CHAPTER III VISIT TO IRENE

Jolyon found June waiting on the platform at Paddington. She had

received his telegram while at breakfast. Her abode—a studio and

two bedrooms in a St. John’s Wood garden—had been selected by her

for the complete independence which it guaranteed. Unwatched by

Mrs. Grundy, unhindered by permanent domestics, she could receive

lame ducks at any hour of day or night, and not seldom had a duck

without studio of its own made use of June’s. She enjoyed her

freedom, and possessed herself with a sort of virginal passion;

the warmth which she would have lavished on Bosinney, and of

which—given her Forsyte tenacity—he must surely have tired, she

now expended in championship of the underdogs and budding

“geniuses” of the artistic world. She lived, in fact, to turn

ducks into the swans she believed they were. The very fervour of

her protection warped her judgments. But she was loyal and

liberal; her small eager hand was ever against the oppressions of

academic and commercial opinion, and though her income was

considerable, her bank balance was often a minus quantity.

She had come to Paddington Station heated in her soul by a visit

to Eric Cobbley. A miserable Gallery had refused to let that

straight-haired genius have his one-man show after all. Its

impudent manager, after visiting his studio, had expressed the

opinion that it would only be a “one-horse show from the selling

point of view.” This crowning example of commercial cowardice

towards her favourite lame duck—and he so hard up, with a wife

and two children, that he had caused her account to be

overdrawn—was still making the blood glow in her small, resolute

face, and her red-gold hair to shine more than ever. She gave her

father a hug, and got into a cab with him, having as many fish to

fry with him as he with her. It became at once a question which

would fry them first.

Jolyon had reached the words: “My dear, I want you to come with

me,” when, glancing at her face, he perceived by her blue eyes

moving from side to side—like the tail of a preoccupied cat—that

she was not attending. “Dad, is it true that I absolutely can’t

get at any of my money?”

“Only the income, fortunately, my love.”

“How perfectly beastly! Can’t it be done somehow? There must be a

way. I know I could buy a small Gallery for ten thousand pounds.”

“A small Gallery,” murmured Jolyon, “seems a modest desire. But

your grandfather foresaw it.”

“I think,” cried June vigorously, “that all this care about money

is awful, when there’s so much genius in the world simply crushed

out for want of a little. I shall never marry and have children;

why shouldn’t I be able to do some good instead of having it all

tied up in case of things which will never come off?”

“Our name is Forsyte, my dear,” replied Jolyon in the ironical

voice to which his impetuous daughter had never quite grown

accustomed; “and Forsytes, you know, are people who so settle

their property that their grandchildren, in case they should die

before their parents, have to make wills leaving the property

that will only come to themselves when their parents die. Do you

follow that? Nor do I, but it’s a fact, anyway; we live by the

principle that so long as there is a possibility of keeping

wealth in the family it must not go out; if you die unmarried,

your money goes to Jolly and Holly and their children if they

marry. Isn’t it pleasant to know that whatever you do you can

none of you be destitute?”

“But can’t I borrow the money?”

Jolyon shook his head. “You could rent a Gallery, no doubt, if

you could manage it out of your income.”

June uttered a contemptuous sound.

“Yes; and have no income left to help anybody with.”

“My dear child,” murmured Jolyon, “wouldn’t it come to the same

thing?”

“No,” said June shrewdly, “I could buy for ten thousand; that

would only be four hundred a year. But I should have to pay a

thousand a year rent, and that would only leave me five hundred.

If I had the Gallery, Dad, think what I could do. I could make

Eric Cobbley’s name in no time, and ever so many others.”

“Names worth making make themselves in time.”

“When they’re dead.”

“Did you ever know anybody living, my dear, improved by having

his name made?”

“Yes, you,” said June, pressing his arm.

Jolyon started. “I?” he thought. “Oh! Ah! Now she’s going to ask

me to do something. We take it out, we Forsytes, each in our

different ways.”

June came closer to him in the cab.

“Darling,” she said, “you buy the Gallery, and I’ll pay you four

hundred a year for it. Then neither of us will be any the worse

off. Besides, it’s a splendid investment.”

Jolyon wriggled. “Don’t you think,” he said, “that for an artist

to buy a Gallery is a bit dubious? Besides, ten thousand pounds

is a lump, and I’m not a commercial character.”

June looked at him with admiring appraisement.

“Of course you’re not, but you’re awfully businesslike. And I’m

sure we could make it pay. It’ll be a perfect way of scoring off

those wretched dealers and people.” And again she squeezed her

father’s arm.

Jolyon’s face expressed quizzical despair.

“Where is this desirable Gallery? Splendidly situated, I

suppose?”

“Just off Cork Street.”

“Ah!” thought Jolyon, “I knew it was just off somewhere. Now for

what I want out of _her!_”

“Well, I’ll think of it, but not just now. You remember Irene? I

want you to come with me and see her. Soames is after her again.

She might be safer if we could give her asylum somewhere.”

The word asylum, which he had used by chance, was of all most

calculated to rouse June’s interest.

“Irene! I haven’t seen her since! Of course! I’d love to help

her.”

It was Jolyon’s turn to squeeze her arm, in warm admiration for

this spirited, generous-hearted little creature of his begetting.

“Irene is proud,” he said, with a sidelong glance, in sudden

doubt of June’s discretion; “she’s difficult to help. We must

tread gently. This is the place. I wired her to expect us. Let’s

send up our cards.”

“I can’t bear Soames,” said June as she got out; “he sneers at

everything that isn’t successful.”

Irene was in what was called the “Ladies’ drawing-room” of the

Piedmont Hotel.

Nothing if not morally courageous, June walked straight up to her

former friend, kissed her cheek, and the two settled down on a

sofa never sat on since the hotel’s foundation. Jolyon could see

that Irene was deeply affected by this simple forgiveness.

“So Soames has been worrying you?” he said.

“I had a visit from him last night; he wants me to go back to

him.”

“You’re not going, of course?” cried June.

Irene smiled faintly and shook her head. “But his position is

horrible,” she murmured.

“It’s his own fault; he ought to have divorced you when he

could.”

Jolyon remembered how fervently in the old days June had hoped

that no divorce would smirch her dead and faithless lover’s name.

“Let us hear what Irene _is_ going to do,” he said.

Irene’s lips quivered, but she spoke calmly.

“I’d better give him fresh excuse to get rid of me.”

“How horrible!” cried June.

“What else can I do?”

“Out of the question,” said Jolyon very quietly, “_sans amour_.”

He thought she was going to cry; but, getting up quickly, she

half turned her back on them, and stood regaining control of

herself.

June said suddenly:

“Well, I shall go to Soames and tell him he must leave you alone.

What does he want at his age?”

“A child. It’s not unnatural”

“A child!” cried June scornfully. “Of course! To leave his money

to. If he wants one badly enough let him take somebody and have

one; then you can divorce him, and he can marry her.”

Jolyon perceived suddenly that he had made a mistake to bring

June—her violent partizanship was fighting Soames’ battle.

“It would be best for Irene to come quietly to us at Robin Hill,

and see how things shape.”

“Of course,” said June; “only....”

Irene looked full at Jolyon—in all his many attempts afterwards

to analyze that glance he never could succeed.

“No! I should only bring trouble on you all. I will go abroad.”

He knew from her voice that this was final. The irrelevant

thought flashed through him: “Well, I could see her there.” But

he said:

“Don’t you think you would be more helpless abroad, in case he

followed?”

“I don’t know. I can but try.”

June sprang up and paced the room. “It’s all horrible,” she said.

“Why should people be tortured and kept miserable and helpless

year after year by this disgusting sanctimonious law?” But

someone had come into the room, and June came to a standstill.

Jolyon went up to Irene:

“Do you want money?”

“No.”

“And would you like me to let your flat?”

“Yes, Jolyon, please.”

“When shall you be going?”

“To-morrow.”

“You won’t go back there in the meantime, will you?” This he said

with an anxiety strange to himself.

“No; I’ve got all I want here.”

“You’ll send me your address?”

She put out her hand to him. “I feel you’re a rock.”

“Built on sand,” answered Jolyon, pressing her hand hard; “but

it’s a pleasure to do anything, at any time, remember that. And

if you change your mind...! Come along, June; say good-bye.”

June came from the window and flung her arms round Irene.

“Don’t think of him,” she said under her breath; “enjoy yourself,

and bless you!”

With a memory of tears in Irene’s eyes, and of a smile on her

lips, they went away extremely silent, passing the lady who had

interrupted the interview and was turning over the papers on the

table.

Opposite the National Gallery June exclaimed:

“Of all undignified beasts and horrible laws!”

But Jolyon did not respond. He had something of his father’s

balance, and could see things impartially even when his emotions

were roused. Irene was right; Soames’ position was as bad or

worse than her own. As for the law—it catered for a human nature

of which it took a naturally low view. And, feeling that if he

stayed in his daughter’s company he would in one way or another

commit an indiscretion, he told her he must catch his train back

to Oxford; and hailing a cab, left her to Turner’s water-colours,

with the promise that he would think over that Gallery.

But he thought over Irene instead. Pity, they said, was akin to

love! If so he was certainly in danger of loving her, for he

pitied her profoundly. To think of her drifting about Europe so

handicapped and lonely! “I hope to goodness she’ll keep her

head!” he thought; “she might easily grow desperate.” In fact,

now that she had cut loose from her poor threads of occupation,

he couldn’t imagine how she would go on—so beautiful a creature,

hopeless, and fair game for anyone! In his exasperation was more

than a little fear and jealousy. Women did strange things when

they were driven into corners. “I wonder what Soames will do

now!” he thought. “A rotten, idiotic state of things! And I

suppose they would say it was her own fault.” Very preoccupied

and sore at heart, he got into his train, mislaid his ticket, and

on the platform at Oxford took his hat off to a lady whose face

he seemed to remember without being able to put a name to her,

not even when he saw her having tea at the Rainbow.

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