When old man Trimble stood before the fireplace at midnight that night,
stuffing little parcels into the deep, borrowed stocking, he chuckled
noiselessly, and glanced with affection towards the corner of the room
where his young wife lay sleeping. He was a fat old man, and as he
stood with shaking sides in his loose, home-made pajamas, he would have
done credit to a more conscious impersonation of old Santa himself.
His task finally done, he glanced down at a tall bundle that stood on
the floor almost immediately in front of him, moved back with his hands
resting on his hips, and thoughtfully surveyed it.
“Well, ef anybody had ’a’ told it on me I never would ’a’ believed it,”
he said, under his breath. “The idee o’ me, Ephe Trimble, settin’ up
sech a thing ez that in his house—at my time o’ life.” Then glancing
towards the sleeper, he added, with a chuckle, “an’ ef they’d ’a’
prophesied it I wouldn’t ’a’ believed sech ez _thet_, neither—at my
time o’ life—bless her little curly head.”
He sat down on the floor beside the bundle, clipped the twine, and
cautiously pushed back the wrappings. Then, rising, he carefully set
each piece of the water-set up above the stocking on the mantel. He did
not stop to examine it. He was anxious to get it in place without noise.
It made a fine show, even in the dim, unsteady light of a single taper
that burned in its tumbler of oil close beside the bed. Indeed, when it
arose in all its splendor, he was very much impressed.
“A thing like that ought to have a chandelier to set it off right,”
he thought—“yas, and she’ll have one, too—she’ll have anything she
wants—thet I can give her.”
Sleep came slowly to the old man that night, and even long after his
eyes were closed, the silver things seemed arrayed in line upon his
mental retina. And when, after a long while, he fell into a troubled
slumber, it was only to dream. And in his dream old Judge Robinson’s
mother-in-law seemed to come and stand before him—black dress, side
curls, and all—and when he looked at her for the first time in his
life unabashed—she began to bow, over and over again, and to say with
each salutation, “Be seated”—“be seated”—“be seated,” getting farther
and farther away with each bow until she was a mere speck in the
distance—and then the speck became a spot of white, and he saw that the
old lady had taken on a spout and a handle, and that she was only an
ice-pitcher, tilting, and tilting, and tilting,—while from the yellow
spout came a fine metallic voice saying, “Be seated”—“be seated”—again
and again. Then there would be a change. Two ladies would appear
approaching each other and retreating—turning into two ice-pitchers,
tilting to each other, then passing from tilting pitchers to bowing
ladies, until sometimes there seemed almost to be a pitcher and a lady
in view at the same time. When he began to look for them both at once
the dream became tantalizing. Twin ladies and twin pitchers—but never
quite clearly a lady and a pitcher. Even while the vision tormented him
it held him fast—perhaps because he was tired, having lost his first
hours of sleep.
He was still sleeping soundly, spite of the dissolving views of the
novel panorama, when above the two voices that kept inviting him to
“be seated,” there arose, in muffled tones at first, and then with
distressing distinctness, a sound of sobbing. It made the old man turn
on his pillow even while he slept, for it was the voice of a woman, and
he was tender of heart. It seemed in the dream and yet not of it—this
awful, suppressed sobbing that disturbed his slumber, but was not
quite strong enough to break it. But presently, instead of the muffled
sob, there came a cumulative outburst, like that of a too hard-pressed
turkey-gobbler forced to the wall. He thought it was the old black
gobbler at first, and he even said, “Shoo,” as he sprang from his bed.
But a repetition of the sound sent him bounding through the open door
into the dining-room, dazed and trembling.
Seated beside the dining-table there, with her head buried in her
arms, sat his little wife. Before her, ranged in line upon the table,
stood the silver water-set—her present to him. He was beside her in a
moment—leaning over her, his arms about her shoulders.
“Why, honey,” he exclaimed, “what on earth——”
At this she only cried the louder. There was no further need for
restraint. The old man scratched his head. He was very much distressed.
“Why, honey,” he repeated, “tell its old man all about it. Didn’t it
like the purty pitcher thet its old husband bought for it? Was it too
big—or too little—or too heavy for it to tote all the way out here from
that high mantel? Why didn’t it wake up its lazy ol’ man and make him
pack it out here for it?”
It was no use. She was crying louder than ever. He did not know what to
do. He began to be cold and he saw that she was shivering. There was no
fire in the dining-room. He must do something. “Tell its old man what
it would ’a’ ruther had,” he whispered in her ear, “jest tell him, ef
it don’t like its pitcher——”
At this she made several efforts to speak, her voice breaking in real
turkey-gobbler sobs each time, but finally she managed to wail:
“It ain’t m-m-m-mi-i-i-ne!”
“Not yours! Why, honey. What can she mean? Did it think I bought it
for anybody else? Ain’t yours! Well, I like that. Lemme fetch that lamp
over here till you read the writin’ on the side of it, an’ I’ll show
you whose it is.” He brought the lamp.
“Read that, now. Why, honey! Wh-wh-wh-what in thunder an’ lightnin’!
They’ve done gone an’ reversed it. The fool’s put my name
first—‘Ephraim N. Trimble. From—his——’
“Why Jerusalem jinger!
“No wonder she thought I was a low-down dog—to buy sech a thing an’
mark it in my own name—no wonder—here on Christmus, too. The idee o’
Rowton not seein’ to it thet it was done right——”
By this time the little woman had somewhat recovered herself. Still,
she stammered fearfully.
“R-r-r-owton ain’t never s-s-s-saw that pitcher. It come from
L-l-l-awson’s, d-d-down at Washin’ton, an’ I b-brought it for
y-y-y-you!”
“Why, honey-darlin’—” A sudden light came into the old man’s eyes. He
seized the lamp and hurried to the door of the bed-chamber, and looked
in. This was enough. Perhaps it was mean—but he could not help it—he
set the lamp down on the table, dropped into a chair, and fairly howled
with laughter.
“No wonder I dremp’ ol’ Mis’ Meredy was twins!” he screamed. “Why,
h-h-honey,” he was nearly splitting his old sides—“why, honey, I ain’t
seen a thing but these two swingin’ pitchers all night. They’ve been
dancin’ before me—them an’ what seemed like a pair o’ ol’ Mis’ Meredys,
an’ between ’em all I ain’t slep’ a wink.”
“N-n-either have I. An’ I dremp’ about ol’ Mis’ M-m-m-eredy, too. I
dremp’ she had come to live with us—an’ thet y-y-you an’ me had moved
into the back o’ the house. That’s why I got up. I couldn’t sleep easy,
an’ I thought I might ez well git up an’ see wh-wh-what you’d brought
me. But I didn’t no mor’n glance at it. But you can’t say you didn’t
sleep, for you was a-s-s-snorin’ when I come out here——”
“An’ so was you, honey, when I ’ranged them things on the mantel. Lemme
go an’ git the other set an’ compare ’em. That one I picked out is
mighty purty.”
“I’ll tell you befo’ you fetch ’em thet they’re exactly alike”—she
began to cry again—“even to the p-p-polar bear. I saw that at a glance,
an’ it makes it s-s-so much more ridic’——”
“Hush, honey. I’m reely ashamed of you—I reely am. Seems to me ef
they’re jest alike so much the better. What’s the matter with havin’ a
pair of ’em? We might use one for butter-milk.”
“Th-that would be perfectly ridiculous. A polar bear’d look like a fool
on a buttermilk pitcher. N-n-no, the place for pitchers like them is in
halls, on tables, where anybody comin’ in can see ’em, an’ stop an’ git
a drink. They couldn’t be nothin’ tackier’n pourin’ buttermilk out of
a’ ice-pitcher.”
“Of co’se, if you say so, we won’t—I jest thought maybe—or, I tell you
what we might do. I could easy take out a panel o’ banisters out of the
side po’ch, an’ put in a pair o’ stair-steps, so ez to make a sort o’
side entrance to the house, an’ we could set one of ’em in _it_. It
would make the pitcher come a little high, of co’se, but it would set
off that side o’ the house lovely, an’ ef you say so——
“Lemme go git ’em all out here together.”
As he trudged in presently loaded up with the duplicate set he said, “I
wonder ef you know what time it is, wife?”
She glanced over her shoulder at the clock on the wall.
“Don’t look at that. It’s six o’clock last night by that. I forgot
to wind her up. No, it’s half-past three o’clock—that’s all it is.”
By this time he had placed his water-set beside hers upon the table.
“Why, honey,” he exclaimed, “where on earth? I don’t see a sign of a’
inscription on this—an’ what is this paper in the spout? Here, you read
it, wife, I ain’t got my specs.”
“Too busy to mark to-day—send back after Christmas—sorry.
“ROWTON.”
“Why, it—an’ here’s another paper. What can this be, I wonder?”
“To my darling wife, from her affectionate husband.”
The little wife colored as she read it.
“Oh, that ain’t nothin’ but the motter he was to print on it. But ain’t
it lucky thet he didn’t do it? I’ll change it—that’s what I’ll do—for
anything you say. There, now. Don’t that fix it?”
She was very still for a moment—very thoughtful. “An’ affectionate is
a mighty expensive word, too,” she said, slowly, glancing over the
intended inscription, in her husband’s handwriting. “Yes. Your pitcher
don’t stand for a thing but generosity—an’ mine don’t mean a thing but
selfishness. Yes, take it back, cert’nly, that is ef you’ll get me
anything I want for it. Will you?”
“Shore. They’s a cow-topped butter-dish an’ no end o’ purty little
things out there you might like. An’ ef it’s goin’ back, it better be
a-goin’. I can ride out to town an’ back befo’ breakfast. Come, kiss
me, wife.”
She threw both arms around her old husband’s neck, and kissed him on
one cheek and then on the other. Then she kissed his lips. And then, as
she went for pen and paper, she said: “Hurry, now, an’ hitch up, an’
I’ll be writin’ down what I want in exchange—an’ you can put it in yo’
pocket.”
In a surprisingly short time the old man was on his way—a heaped basket
beside him, a tiny bit of writing in his pocket. When he had turned
into the road he drew rein for a moment, lit a match, and this is what
he read:
My dear Husband,—I want one silver-mounted brier-wood pipe and a
smoking set—a nice lava one—and I want a set of them fine overhauls
like them that Mis Pope give Mr. Pope that time I said she was too
extravagant, and if they’s any money left over I want some nice
tobacco, the best. I want all the price of the ice-set took up even
to them affectionate words they never put on.
Your affectionate and loving wife,
KITTY.
When Ephraim put the little note back in his pocket, he took out his
handkerchief and wiped his eyes.
Her good neighbors and friends, even as far as Simpkinsville and
Washington, had their little jokes over Mis’ Trimble’s giving her
splendor-despising husband a swinging ice-pitcher, but they never knew
of the two early trips of the twin pitcher, nor of the midnight comedy
in the Trimble home.
But the old man often recalls it, and as he sits in his front hall
smoking his silver-mounted pipe, and shaking its ashes into the lava
bowl that stands beside the ice-pitcher at his elbow, he sometimes
chuckles to himself.
Noticing his shaking shoulders as he sat thus one day his wife turned
from the window, where she stood watering her geraniums, and said:
“What on earth are you a-laughin’ at, honey?” (She often calls him
“honey” now.)
“How did you know I was a-laughin’?” He looked over his shoulder at her
as he spoke.
“Why, I seen yo’ shoulders a-shakin’—that’s how.” And then she added,
with a laugh, “An’ now I see yo’ reflection in the side o’ the
ice-pitcher, with a zig-zag grin on you a mile long—yo’ smile just
happened to strike a iceberg.”
He chuckled again.
“Is that so? Well, the truth is, I’m just sort o’ tickled over
things in general, an’ I’m a-settin’ here gigglin’, jest from pure
contentment.”
[4] From “Moriah’s Mourning” by Ruth McEnery Stuart. By permission of
Harper & Brothers.
THE GIFT OF THE MANGER[5]
_Edith Barnard Delano_
Christine’s frail body bent slightly forward to meet the force of the
gale. She kept her face lowered, shielded by her muff; yet now and
again she raised it for an instant to glance upward at Norwood, with a
bright flash of the eyes and a gleam of teeth. Invariably he met the
look and warmed to it as to a flame, smiled back, or shook his head. To
speak in the face of such a gale was all but impossible, yet once or
twice she bent close enough to call in her sweet, high tones, “I love
it! I adore it!”
It was at such times that he shook his head. He was keen enough for
adventure, good sport enough to meet it halfway, to make the utmost of
it when it came; but this—the snow, the early fall of night, the upward
climb over roads tantalizingly but half remembered—this was more than
he had counted upon, and, truly, more than he wanted. He was beginning
to wonder whether, even for Christine’s sake, the journey were a wise
one.
They had planned, weeks earlier, to take the noon train as far as
River Junction, where his father, with the pair of sturdy grays, was
to meet them for the eight-mile drive to the old home farm over the
hills. But young doctors cannot always keep their best-laid plans, and
Christine had waited in vain at the station while Norwood officiated at
an entrance into the world and an exit therefrom—the individuals most
concerned in both instances taking their own time. Christine, waiting
beside the suit-cases, boxes, and parcels, whose number and variety of
shapes unmistakably proclaimed Christmas gifts, had watched the express
pull out of the station. Then, with a dull pounding at her temples and
a barely controlled choking in her throat, she had gathered up the
Christmas impedimenta and gone home. Norwood found her there an hour
later, still dressed as for the journey, and sobbing wildly in a heap
at the foot of the bed—his Christine, to whose courage during the past
ten months his very soul had done homage many a time.
“I cannot bear it! I cannot bear it!” she had sobbed out at last, when
the tenderness of his arms had begun to soothe her outburst of grief.
“To be with your father and mother, to make Christmas for the poor old
darlings, to work and keep busy all day—that was bad enough; but I
could have done that——”
“I know, dear, I know,” he said, holding her firmly, his professional
sense alive to every pulse in the racked body.
“But to stay here, where Teddy was last year—I cannot, I cannot!”
“Christine!” he besought her.
“Oh, Ned, I have seen him watch me tie up every parcel—I have heard him
on the stairs—I have caught myself wondering which toys he would wish
for this Christmas—and he isn’t here! I cannot bear it! I cannot stay
here without him! I want my boy, my little boy—my baby! It is Christmas
eve—and I want my boy!”
And this was his Christine who, during the ten months since the child
had died, had faced the world and her husband with her head held high,
with a smile on her lips and courage in the clasp of her hand! Not
once before to-day had he heard her cry out in grief or rebellion—his
Christine!
“Then we will not stay here,” he said. “We will go to the farm whether
we have missed the train or not! We will go to the end of the world, or
beyond it, if that will help!”
“Ned! What do you mean?” she cried, drawing back from his clasp to look
up into his face.
“It is only a matter of sixty miles or so, and it isn’t yet two
o’clock; we can make it with the big car!”
She sprang to her feet with a choking laugh, her hands on her throat,
her eyes shining like stars of hope.
“Hurry!” she cried; and in scarcely half an hour they were on their
way, the multitude of the Christmas bundles tumbled, helter-skelter,
into the tonneau, she fur-clad and glowing beside him.
The big “sixty” stood up to its task, and the first part of the journey
was as nothing. It had been one of those winters when autumn prolongs
itself into December, when people begin to talk of a green Christmas,
and the youngsters feel almost hopeless about sleds and skates; but
to-day, Christmas eve, the children’s hopes had revived; a sudden
drop in temperature, a leaden sky, an unwonted briskness among the
sparrows—it might not be a green Christmas, after all.
That was one of the little things that Christine talked about along the
way; and when the first few flakes of snow came wavering down she held
out her muff, as if trying to catch them all, and laughed.
“Oh, see, Ned! We’ll snowball each other to-morrow!”
But he had replied, “Let’s hope that we shall have to postpone the
snow-balling until we get to the farm, anyway. By Jove! I had forgotten
how steep these roads were!”
“Don’t you remember them?” she asked. “Have you forgotten your way?”
He got the teasing note in her tone. “That’s all right,” he said, “but
it has been many years since I came this way; and roadsides have a way
of changing, even in Vermont; and with this storm coming along worse
every minute, I am not anxious to negotiate them by dark.”
“’Fraid cat,” she laughed, and then cried: “Oh, see! The snow is
coming! It’s coming, coming, coming!”
It had come, indeed, on the wings of a quick, wild gust; its particles
cut like bits of ice, and presently flew in swirling eddies beside the
car and in front of it, and, for all their speed, built itself into
little drifts wherever a curve or crevice or corner made a possible
lodging-place. It pierced their barrier of windshield and curtains, and
heaped itself on their fur wrappings, until swept away again by a new
fierce breath of the storm. Then it was that Christine’s cheeks flamed,
but she bent forward to meet the force of the wind, and now and again
turned to call up to Norwood that she loved it.
Night fell almost with the swiftness of a stage curtain, blotting out
the distant hills, the pastures, the fields, and scattered houses;
blotting out at last even the roadsides, its blackness emphasized by
the ever-swirling, steadily descending snow. Once or twice Norwood
stopped the car and got out to reconnoiter. Christine felt his
uneasiness by means of that sixth sense of wifehood; yet all the while,
by another of wifehood’s endowments, she rested secure, serene in the
feeling that all was well and must continue well with her man at the
wheel; while side by side with his own feeling of uneasiness, Norwood
was proud of his wife’s courageous serenity, unaware in his masculine
simplicity that her courage had its fount of being in himself.
Nobly the big car responded to their demand upon it, yet they had gone
not more than a few miles beyond the last recognized sign-post when
it began to show symptoms of reluctance, of distress. Norwood muttered
under his breath, and once more Christine turned a laughing face toward
him.
“It’s a real adventure,” she cried. “I do believe you are lost!”
Norwood’s answering laugh held no merriment. “You are not so bad at
guessing,” he remarked, dryly. “Suppose you try to guess the way!”
Her keen eyes were peering forward through the veil of snow. “Here we
come! I think I see a house ahead of us,” she said. “We can ask our way
of the people who live there.”
“They won’t know,” said Norwood, with a man’s pessimism. “Probably
foreigners. Half the old places around here are bought up by people who
can’t speak English and don’t know anything when they can.”
“Oh, you just don’t want to ask questions,” said Christine. “Men always
hate to! I never can see why!”
The day had held many things for him; now his nerves were beginning to
jump. “All right, we’ll ask,” he said, shortly.
The car, in its inanimate way, seemed glad enough to stop. “I will run
in and ask,” said Christine, and Norwood was already busy over some of
the mysterious attentions men love to bestow upon their engines.
“All right,” he said, without raising his head.
But in a moment she was back. “It isn’t a house, Ned! It’s only a
barn!”
Still bent over his engine, he replied: “House probably across the
road. They often fix them that way up here.”
But in another moment or two she was calling to him, above the voice
of the gale: “Ned! Ned! There has been a fire! It must have been quite
lately, for the snow melts as it falls on the place where the house
was! How horrible to think of those poor people, burned out just before
Christmas.”
At that he stood up. “Burned out, is it? They may be camping in the
barn. We’ll see if we can’t rout them out.”
He went back a step or two and reached over to his horn, sending forth
one honking, raucous blast after another. “That ought to fetch them,”
he said.
There was, indeed, an answering sound from the barn—trampling of hoofs,
the suffering call of an unmilked cow. Christine went toward the denser
blackness, which was the door.
“Hoo—hoo!” she cried. “Is any one here?”
She held a little pocket flash-light in her hand, and threw its light
here and there through the interior darkness. Norwood, still busy with
his engine, was not aware when she went within; he was busy with mind
and fingers. But all at once he sprang into a fuller activity—the
activity of the man who hears the one cry that would recall him from
another world; his wife had called to him, had cried aloud a wordless
message which held wonder and fear, bewilderment, and—a note of joy?
He ran around the car into the open doorway of the barn. The air of
the vast space within was redolent with the scent of stored hay, the
warm, sweet breath of beasts, the ghost of past summers, the promised
satisfaction of many a meal-time. He could hear the movement of the
animals in the stalls; the roof of the barn arched far above in
cavelike darkness; in a quick flash of memory there came to him the
story of another cave where patient beasts were stabled; and this was
Christmas eve....
Far back in the gloom there shone a tiny light. He was curiously
breathless. “Christine!” he called, a quick, foolish fear clutching at
his heart, “Christine!”
She answered with another wordless call that was partly an exclamation
of wonder, partly a crooning. Blundering forward, he could see the dim
outline of a form—Christine’s form—kneeling in the dimness that was
sparsely lighted by the pocket-light which she had dropped on the floor
beside her. It was scarcely more than the space of a breath before he
was at her side, yet in that space there had arisen another cry—a cry
which he, the doctor, had also heard many times before. He felt as
though he were living in a dream—but a dream as old as time.
“Ned, it’s a baby! Look! Here, alone, in the manger!”
It was, truly, a manger beside which she knelt; and she held gathered
closely in her arms a child which was now crying lustily. Norwood
spoke, she answered, and together they bent over the little form. It
had been warmly wrapped in an old quilt; it was dressed in a queer
little dress of brilliant pink, with strange, dark woolen underthings
the like of which Christine had never seen before. Its cradle had
been warm and safe, for all the gale without, and it had slept there
peacefully in the manger until the honking horn and this strange woman
had brought it back to a world of very cruel hunger.
Norwood laughed aloud as its little waving, seeking fists closed on
one of his fingers. “Good healthy youngster,” he said; “three or four
months old, I should say.” Then he added, “Hey, old man, where are your
folks?”
At that Christine held the baby more closely to her breast. “Oh, I
suppose it does belong to some one,” she said. “But, oh, Ned, I found
it! Here in the manger—like the Christ-child! It seemed to me that I
found something I had lost, something of my own!”
Norwood felt the danger of this sort of talk, as he mentally termed it,
and hastened to interrupt. “Sure you found it!” he said. “That’s just
what the baby is trying to tell you, among other things. He cries as if
he were starved. Can’t you keep him quiet? Lord! how he yells!”
But Christine had sprung to her feet with the baby still held closely
to her in all its strange wrappings. She was staring into the blackness
of the barn. There must have been a new sound, for Norwood also turned
quickly.
“Who’s there?” he called. He had taken Christine’s light from the
floor and now flashed it toward the sound.
“All a-right! I mak-a de light,” a voice called; and with the careless
noisiness of one who feels himself at home, the new-comer stumbled
toward a shelf near the door and presently succeeded in lighting a
dingy lantern. It revealed him to be, as Norwood had foreseen, a person
distinctly un-American; and as they drew nearer his features disclosed
themselves, though undoubtedly old, as of that finished adherence to
type which is the result, perhaps, of the many-centuries-old Latin
ideal of human perfection—the type as distinct and clear-cut as a
Neapolitan cameo.
“Well,” said Norwood, jocularly, “quite a fire here, I see!”
The Italian raised shoulders and palms in that gesture of his race,
alike disclaiming all responsibility and at the same time imploring the
blessings of a benign Providence. “Oh, de fire, de fire! He burn all
up; he burn up everyt’ing!”
By gesture and broken words he made the story plain. “Dis-a morn’
Maria send-a me to River—you know, River. I tak-a de horse; I go. I
come back. I see-a de smoke, de smoke away up. I whip-a de horse. I
come! _Dio mio!_ De smoke! He flame up, up. I whip-a de horse. I come
to de hill. I see Maria run out of de house wit’ de babee in her arm.
She tak-a de babee to de barn and she run-a back. She run-a back to
Stefano. Stefano he in bed. He in bed one mont’, two mont’, t’ree
mont’—no can move. I whip-a de horse some more. I jump down. I t’ink I
go too for Stefano. _Ma! Dio mio!_” Again the gesture imploring Heaven.
“De house, de floor, he go, he come down. Maria, Stefano, all—all come
down, all go! _Dio!_”
He had made it graphic enough. They could see the quick tragedy of it,
the wild rush of the mother taking her baby to its cradled safety in
the manger, her dash back to the bedridden husband, the flames, the
quickly charred timbers of the old house, the crashing fall....
Christine could feel the blood rush back to her heart; her forehead,
her lips, were as cold as if an icy hand had been laid upon them; she
trembled, and strained the baby to herself as if it could still the
sympathetic pain at her heart. Norwood, seeing her distress, moved
closer, drew her into the curve of his arm; her head bent to his
shoulder, and he could feel her silently crying. Before the revelation
of the pitiful tragedy they were momentarily speechless; then Norwood
began to question the man.
“But the neighbors? Why did no one come to help?”
The sidewise bend of his head, the opening fingers of his gesture,
spoke as plainly as the Italian’s words. “No neighbor! Far away over de
mount’. No can-a see! Far away!”
“He means that the nearest neighbors were too far off to see the fire,”
Norwood explained. “It’s likely enough, in these hills!” Again he
asked: “But the barn? Why didn’t the barn burn, too?”
“No burn-a de barn; de wind dat-a way—” He made an expressive gesture.
“De wind-a blow! De barn no burn.”
“That’s plain enough,” said Norwood. “Well, I am mighty sorry for you,
my friend. What can we do to help you? What are you going to do with
the baby?”
The old man seemed to become aware for the first time of the child in
Christine’s arms. “Where you fin’-a heem?” he asked.
“My wife found him, back there in the manger where the poor mother laid
him for safety, I suppose. What are you going to do with him?”
“Me not-a do! He not-a my babee!”
“Good Lord, man! He is some relation to you, isn’t he? Your grandchild,
perhaps?”
“_Ma!_ No-o! Maria, Stefano, come from Ascoli! Me”—tapping his breast
in a magnificent gesture—“Me _Siciliano_!”
Christine looked up and gave a little eager cry. “You are not related?
He isn’t your baby, then, and you don’t want him?”
“Wait, dear! Make sure, first, before you set your hopes too high.”
Norwood understood what was passing in her mind, and he added to the
old man: “You are not related? What are you doing here, then?”
Again the typical shrug. “Stefano no can work; he much-a seeck! Me come
along. Maria, Stefano, dey tell-a me, ‘You stay mak-a de mon. Stefano
get-a well, you can-a go!’ So me stay, two week, t’ree week, maybe!”
Norwood thought quickly in silence for a moment; then he asked the man,
“Do you know where Squire Norwood lives?”
The man nodded vigorously: “Big-a house, white house; over dere—two,
t’ree mile.”
“Can you show us the way?”
“_Si!_”
“Then come on! We will give you a lift and a place to sleep in.”
He led his wife and the child, now sleeping, as many centuries before
another had led a woman and a sleeping babe; the beauty and wonder and
mystery of it was not changed, not lessened because he led them through
the snow on a modern dispeller of distance, instead of through burning
wastes on a patient beast. She had taken the child from a manger on
this Christmas eve; and it seemed a very gift of God.
The distance to Squire Norwood’s house was only a matter of a few
miles; yet it must have been an hour later when the two old people
stood framed in the lamp-lighted door, hurriedly opened in response to
the call of the motor’s horn.
“What’s this? what’s this?” his father’s hearty voice called out.
“Thought ye were coming by train, and mother just broke down and cried
when I come back without ye.”
Bareheaded, the snow no whiter than his hair, he stepped out toward the
dark, big shape of the car, which loomed enormous through the falling
snow; then he turned to stare after the shape which moved so swiftly
past him and up to the shelter of the old wife’s arms. Doubtless
there were hurried words, questions, answers; but the fact of the mere
existence of the baby seemed to be enough for the two women—one so
lately new to grief, the other so nearly beyond it for all time. They
stopped, then passed within; the lighted doorway was empty.
“I swan! Where’d ye get that baby?” the old man asked of his son.
Norwood explained; his father was quick with self-reproach that such a
tragedy had transpired so near, while he, the friendly “Squire” of the
countryside, should have been all unaware of it.
“Summer-time I might have driven home that way; mother and me often
stopped to see how Stefano was coming along. But winters we always use
the state road. It’s longer, but better going. Sho! Mother will feel
dreadful bad. She got to be real fond of Mareea, what with the baby
coming, and after. Mareea used to tell as how they hadn’t any folks,
poor young things!”
“Are you sure of that?” asked Norwood, sharply. “Could not
Christine—could we have the baby?”
His father’s eyes held a sharp question, then became quickly misty. “I
_am_ sure; but as selectman I can make it sure for ye beyond question.”
The men’s hands clasped; the squire coughed, and Norwood’s doctor-sense
was aroused.
“Why, father, you are standing here without your hat! You go right in,
and I’ll put the car in the barn. I guess we can give this man shelter
over Christmas, can’t we?”
It was, perhaps, some three hours later, after his mother had worn out
all her persuasion in trying to coax them to eat to four times their
capacity; and after they had exhausted every detail of talk about
the fire and the tragedy; and after they had disposed the beribboned
parcels to be opened in the morning; and after Norwood had lifted his
mother fairly off the floor in his good-night “bear hug”—it was after
all of this that Norwood followed Christine up to the big south room,
with its white-hung four-poster, and found her kneeling over the old
mahogany cradle which had been his own. The old clock in the hall below
struck twelve.
Christine arose, and laid her cheek against her husband’s arm. “It is
Christmas,” she said; and the baby, sleeping, smiled.
[5] Reprinted from “Harper’s Magazine” by special permission of Edith
Barnard Delano. All rights reserved by the author.
GOD REST YOU, MERRY CHRISTIANS[6]
_George Madden Martin_
It was the night before Christmas. Any Christian must have known
it, apart from the calendar, by reason of a driving, haunting sense
of things yet undone, and a goaded gathering together of exhausted
faculties for a final sprint towards the accomplishing of all before
the dawning of The Day.
Because we long have associated certain things with Christmas we have
come to believe them integrant. The blended odor of orange peel,
lighted tapers, and evergreens rushing upon us as the Church door opens
means Christmas, even as much as the murmuring voices of the children
within, each pew a variegated flower-bed of faces up-lifted to the
light and tinsel of a giant tree.
Aromatic odors, other than frankincense and myrrh, mean Christmas,
cedar, spices; and certain flavors, an almond kernel laid against a
raisin and crushed between molars to the enravishment of the palate,
seem to belong to Christmas; the translucent olive of preserved citron,
exuding sugared richness, suggests Christmas, together with the
crinkled layers of the myriad-seeded, luscious-hearted fig; blazing
brandy means Christmas, and the velvet smoothness of egg, cream and Old
Bourbon blended, seems part of Christmas too.
But because the average Christian is an unreasoning creature, and, like
the ox, bending his neck to the yoke because the yoke offers, plods
the way along unquestioning beneath it, the preceding mad rush means
Christmas too, and the feverish dream wherein, for instance, the long
strand of embroidery silk forever pulls through, unknotted. And it is
expected that the bones should ache at Christmas, and the flesh cry out
for weariness, and the brain be fagged to the excluding of more than a
blurred impression of The Day when it is come.
In the Rumsey household the celebration of the festival began on
Christmas Eve with a family gathering of children and grandchildren.
There is a certain wild, last hour, preceding the moment of gracious
and joyous bestowal, made up of frenzied haste and exhaustion. It was
that hour now.
“Anne Rumsey calls it the tears and tissue-paper stage,” was told as
evidence of Anne’s singular attitude towards the ways of the Christian
world about her.
“And I am sure I don’t know what I’ve done to have any one as queer as
Anne for my child,” Mrs. Rumsey, handsome, imposing, on her knees by
the bed tying parcels, was saying to her married daughter, Florrie,
come home with her babies for Christmas. “There’s no one prides
themselves more on the conventional than I do, and I am sure you
never did an unconventional thing in your life. But I suppose every
family has to have its black sheep, not”—hastily at Florrie’s horrified
disclaimer—“not that I mean that, of course—Florrie, how you take one
up!—nor ugly duckling exactly, either, for Anne is the handsomest
of you all—what did I tie in this package, do you know? I’m sure I
don’t—but that a child of mine should thus deliberately each year stand
apart, outside the Christmas spirit, while others—it almost looks as
if I had not brought my children up with a proper regard for sacred
things.”
Down-stairs, in the big, circular hallway, Anne Rumsey, outstretched in
a long wicker chair, lay gazing into the fire. It was nice to lie there
and watch the flames and listen to the crackle of the logs. Hickory
logs seem to belong to Christmas. Anne’s grandfather, years ago, in the
country, used to bring in hickory logs for Christmas. Anne had provided
these for to-night herself. She had gone to a place in the country she
knew of, and walked over to a farm and negotiated for them. She had
waited a week for some member of her family to find time from shopping
to make the jaunt with her, and then had gone alone. It was ideal
December weather; the snow crunched under foot, the sky was brilliant,
a top-knotted cardinal bird and a jay on a thorn-hedge against the blue
looked at her as she passed along the road. It was good to be alive.
Her mother was testy that night at dinner. Her handsome face was
flushed to floridness beneath her gray pompadour. “I’m sure I haven’t
time to know whether the weather is perfect or not, if I half do my
duty for my family at Christmas. For Heaven’s sake, Anne, don’t be so
aggressively high-spirited; it gets on my nerves.”
And to-night, Christmas Eve, Anne lay looking into the fire. It was
nice to know it was snowing outside those drawn curtains, it made one
love their warmth and crimson more, and snow seems part of Christmas.
That morning she had put holly about, idling over the pleasure of
trying it here, there. Now she reveled in the color and cheer about
her. She had dressed for the evening with a sort of childlike and
smiling gaiety, slowly and pleasurably, because the dress seemed part
of the season and the joy, and in the scarlet gown looked some dryad of
the holly-tree herself, or some Elizabethan’s concept of the Twelfth
Night spirit.
The outer door behind her opened to a latch-key and closed.
“Is that you, Daddy?” called Anne. “Come to the blaze and warm.”
“I can’t,” confessed the big-headed, square little man, struggling
out of his overcoat; “I’m a disheveled wreck and I’ve got to dress
for dinner, I suppose. What time do you look for ’em all around? God
bless my soul, Anne, it’s good to see somebody composed and enjoying
themselves. I’ve been looking for something for the grandchildren.”
“You said you were too busy, didn’t really have time——”
“Yes, yes, I did, I know I did, but——”
“—at the eleventh hour you rushed out; what did you buy, Daddy?”
“Just a trifle, a trifle around,” confessed John Rumsey hastily, moving
towards the stairway; “just a trifle—been putting greenery around,
Anne? It looks nice—but I’m worried by a sort of after-recollection.
Didn’t I give Florrie’s boy a silver cup before, some time or other?”
Anne laughed; a teasing, yet a provoking laugh, too, it was. “Sort of
mile-stones on the road to Dover, little John’s mugs will be, won’t
they, father? This will make the——”
John Rumsey, with a plunge up the steps, sent back a sort of frenzied
snort.
“Change your shoes,” called Anne after him; “it’s slushy down street, I
know. I laid your clothes out; the buttons are in.”
“Thank the Lord!” John Rumsey’s voice came back. “I’ve been fighting my
way through mobs, I’m exhausted.”
The dear, blessed, grizzle-headed little Daddy! It was he who, after
the long pull, had made hickory fires and crimson hangings and silver
mugs possible. The girl’s eyes softened to almost maternal tenderness.
The dear, square-set, grizzled little Daddy!
Anne stretched her strong, young length in the chair and consciously
luxuriated in the warmth, the richness, the beauty around her.
“It is like a hymn, the colors,” she was thinking.
Again a door opened, somewhere above this time, and protesting
childish voices came down the stairway, the voices of sister Florrie’s
babies come for Christmas. Anne’s eyes deepened as she listened,
laughingly, yet broodingly.
It was sister Florrie answering:
“Now go on down to Norah, John Rumsey, and take your little sister. Go
on! I’ll lose my mind if you say another word about Santy Claus; go on,
I’ve got all that bed full of things to tie up yet——”
“But you said—” expostulated a small voice, the voice of little John
Rumsey.
“I don’t care what I said—” a door closed violently.
A wail arose on the silence, the injured cry of Mary Wingate, the baby.
“Shut up, can’t you,” the fraternal tones of small John were heard
requesting, “and come on.” Feet pattered along the hall as towards a
rear stairway. “But she said afore we came to Grandpa’s, she did,” the
voice of little John was reiterating as it grew fainter, “when she got
time she’d tell me what Santy Claus looked like when she was little,
afore his whiskers got white.”
Anne down-stairs laughed through merry yet fierce eyes. Babies belong
to Christmas. Yet they could not come down here to her because of the
decorations and the preparations which Florrie would not permit them to
see beforehand.
Anne waxed hot in her soul, for babies belong to Christmas, or, rather,
Christmas belongs to babies, and she loved babies. They are so honest,
so unconquered, they look at the adult and its inconsistencies so
uncompromisingly. So do boys, and she loved boys too. Babies and
boys are the honestest things in life. Had Anne but known it, there
was much of baby and of boy in her own nature; she attacked nobody’s
convictions, only stood to her own. It gives one large liberty if one
will be honest to self.
The footsteps of the babies, sent to some nether world, died away.
“Yet Christmas is meant for babies, or, rather, Christmas means A Baby.”
The girl rose. There were rooms opening around the hallway. It was at
times such as this, with married sisters and brothers arriving with
their families and laughter and jollity, that one loved it so, the
space, and the beauty, and the means. At times such as Christmas one
paused and thought about it all. The dear Daddy who had given it to
them!
Anne crossed to one of the arched spaces and, pulling a curtain aside,
went in. She left the hangings apart. The tree, glittering with scarlet
and gold, and hung with delightful woolly lambs and Noah’s Arks and
such like toys, would show joyously through the opening. And why not?
Since it was her tree, for the tree had come to be her part and she had
pottered around the whole happy, uninterrupted morning adorning it,
since it was her tree it should stand unconcealed from first to last
for its purpose—beauty, revel, festivity.
On salvers upon a table near the tree were bowls of glass and silver
heaped with dates, figs, tamarinds, sweet pastes, nougats—luscious
things that seemed to bring close, far-away Orient climes.
There seemed, too, in the colors and the appointments of the room, an
Oriental sumptuousness pervading. Anne loved it, and laving in it, lent
herself to it and stood with half-closed lids and parted lips, hands
straight at sides, letting fancy be ravished, until she seemed to see——
Against an indigo sky wherein a star burned clear, three swift-footed,
shadowy creatures swinging across sandy wastes, each uncouth back
bearing in silhouette against the blue, a turbaned rider, eyes shielded
by hand, gazing ahead——
Her eyes opened. It was lavish, the richness about her. There came a
distaste. It was a simple and pastoral life those Orient Jewish people
led. She had been there, she and Daddy, one delightful runaway journey
together. Afterward her father had marked passages in a book and
brought it to her, wherein it was put as neither he nor she could put
it.
Now she walked to a bookcase, and taking out a slim volume, hunted
passages, and finding them, read blissfully:
A total indifference to ... the vain appanage of the comfortable
which our drearier countries make necessary to us, was the
consequence of the sweet and simple life lived in Galilee.... The
countries which awaken few desires are the countries of idealism
and poesy. The accessories of life are there insignificant compared
with the pleasure of living.... The embellishment of the house is
superfluous, for it is frequented as little as possible.... This
contempt, when it is not caused by idleness, contributes greatly to
the elevation of the soul.
Anne, hunting passages, drew a long breath. She could love it too, the
simple life of certain poverties.
We see the streets where Jesus played when a child in the stony
paths or little crossways which separate the dwellings. The house of
Joseph doubtless much resembled those poor shops lighted by the door,
serving at once for shop, kitchen, and bedroom, having for furniture
a mat, some cushions on the ground, one or two clay pots, and a
painted chest.
Where the little Jesus played! The eyes of Anne, lifting from the
page, sought a niche where, in a golden frame, hung a picture, royal
in indigo, purple and scarlet. It was a copy, but it was an honest
one. The Baby’s head seemed verily to rest, to press, into the curve
of Mary’s arm. The little head! And the brooding, jealous ecstasy in
Mary’s face, and the little hand Mary was playfully uplifting! Was she
dreaming great, beautiful dreams for the little son’s life to come?
Does every woman dream mighty deeds for her man-child’s doing? And this
Baby’s hand, uplifted there by Mary’s finger, the hand of the little
Galilean peasant whose carpenter-father’s house boasted a few mats, one
or two clay pots, and a painted chest: this little hand was to lift the
human ideal out of materialism and set it above earthly things, and
behold! nineteen hundred years are gone, and still that ideal shines
high, clear, a star against the dome of Time, and wise men, following
its leading, still are journeying, eyes shielded by hand, as they gaze
ahead——
Mary’s little son, the peasant baby!
There was an opened piano in the room. Anne crossed to it. On her lips
was a smile, an exultant, a jealous smile. She could feel the little
head pressing into the curve of Mary’s arm.
Her fingers sought the keys. The notes were rich and deep and full;
they filled the room and poured out into the hallway and rose——
Above stairs, from his own doorway, John Rumsey, struggling with the
last details of a toilet, stood looking into his wife’s room. He was
a big-headed, even a belligerent little man, but he stood as though
hesitating once, twice, before speaking what was on his mind to say.
“Mary,” he had begun.
Mrs. Rumsey scarcely turned from the mêlée of jeweler’s boxes, ribbons,
packages, surrounding her. “I can’t listen now; I’ve forgotten whom I
could have meant this for——”
“But, Mary——”
“Heavens, John, don’t distract me; I have to dress yet——”
“Call Anne to help you.”
“Not at all,” with some asperity; “if Anne can so separate herself from
the Christmas spirit as to abjure the preparing of any gifts herself,
she’ll not be called on——”
“Mamma”—it was Florrie speaking from her room across the hall—“did you
ever order the flowers for the dinner table?” appearing as she ended.
Mrs. Rumsey arose the picture of imposing and tragic despair. A small
figure turned from between the curtains, where he was drawing figures
on the moisture gathering on the pane. It was little John Rumsey.
“Aunt Anne went out and got them,” he said. “They are roses, they’re
red.”
Now there were certain things destined to swell the portion of little
John, as yet unwrapped.
“How did that child get in here?” demanded John’s grandmamma testily,
even sharply; “now go on out. Didn’t your mother send you to Norah?”
“She put us out the kitchen, she’s helping ’em down there. She said we
weren’t to see till everything was done.”
“Florrie,” besought Mrs. Rumsey, “please take him out. Gracious,
child!” as the light fell upon the slender person of Florrie, “how
ghastly tired you look! I told you that you were overdoing. There,
there, don’t go to crying. Pour her some aromatic ammonia, Papa, it
won’t hurt her; I’ve taken two doses myself since I got home. Sometimes
I think it is a mistake to have them all here for Christmas Eve. Next
year we’ll send the presents around and get the business over with and
Christmas Day have them here in peace and quiet.”
“Mary,” the voice of Mr. Rumsey was insistent, “Donald Page is in town;
got in this afternoon. I asked him to dinner to-night.”
There was silence. Some silences are ominous. Then from Florrie,
looking from father to mother, timidly, perhaps, for Florrie loved
peace:
“Does Anne know?”
“She wrote him. She brought her answer to me for sanction.”
“And you?” it was his wife asking.
“I sent it. She has waited a long time on you, Mary.”
Mrs. Rumsey had risen again, her lapful of ribbons and papers strewing
the floor. “You sent it, and you asked him to dinner, Donald Page,
absolutely come up out of the ranks——”
“I am out of the ranks,” said her husband.
“—and self-made, that is, if he ever is made at all.”
“I am self-made,” said John Rumsey.
Mary Rumsey, imposing in her maturity, handsome, surveyed him. She was
a Wingate and they are an arrogant blood.
“I am self-made,” repeated John Rumsey, looking at her steadily.
“I have never forgotten it,” said Mary, his wife, her eyes measuring
him.
The little boy at the window was gazing at these older people. His eyes
were big.
“Oh,” Florrie was saying, “Mamma.”
They were looking at each other, the man and the woman, long married.
Her eyes were hard, and his were sorrowful.
A few chords from the piano reached them. It was Anne; they knew her
touch, and it was Anne’s voice now arising, sweet, strong, trembling
with the passion of it.
For it was Christmas Eve. Else why this room strewn with holly and
gifts and scarlet ribbons, else why this spiciness of cedar pervading
the house, else why Anne’s noël arising?
The words came up to them, words that had belonged to Christmas at the
small, old-fashioned church where the Rumseys once had been wont to go.
The little boy slipped out into the hall. They heard him pattering down
to Anne.
Mary Rumsey, with a gesture of contrition like any girl’s, went to her
husband, and the next moment was crying on the little man’s shoulder
and his hand was patting her soothingly, gently.
For it was Christmas Eve, eve of the night when Christ was born, and
Anne was singing of it:
“For yonder breaks a new and glorious morn,
Fall on your knees! O hear the angel voices!
O night divine, O night when Christ was born,
O night, O night divine!”
And down-stairs Anne, turning from the piano to the little nephew
standing there, drew him to her with a kind of rapture, for children
belong to Christmas, children and simple joys and memories and loves.
And then, a servant opening the door, Donald Page came in out of the
night, big, steadfast-looking Donald, with something somewhere of the
grimness of the fight in his eyes, and Anne went from the room out to
the hall to meet him.
It was very big and simple, the gesture of her hands, as with one who
gives all.
And then little John Rumsey gasped, for his Aunty Anne was lifting her
face even as baby sister might, to a tall and strange man to be kissed.
Gifts had been given and the evening was almost over. Anne Rumsey’s
sister-in-law was speaking, under cover of voices and merriment and
confusion, to Anne’s sister:
“It saves Anne trouble, of course, but to put one’s self outside it
all, and give nothing at Christmas, I don’t see how Anne can.”
[6] By permission of the author and “McClure’s Magazine.”
TO SPRINGVALE FOR CHRISTMAS[7]
Her children arise up and call her blessed.
_Zona Gale_
When President Arthur Tilton of Briarcliff College, who usually used
a two-cent stamp, said “Get me Chicago, please,” his secretary was
impressed, looked for vast educational problems to be in the making,
and heard instead:
“Ed? Well, Ed, you and Rick and Grace and I are going out to Springvale
for Christmas.... Yes, well, I’ve got a family too, you recall. But
mother was seventy last Fall and—Do you realize that it’s eleven years
since we’ve all spent Christmas with her? Grace has been every year.
She’s going this year. And so are we! And take her the best Christmas
she ever had, too. Ed, mother was _seventy_ last Fall——”
At dinner, he asked his wife what would be a suitable gift, a very
special gift, for a woman of seventy. And she said: “Oh, your mother.
Well, dear, I should think the material for a good wool dress would be
right. I’ll select it for you, if you like—” He said that he would see,
and he did not reopen the subject.
In town on December twenty-fourth he timed his arrival to allow him an
hour in a shop. There he bought a silver-gray silk of a fineness and a
lightness which pleased him and at a price which made him comfortably
guilty. And at the shop, Ed, who was Edward McKillop Tilton, head of a
law firm, picked him up.
“Where’s your present?” Arthur demanded.
Edward drew a case from his pocket and showed him a tiny gold
wrist-watch of decent manufacture and explained: “I expect you’ll think
I’m a fool, but you know that mother has told time for fifty years by
the kitchen clock, or else the shield of the black-marble parlor angel
who never goes—you get the idea?—and so I bought her this.”
At the station was Grace, and the boy who bore her bag bore also a
parcel of great dimensions.
“Mother already has a feather bed,” Arthur reminded her.
“They won’t let you take an automobile into the coach,” Edward warned
her.
“It’s a rug for the parlor,” Grace told them. “You know it _is_ a
parlor—one of the few left in the Mississippi valley. And mother has
had that ingrain down since before we left home——”
Grace’s eyes were misted. Why would women always do that? This was no
occasion for sentiment. This was a merry Christmas.
“Very nice. And Ricky’d better look sharp,” said Edward dryly.
Ricky never did look sharp. About trains he was conspicuously
ignorant. He had no occupation. Some said that he “wrote,” but no one
had ever seen anything that he had written. He lived in town—no one
knew how—never accepted a cent from his brothers and was beloved of
every one, most of all of his mother.
“Ricky won’t bring anything, of course,” they said.
But when the train had pulled out without him, observably, a porter
came staggering through the cars carrying two great suitcases and
following a perturbed man of forty-something who said, “Oh, here you
are!” as if it were they who were missing, and squeezed himself and
his suitcases among brothers and sister and rug. “I had only a minute
to spare,” he said regretfully. “If I’d had two, I could have snatched
some flowers. I flung ’em my card and told ’em to send ’em.”
“Why are you taking so many lugs?” they wanted to know.
Ricky focused on the suitcases. “Just necessities,” he said. “Just the
presents. I didn’t have room to get in anything else.”
“Presents! What?”
“Well,” said Ricky, “I’m taking books. I know mother doesn’t care much
for books, but the bookstore’s the only place I can get trusted.”
They turned over his books: Fiction, travel, biography, a new
illustrated edition of the Bible—they were willing to admire his
selection. And Grace said confusedly but appreciatively: “You know, the
parlor bookcase has never had a thing in it excepting a green curtain
_over_ it!”
And they were all borne forward, well pleased.
Springvale has eight hundred inhabitants. As they drove through
the principal street at six o’clock on that evening of December
twenty-fourth, all that they expected to see abroad was the pop-corn
wagon and a cat or two. Instead they counted seven automobiles and
estimated thirty souls, and no one paid the slightest attention to
them as strangers. Springvale was becoming metropolitan. There was a
new church on one corner and a store-building bore the sign “Public
Library.” Even the little hotel had a rubber-plant in the window and a
strip of cretonne overhead.
The three men believed themselves to be a surprise. But, mindful of
the panic to be occasioned by four appetites precipitated into a
Springvale ménage, Grace had told. Therefore the parlor was lighted
and heated, there was in the air of the passage an odor of brown gravy
which, no butler’s pantry ever having inhibited, seemed a permanent
savory. By the happiest chance, Mrs. Tilton had not heard their arrival
nor—the parlor angel being in her customary eclipse and the kitchen
grandfather’s clock wrong—had she begun to look for them. They slipped
in, they followed Grace down the hall, they entered upon her in her
gray gingham apron worn over her best blue serge, and they saw her
first in profile, frosting a lemon pie. With some assistance from her,
they all took her in their arms at once.
“Aren’t you surprised?” cried Edward in amazement.
“I haven’t got over being surprised,” she said placidly, “since I first
heard you were coming!”
She gazed at them tenderly, with flour on her chin, and then she said:
“There’s something you won’t like. We’re going to have the Christmas
dinner to-night.”
Their clamor that they would entirely like that did not change her look.
“Our church couldn’t pay the minister this Winter,” she said, “on
account of the new church-building. So the minister and his wife are
boarding around with the congregation. To-morrow’s their day to come
here for a week. It’s a hard life and I didn’t have the heart to change
’em.”
Her family covered their regret as best they could and entered upon
her little feast. At the head of her table, with her four “children”
about her, and father’s armchair left vacant, they perceived that she
was not quite the figure they had been thinking her. In this interval
they had grown to think of her as a pathetic figure. Not because their
father had died, not because she insisted on Springvale as a residence,
not because of her eyes. Just pathetic. Mothers of grown children, they
might have given themselves the suggestion, were always pathetic. But
here was mother, a definite person with poise and with ideas, who might
be proud of her offspring, but who, in her heart, never forgot that
they _were_ her offspring and that she was the parent stock.
“I wouldn’t eat two pieces of that pie,” she said to President Tilton;
“it’s pretty rich.” And he answered humbly: “Very well, mother.” And
she took with composure Ricky’s light chant:
“Now, you must remember, wherever you are,
That you are the jam, but your mother’s the jar.”
“Certainly, my children,” she said. “And I’m about to tell you when you
may have your Christmas presents. Not to-night. Christmas eve is no
proper time for presents. It’s stealing a day outright. And you miss
the fun of looking forward all night long. The only proper time for the
presents is after breakfast on Christmas morning, _after_ the dishes
are washed. The minister and his wife may get here any time from nine
on. That means we’ve got to get to bed early!”
President Arthur Tilton lay in his bed looking at the muslin curtain
on which the street-lamp threw the shadow of a bare elm which he
remembered. He thought:
“She’s a pioneer spirit. She’s the kind who used to go ahead any way,
even if they had missed the emigrant party, and who used to cross the
plains alone. She’s the backbone of the world. I wish I could megaphone
that to the students at Briarcliff who think their mothers ‘try to
boss’ them!”
“Don’t leave your windows open too far,” he heard from the hall. “The
wind’s changed.”
In the light of a snowy morning the home parlor showed the cluttered
commonplace of a room whose furniture and ornaments were not believed
to be beautiful and most of them known not to be useful. Yet when—after
the dishes were washed—these five came to the leather chair which bore
the gifts, the moment was intensely satisfactory. This in spite of the
sense of haste with which the parcels were attacked—lest the minister
and his wife arrive in their midst.
“That’s one reason,” Mrs. Tilton said, “why I want to leave part of my
Christmas for you until I take you to the train to-night. Do you care?”
“I’ll leave a present I know about until then too,” said Ricky. “May I?”
“Come on now, though,” said President Arthur Tilton. “I want to see
mother get her dolls.”
It was well that they were not of an age to look for exclamations of
delight from mother. To every gift her reaction was one of startled
rebuke.
“Grace! How could you? All that money! Oh, it’s beautiful! But the old
one would have done me all my life.... Why, Edward! You extravagant
boy! I never had a watch in my life. You ought not to have gone to all
that expense. Arthur Tilton! A silk dress! What a firm piece of goods!
I don’t know what to say to you—you’re all too good to me!”
At Ricky’s books she stared and said: “My dear boy, you’ve been very
reckless. Here are more books than I can ever read—now. Why, that’s
almost more than they’ve got to start the new library with. And you
spent all that money on me!”
It dampened their complacence, but they understood her concealed
delight and they forgave her an honest regret at their modest
prodigality. For, when they opened her gifts for them, they felt the
same reluctance to take the hours and hours of patient knitting for
which these stood.
“Hush, and hurry,” was her comment, “or the minister’ll get us!”
The minister and his wife, however, were late. The second side of the
turkey was ready and the mince pie hot when, toward noon, they came to
the door—a faint little woman and a thin man with beautiful, exhausted
eyes. They were both in some light glow of excitement and disregarded
Mrs. Tilton’s efforts to take their coats.
“No,” said the minister’s wife. “No. We do beg your pardon. But we find
we have to go into the country this morning.”
“It is absolutely necessary to us that we go into the country,” said
the minister earnestly. “This morning,” he added impressively.
“Into the country! You’re going to be here for dinner.”
They were firm. They had to go into the country. They shook hands
almost tenderly with these four guests. “We just heard about you in the
post-office,” they said. “Merry Christmas—oh, Merry Christmas! We’ll be
back about dark.”
They left their two shabby suitcases on the hall floor and went away.
“All the clothes they’ve got between them would hardly fill these up,”
said Mrs. Tilton mournfully. “Why on earth do you suppose they’d turn
their back on a dinner that smells so good and go off into the country
at noon on Christmas Day? They wouldn’t do that for another invitation.
Likely somebody’s sick,” she ended, her puzzled look denying her tone
of finality.
“Well, thank the Lord for the call to the country,” said Ricky
shamelessly. “It saved our day.”
They had their Christmas dinner, they had their afternoon—safe
and happy and uninterrupted. Five commonplace-looking folk in a
commonplace-looking house, but the eye of love knew that this was not
all. In the wide sea of their routine they had found and taken for
their own this island day, unforgettable.
“I thought it was going to be a gay day,” said Ricky at its close, “but
it hasn’t. It’s been heavenly! Mother, shall we give them the rest of
their presents now, you and I?”
“Not yet,” she told them. “Ricky, I want to whisper to you.”
She looked so guilty that they all laughed at her. Ricky was laughing
when he came back from that brief privacy. He was still laughing
mysteriously when his mother turned from a telephone call.
“What do you think!” she cried. “That was the woman that brought me my
turkey. She knew the minister and his wife were to be with me to-day.
She wants to know why they’ve been eating a lunch in a cutter out that
way. Do you suppose——”
They all looked at one another doubtfully, then in abrupt conviction.
“They went because they wanted us to have the day to ourselves!”
“Arthur,” said Mrs. Tilton with immense determination, “let me whisper
to you, too.” And from that moment’s privacy he also returned smiling,
but a bit ruefully.
“Mother ought to be the president of a university,” he said.
“Mother ought to be the head of a law firm,” said Edward.
“Mother ought to write a book about herself,” said Ricky.
“Mother’s mother,” said Grace, “and that’s enough. But you’re all so
mysterious, except me.”
“Grace,” said Mrs. Tilton, “you remind me that I want to whisper to
you.”
Their train left in the late afternoon. Through the white streets they
walked to the station, the somber little woman, the buoyant, capable
daughter, the three big sons. She drew them to seclusion down by the
baggage-room and gave them four envelopes.
“Here’s the rest of my Christmas for you,” she said. “I’d rather you’d
open it on the train. Now, Ricky, what’s yours?”
She was firm to their protests. The train was whistling when Ricky
owned up that the rest of his Christmas present for mother was a
brand-new daughter, to be acquired as soon as his new book was off
the press. “We’re going to marry on the advance royalty,” he said
importantly, “and live on—” The rest was lost in the roar of the
express.
“Edward!” shouted Mrs. Tilton. “Come here. I want to whisper——”
She was obliged to shout it, whatever it was. But Edward heard, and
nodded, and kissed her. There was time for her to slip something in
Ricky’s pocket and for the other good-bys, and then the train drew out.
From the platform they saw her brave, calm face against the background
of the little town. A mother of “grown children” pathetic? She seemed
to them at that moment the one supremely triumphant figure in life.
They opened their envelopes soberly and sat soberly over the contents.
The note, scribbled to Grace, explained: Mother wanted to divide up now
what she had had for them in her will. She would keep one house and
live on the rent from the other one, and “here’s all the rest.” They
laughed at her postscript:
“Don’t argue. I ought to give the most—I’m the mother.”
“And look at her,” said Edward solemnly. “As soon as she heard about
Ricky, there at the station, she whispered to me that she wanted to
send Ricky’s sweetheart the watch I’d just given her. Took it off her
wrist then and there.”
“That must be what she slipped in my pocket,” said Ricky.
It was.
“She asked me,” he said, “if I minded if she gave those books to the
new Springvale public library.”
“She asked me,” said Grace, “if I cared if she gave the new rug to the
new church that can’t pay its minister.”
President Arthur Tilton shouted with laughter.
“When we heard where the minister and his wife ate their Christmas
dinner,” he said, “she whispered to ask me whether she might give the
silk dress to her when they get back to-night.”
All this they knew by the time the train reached the crossing where
they could look back on Springvale. On the slope of the hill lay the
little cemetery, and Ricky said:
“And she told me that if my flowers got there before dark, she’d take
them up to the cemetery for Christmas for father. By night she won’t
have even a flower left to tell her we’ve been there.”
“Not even the second side of the turkey,” said Grace, “and yet I
think——”
“So do I,” her brothers said.
[7] By permission of the author and the “Delineator.”
EMMY JANE’S CHRISTMAS[8]
_Julia B. Tenney_
Mawnin’, Miss Johnson. Is yer out doin’ yer Chris’mas shoppin’? You
sure is de forehandestest pusson I eber did see. Here ’tis five whole
days ’fore Chris’mas, an’ you ’most frough gettin’ ready.
What ’s we goin’ ter do? Why, jes as usu’l, an’ dat ’s good ’nough fer
we. You see, we spends Chris’mas day sorter foragin’ roun’ ’mongst
de white folks, an’ c’llectin’ things tergether, an’ ketchin’ ’em
Chris’mas gif’; den de nex’ day we all has _our_ Chris’mas.
What? We ain’t got it on de right date? What’s dat got to do wid de
’joyment ob it, I’d like to know? An’, anyhow, no one doan’ know fer
sure what is de right date nohow, ’ca’se dere ain’t no one erlivin’ now
what was erlive when Chris’mas started in on us, an’ if dere was, I
wouldn’ b’lieve him nohow, ’ca’se he’d be too ole ter trus’ his mem’ry.
So one day’s as good as anudder, an’ maybe better. Dis here way suits
_me_, an’ it saves er lot ob trouble an’ hard wuk, not ter speak ob de
money.
Dis is de way we wuks it, an’ ’scusin’ de walkin’ roun’ an’ totin’ de
load home, it ain’t no trouble ’t all.
We ’vides de city up into pahts. I teks de av’nues, ’Lindy teks de
lengthways streets, li’le Polly Ann an’ John Andrew de cross streets,
an’ Jeemes William—my ole man—de gen’lemen’s clubs. We all has our own
way ob doin’ it, but we all gits de things.
Jeemes William he jes’ stan’s near de do’ ob de club-houses wid
his hat in his han’, an’ as de gen’men goes in, he says ter all ob
de sassy-lookin’ ones, “Chris’mas gif’, Gen’al,” an’ p’ints ter de
army-button what he foun’ in de White Lot, an’ what he puts in his
buttonhole on dese ’casions. Den as de South’rn gen’men goes in, he
hol’s dat li’le ’Federate flag ober de button an’ says, “Chris’mas
gif’, Massa.” An’ I’ve knowed him ter come home wid as much as twelve
dollars in his pocket jes f’om his good manners; dey is so skase
nowerdays, wid all dis passle ob young niggers growin’ up roun’ here,
dat de white folks is willin’ ter pay high fer ’em when dey do come
’cross ’em.
’Lindy she puts on dat black alpacky frock of hern an’ er white collar
an’ a starched white ap’on, an’ she takes de rich-lookin’ houses an’
rings de bells an’ asks kin she hope out wid de extra wuk jes fur er
tas’e ob de Chris’mas-time, an’ dat fetches some one ’fore she’s made
more ’n five or six tries, an’ den she jes lays herse’f out ter please
de white folks, an’ ebery endurin’ one ob dem gibs her sumpen ’nudder
what they doan’ want an’ what somebody else done gib _dem_, an’ as
’Lindy mos’ in gen’al picks out de big famblies, dere ain’t no mean
showin’ f’om her.
Polly Ann an’ John Andrew dey sings “I ’s er-rovin’ li’le darky all de
way f’om Alabam’” an’ some yudder sech chunes un’er de winders, an’
folks t’rows dem pennies an’ nickels, an’ lots ob ’em gibs ’em cakes
an’ or’nges an’ candy an’ de like er dat.
Me? How do I git my share? Now yer ’ll laugh! Jeemes William say’,
“No one would n’t thunk er sech er thing ’cep’in’ you, Emmy Jane,”
but I ain’t nuss nine li’le white chillun, ’sides thirteen ob my own
piccaninnies, countin’ de halves an’ de dade ones, an’ not learn
nothin’ ter hope me ’long in dis world.
I jes puts on er clean purple caliker frock an’ er stiff white
ap’on wid er white handkuchief roun’ my neck, an’ I ties er colored
handkuchief ober my h’ad ter make our kind er white folks ’member
de days when we all uster be jes like one family, an’ laugh an’ cry
togeder, an’ dat ’s how come it dat I done foun’ out so many ob de
quality.
What I do ’sides dress up like ole times? Well, all de endurin’ year I
saves up all de putty fedders f’om de tu’keys an’ chickens an’ geese
an’ sech, an’ I gets me er ball ob red cord fer five cents, an’ I ties
de fedders up in li’le bunches an’ puts ’em in er basket.
Chris’mas I teks dat basket on my arm, an’ I s’lec’s de houses where
dey is babies, an’ dere is plenty ob ’em on de av’nues, too, ’spite ob
Mr. Roosterfelt er-sayin’ rich chillun is fallin’ off in comin’ ter
our big cities. He oughter hab my job one year an’ see fer hisse’f.
Well, I rings de bell an’ asks kin I gib de baby er Chris’mas gif’,
an’ ’most ebery fambly say “Yes,” an’ brings de baby out, an’ acts
pleased-like. Den I hol’s out my arms to de li’le chile an’ says, “Come
ter Mammy, Honey!” an’ most in gen’al dey jumps right to me, an’ dat
settles de mas an’ pas.
Den I s’lec’s er bunch ob fedders an’ gibs dem to de baby. All chillun,
white or black, loves to play wid fedders. Reckon it’s ’ca’se dey ain’t
so long lef’ dem off in de wing-country what dey come f’om, an’ I tell
you dat basket is er heap sight heavier on de home trip dan on de goin’
out.
Next day we all brings out our pickin’s an’ we builds er fire in de
bes’ room, an’ _den’s_ our Chris’mas.
Doan’ we _give_ no presen’s? Co’s we does. We s’lec’s all de things
what we doan’ want, same as de white folks does, an’ we makes er pile
ob ’em, den we makes a lis’ ob de names ob de people what we wants ter
gib to,—’Lindy she does dat paht, ’ca’se she’s had schoolin’ an’ kin
write grand,—den we blin’fol’s li’le John Andrew, an’ ’Lindy she calls
out er name, an’ John Andrew grabs er gif’. Dat ’s how come you ter git
er pair of gallusses, an’ Daddy Bundy er long gingham ap’on las’ year.
I hopes de givin’ dis year will turn ter tu’key an’ cranberry, jes fer
de sake ob ole times down home. I sure does get lonesome fer de ole
place roun’ ’bout Chris’mas.
[8] By permission of The Century Co.
DAVID’S STAR OF BETHLEHEM[9]
_Christine Whiting Parmenter_
Scott Carson reached home in a bad humor. Nancy, slipping a telltale
bit of red ribbon into her workbasket, realized this as soon as he came
in.
It was the twenty-first of December, and a white Christmas was
promised. Snow had been falling for hours, and in most of the houses
wreaths were already in the windows. It was what one calls “a
Christmasy-feeling day,” yet, save for that red ribbon in Nancy’s
basket, there was no sign in the Carson home of the approaching
festival.
Scott said, kissing her absent-mindedly and slumping into a big chair,
“This snow is the very limit. If the wind starts blowing there’ll be a
fierce time with the traffic. My train was twenty minutes late as it
is, and—There’s the bell. Who can it be at this hour? I want my dinner.”
“I’ll go to the door,” said Nancy hurriedly, as he started up. “Selma’s
putting dinner on the table now.”
Relaxing into his chair Scott heard her open the front door, say
something about the storm and, after a moment, wish someone a Merry
Christmas.
A Merry Christmas! He wondered that she could say it so calmly.
Three years ago on Christmas morning, they had lost their
boy—swiftly—terribly—without warning. Meningitis, the doctor said. Only
a few hours before the child had seemed a healthy, happy youngster,
helping them trim the tree; hoping, with a twinkle in the brown eyes
so like his mother’s, that Santa Claus would remember the fact that
he wanted skis! He had gone happily to bed after Nancy had read them
“The Night Before Christmas,” a custom of early childhood’s days that
the eleven-year-old lad still clung to. Later his mother remembered,
with a pang, that when she kissed him good night he had said his head
felt kind of funny. But she had left him light-heartedly enough and
gone down to help Scott fill the stockings. Santa had not forgotten the
skis; but Jimmy never saw them.
Three years—and the memory still hurt so much that the very thought of
Christmas was agony to Scott Carson. Jimmy had slipped away just as the
carolers stopped innocently beneath his window, their voices rising
clear and penetrating on the dawn-sweet air:
“Silent night—holy night....”
Scott arose suddenly. He _must_ not live over that time again. “Who
was it?” he asked gruffly as Nancy joined him, and understanding the
gruffness she answered tactfully, “Only the expressman.”
“What’d he bring?”
“Just a—a package.”
“One naturally supposes that,” replied her husband, with a touch of
sarcasm. Then, suspicion gripping him, he burst out, “Look here! If
you’ve been getting a Christmas gift for me, I—I won’t have it. I told
you I wanted to forget Christmas. I——”
“I know, dear,” she broke in hastily. “The package was only from Aunt
Mary.”
“Didn’t you tell her we weren’t keeping Christmas?” he demanded
irritably.
“Yes, Scott; but—but you know Aunt Mary! Come now, dinner’s on and I
think it’s a good one. You’ll feel better after you eat.”
But Scott found it unaccountably hard to eat; and later, when Nancy
was reading aloud in an effort to soothe him, he could not follow. She
had chosen something humorous and diverting; but in the midst of a
paragraph he spoke, and she knew that he had not been listening.
“Nancy,” he said, “is there any place—any place on God’s earth where we
can get away from Christmas?”
She looked up, answering with sweet gentleness, “It would be a hard
place to find, Scott.”
He faced her suddenly: “I feel as if I couldn’t stand it—the trees—the
carols—the merrymaking, you know. Oh, if I could only sleep this week
away! But ... I’ve been thinking.... Would—would you consider for one
moment going up to camp with me for a day or two? I’d gone alone, but——”
“Alone!” she echoed. “Up there in the wilderness at Christmas time? Do
you think I’d let you?”
“But it would be hard for you, dear, cold and uncomfortable. I’m a
brute to ask it, and yet——”
Nancy was thinking rapidly. They could not escape Christmas, of course.
No change of locality could make them forget the anniversary of the day
that Jimmy went away. But she was worried about Scott, and the change
of scene might help him over the difficult hours ahead. The camp,
situated on the mountain a mile from any neighbors, would at least be
isolated. There was plenty of bedding, and a big fireplace. It was
worth trying.
She said, cheerfully, “I’ll go with you, dear. Perhaps the change will
make things easier for both of us.”
This was Tuesday, and on Thursday afternoon they stepped off the
north-bound train and stood on the platform watching it vanish into
the mountains. The day was crisp and cold. “Two above,” the station
master told them as they went into the box of a station and moved
instinctively toward the red-hot “air-tight” which gave forth grateful
warmth.
“I sent a telegram yesterday to Clem Hawkins, over on the mountain
road,” said Scott. “I know you don’t deliver a message so far off; but
I took a chance. Do you know if he got it?”
“Yep. Clem don’t have a ’phone, but the boy come down for some
groceries and I sent it up. If I was you, though, I’d stay to the
Central House. Seems as if it would be more cheerful—Christmas time.”
“I guess we’ll be comfortable enough if Hawkins airs out, and lights a
fire,” replied Scott, his face hardening at this innocent mention of
the holiday. “Is there anyone around here who’ll take us up? I’ll pay
well for it, of course.”
“Iry Morse’ll go; but you’ll have to walk from Hawkinses. The road
ain’t dug out beyond.... There’s Iry now. You wait, an’ I’ll holler to
him. Hey, Iry!” he called, going to the door, “Will you carry these
folks up to Hawkinses? They’ll pay for it.”
“Iry,” a ruddy-faced young farmer, obligingly appeared, his gray work
horse hitched to a one-seated sleigh of ancient and uncomfortable
design.
“Have to sit three on a seat,” he explained cheerfully; “but we’ll be
all the warmer for it. Tuck the buffalo robe ’round the lady’s feet,
mister, and you and me’ll use the horse blanket. Want to stop to the
store for provisions?”
“Yes, I brought some canned stuff, but we’ll need other things,” said
Nancy. “I’ve made a list.”
“Well, you got good courage,” grinned the station master. “I hope you
don’t get froze to death up in the woods. Merry Christmas to yer,
anyhow!”
“The same to you!” responded Nancy, smiling; and noted with a stab of
pain that her husband’s sensitive lips were trembling.
Under Ira’s cheerful conversation, however, Scott relaxed. They talked
of crops, the neighbors, and local politics—safe subjects all; but as
they passed the district school, where a half-dozen sleighs or flivvers
were parked, the man explained: “Folks decoratin’ the school for the
doin’s to-morrow afternoon. Christmas tree for the kids, and pieces
spoke, and singin’. We got a real live school-ma’am this year, believe
_me_!”
They had reached the road that wound up the mountain toward the Hawkins
farm, and as they plodded on, a sudden wind arose that cut their faces.
Snow creaked under the runners, and as the sun sank behind the mountain
Nancy shivered, not so much with cold as with a sense of loneliness and
isolation. It was Scott’s voice that roused her:
“Should we have brought snowshoes? I didn’t realize that we couldn’t be
carried all the way.”
“Guess you’ll get there all right,” said Ira. “Snow’s packed hard as a
drum-head, and it ain’t likely to thaw yet a while. Here you are,” as
he drew up before the weatherbeaten, unpainted farm house. “You better
step inside a minute and warm up.”
A shrewish-looking woman was already at the door, opening it but a
crack, in order to keep out fresh air and cold.
“I think,” said Nancy, with a glance at the deepening shadows, “that
we’d better keep right on. I wonder if there’s anybody here who’d help
carry our bags and provisions.”
“There ain’t,” answered the woman, stepping outside and pulling a faded
gray sweater around her shoulders. “Clem’s gone to East Conroy with the
eggs, and Dave’s up to the camp keepin’ yer fire goin’. You can take
the sled and carry yer stuff on that. There ’tis, by the gate. Dave’ll
bring it back when he comes. An’ tell him to hurry. Like as not, Clem
won’t get back in time fer milkin’.”
“I thought Dave was goin’ to help Teacher decorate the school this
afternoon,” ventured Ira. He was unloading their things as he spoke and
roping them to the sled.
“So’d he,” responded the woman; “but there wa’n’t no one else to light
that fire, was they? Guess it won’t hurt him none to work for his
livin’ like other folks. That new school-ma’am, she thinks o’ nothin’
but——”
“Oh, look here!” said the young man, straightening up, a belligerent
light in his blue eyes, “it’s Christmas! Can Dave go back with me if I
stop and milk for him? They’ll be workin’ all evenin’—lots o’ fun for a
kid like him, and——”
“No, he can’t!” snapped the woman. “His head’s enough turned now with
speakin’ pieces and singin’ silly songs. You better be gettin’ on,
folks. I can’t stand here talkin’ till mornin’.”
She slammed the door, while Ira glared after her retreating figure,
kicked the gate post to relieve his feelings, and then grinned
sheepishly.
“Some grouch! Why, she didn’t even ask you in to get warm! Well, I
wouldn’t loiter if I was you. And send that kid right back, or he’ll
get worse’n a tongue-lashin’. Well, good-by to you, folks. Hope you
have a Merry Christmas.”
The tramp up the mountain passed almost entirely in silence, for it
took their united energy to drag the sled up that steep grade against
the wind. Scott drew a breath of relief when they beheld the camp,
a spiral of smoke rising from its big stone chimney like a welcome
promise of warmth.
“Looks grand, doesn’t it? But it’ll be dark before that boy gets home.
I wonder how old——”
They stopped simultaneously as a clear, sweet voice sounded from within
the cabin:
“Silent night ... holy night....”
“My God!”
Scott’s face went suddenly dead white. He threw out a hand as if to
brush something away, but Nancy caught it in hers pulling it close
against her wildly beating heart.
“All is calm ... all is bright.”
The childish treble came weirdly from within, while Nancy cried,
“Scott—dearest, don’t let go! It’s only the little boy singing the
carols he’s learned in school. Don’t you see? Come! Pull yourself
together. We must go in.”
Even as she spoke the door swung open, and through blurred vision they
beheld the figure of a boy standing on the threshold. He was a slim
little boy with an old, oddly wistful face, and big brown eyes under a
thatch of yellow hair.
“You the city folks that was comin’ up? Here, I’ll help carry in yer
things.”
Before either could protest he was down on his knees in the snow,
untying Ira’s knots with skillful fingers. He would have lifted the
heavy suit case himself, had not Scott, jerked back to the present by
the boy’s action, interfered.
“I’ll carry that in.” His voice sounded queer and shaky. “You take the
basket. We’re late, I’m afraid. You’d better hurry home before it gets
too dark. Your mother said——”
“I don’t mind the dark,” said the boy quietly, as they went within.
“I’ll coast most o’ the way down, anyhow. Guess you heard me singin’
when you come along.” He smiled, a shy, embarrassed smile as he
explained: “It was a good chance to practice the Christmas carols.
They won’t let me, ’round home. We’re goin’ to have a show at the
school to-morrow. I’m one o’ the three kings—you know—‘We three kings
of Orient are.’ I sing the first verse all by myself,” he added with
childish pride.
There followed a moment’s silence. Nancy was fighting a desire to put
her arms about the slim boyish figure, while Scott had turned away,
unbuckling the straps of his suit case with fumbling hands. Then Nancy
said, “I’m afraid we’ve kept you from helping at the school this
afternoon. I’m so sorry.”
The boy drew a resigned breath that struck her as strangely unchildlike.
“You needn’t to mind, ma’am. Maybe they wouldn’t have let me go anyway;
and I’ve got to-morrow to think about. I—I been reading one o’ your
books. I like to read.”
“What book was it? Would you like to take it home with you for a—” She
glanced at Scott, still on his knees by the suit case, and finished
hurriedly—“a Christmas gift?”
“Gee! Wouldn’t I!” His wistful eyes brightened, then clouded. “Is there
a place maybe where I could hide it ’round here? They don’t like me
to read much to home. They” (a hard look crept into his young eyes),
“they burned up the book Teacher gave me a while back. It was ‘David
Copperfield,’ and I hadn’t got it finished.”
There came a crash as Scott, rising suddenly, upset a chair. The child
jumped, and then laughed at himself for being startled.
“Look here, sonny,” said Scott huskily, “you must be getting home. Can
you bring us some milk to-morrow? I’ll find a place to hide your book
and tell you about it then. Haven’t you got a warmer coat than this?”
He lifted a shabby jacket from the settle and held it out while the boy
slipped into it.
“Thanks, mister,” he said. “It’s hard gettin’ it on because it’s
tore inside. They’s only one button,” he added, as Scott groped for
them. “She don’t get much time to sew ’em on. I’ll bring up the milk
to-morrow mornin’. I got to hurry now or I’ll get fits! Thanks for the
book, ma’am. I’d like it better’n anything. Good night.”
Standing at the window Nancy watched him start out in the fast
descending dusk. It hurt her to think of that lonely walk; but she
thrust the thought aside and turned to Scott, who had lighted a fire
on the hearth and seemed absorbed in the dancing flames.
“That’s good!” she said cheerfully. “I’ll get things started for
supper, and then make the bed. I’m weary enough to turn in early. You
might bring me the canned stuff in your suit case, Scott. A hot soup
ought to taste good to-night.”
She took an apron from her bag and moved toward the tiny kitchen. Dave
evidently knew how to build a fire. The stove lids were almost red, and
the kettle was singing. Nancy went about her preparations deftly, tired
though she was from the unaccustomed tramp, while Scott opened a can
of soup, toasted some bread, and carried their meal on a tray to the
settles before the hearthfire. It was all very cozy and “Christmasy,”
thought Nancy, with the wind blustering outside and the flames leaping
up the chimney. But she was strangely quiet. The thought of that lonely
little figure trudging off in the gray dusk persisted, despite her
efforts to forget. It was Scott who spoke, saying out of a silence, “I
wonder how old he is.”
“The—the little boy?”
He nodded, and she answered gently, “He seemed no older than—I mean, he
seemed very young to be milking cows and doing chores.”
Again Scott nodded, and a moment passed before he said, “The work
wouldn’t hurt him though, if he were strong enough; but—did you notice,
Nancy, he didn’t look half fed? He is an intelligent little chap,
though, and his voice—Good lord!” he broke off suddenly, “how can a
shrew like that bring such a child into the world? To burn his book!
Nancy, I can’t understand how things are ordered. Here’s that poor boy
struggling for development in an unhappy atmosphere—and our Jimmy, who
had love, and understanding, and—Tell me, why is it?”
She stretched out a tender hand; but the question remained unanswered,
and the meal was finished in silence.
Dave did not come with the milk next morning. They waited till nearly
noon, and then tramped off in the snow-clad, pine-scented woods. It
was a glorious day, with diamonds sparkling on every fir tree, and
they came back refreshed, and ravenous for their delayed meal. Scott
wiped the dishes, whistling as he worked. It struck his wife that he
hadn’t whistled like that for months. Later, the last kitchen rites
accomplished, she went to the window, where he stood gazing down the
trail.
“He won’t come now, Scott.”
“The kid? It’s not three yet, Nancy.”
“But the party begins at four. I suppose everyone for miles around will
be there. I wish—” She was about to add that she wished they could have
gone too, but something in Scott’s face stopped the words. She said
instead, “Do you think we’d better go for the milk ourselves?”
“What’s the use? They’ll all be at the shindig, even that sour-faced
woman, I suppose. But somehow—I feel worried about the boy. If he isn’t
here bright and early in the morning I’ll go down and see what’s
happened. Looks as if it were clouding up again, doesn’t it? Perhaps
we’ll get snowed in!”
Big, lazy-looking snowflakes were already beginning to drift down.
Scott piled more wood on the fire, and stretched out on the settle for
a nap. But Nancy was restless. She found herself standing repeatedly
at the window looking at the snow. She was there when at last Scott
stirred and wakened. He sat up blinking, and asked, noting the
twilight, “How long have I been asleep?”
Nancy laughed, relieved to hear his voice after the long stillness.
“It’s after five.”
“Good thunder!” He arose, putting an arm across her shoulders. “Poor
girl! I haven’t been much company on this trip! But I didn’t sleep well
last night, couldn’t get that boy out of my mind. Why, look!” Scott was
staring out of the window into the growing dusk. “Here he is now! I
thought you said——”
He was already at the door, flinging it wide in welcome as he went out
to lift the box of milk jars from the sled. It seemed to Nancy, as the
child stepped inside, that he looked subtly different—discouraged, she
would have said of an older person; and when he raised his eyes she saw
the unmistakable signs of recent tears.
“Oh, David!” she exclaimed, “why aren’t you at the party?”
“I didn’t go.”
The boy seemed curiously to have withdrawn into himself. His answer
was like a gentle “none of your business”; but Nancy was not without
a knowledge of boy nature. She thought, “He’s hurt—dreadfully. He’s
afraid to talk for fear he’ll cry; but he’ll feel better to get it off
his mind.” She said, drawing him toward the cheerful hearthfire, “But
why not, Dave?”
He swallowed, pulling himself together with an heroic effort.
“I had ter milk. The folks have gone to Conroy to Gramma Hawkins’s! I
_like_ Gramma Hawkins. She told ’em to be sure an’ bring me; but there
wasn’t no one else ter milk, so ... so....”
It was Scott who came to the rescue as David’s voice failed suddenly.
“Are you telling us that your people have gone away, for _Christmas_,
leaving you home alone?”
The boy nodded, winking back tears as he managed a pathetic smile.
“Oh, I wouldn’t ha’ minded so much if—if it hadn’t been for the doin’s
at the school. Miss Mary was countin’ on me ter sing, and speak a
piece. I don’t know who they could ha’ got to be that wise man.” His
face hardened in a way not good to see in a little boy, and he burst
out angrily, “Oh, I’d have gone—after they got off! _Darn ’em!_ But
they hung ’round till almost four, and—and when I went for my good suit
they—they’d _hid_ it—or carried it away!... And there was a Christmas
tree....”
His voice faltered again, while Nancy found herself speechless before
what she recognized as a devastating disappointment. She glanced at
Scott, and was frightened at the consuming anger in his face; but he
came forward calmly, laying a steady hand on the boy’s shoulder. He
said, and, knowing what the words cost him, Nancy’s heart went out to
her husband in adoring gratitude, “Buck up, old scout! We’ll have a
Christmas tree! And we’ll have a party too, you and Mother and I—darned
if we don’t! You can speak your piece and sing your carols for us. And
Mother will read us ‘The’”—for an appreciable moment Scott’s voice
faltered, but he went on gamely—“‘The Night Before Christmas.’ Did you
ever hear it? And I know some stunts that’ll make your eyes shine.
We’ll have our party to-morrow, Christmas Day, sonny; but now” (he was
stooping for his overshoes as he spoke), “now we’ll go after that tree
before it gets too dark! Come on, Mother. We want you, too!”
Mother! Scott hadn’t called her that since Jimmy left them! Through
tear-blinded eyes Nancy groped for her coat in the diminutive closet.
Darkness was coming swiftly as they went into the snowy forest, but
they found their tree, and stopped to cut fragrant green branches for
decoration. Not till the tree stood proudly in its corner did they
remember the lack of tinsel trimmings; but Scott brushed this aside as
a mere nothing.
“We’ve got pop corn, and nothing’s prettier. Give us a bit of supper,
Nancy, and then I’m going to the village.”
“The village! At this hour?”
“You take my sled, mister,” cried David, and they saw that his eyes
were happy once more, and childlike. “You can coast ’most all the way,
like lightning! I’ll pop the corn. I’d love to! Gee! it’s lucky I
milked before I come away!”
The hours that followed passed like magic to Nancy Carson. Veritable
wonders were wrought in that small cabin; and oh, it was good to be
planning and playing again with a little boy! Not till the child, who
had been up since dawn, had dropped asleep on the settle from sheer
weariness, did she add the finishing touches to the scene.
“It’s like a picture of Christmas,” she murmured happily. “The tree,
so green and slender with its snowy trimmings—the cone-laden pine at
the windows—the bulging stocking at the fireplace, and—and the sleeping
boy. I wonder——”
She turned, startled by a step on the creaking snow outside, but it
was Scott, of course. He came in quietly, not laden with bundles as
she expected, but empty-handed. There was, she thought, a strange
excitement in his manner as he glanced ’round the fire-lit room, his
eyes resting for a moment on David’s peaceful face. Then he saw the
well-filled stocking at the mantel, and his eyes came back unswervingly
to hers.
“Nancy! Is—is it——?”
She drew nearer, and put her arms about him.
“Yes, dear, it’s—Jimmy’s—just as we filled it on Christmas Eve three
years ago. You see, I couldn’t quite bear to leave it behind us when we
came away, lying there in his drawer so lonely—at Christmas time. Tell
me you don’t mind, Scott—won’t you? We have our memories, but David—he
has so little. That dreadful mother, and——”
Scott cleared his throat; swallowed, and said gently, “He has, I think
the loveliest mother in the world!”
“What do you mean?”
He drew her down onto the settle that faced the sleeping boy, and
answered, “Listen, Nancy. I went to the school-house. I thought perhaps
they’d give me something to trim the tree. The party was over, but
the teacher was there with Ira Morse, clearing things away. I told
them about David—why he hadn’t shown up; and asked some questions.
Nancy—what do you think? That Hawkins woman isn’t the child’s mother! I
_knew_ it!
“Nobody around here ever saw her. She died when David was a baby, and
his father, half crazed, the natives thought, with grief, brought the
child here, and lived like a hermit on the mountain. He died when
Dave was about six, and as no one claimed the youngster, and there
was no orphan asylum within miles, he was sent to the poor farm,
and stayed there until last year, when Clem Hawkins wanted a boy to
help do chores, and Dave was the cheapest thing in sight. Guess you
wonder where I’ve been all this time? Well, I’ve been interviewing
the overseer of the poor—destroying red tape by the yard—resorting to
bribery and corruption! But—Hello, old man, did I wake you up?”
David, roused suddenly, rubbed his eyes. Then, spying the stocking, he
wakened thoroughly, and asked, “Say! Is—is it Christmas?”
Scott laughed, and glanced at his watch.
“It will be, in twelve minutes. Come here, sonny.”
He drew the boy onto his knee, and went on quietly: “The stores were
closed, David, when I reached the village. I couldn’t buy you a
Christmas gift, you see. But I thought if we gave you a _real mother_,
and—and a father——”
“Oh, Scott!”
It was a cry of rapture from Nancy. She had, of course, suspected
the ending to his story, but not until that moment had she let
herself really believe it. Then, seeing the child’s bewilderment, she
explained, “He means, dear, that you’re our boy now—for always.”
David looked up, his brown eyes big with wonder.
“And I needn’t go back to Hawkins’s? Not _ever_?”
“Not ever,” Scott promised, while his throat tightened at the relief in
the boy’s voice.
“And I’ll have folks, same as the other kids?”
“You’ve guessed right.” The new father spoke lightly in an effort
to conceal his feeling. “That is, if you think we’ll do!” he added,
smiling.
“Oh, you’ll——”
Suddenly inarticulate, David turned, throwing his thin arms around
Scott’s neck in a strangling, boylike hug. Then, a bit ashamed because
such things were new to him, he slipped away, standing with his back
to them at the window, trying, they saw with understanding hearts,
to visualize this unbelievable thing that had come, a miracle, into
his starved life. When after a silence they joined him, the candle on
the table flared up for a protesting moment, and then went out. Only
starlight and firelight lit the cabin now; and Nancy, peering into the
night, said gently, “How beautifully it has cleared! I think I never
saw the stars so bright.”
“Christmas stars,” Scott reminded her and, knowing the memory that
brought the roughness to his voice, she caught and clasped his hand.
It was David who spoke next. He was leaning close to the window, his
elbows resting on the sill, his face cupped in his two hands. He
seemed to have forgotten them as he said dreamily, “It’s Christmas....
Silent night ... holy night ... like the song. I wonder—” He looked up
trustfully into the faces above him—“I wonder if—if maybe one of them
stars isn’t the Star of Bethlehem!”
[9] Reprinted from the “American Magazine” by permission of the author.
A GOD IN ISRAEL[10]
_Norman Duncan_