perfectly at ease, for from what I had already seen of Sir Charles, his
instrument I knew was so much larger than anything that had found its
way into her and he would find so much difficulty in getting it in for
the first time that he would never suspect any intruder had been before
him, and that if, as she easily might, she insisted in the operation
being performed in the dark, I could supply her with a contrivance by
which a little red liquid might be applied so as to produce the natural
appearance of an effusion of blood. Then as to the second objection, I
told her I thought there would be little fear of his making any
complaint at least in public on the subject, if she had the power to
hold out to him that she could bring forward a matter which it would be
equally unpleasant for him to have disclosed.
She said that in such a case the matter might perhaps be arranged, but
she could not imagine how she was to obtain such a hold over him.
I told her I thought she might leave that to me. I then explained to
her that Sir Charles had taken a fancy to me on my arrival, and had
shown me every kindness and attention, evidently wishing to be on an
intimate footing with me.
The poor fellow no doubt was in an awkward predicament. Inflamed by the
constant sight of the charms of Laura, of whom he was greatly
enamoured, he was afraid to console himself in the arms of any of the
women in the neighbourhood for fear his infidelity might come to her
knowledge, and unable wholly to restrain his desire to give vent in
some manner to his pent-up passions, he had made some overtures to me
of which I clearly understood the meaning, though with Laura, Betsy,
and Frank on my hands, I had quite enough to do in that way, and
consequently I had pretended not to understand his intentions. I now
suggested to Laura that by complying with his wishes I might get him to
come to my room where she and Frank would have an opportunity of seeing
us enjoy each other, so that if at any future period he should accuse
her of infidelity prior to her marriage, she might retort upon him.
Laura was quite satisfied that, if this could be accomplished, she
would be perfectly safe; as with his good temper she said she had
little doubt, even in case of the worst we dreaded occurring, she would
be able to persuade him that it would be for the interests of both that
he should keep quiet, seeing she had such a hold over him. She now
admitted that she really was fond of him, though her curiosity and my
boldness had lately enabled me to gain the advantage over him, and I
easily drew from her that she did not like him the less for the report
I had made of his evident ability to perform satisfactorily in the
battles of Venus. I therefore told her that, though I was afraid that
the performance of the instrument that would probably afford the
greatest pleasure to her might prove to be martyrdom to me, I was
prepared to undergo it for her sake, and we signed and sealed the
agreements in our usual happy way.
As I have always found that where a thing is once determined on it is
better to lose no time in carrying it into execution, I set to work
immediately. I dressed for dinner that day sooner than usual, and about
half an hour before the ordinary dinner hour, I made my way to Sir
Charles' room, taking with me an amorous work he had lent me and making
a pretext of wishing to borrow another. When he found who it was that
knocked at the door he asked me to come in, saying that he wanted to
see me as he had that day received a packet from town with some things
he had ordered down for me. He then told his servant to lay out some
things for him, and that he would not be required further. As soon as
the servant had left the room, he took from a drawer a large parcel,
and selecting a packet of drawings, told me to sit down and amuse
myself with them while he finished dressing.
This was coming to the point even sooner than I had anticipated, but as
it was just the opening I wanted, I sat down and began to examine the
drawings which consisted of a most beautifully executed series of
voluptuous designs. When he had dressed himself, all except his coat
and waistcoat (and he was a very few minutes about it), he came and
leaned over me, looking at the drawings and making observations upon
them. After we had gone over them, he said there were some more which
he liked still better and he hoped I would be equally well pleased with
them. He went to the drawer for them, while I rose up to lay aside
those we had been looking at. He selected two packets, and then coming
back to the easy chair in which I had been sitting, he sat down, and
wished to draw me on his knee.
This, however, I did not allow, but I sat down on the arm of the chair
allowing him to put his arm round my waist. He exhibited some more
illustrations of luscious scenes, many of which were new to me, and I
did not attempt to conceal the effect which was produced upon me, while
I told him, which was the case, that I had never seen anything of the
kind more beautifully designed and executed. I could see that he was
watching the impression made not only on my face but also on another
part of my person, which had now become somewhat prominent. He seemed
satisfied with this, and then opened the other packet, which was a
series of drawings executed by a first-rate artist in the most
admirable style delineating the seduction of a beautiful young boy of
about fifteen by another handsome youth a few years older. Every scene
in the progress was illustrated by an appropriate and admirably drawn
portrait of the two characters, commencing with taking him on his knee
and impressing the first amorous kiss; the laying of his hand upon the
organ of pleasure; the maiden bashfulness of first feeling the naked
weapon grasped by a strange hand; the first starting out of the
beautiful object on the trousers being unloosened; the full development
of all its beauties on their being removed; the drawing his bridle over
the fiery little head of the charger; the playing with the beautiful
little appendices; the opening the thighs to get a glimpse of the seat
of pleasure behind; the turning him round to obtain a full view of the
exquisite hindquarters; the first exposure to his gaze of the second
actor in the scene of pleasure; the making him caress and play with it;
the complete exposure of all their naked charms as their shirts are
drawn over their heads; the close embrace as they strain each other in
their arms; the turning him round to present the altar for the
sacrifice; the entrance; the combat; the extasy; the offering the
recompensing pleasure; the introducing the virgin weapon for the first
time; the ardour of the first enjoyment; the first tribute and the
mutual embrace of thanks as they kissed and caressed each other's
organs of pleasure after the work happily was accomplished. All these
were depicted with a beauty and a truth to nature that forcibly
reminded me of my own sweet experience of similar enjoyment on my first
initiation in the secrets of pleasure. As I gazed with admiration upon
them, he could not help observing how much I was interested, and was no
doubt encouraged to think, as I intended he should be, that there would
be little objection on my part to his proceeding to enact a similar
scene. His hand gradually slipped down over my stiffly distended
weapon. I made a little faint resistance, but gradually allowed him,
without much difficulty, to handle and feel it, to unloosen my trousers
and make it appear on the stage. He had no sooner got possession of it,
than he loaded it with kisses and caresses, declaring that he had never
seen anything to surpass it in beauty. He had not much more difficulty
in loosening my braces and completely removing my trousers so as to
give him a full opportunity of seeing and handling my naked person.
I affected to be so much engrossed with the pictures as not to observe
that he had not only done this, but had also drawn down his own
trousers and raised up his shirt displaying his magnificent weapon,
until taking my hand he tried to make me grasp--for my fingers could
not meet round it--by far the most splendid and largest champion I had
ever met with, one which, indeed, I have never seen surpassed. He
seemed much amused by my surprised exclamation, "Oh, goodness, what a
monster," and, laughing, asked if I had never seen one so large before.
But on my expressing my wonder that he should ever get it into a woman
at all he seemed to be a little apprehensive that I might be too much
frightened to allow it to enter where he wished it should go, and he
tried to persuade me that after all there was not so very great a
difference between it and mine.
In truth I had begun to be somewhat terrified on the subject and to
wish at least to delay the operation, if it must be undergone, until it
could be effected in a place where the object desired could be secured.
I knew that in a few minutes the dinner bell would ring, and I
therefore determined to temporize as long as possible and escape on the
present occasion by holding out hopes of his attaining his object on a
more favourable opportunity.
But I found that it was easier to make the resolution than to keep it.
His evident passion for me and the means he adopted to excite me to an
ardour equal to his own--keeping up a titillatory friction over the
most sensitive points of my body--soon produced their effect, and in
spite of my resolution, I could not make any effort to oppose him.
Having drawn me on his knees, he raised me up, and opening my buttocks
and holding apart the lips of the orifice, he presented the enormous
head of his charger and tried to gain admittance. He seemed to be aware
that there must be considerable difficulty, and he not only anointed
the parts with cold-cream, but he also refrained from attempting to
force it in by any violent exertion on his part, apparently wishing
that the junction should be brought about in a manner that would run
less risk of occasioning me pain by my pressing gently down upon it
myself. This he urgently begged me to do, and I could not withhold
feeling sensible of this attention to my feelings on his part. I
thought it would be hardly fair of me not to show that I was so by at
least endeavouring, as far as I could, to aid in accomplishing his
wishes. I therefore pressed down upon the impaling stroke with as much
force as I could venture to exert, and with great difficulty and some
pain did get the head fairly within the entrance. Having attained this,
I desisted from my efforts for a moment and was pleased to find that
the pain ceased entirely. As for him, he was perfectly enchanted and
loaded me with kisses and caresses. Just then the bell announced that
dinner would be on the table in five minutes. Although I had previously
been anxiously expecting this announcement, I must confess I felt sorry
when it did come, for I had now got so interested and excited in our
proceedings that I would willingly have contributed by every means in
my power, even at any sacrifice of pain, to bring the enterprise to a
successful termination. But there seemed no help for it, and I turned
my head round to him and said that I was afraid we must go downstairs.
He caught me round the neck, pressed my lips passionately to his, and
entreated me to have patience with him for a few moments; he said he
would not attempt to do anything that would give me more pain, but that
he was then enjoying the most transcendent pleasure from the kind
assistance I had already afforded him in getting his instrument so far
imbedded in the abode of bliss, and if I would only allow him to remain
where he was for a few seconds longer, he would be overwhelmed with the
excess of his joy and would never cease to be grateful to me for having
thus contributed to it. I could not resist his appeal, seeing clearly
from his excited and flashing eyes that the tempest was nearly at its
height, and on the eve of bursting forth with all the fury of a torrent.
He did not attempt to force his way further in, but supporting me with
his arms he wriggled and twisted his buttocks making his weapon move
about within me in the most surprising and delicious manner. Wishing to
gratify and assist him as far as I could, I put one hand behind and
grasping as well as I could the lower part of the splendid pillar, I
rubbed and squeezed it, endeavouring to increase the excitement and
promote his object; then passing the other hand between my thighs, I
tickled and played with the massy round globes I found just beneath my
own and which instead of hanging down, pendant as at first, were now
closely drawn up in their wondrous purse. He kissed me again fervently
and was in the act of thanking me for my kindness in thus increasing
his pleasure, when he suddenly stopped short with a passionate
exclamation of a single "Oh!" My hand, which grasped his splendid
weapon, was sensible of the instant rush of the fiery liquid through
it, and the next moment, I felt the warm gush driven into my entrails
as if it had been forced up by a pump. I continued the motion of my
hand gently upon his instrument until the fit of pleasure was entirely
over. Then, with some difficulty disengaging myself from the link that
bound us together, I wiped the ruby head of the still rampant champion,
and stooping down, first kissed it and then his lips as he still lay
reclining in the chair and then proceeded to arrange my dress. He soon
recovered himself and earnestly begged that I would come to his room
that night that he might have an opportunity of thanking me and of
endeavouring to repay, as far as he possibly could, the delicious treat
I had afforded him. This, however, I would not promise to do, saying I
was too much afraid of being seen when I could have no excuse for being
in his room, but I allowed him to understand that I would try to devise
some plan for another meeting.
I contrived to give Laura a hint before dinner that all was right and
that she would get the details at night. She was so delighted with this
that the distance and hauteur with which she had lately treated Sir
Charles were greatly removed, and he on his part, animated by the scene
which had just taken place and his victory, as he thought, over my
virgin charms, was more lively and bolder than usual. So that by the
end of the evening they were on a better and more familiar footing than
they had even been before. When the ladies retired to bed, Sir Charles
again urged me to go to his room. I still refused, but at last I
suggested that perhaps he might come to me early the next morning, as
this would be less liable to suspicion, for if anyone saw him we might
go out immediately together, when it would be supposed he had only come
for the purpose of calling me, while if he was not observed, he might
remain for a time with me. Of course, that night I explained to Laura
and Frank all that had passed, and we contrived to make two apertures
in the partition wall of the closet between Frank's room and mine, from
which they would have an uninterrupted view of the scene of operations.
The next morning I heard Sir Charles open my door, but I lay quiet as
if still asleep. I was conscious that he fastened the door and then
came round to the side of the bed where I was lying. He removed the
bed-clothes, raised up my nightshirt, and remained for some minutes
contemplating me. Of course, the principal object of his worship was my
virile member which, as was usual at that period of my life, always
held up its head proudly erect when I awoke in the morning. I heard him
undress himself and get into bed, and then kneeling down by my side,
after kissing and caressing my organ of pleasure, he took the point of
it into his mouth and commenced sucking it and moving it backwards and
forwards between his lips. I opened my eyes, as if just awakened, and
beheld him kneeling beside me perfectly naked with his tremendous
member standing stiff and erect. He immediately made me take off my
shirt, and employed himself for a time in examining me all over and
caressing all my charms. During this time I also made a more minute
inspection of my acquaintance of the preceding evening, and I was even
more than ever astonished at its proportions, and at how I had managed
ever to get it within my narrow aperture as far as it had been.
After some little time had elapsed in these preliminaries, he said that
it was his turn now to contribute to my enjoyment, and taking hold of
my weapon, he was going to turn himself away from where Laura and Frank
were placed. As they had both been greatly interested by the account I
had given them of Sir Charles' tremendous weapon, I wished that they
should have an opportunity of seeing as much as possible of its
proceedings. So I got him to change his position and to place himself
where they were and where they could have the gratification of
observing every motion he made in the approaching encounter. He
immediately placed himself as I wished, and I then, at his request,
took up my position behind him, and he proceeded to introduce my weapon
into the sheath of pleasure. But if I had been surprised at the
largeness of one of his proportions, I was no less so at the smallness
of the other, as in fact I had almost as much difficulty in getting
into him as he had had with me. At length, with his assistance, I
succeeded and gradually penetrated within the delightful cavity, till I
was completely imbedded within it. Of course, the opposition I met with
and the extreme tightness of the place, when it was once fairly
overcome, only increased the pleasurable sensations I experienced after
I had fairly accomplished my entrance. When he found I was completely
buried within him and was beginning to proceed with the work of
pleasure, he took my hand and placed it on his majestic champion,
saying that if I would be good enough to operate upon it at the same
time it would not only give him exquisite pleasure by being combined
with the performance going on behind, but would also, by depriving it
of a little of its vehement fury, make our after-proceedings more easy
and agreeable to me, when, as he hoped I would allow him to do, he
should again try to introduce it into the delicious aperture that had
given him so much delight the previous day. I immediately acquiesced,
and grasping as much of the pillar as I could manage to do with one
hand, I commenced a series of movements upon it, gently rubbing it up
and down and titillating the shaft as much as possible, which drew from
him the warmest encomiums. In this manner, combining the movements of
my hand in front with those of my excited weapon in the rear, I managed
to pour my tribute into him at the same time that he sent a shower of
love's balsam spouting beyond the bed far into the room.
This scene acted so powerfully on Laura that unable to restrain
herself, as Frank afterwards told me, she seized hold of his hand,
conveyed it to her pleasure-spot, and made him cool her raging fever in
a similar manner where she stood.
Sir Charles then asked if I would allow him to endeavour to accomplish
the undertaking which it had given him so much delight partially to
accomplish the preceding day. I could not well make any objection,
after having availed myself of his complaisance, to his now proceeding
to carry out his wishes to their entire fulfilment. I therefore
disposed myself so as to endeavour to stand the attacks in as
favourable a position as I could, and at the same time afford my
friends as good a view of the proceedings as was possible.
I placed all the pillows and cushions I could find on a heap in the
centre of the bed and lay down with my belly resting on them so as to
raise up my posteriors and present them to him in an attitude that
would be propitious to his purpose. He thanked me, and told me to let
him know if I found that he hurt me too much and he would at once stop,
as he would be sorry to enjoy even such a gratification if it were to
be at the expense of occasioning me any suffering. He had provided some
ointment with which he lubricated the whole of his weapon, and then
with his finger inserted some of it in my aperture. He then applied the
point of the dart to the mark, and endeavoured to insert it. For some
time it baffled his endeavours, the head slipping upwards and
downwards, away from the entrance, whenever he attempted to thrust
which he did very gently and carefully. I saw he was too much afraid of
hurting me to be able to succeed, and getting excited myself by this
time, put my hand between my thighs and taking hold of his splendid
weapon I kept its head at the mouth of the aperture, and desired him to
thrust a little more boldly. At the same time, trying to push back and
stretch the aperture as much as possible, I met his advancing thrusts
with all the firmness I could muster. This brought about the junction I
desired, and again to his great delight the head of his weapon got
lodged between the extended lips of the aperture. The pain, however, of
this proceeding was so great that I was obliged to ask him to pause
till it should abate a little, which it very soon did. Then summoning
up courage, I told him to thrust again gently. This he hastened to do
in the most delicate manner possible. The first few thrusts, till the
upper part of the pillar got fairly inserted within the cheeks, were
even worse than before. But as soon as this was accomplished, and the
hollow part at the junction of the pillar with the head had passed the
Rubicon, all feeling of uneasiness vanished and was succeeded by the
most delicious sensations, as inch by inch he gradually fought his way
into my interior, the intense pleasure increasing at every thrust he
gave, until the whole of the monster was fairly established within me,
and I could feel the hair on his thighs and belly in close contact with
my buttocks, and his delightful soft bullets beating against mine at
every motion he made. As soon as he was fully lodged to the utmost
extent within the citadel, he stopped and inquired how I felt and
expressed the greatest satisfaction at finding my sufferings had now
been converted into pleasure. After enjoying the voluptuous sensations
of the elastic constriction the nerves of the sheath in which it was
plunged exerted upon his throbbing weapon for some minutes, during
which his hands roved over my body in nervous agitation, he resumed his
delightful exercise, and thrust after thrust of his delicious weapon
was driven into me with the most intense enjoyment to both parties. At
length, his lusty efforts were rewarded with success, and, from the
warm gush within me, I felt that a torrent of bliss must have issued
from him, while his nervous frame shook and quivered with blissful
agitation and enjoyment as the extasy of delight came over him. He lay
for a few minutes bathed in enjoyment, and then raising his head,
thanked me most fervently for all the bliss I had conferred on him and
expressed his hope that it had been accomplished without much suffering
on my part. In answer I gently turned both him and myself on one side,
too much delighted with its presence to allow his sword to escape from
my scabbard, and made him look at the pillow on which my weapon had
rested, and where a plenteous effusion of the balmy liquid plainly
attested that I too had shared in the delights of his enjoyment. He
expressed his great gratification at this, as he said the sole drawback
to his enjoyment had been the fear that it had been attained at my
expense. But he said that what he now saw emboldened him to make a new
request, and as the difficulty had now been overcome, to ask whether I
might be persuaded to allow him still to retain his present quarter and
enjoy another victory. I readily agreed. I told him that the sensations
produced upon me by the insertion of his weapon in so sensitive a place
was so agreeable--that it was so was, indeed, very evident from the
powerful manner in which it still affected mine--that he must allow it
to remain quietly where it was for a time and let me enjoy the
agreeable sensation of its presence there.