HIS CHANCE.

The summer day was nearly gone, and only a few clouds caught the gleam

of sunset in the west. A woman of thirty, with a sweet, sincere face,

came out of a cottage and walked to the little farm gate that opened

on the main road winding across the Iowa prairie. The cottage sat in a

small grove of trees, and farther off were neat outhouses, a stable and

dairy. Flowers bloomed in a little bed near the front gate, and several

hives of bees sat under cherry trees in the front yard. Everything

around the neat cottage, from the well-kept vines which climbed over

the porch to the orchard and fields of corn, clearly showed that Thrift

and Industry were the handmaidens that lived there.

The woman was not pretty, neither was she handsome, but her face was

of unusual intelligence and strength. Her hands showed work, and a few

gray hairs shone over her temple.

At the little gate she stood while the shadows grew darker around

her. There were chirpings of summer insects, and presently down the

walk stalked a huge St. Bernard, looking like a great bear in the

twilight. He seemed to think the woman had been out alone long enough,

and his very way of walking showed that he knew he was her protector.

He stalked up and thrust his big cold nose into her hand as it hung

listlessly by her side. She started, but closed it over his mouth with

a caress, saying:

“Rex, you are silly about me.”

A buggy came out of the gloaming down the road, and stopped at her

gate. The woman turned pale in the twilight, as she recognized

the middle-aged man who came toward her, holding out his hand:

“Jennie--I--well--it’s me!”

He would have opened the gate, but the dog growled savagely, and she

hooked the latch hastily, as she said:

“Ralph--why--why--I thought--but don’t try to come in--Rex--I could not

control him.”

She was so agitated she could not speak further. Her knees shook, and

she clung to the gate, half leaning.

“I have been back a week,” he said slowly. “You haven’t changed much,”

he added, eyeing her closely while she flushed under his gaze. “I never

expected to see you again.”

“No--no--don’t try to come in--Rex--Rex!”

The great dog had rushed at the gate as the man tried to open it again,

and she held her hand on the latch.

“He don’t seem to know your friends from your enemies,” said the man

with a cynical laugh.

“I think he does,” she said quietly, “better than I have ever known

them.”

He looked at her quickly. Then he tried to laugh.

“Why--Jennie--you know I haven’t seen you in so long.”

“I never expected to see you again. I was not looking for you now,” she

said.

“I never thought I’d ever come back, but the Klondike--well, a man pays

two dollars for every dollar’s worth of gold he finds there.”

“Tell me about yourself,” she said, still leaning on the gate, one knee

resting on the lower plank for support.

“Well, Jennie, after we had our little quarrel and you broke off with

me--”

“You are mistaken,” she said quietly. “You left, Hugh, without a

word--without telling me good-bye. There was nothing left to do but to

send you your ring.”

“We won’t quarrel again, now, Jennie. I have come back to you to tell

you--”

She had been looking closely in his face, and her heart beat wildly.

She had seen it all--the bravado way, the flushed recklessness, the

sign everywhere of dissipation, of modesty gone, of truth, of the old

manhood.

“Not that,” she said, quickly interrupting him, “but of yourself. Tell

me where you have been and--and what doing.”

He laughed coldly.

“Well, after we split up I went West, then to the Klondike. But it was

a nasty life. As I said, I have made nothing, and I hoped all the time

to make a fortune and bring it back to you, Jennie.”

“Was it true--that I heard--the trouble?”

“Why, yes, I did get to drinking too much, and got into trouble--but

the papers had it overdrawn. I returned him his money. Now I have come

back to you--to tell you I still--”

“You need not tell it,” she said quickly. “You could tell nothing

I would believe now. You are not the man you were before you left,

and never will be. Then you were weak, but honest and sober. Now

you are weak, but dishonest and a drinker. And you must not come

in--no--no--you are not the Hugh I once knew and loved.”

She sobbed in a quick way as she said it, but went on quietly:

“After you left you know mother died, then father, and I was left

alone. Our little farm--well, I’ve paid off the mortgage. It was hard

work, but the five years have passed so quickly. They always do when

one works for love. I changed the old-fashion farming ways. I planted

orchards and raised bees. I diversified my crops. I--well--” she

laughed hopefully for the first time--a laugh which brought a pang to

his heart, for it was the old laugh. “I am not yet started in that, for

I am so enthusiastic a farmer and poultry raiser and stock woman that

I’ll talk shop all night if you let me. Anyway, they say I keep posted

and up with the times, and I have time, too, for good reading.

“Hugh,” she said quickly, after awhile, “really I have thought of you

often, but I will not deceive you. You have gone out of my life. I

have heard enough--before you came--heard it, seen enough. In all our

lives, our romances I mean, it is imagination that counts more than

the reality. Common sense and farm work,” she said, “will cure it, and

I--think--I know I am happier than if I were now married to you--to you

as you are, Hugh,” she added more tenderly.

“But--but, Jennie, I’ll change; give me a chance.”

“Why, Hugh, that is what you had, and I mine. I have watched nature

since I’ve been a farmer, and I notice she never gives but one chance.

There are too many of her children that must have a chance.”

He turned with a rough laugh and oath and walked off.

“I’ve come home jus’ to make a fool of myself,” she heard him say with

another oath.

But she did not pale even. She turned and walked in, the dog following

her.

“I am so glad I saw him anyway,” she said, patting the dog’s head.

“Now, I can forget him so easily. Oh, Rex, life--life--how strange it

is, but we all have one chance. Oh, I am so glad I had mine, and it has

given me this sweet home and you. For it were better to love a dog that

is honest and true than a man who it not.”

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