CHAPTER XIV

THE REWARD OF VICTORY

Gordon breathed hard. He wiped the dust from his perspiring face, as a

man almost unconsciously will do after a great exertion. His eyes,

however, remained on his defeated adversary. Presently he moved away a

little uncertainly. A moment later, equally uncertainly, he picked up

his soft felt hat. Then, his gaze still steadily fixed on the object

of his concern, he all unconsciously smoothed his ruffled hair and

replaced his hat upon his head.

Hazel, too, was tensely regarding the deathly silent figure of David

Slosson. A subtle fear was clutching at her heart. So still. He was

so very still.

Gordon's breathing became normal, but his eyes remained absurdly grave.

He approached the prostrate man. But before he reached his side he

paused abruptly and breathed a deep sigh of relief--and began to laugh.

"Right!" he cried. Nor was he addressing any one in particular.

Hazel heard his exclamation, and the clutching fear at her heart

relaxed its grip. She understood that Gordon, too, had shared her

dread.

Now she shifted her regard to the victor. Her eyes were full of a

deep, unspeakable feeling. Gordon was looking in another direction,

so, for the moment, she had nothing to conceal.

The man's attention was upon the horses. A strange diffidence made him

reluctant to follow his impulse and approach Hazel. He had no pride in

his victory. Only regret for the exhibition he had made before her.

Sunset and Slosson's horse were grazing amicably together within twenty

yards of the trail. The fight had disturbed them not one whit. The

Lady Jane had moved off farther, and, in proud isolation, ignored

everybody and everything concerned with the indecent exhibition.

Gordon secured the livery horse to a bush, and rode off on Sunset to

collect the Lady Jane. When he returned the defeated man was stirring.

One glance told Gordon all he cared to know, and he passed over to

where Hazel was still standing, and in silence and quite unsmilingly he

held the Lady Jane for her to mount.

Hazel avoided his eyes, but not from any coldness. She feared lest he

should witness that which now, with all her might, she desired to

conceal. Her feelings were stirred almost beyond her control. This

man had come to her rescue--he had rescued her--by that great

chivalrous manhood that was his. And somehow she felt that she might

have known that he would do so.

Gordon was looking at David Slosson, who was already sitting up. Once

Hazel was in the saddle he moved nearer to the disfigured agent.

"If you're looking for any more," he said coldly, "you can find it.

But don't you ever come near Buffalo Point again or Mallinsbee's ranch.

If you do--I'll kill you!"

David Slosson made no reply. But his eyes followed the two figures as

they rode off, full of a bitter hatred that boded ill for their futures

should chance come his way.

For some time the speeding horses galloped on, their riders remaining

silent. A strange awkwardness had arisen between them. There was so

much to say, so much to explain. Neither of them knew how to begin, or

where. So they were nearing home when finally it was Gordon whose

sense of humor first came to the rescue. They had drawn their horses

down to a walk to give them a breath.

Gordon turned in his saddle. His blue eyes were absurdly smiling.

"Well?" he observed interrogatively.

The childlike blandness of his expression was all Hazel needed to help

her throw off the painful restraint that was fast overwhelming her.

Again he had saved her, but this time it was from tears.

"Well?" she smiled back at him through the watery signs of unshed tears.

"I guess Sunset 'll hate this trail worse than anything around Buffalo

Point," Gordon said, with a great effort at ease. "He got a flogging

I'll swear he never merited."

"Dear old Sunset," said the girl softly. "And--and he can go."

"Go? Why, he's an express train. Say, the Twentieth Century, Limited,

isn't a circumstance to him."

Gordon's laugh sounded good in Hazel's ears, and the last sign of tears

was banished. It had been touch and go. She had wanted to laugh and

to scream during the fight. Afterwards she had wanted only to weep.

Now she just felt glad she was riding beside a man whom she regarded as

something in the nature of a hero.

"I sort of feel I owe him an apology," Gordon went on doubtfully.

"Same as I owe you one. I--I'm afraid I made a--a disgusting

exhibition of myself. I--I wish I hadn't nearly bitten off that cur's

fingers. It's--awful. It--was that or lose my eyesight."

Hazel had nothing to say. A shiver passed over her, but it was caused

by the thought that the man beside her might have been left blinded.

"You see, that was 'rough and tough,'" Gordon went on, feeling that he

must explain. "It's not human. It's worse than the beasts of the

fields. I--I'm ashamed. But I had to save my eyes. I thought I'd

killed him."

"I'm glad you didn't," Hazel said in a low voice. Then she added

quickly, "But not for his sake."

Gordon nodded.

"He deserved anything."

Suddenly Hazel turned a pair of shining eyes upon him.

"Oh, I wish I were a man!" she cried. "Deserved? Oh, he deserved

everything; but so did I. I'll never do it again. Never, never,

never! You warned me. You knew. And it was only you who saved me

from the result of my folly. I--I thought I was smart enough to deal

with him. I--I thought I was clever." She laughed bitterly. "I

thought, because I run our ranch and can do things that few girls can

that way, I could beat a man like that. Say, Mr. Van Henslaer,

I'm--just what he took me for--a silly country girl. Oh, I feel so mad

with myself, and if it hadn't been for you I don't know what would have

happened. Oh, if I could only have fought like you. It--it was

wonderful. And--I brought it all on you by my folly."

There was a strange mixture of emotion in the girl's swift flow of

words. There was a bitter feeling of self-contempt, a vain and

helpless regret; but in all she said, in her shining eyes and warmth of

manner, there was a scarcely concealed delight in her rescuer's great

manhood, courage and devotion. If Gordon beheld it, it is doubtful if

he read it aright. For himself, a great joy that he had been of

service in her protection pervaded him. Just now, for him, all life

centered round Hazel Mallinsbee and her well-being.

"You brought nothing on," he said, his eyes smiling tenderly round at

her. "He's a disease that would overtake any girl." Then he began to

laugh, with the intention of dispelling all her regrets. "Say, he's

just one of life's experiences, and experience is generally unpleasant.

See how much he's taught us both. You've learned that a feller who can

wear a suit that sets all sense of good taste squirming most generally

has a mind to match it. I've learned that no honesty of methods,

whether in scrapping or anything else, is a match for the unscrupulous

methods of a low-down mind. Guess we'll both pigeon-hole those facts

and try not to forget 'em. But say--there's worse worrying," he added,

with an absurdly happy laugh.

"Worse?"

"Only worse because it hasn't happened yet--like the other things have.

You see, the worst always lies in those things we don't know."

"You're thinking of the Buffalo Point scheme?"

"Partly."

"Partly?"

"Did he tell you anything?"

Hazel nodded.

"He said you'd--turned him out of the office."

"That all?" Gordon was chuckling.

"He said you'd told him to go to----" Hazel's eyes were smiling.

"Just so. I did," returned Gordon. "That's the trouble now. I've got

to face your father. I've hit on a plan to beat this feller. I've got

the help of Peter McSwain and some of the boys at Snake's. I'd a

notion we'd pull the thing off, so I just took it into my own

hands--and your father don't know of it. I'm worrying how he'll feel.

You see, if I fail, why, I've busted the whole contract. And now this

thing. Say, what's going to happen next?" As he put his final

question his smiling face looked ludicrously serene.

Hazel had entirely recovered from her recent experiences. She laughed

outright. More and more this man appealed to her. His calm, reckless

courage was a wonderful thing in her eyes. Their whole schemes might

be jeopardized by that afternoon's work, but he had acted without

thought of consequence, without thought of anybody or anything beyond

the fact that he yearned to beat this man Slosson, and would spare

nothing to do so. What was this wild scheme he had suddenly conceived,

almost the first moment he was left in sole control?

She tried to look serious.

"Can you tell it me now?" she asked.

"I could, of course, but----"

"You'd rather wait to see father about it."

"I don't know," said Gordon, with a wry twist of the lips and a shrug.

"Say, did you ever feel a perfect, idiotic fool? No, of course you

never have, because you couldn't be one. I feel that way. Guess it's

a sort of reaction. I just know I've busted everything. The whole of

our scheme is on the rocks, through me, and, for the life of me,

somehow I--I don't care. I've hit up that cur so he won't want his

med'cine again for years, and it was good, because it was for you. So

I don't just care two cents about anything. Say, I'm learning I'm

alive, same as you talked about the first day I met you, and it's you

are teaching me. But the champagne of life isn't just Life. Guess

Life is just a cheap claret. You're the champagne of my life. That

being so, I guess I'm a drunkard for champagne."

Hazel was held serious by some feeling that also kept her silent.

Somehow she could no longer face those shining, smiling, ingenuous blue

eyes. She wanted to, because she felt they were the most beautiful in

the whole world, and she longed to go on gazing into them forever and

ever. But something forced her to deny herself, and she kept hers

straight ahead.

Gordon went on.

"Say, I haven't said anything wrong, have I?" he cried, fearful of her

displeasure. "You see, I can't put things as they run through my head.

That's one of the queer things about a feller. You know, I've got a

whole heap of beautiful language running around in my head, and when I

try to turn it loose it comes out all mussed up and wrong. Guess

you've never been like that. That's where girls are so clever. D'you

know, if you were to ask me just to pass the salt at supper it would

sound to me like the taste of ice-cream?"

Hazel looked round at the earnest face with a swift sidelong glance.

Then her laughter would no longer be denied.

"Would it?" she cried.

"Say, don't laugh at a feller. I'm in great trouble," Gordon went on

quickly.

"Trouble?"

"Sure. Wouldn't you be if you'd bust up a man's scheme the same as I

have, and if the only person in the world whose opinion you cared for

can't help but think you all sorts of a fool?"

Hazel's smile had become very, very tender.

"Who thinks you a--fool?"

"Anybody with sense."

"Then I'm afraid I've got no sense."

Gordon found himself looking into the girl's serious eyes.

"You--don't think me--a--fool?" he cried incredulously.

Hazel had no longer any inclination to laugh. A great emotion suddenly

surged through her heart, and her pretty oval face was set flushing.

"When a woman owes a man what I owe you, if he were the greatest fool

in the world to others, to that woman he becomes all that is great and

fine, and--and--oh, just everything she can think good of him. But

you--you are not a fool, or anything approaching it. I don't care what

you have done in our affairs--for me, whatever it is, it is right.

I'll tell you something more. I am certain that if my daddy wins

through it will be your doing."

Gordon had nothing to say. He was dumbfounded. Hazel, in her

generosity, was the woman he had always dreamed of since that first day

he had seen her, which seemed so far back and long ago. He had nothing

to say, because there was just one thought in his mind, and that

thought was, then and there to take her in his arms and release her for

no man, not even her----

Hazel was pointing along the trail.

"Why, there is my daddy coming along--on foot. I've never--known him

to walk a prairie trail ever before, I wonder what's ailing him."

And then Gordon had to laugh.

They were back in the office. By every conceivable process Silas

Mallinsbee had sought to discover what had happened. But Hazel would

tell him nothing, and Gordon followed her lead.

The old man was disturbed. He was on the verge of anger with both of

them. Then Hazel lifted the safety valve as she remounted her mare,

preparatory to a hasty retreat homewards.

"I'll get back to home, Daddy," she said, in a tone lacking all her

usual enthusiasm. "Mr. Van Henslaer has a lot to tell you about

things, and when I am not here he'll be able to tell you all that

happened--out there."

Gordon again took his cue.

"Yes, I've a heap to tell you," he said, without any display of

enjoyment.

The men passed into the office as Hazel took her departure. Her

farewell wave of the hand and its accompanying smile for once were not

for her father. Even in the midst of his mixed feelings that obvious

farewell to Gordon made the old rancher feel a breath of the winter he

had once spoken of, nipping the rims of his ears.

And his mind settled upon the thought of banking the furnaces

with--coal.

He took his seat in the big chair he always used and lit a cigar.

Gordon went at once to his desk and sat down. He leaned forward with

hands clasped, and looked squarely into the strong face before him.

"It's bad talk," he said briefly.

"So I guessed."

Then, after a few moments of silence, Gordon recounted the story of the

events of the afternoon right up to Mallinsbee's arrival at the office.

The rancher listened without comment, but with obvious impatience.

This was not what he wanted to hear first. But Gordon had his own way

of doing things.

"You see, I took a big chance on the spur of the moment," he finished

up. "I just didn't dare to think. The idea took right hold of me.

And even now, when I tell it you in cold blood, I seem to feel it was

one of those inspirations that don't need to be passed by. In the

ordinary way I believe it would succeed. Slosson would have been

driven into our plans. But--but now there's worse to come."

"So I guessed."

Mallinsbee's answer was sharp and dry.

"And it's the most important of your talk," he added a moment later.

"What happened--out there?"

Gordon's eyes took on a far-away expression as he gazed out of the

window.

"I nearly killed David Slosson," he said simply. Then he added, "I

knew I'd have to do it before I'd finished."

His gaze came back to Mallinsbee's face. A fierce anger had made his

blue eyes stern and cold. Then he told the rancher of his finding

Hazel struggling furiously in the man's arms, and of her piteous cry

for help, and all that followed.

While he was still talking the girl's father had leaped from his seat

and began pacing the little room like a caged wild beast. His cigar

was forgotten, and every now and then he paused abruptly as Gordon made

some definite point. His eyes were darkly furious, his nostrils

quivered, his great hands clenched at his sides, and in the end, when

the story was told, he stood towering before the desk with a pair of

murderous eyes shining down upon the younger man.

"God in heaven!" he cried furiously; "and he's still alive?"

Then he turned away abruptly. A revolver-belt was hanging on the wall,

and he moved towards it. But Gordon was on his feet in a moment.

"That gun's mine, and--you can't have it!"

Gordon was standing in front of the weapon, facing the furious eyes of

the father.

"Stand aside! I'm--going to kill him--now."

But Gordon made no movement.

"No," he said, with a stony calmness.

It was a painful moment. It was a moment full of threat and intense

crisis. One false move on Gordon's part, and the maddened father's

fury would be turned on him.

The younger man forced a smile to his eyes.

"You once said I could scrap, Mr. Mallinsbee. I promise you I scrapped

as I never did before. That man hasn't one whole feature in his face,

and if the hangman's rope had been drawn tight around his neck it

couldn't have done very much more damage than my fingers did. I tell

you he's has his med'cine good and plenty. There's no need for

more--that way. But we're going to hurt him. We're going to hurt him

more by outing him from this deal of ours than ever by killing him.

We're going to stand at nothing now to--'out' him. Let's get our minds

fixed that way. If one plan don't succeed--another must."

Standing there eye to eye Gordon won his way. He saw with satisfaction

the fire in the old man's eyes slowly die down. Then he watched him

reluctantly return to his chair.

It was not until the rancher had struck a match and relit his cigar

that Gordon ventured to return to his desk.

"You're right, boy," Mallinsbee said at last. "You're right--and

you've done right. If the whole scheme busts we--can't help it.

But--but we'll out that--cur."

The hall porter at the Carbhoy Building was perturbed. He was more

than perturbed. He was ruffled out of his blatant superiority and

dignity, and reduced to a condition when he could not state, with any

degree of accuracy, whether the Statue of Liberty was a symbol of

Freedom or a mere piece of cheap decoration for New York Harbor.

The precincts of the beautiful colored marble entrance hall over which

he presided had been invaded, against all rules, by a woman who

obviously had no business there. Moreover, he had been powerless to

stay the invasion. Also he had been forced to submit out of a sheer

sense of politeness to the sex, a politeness it was not his habit to

display even towards his wife. Furthermore, like the veriest

underling, instead of the autocrat he really was, he had been

ordered--_ordered_--to announce the lady's arrival to Mr. James

Carbhoy, and forthwith conduct her to that holy of holies, which no

other female, except the cleaner, had ever been permitted to enter. It

was Mrs. James Carbhoy who had caused the deplorable upheaval.

But Mrs. James Carbhoy was in no mood to parley with any hall porter,

however gorgeous his livery. She was in no mood to parley even with

her husband. She was disturbed out of her customary condition of

passive acquiescence. She was heartbroken, too, and ready to weep

against any manly chest with which her head came into contact. It is

doubtful, even, if a Fifth Avenue policeman's chest would have been

safe from her attentions in that direction. And surely distress must

certainly be overwhelming that would not shrink from such support.

James Carbhoy detected the signs the moment his door was opened, and

his wife tripped over the fringe of the splendid Turkey carpet and

precipitated herself into the great morocco arm-chair nearest to her,

waving a bunch of letter-paper violently in his direction.

"I've been to the Inquiry Bureau, and had a man detailed right away to

go and find the boy," she burst out at once. Then all her mother's

anxiety merged into an attack upon the man who silently rose from his

desk and closed the door she had left open. "I don't know what to say

to you, James," she went on. "I can't just think why I'm sitting right

here in the presence of such a monster. Here you've driven our boy

from the house. Maybe you've driven him to his death, or even worse,

and I can't even get you to make an attempt to discover if he's alive

or--or dead. This letter came this morning," she went on, holding the

pages aloft, lest he should escape their reproach. "And if he hasn't

gone and married some hussy there, out in some uncivilized region, I

don't know a thing. S'pose he's married a half-breed or--or a squaw,"

she cried, her eyes rolling in horror at the bare idea. "It--it'll be

your fault--your doing. You're just a cruel monster, and if it wasn't

for our Gracie's sake I'd--I'd get a divorce. You--you ought to be

ashamed, James Carbhoy. You ought--ought to be in--in prison, instead

of sitting there grinning like some fool image."

The millionaire leaned back in his chair wearily.

"Oh, read the letter, Mary. You make me tired."

"Tired? Letter, you call it," cried the excited woman. "I tell you

it's--it's a lot of gibberish that no sane son of ours ever wrote. Oh!

you're as bad as those men at the bureau. I made them read it,

and--and they said he was a--bright boy. Bright, indeed! You listen

to this and you can judge for yourself--if you've any sense at all."

"DEAREST MUM:

"I haven't written you in weeks, which should tell you that I am quite

up to the average in my sense of filial duty. It should also tell you

that I _hope_ I am prospering both in health and in worldly matters. I

say 'hope' because nothing much seems certain in this world except the

perfidy of human nature. It has been said that disappointment is

responsible for all the hope in the world, but I'd like to say right

here that that's just a sort of weak play on words which don't do

justice to the meanest intelligence. I am full of hope and haven't yet

been disappointed. Not even in my conviction that human nature has

some good points, but bad points predominate, which makes you feel

you'd, generally speaking, like to kick it plenty.

"While I'm on the subject of human nature it would be wrong not to

discriminate between male and female human nature. Male can be

dismissed under one plain heading: 'Self'--a heading which embraces

every unpleasant feature in life, from extreme moral rectitude, with

its various branches of self-complacency, down to chewing tobacco, to

me a symbol of all that is criminally filthy in life. Female human

nature comes under a similar heading, only, in a woman's case, 'Self'

is a combination of the two personalities, male and female. You see,

'Self,' in female human nature, is not a complete proposition in

itself. Before it becomes complete there must be a man in the case,

even if he be a disgrace to his sex. I will explain. You couldn't

entertain any feeling or purpose without the old Dad coming into your

focus. But with man it's different. The only reason a woman comes

into his life at all is so that he can kick her out of it if she don't

do just as he says and wants. I guess this sounds better to me writing

from here than maybe it will to you in your parlor in New York. But

it's easier to say things when you feel yourself shorn of the

artificialities of life.

"This is merely preliminary, leading up to two pieces of news I have to

hand to you. The first is, I have discovered that woman is the

greatest proposition inspired by a creative Providence for the delight

of man, but in business, unless specially trained, she's liable to fall

even below the surface scum which includes the lesser grade of biped

called 'man.' The second is that man, generally, is a pretty

disgusting brute, and I allow he deserves all he gets in life, even to

lynching. Understand I am speaking generally, as a looker-on, whose

eyes are no longer blinded by the glamour of wealth in a big city and

the comforts of a luxurious home.

"I feel I've got to say right here that to me, apart from the foregoing

observations, woman is just the most wonderful thing in all this

wonderful world. Her perfections and graces are just sublime; her

understanding of man is so sympathetic that it don't seem to me she'd

need more than two guesses to locate how many dollars he'd got in his

pocket or the quality of the brain oozing out under his hat.

"I guess her eyes are just the dandiest things ever. Furthermore, when

they happen to be hazel, they got a knack of boring holes right through

you, and chasing around and finding the smallest spark of decency that

may happen to be lying hidden in the general muck of a man's moral

makeup. They do more than that. I'd say there never was a man in this

world who, under such circumstances, happens to become aware of some

such spark, but wants to start right in and fan it into a big bonfire

to burn up the refuse under which it's been so long secreted. That's

how he's bound to feel--anyway, at first.

"A woman's just every sort of thing a man needs around him. It don't

seem a matter for worry if the sun-spots became a complete rash and its

old light went out altogether. That feller would still see those

wonderful eyes shining out of the darkness, giving him all the light he

needed in which to play foolish and think himself all sorts of a man.

"Guess when he'd worked overtime that way and sleep set him dreaming

he'd make pictures he couldn't paint in a year. There'd be every sort

of peaceful delight in 'em. There'd be lambs, and children without

clothes, and birds and flowers. And the lambs would bleat, and the

children sing, and the birds flutter, and the flowers smell, and all

the world would be full of joy. Then he'd wake up. Maybe it would be

different then. You see, a man awake figures his woman needs to look

like the statue of Venus, be bursting with the virtues of a first-class

saint, and possess the economical inspiration of a Chinee cook.

"In pursuance of these discoveries of mine I feel that maybe I've got a

wrong focus of our Gracie. Maybe when she gets sense, and sort of

finds herself floating around in the divine beauties of womanhood, some

escaped crank may chase along and figure she possesses some of the

wonderful charms I've been talking about. Personally I wish our Gracie

well, and am hoping for the best. Still, I feel whatever trouble she

has getting a husband I don't guess it'll end there--the trouble, I

mean.

"To come to my second discovery, it has afforded me some pleasant

moments, as well as considerable disgust and anger. It may seem

difficult to associate these emotions without confusion. But were you

to fully understand the situation you would realize that they could be

associated in one harmonious whole. With anger coming first, you find

yourself in a frenzied state of elation, capable of achieving anything,

from murder down to robbing the dead. It is a splendid feeling, and

saves one from the rust of good-natured ineptitude. Then come the

pleasant moments, which may find themselves in extreme exertion and the

general exercise of muscles, and even, in some cases--brains. Disgust

is the necessary mental attitude under reaction. This is how my

discovery affected me. But I fancy the object through which I made my

second discovery was probably affected otherwise. I can't just say

offhand. Maybe I'll learn later, and be able to tell you.

"There is not a day passes but what I make discoveries of a more or

less interesting nature. For instance, I've learned that there's

nothing like three people hating one person to make for a bond of

friendship between them. I'd say it's far more binding than marriage

vows at the altar. This comes under the heading of 'more' interesting.

Under the 'less' comes such things as--the only time that impulsive

action justifies itself is when you're sure of winning out. I have

given myself two examples of impulsive action only to-day. The one in

which I have won out seems to have ruined the chances of the other.

This is a confusion that doesn't seem to justify anything. Still, a

philosopher might be able to disentangle it.

"I should be glad if you would give the old Dad my best love, and tell

him that the figures representing one hundred thousand dollars grow in

size with the advancing weeks. Nor can I tell how big they will appear

by the end of six months. If they grow in my view at the present rate,

by the end of six months it seems to me I'll need to walk around

looking through the wrong end of a telescope so as to get a place for

my feet anywhere on this continent. However, as 'disappointment' has

not yet appeared to create 'hope,' it is obvious that 'conviction'

remains.

"I regret that time does not permit me to write more, so I will close.

Any further news I have to give you I will embody in another letter.

"Your loving son,

"GORDON.

"P.S.--I have been thinking a great deal about Gracie lately, she being

of the female sex. Of course, I could not compare her with a real

woman, but I feel, with a little judicious broadening of her mind, say

by travel or setting her out to earn her living, she might develop in

the right direction. It is a thought worth pondering. Such a process

might even have good results.

"G."

Mrs. James Carbhoy's angry and disgusted eyes were raised from her

reading to confront her husband's amused smile.

"Well?" she demanded. "Is it sunstroke, or--or----?"

"That inquiry agent was a smart feller," the millionaire interrupted.

"Gordon surely is a--bright boy."

Mrs. Carbhoy's indignation leaped. And with its leap came another.

She fairly bounced out of the chair she had occupied and hurled herself

at the mahogany door of the office.

"James Carbhoy, I shall see to this matter myself. I always knew you

were merely a money machine. Now I know you have neither heart nor

sense."

She flung open the door. Again she tripped over the fringe of the

carpet, and, with a smothered ejaculation, flew headlong in the

direction of the hall porter's stately presence.

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