III

All that first evening in Paris the vision of his book grew and grew in

French’s mind. Much as he loved the great city, nothing it could give

him was comparable, at that particular hour, to the rapture of his

complete withdrawal from it into the sanctuary of his own thoughts. The

very next day he was to see Horace Fingall’s widow, and perhaps to put

his finger on the clue to the labyrinth: that mysterious tormenting

question of the relation between the creative artist’s personal

experience and its ideal expression. He was to try to guess how much of

Mrs. Fingall, beside her features, had passed into her husband’s

painting; and merely to ponder on that opportunity was to plunge himself

into the heart of his subject. Fingall’s art had at last received

recognition, genuine from the few, but mainly, no doubt, inspired by the

motives to which Jolyesse had sneeringly alluded; and, intolerable as it

was to French to think that snobbishness and cupidity were the chief

elements in the general acclamation of his idol, he could not forget

that he owed to these baser ingredients the chance to utter his own

panegyric. It was because the vulgar herd at last wanted to know what to

say when it heard Fingall mentioned that Willis French was to be allowed

to tell them; such was the base rubble the Temple of Fame was built of!

Yes, but future generations would enrich its face with lasting marbles;

and it was to be French’s privilege to put the first slab in place.

The young man, thus brooding, lost himself in the alluring and

perplexing alternatives of his plan. The particular way of dealing with

a man’s art depended, of course, so much on its relation to his private

life, and on the chance of a real insight into that. Fingall’s life had

been obdurately closed and aloof; would it be his widow’s wish that it

should remain so? Or would she understand that any serious attempt to

analyse so complex and individual an art must be preceded by a reverent

scrutiny of the artist’s personality? Would she, above all, understand

how reverent French’s scrutiny would be, and consent, for the sake of

her husband’s glory, to guide and enlighten it? Her attitude, of course,

as he was nervously aware, would greatly depend on his: on his finding

the right words and the convincing tone. He could almost have prayed for

guidance, for some supernatural light on what to say to her! It was late

that night when, turning from his open window above the throbbing city,

he murmured to himself: “I wonder what on earth we shall begin by saying

to each other?”

Her sitting-room at the Nouveau Luxe was empty when he was shown into it

the next day, though a friendly note had assured him that she would be

in by five. But he was not sorry she was late, for the room had its

secrets to reveal. The most conspicuous of these was a large photograph

of a handsome young man, in a frame which French instantly recognized as

the mate of the one he had noticed on Mrs. Morland’s writing-table.

Well—it was natural, and rather charming, that the happy couple should

choose the same frame for each other’s portraits, and there was nothing

offensive to Fingall’s memory in the fact of Donald Paul’s picture being

the most prominent object in his wife’s drawing-room.

Only—if this were indeed Donald Paul, where had French seen him already?

He was still questioning the lines of the pleasant oft-repeated face

when his answer entered the room in the shape of a splendidly draped and

feathered lady.

“I’m so sorry! The dressmakers are _such_ beasts—they’ve been sticking

pins in me ever since two o’clock.” She held out her hand with a click

of bracelets slipping down to the slim wrist. “Donald! Do come—it’s Mr.

French,” she called back over her shoulder; and the gentleman of the

photograph came in after her.

The three stood looking at each other for an interval deeply momentous

to French, obviously less stirring to his hosts; then Donald Paul said,

in a fresh voice a good deal younger than his ingenuous middle-aged

face: “We’ve met somewhere before, surely. Wasn’t it the other day at

Brighton—at the Metropole?”

His wife looked at him and smiled, wrinkling her perfect brows a little

in the effort to help his memory. “We go to so many hotels! _I_ think it

was at the Regina at Harrogate.” She appealed to their visitor for

corroboration.

“Wasn’t it simply yesterday, on the Channel?” French suggested, the

words buzzing a little in his own ears; and Mrs. Paul instantly

remembered.

“Of course! How stupid of me!” Her random sweetness grew more

concentrated. “You were talking to a dark man with a beard—André

Jolyesse, wasn’t it? I _told_ my husband it was Jolyesse. How awfully

interesting that you should know him! Do sit down and let me give you

some tea while you tell us all about him.”

French, as he took the cup from her hand, remembered that, a few hours

earlier, he had been wondering what he and she would first say to each

other.

It was dark when he walked away from the blazing front of the Nouveau

Luxe. Mrs. Donald Paul had given him two generous hours, and had filled

them with talk of her first husband; yet as French turned from the hotel

he had the feeling that what he brought away with him had hardly added a

grain to his previous knowledge of Horace Fingall. It was perhaps

because he was still too blankly bewildered—or because he had not yet

found the link between what had been and what was—that he had been able

to sift only so infinitesimal a residue out of Mrs. Paul’s abundance.

And his first duty, plainly, if he were ever to thread a way through the

tangle, was to readjust himself and try to see things from a different

point of view.

His one definite impression was that Mrs. Paul was very much pleased

that he should have come to Paris to see her, and acutely, though

artlessly, aware of the importance of his mission. Artlessness, in fact,

seemed her salient quality: there looked out of her great Sphinx-eyes a

consciousness as cloudless as a child’s. But one thing he speedily

discovered: she was keenly alive to her first husband’s greatness. On

that point French saw that she needed no enlightenment. He was even

surprised, sitting opposite to her in all the blatancy of hotel mirrors

and gilding, to catch on her lips the echoes of so different a setting.

But he gradually perceived that the words she used had no meaning for

her save, as it were, a symbolic one: they were like the mysterious

price-marks with which dealers label their treasures. She knew that her

husband had been proud and isolated, that he had “painted only for

himself” and had “simply despised popularity”; but she rejoiced that he

was now at last receiving “the kind of recognition even _he_ would have

cared for”; and when French, at this point, interposed, with an impulse

of self-vindication: “I didn’t know that, as yet, much had been written

about him that he would have liked,” she opened her fathomless eyes a

little wider, and answered: “Oh, but the dealers are simply fighting for

his things.”

The shock was severe; but presently French rallied enough to understand

that she was not moved by a spirit of cupidity, but was simply applying

the only measure of greatness she knew. In Fingall’s lifetime she had

learned her lesson, and no doubt repeated it correctly—her conscientious

desire for correctness was disarming—but now that he was gone his

teaching had got mixed with other formulas, and she was serenely

persuaded that, in any art, the proof and corollary of greatness was to

become a best seller. “Of course he was his own worst enemy,” she

sighed. “Even when people _came_ to buy he managed to send them away

discouraged. Whereas now—!”

In the first chill of his disillusionment French thought for a moment of

flight. Mrs. Paul had promised him all the documentation he required:

she had met him more than halfway in her lavish fixing of hours and

offering of material. But everything in him shrank from repeating the

experience he had just been subjected to. What was the use of seeing her

again, even though her plans included a visit to Fingall’s former

studio? She had told him nothing whatever about Fingall, and she had

told him only too much about herself. To do that, she had not even had

to open her beautiful lips. On his way to her hotel he had stopped in at

the Luxembourg, and filled his eyes again with her famous image.

Everything she was said to have done for Fingall’s genius seemed to burn

in the depths of that quiet face. It was like an inexhaustible reservoir

of beauty, a still pool into which the imagination could perpetually dip

and draw up new treasure. And now, side by side with the painter’s

vision of her, hung French’s own: the vision of the too-smiling beauty

set in glasses and glitter, preoccupied with dressmakers and

theatre-stalls, and affirming her husband’s genius in terms of the

auction room and the stock exchange!

“Oh, hang it—what can she give me? I’ll go straight back to New York,”

the young man suddenly resolved. The resolve even carried him

precipitately back to his hotel; but on its threshold another thought

arrested him. Horace Fingall had not been the only object of his

pilgrimage: he had come to Paris to learn what he could of Emily Morland

too. That purpose he had naturally not avowed at the Nouveau Luxe: it

was hardly the moment to confess his double quest. But the manifest

friendliness of Donald Paul convinced him that there would be no

difficulty in obtaining whatever enlightenment it was in the young man’s

power to give. Donald Paul, at first sight, seemed hardly more

expressive than his wife; but though his last avatar was one so remote

from literature, at least he had once touched its borders and even worn

its livery. His great romance had originated in the accident of his

having written an article about its heroine; and transient and

unproductive as that phase of his experience had probably been, it must

have given him a sense of values more applicable than Mrs. Paul’s to

French’s purpose.

Luck continued to favour him; for the next morning, as he went down the

stairs of his hotel, he met Donald Paul coming up.

His visitor, fresh and handsome as his photograph, and dressed in

exactly the right clothes for the hour and the occasion, held out an

eager hand.

“I’m so glad—I hoped I’d catch you,” he smiled up at the descending

French; and then, as if to tone down what might seem an excess of

warmth, or at least make it appear the mere overflow of his natural

spirits, he added: “My wife rushed me off to say how sorry she is that

she can’t take you to the studio this morning. She’d quite forgotten an

appointment with her dressmaker—_one_ of her dressmakers!” Donald Paul

stressed it with a frank laugh; his desire, evidently, was to forestall

French’s surprise. “You see,” he explained, perhaps guessing that a

sense of values was expected of him, “it’s rather more of a business for

her than for—well, the average woman. These people—the big ones—are

really artists themselves nowadays, aren’t they? And they all regard her

as a sort of Inspiration; she really tries out the coming fashions for

them—lots of things succeed or fail as they happen to look on _her_.”

Here he seemed to think another laugh necessary. “She’s always been an

Inspiration; it’s come to be a sort of obligation to her. You see, I’m

sure?”

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