
deportment, appeared to most of the people around to indicate pride, had
for these few minutes, at any rate, been lifted. She had come down from
the clouds, and spoken to me as any other woman to any other man. And
now she had wound up by throwing me into a state of hopeless
bewilderment.
"Lady Angela," I said, "I think that you owe me some explanation. If
you can assure me that it is in any way against your wishes, if you will
give me the shadow of a reason why I should refuse what has not yet been
offered to me--well, I will do it. I will do it even if I must starve."
A little forced smile parted her lips. She looked at me kindly.
"I have said a great deal more than I meant to, Mr. Ducaine. I think
that it would have been better if I had left most of it unsaid. You
must go your own way. I only wanted to guard you against
disappointment."
"Disappointment! You think, after all, then--"
"No, that is not what I meant," she interrupted. "I am sure that you
will be offered the post, and I am sure that you will not hesitate to
accept it. But nevertheless I think that it will bring with it great
disappointments. I will tell you this. Already three young men whom
I knew very well have held this post, and each in turn has been
dismissed. They have lost the confidence of their employers, and though
each, I believe, was ambitious and meant to make a career, they have now
a black mark against their name."
"You are very mysterious, Lady Angela," I said, doubtfully.
"It is of necessity," she answered. "Perhaps I take rather a morbid
view of things, but one of them was the brother of a great friend of
mine, and they fear that he has lost his reason. There are peculiar and
painful difficulties in connection with this post, Mr. Ducaine, and I
think it only fair to give you this warning."
"You are very kind," I said. "I only wish that the whole thing was
clearer to me."
She smiled a little sadly.
"At least," she said, "let me give you one word of advice. You will be
brought into contact with many people whose integrity will seem to you a
positive and certain thing. Nevertheless, treat every one alike. Trust
no one. Absolutely no one, Mr. Ducaine. It is your only chance. Now
go."
Her gesture of dismissal was almost imperative. I scrambled down the
path and gained the sands. When I looked up she was still standing
there. The wind blew her skirts around her slim young limbs, and her
hair was streaming behind her. Her face seemed like a piece of delicate
oval statuary, her steady eyes seemed fixed upon some point where the
clouds and sea meet. She took no heed of, she did not even see, my
gesture of farewell. I left her there inscrutable, a child with the
face of a Sphinx. She had set me a riddle which I could not solve.