"I told Bridgie I must really have ten minutes for a farewell chat with

you before I go. It has been so pleasant to have you here, and I hope

we shall soon meet again. Has Pixie been amusing you while we were

upstairs? Come down from that couch, child! You must be quite cramped.

I am here, so you need not mount guard any longer."

"I'm very comfortable where I am," said Pixie easily. She laid her head

on one side, and stared at her sister with large, innocent eyes, which

seemed strangely disconcerting to that young lady's composure. She

frowned, and snapped a bracelet together with quite a vicious snap.

"But you are too old for such inelegant positions. You are almost

grown-up now, and must learn how to behave. For goodness' sake get up

before Geoff sees you! He is so very particular about nice behaviour in

girls."

"'Twas a bad relapse for him when he married you!" muttered Pixie

beneath her breath. She straightened herself slowly and let her feet

slip to the ground, but Esmeralda realised that nothing but a direct

request would convince her of the extraordinary fact that her absence

was for once more desired than her presence. For obvious reasons such a

request could not be made, and as the time was quickly passing nothing

remained but to clothe her hints even more circumspectly than she had

intended.

"I am so glad that your foot is really getting better," she said

graciously to Sylvia. "Bridgie says the nurse is so pleased with its

progress the last few days. You will be able to walk about soon, and

then if you feel inclined for a change we shall be so pleased if you

will come over to visit us. It is quiet at Knock, but I would drive you

about, and the air is so delightful that I am sure it would do you good.

You will hear all about the place from Pixie, so that it would not feel

strange to you when you arrived, and we have a few nice friends within

driving distance.

"She would like Mollie Burrell, wouldn't she, Pixie? That's a young

girl who lives seven miles from us at Knock, but we think nothing of

that distance in the country. She was always over at the Castle before

Jack went away, and we used to say she felt like another sister. You

remember how he used to drive over in the cart, and bring her back to

surprise us?"

"I do so! And the afternoon when she went shopping into the post-office

as they drove through the village, and Tim Hegan came up and began

bidding for the old grey mare, and with that Jack took him into the cart

and drove over to the farm, and never a thought of poor Mollie until the

evening, when she cut him dead limping home through the mud. 'Twas a

cruel thing to do, and the poor creature putting on new boots for the

occasion to do him honour, and says Jack, `I've done for myself this

time! It would take a cleverer man than myself to twist _that_ into a

compliment!'"

"Oh, that's an old-world story!" cried Esmeralda, with her head in the

air. Her cheeks had flushed despite her efforts for composure, and she

was uncomfortably conscious that Sylvia was trying to restrain a smile

at this most open contradiction of the implied attachment between Jack

and his Irish neighbour. Her irritation urged her to stronger measures,

and she said testily--

"It proves how little dependence can be placed upon Jack's promises. If

he could forget Mollie, it is no wonder that he changes his mind every

other day. But they made up that quarrel ages ago, and he was over

there shooting in September and squiring her all over the county. You

should not tell tales out of school, Pixie!"

"Was it me? I thought it was yourself. You began saying that they were

such friends, and I thought maybe it would amuse Sylvia to hear--"

"So it does, Pixie. It amuses me extremely," assented Sylvia with an

intentional emphasis, which made Esmeralda wince once more, for, however

innocent the little sister might be, she felt convinced that Sylvia

Trevor thoroughly understood her implied warning, and was by no means

docile in her manner of receiving it. She sat up stiff and erect,

smiling into space with an expression of scornful superiority which

filled the beholder with unwilling admiration. In just such a spirit

would she herself have accepted interference from the lips of a

stranger. She recognised a kindred spirit, and realised that, putting

Jack out of the question, Miss Sylvia Trevor would be a friend after her

own heart.

The repeated invitation had in it a note of sincerity which had been

wanting in the earlier rendering, but Sylvia only murmured, "Thank you!"

in a politely non-committal manner, and shrank back so decidedly from

the proffered kiss that there was no choice but to substitute a formal

handshake in its stead.

The sisters drove off together to the station, and Sylvia was left alone

to relieve pent-up irritation by making one impetuous resolve after

another, to replace each the following moment by one diametrically

different.

"Thank goodness, she has gone at last! I can't think how I ever could

have liked her! I think I dislike her more than anyone I ever met. How

dare she interfere with me! How dare she imply that I want to

monopolise her precious brother! I shall never speak to him again as

long as I live! I shall go home to-morrow, and take good care that I

never come across when he is likely to be at home. Perhaps she has

warned him too, as if he were not conceited enough already! He is worth

a dozen of her all the same, and is far nicer than I thought at first.

It's perfectly absurd to think a man and a girl cannot be in the same

house for a week without falling in love with each other. I won't

condescend to take the faintest notice of her insinuations. I shall be

as nice as I like, and give up snubbing him from this minute. He can be

engaged to fifty Mollie Burrells if he likes; that's no reason why I

should not treat him civilly!"

In the hours which elapsed before the return of the sisters she had had

time to change her mind a dozen times over, to write letters to Aunt

Margaret and burn them in the fire, to invent scathing sarcasms by which

poor Jack was to be reduced to a condition of hopeless subjection, and

rehearse melting scenes when her womanly sympathy would soothe ruffled

spirits and restore him to calm.

All uncertainty as to her conduct was, however, removed by the first

glance at Jack's face when he returned home in the evening, for it bore

the unmistakable marks of real anxiety, and the weary sigh with which he

sank into his chair was something new to his vigorous manhood.

Bridgie bustled in with the tea which always awaited his coming, kissed

him lightly, and hurried away to finish some letters. Pixie sat hunched

up before the fire devouring a book, and Jack pushed his chair nearer

Sylvia's couch, staring at her in a dumb, melancholy fashion which had

in it something singularly beguiling. Despite his great height and

muscular form, he looked so helpless and appealing, like a nice child

who has lost a toy, or a big collie dog which turns pathetic eyes

towards his master's face.

Sylvia smiled involuntarily, but it was a very friendly smile, and her

voice had lost its mocking tone as she inquired--

"Well--what's the trouble?"

Jack put his cup on the table and leant towards her, his elbows resting

on his knees, his chin supported on clasped hands. Pixie read on

undisturbed, soft gurgles of laughter marking her enjoyment of

sensational passages.

"I've had a blow," said Jack, "a ghastly disappointment! This is the

day when the firm announces the various arrangements for the year,

increases in salary and so on. I quite understood that I should come in

for a substantial rise, if not a junior partnership. It was talked

about when I joined four years back, and as nothing was done last

January I made a certainty of it coming off now. Instead of that, I get

nothing--nothing! No advance at all upon the payment of the last two

years. I had it out with the partners this afternoon, and they seemed

to think I had done unusually well. They implied that it was a piece of

pure imagination on my part to have expected to be taken into the firm."

"But--I know nothing about business except what I have read--but is it

not usual to have something written--a definite agreement which settles

things without the possibility of argument? If you joined this firm

with the idea of being made a partner, was not an agreement written down

in black and white?"

Jack waved his hand in airy dissent.

"No, there was nothing definite, but we talked it over.--The old fellow

certainly held out hopes for the future! I made so sure of a

partnership that we took this house in the prospect of being able to pay

for it out of my increased earnings. It's too expensive as it is for

people brought up as we have been. I'm the most practical of the

bundle, and with care and attention can make half a crown go almost as

far as an Englishman's shilling; but Bridgie, bless her! wears herself

out saving pennies, and throws away pounds with the best. In my

father's time there was never any money to trouble about, so she got

into the way of ordering things without thinking what they would cost,

and it's a difficult plan to forsake. She's done her best, poor

creature! I wouldn't blame her for the world."

"And--and will you have to leave the house?" Sylvia's heart sank

drearily at the prospect. What if the O'Shaughnessys flitted away to a

suburb at the opposite end of the city, and Number Three, Rutland Road

was deserted once more, or tenanted by an ordinary, commonplace family,

such as inhabited every other villa in the neighbourhood! After the

sweet friendship of Bridgie, the fascinations of Jack, the audacities of

the two boys, the witcheries of Pixie, and last but not least, the

incursions of Esmeralda, exasperating, but to the last degree romantic

and beautiful, Sylvia felt a shudder of distaste at the thought of a

stout mamma and papa, one baby in a perambulator, another in a mail-

cart, and a graduated line of school-boys and girls sallying forth daily

to their appointed tasks. "Oh, I'm so sorry you will have to leave!"

she sighed, and Jack smiled at her in grateful acknowledgment of her

regret.

"I'm glad you are sorry, but I don't intend to leave. We have been here

only four months, and I can't face another removal for--many reasons!

We will have to squeeze along somehow until things look up. A crop of

bills have come in during the last few days to make matters worse, and I

will have to talk things over with Bridgie to-night. I hate to worry

her, but there must be some system, or we shall find ourselves in the

workhouse some fine day. And now there is the child to think of. She

will be an extra expense!"

Sylvia glanced quickly across the room at the figure in the depths of

the arm-chair. She sat motionless, her head bent over her book, but

Pixie was one of those intensely alive little creatures who seem to

infect their very surroundings with vitality. It seemed to Sylvia that

the pages fluttered in agitated fashion, the bow of ribbon holding back

her hair seemed of a sudden to stand out at attention, the knotted ends

looked like two alert, curious ears at the back of her head.

How much had Pixie heard?

CHAPTER TWELVE.

A FAMILY COUNCIL.

That night after dinner Jack broke the news of his disappointment to the

assembled family, who bore the shock with surprising resignation. Pat

whistled, and said, "Just our luck! Ah, well, if it's no better, let's

be thankful it's no worse!" Miles suggested cheerfully, "Why don't you

chuck it and keep a shop? Then we should get all our food for nothing."

And Bridgie's sigh turned into a smile as she cried, "What a blessing

we took this house when we did! Now we should not have been able to

afford it, and we should never have known you, Sylvia dear! It's funny,

isn't it, to think that this little crib is too big for us?"

"Oh, awfully funny!" said Jack drily. He had opened the topmost drawer

in the writing-table and taken out half a dozen red-backed books and a

bundle of bills. "The fact remains that we shall have to spend at least

a hundred a year less than we calculated if we want to keep out of the

Bankruptcy Court. I don't know how it is, but I seem to have given the

money for half these bills, and yet here they are again! I was

perfectly horrified to see them. This coal bill, for instance,--I

remember distinctly giving you two sovereigns one morning just as I was

starting for town--"

Sylvia sat up hastily and fumbled for the stick by which she supported

herself about the house. It seemed to her impossible that such intimate

family affairs could be discussed before a stranger, but at the first

movement Jack inquired eagerly where she was going, and both he and

Bridgie laughed to scorn the idea of privacy. The presence of a

stranger seemed indeed to whet their interest in the forthcoming

discussion, which was conducted throughout with a cheerfulness and

composure which contrasted strangely with Miss Munns's weekly

lamentations over her tradesmen's accounts.

"'Deed, I remember quite well!" said Bridgie, referring to the money

which had been given to her in settlement of the coal bill. "It was the

morning the cat got lost in the oven, and all of us searching the house

over because of the piteous mews of it. It crept in, Sylvia, when the

door was open, after the bacon came out, and Sarah pushed it to as she

passed, so the poor creature had a fine Turkish bath of it before we

found her. Did I not pay the bill, after all? I suppose I was short of

money for something else. It's wonderful the way it slips away when you

are keeping house!"

Jack sighed and took up another paper from the table.

"There's another here. I know I gave you ten shillings to settle this

ironmonger fellow. Eight and threepence! It's ridiculous running on

bills for little sums like this."

"I paid it! I paid it!" cried Bridgie triumphantly. "I distinctly

remember, because there is such a funny little man in the shop who says,

`What is your next pleasure, madam?' when you buy a box of tacks. I

remember distinctly going in and paying something."

"Very well, then, you must have the receipt. Where have you put the

receipt?"

Bridgie looked vaguely round the room, turned out the contents of her

writing-pad, peeped into a drawer under the table, searched the bottom

of the stocking-basket, the pocket of her dress, then stroked her chin

meditatively, and said--

"Perhaps I was paying for something else! I remember now that I _did_

buy a saucepan."

Jack sighed again, and paced up and down the floor, but he showed no

signs of anger or even surprise, and his voice was quite apologetic as

he said--

"I'm afraid you will have to be more methodical, dear, if we stay on in

this house. We shall never know how we stand if bills keep coming in

when we think they are settled. We had better hold a cabinet council

and decide how much we can afford to spend in housekeeping and other

departments, and cut our coat according to our cloth. It will be

difficult after the way things went on at Knock, but it's our only

chance. I tried to put down my private expenses this afternoon, and was

horrified to find how heavy they were."

Bridgie cast an admiring glance upon him, and turned to Sylvia with an

air of pride.

"Isn't he splendid, now, at his age, talking like an old man for wisdom

and prudence! You may well say things are different from what they were

at home, for there, if the worst came to the worst, you could always

fall back on the pigs and the vegetables that grew for nothing at your

door. The idea of paying fourpence for a cauliflower takes me heart out

of me every time I go marketing, and the bacon is no sooner bought, than

it is eaten. Well, I'm willing enough to learn method, but who's to

teach me? Saving your presence, Jack, you're just a beginner yourself!"

Sylvia chuckled mischievously, and her eyes danced with amusement.

"There is a mistress in the art at your very door! Aunt Margaret would

be enchanted to instruct you, and her housekeeping is a marvel of

accuracy. She could tell you exactly how much she spent last year on

soft soap, and the reason why it was more in ninety-six than in ninety-

seven. She could walk about the house in the dark and put her hand on

the blue-bag and the list of last week's washing. She makes lists of

everything she possesses, from household linen to the Christmas cards

which she sends out and receives. Her dresses last for best for four

years before they are turned for afternoon wear, and two years later

they are re-dipped for mornings. They have histories, like her

relations, and make valuable Christmas presents to the charwoman on

their eighth birthday. She thinks I am recklessly extravagant because

my dresses are worn-out in a year!"

"I'll ask her to teach me at once! I'll begin making lists this very

afternoon! I'll practise shutting my eyes and searching for the blue-

bag," cried Bridgie ardently. "Jack dear, I'll be a model housekeeper,

and save so much money that we shall be quite rich."

She was all smiles and complaisance, and sat down for the cabinet

council with an unruffled brow, but, as we all know, it is more

difficult to face one or two definite difficulties than an army of

shadowy deprivations, and when the division of the family income made it

necessary to subtract considerably from her housekeeping allowance, and

to saddle her in addition with several outside expenses, Mistress

Bridget sighed and showed signs of rebellion.

"Such a lot of trouble for such a trifling saving! 'Twill destroy me

altogether to be fussing over every halfpenny. What would it matter if

we were a trifle in debt at the end of the year? Geoffrey would pay a

hundred pounds without knowing it, and be proud to do it into the

bargain!"

"But I won't accept it. He has done quite enough as it is. He has paid

for Pat's training, and will give him the agency as soon as he is ready

to take it, and he paid for Pixie's lessons in Paris. I could not

refuse what was good for them, but I'll keep my own house, or give it up

altogether!" said Jack proudly, and Sylvia nodded her head in emphatic

approval from her place of vantage on the sofa.

Pat and Miles also applauded the declaration of independence, and

accepted their own share in the contemplated economies with unperturbed

serenity, while Pixie sat solemnly in a corner, turning her eyes on the

face of each speaker in turns, her shoulders heaving with suppressed

emotion. Of all the members of the family it was evident that she took

the present difficulty most seriously, and Sylvia was strengthened in

the conviction that she had heard and taken to heart the reference to

herself which had been made in the afternoon.

She made no reference to the subject, but three times over the next day

Sylvia entered a room in time to hear a hurried rustle and scramble, and

behold Pixie gazing into the fire with an air of elaborate

unconsciousness--the newspaper rolled into a ball beneath her chair. It

was always open at the advertisement sheet, moreover, so that the

onlooker had not much difficulty in guessing the character of the

letters which were inscribed with such deep-breathed earnestness in the

afternoon.

They were posted in the pillar-box at the corner of the road, and Pixie

marched back to the house and sat herself down with an air of mysterious

importance. Her head was held proudly erect, her lips pressed tightly

together as if nothing, no nothing, would induce her to put her secret

into words, and Sylvia smiled to herself, and from the experiences of a

week's acquaintance, gave her exactly five minutes in which to divulge

the whole story.

"If you were threatened with a danger--a hidjus danger--what should you

think would be the best way to avoid it?" asked Pixie earnestly, at the

expiration of two minutes and a half.

Sarah had that moment brought in the lamp and brushed up the fire, and

the little room looked wonderfully cheerful and cosy. It was just the

time and opportunity for a confidential chat, and Sylvia sat herself

down in the arm-chair with a pleasant sense of expectancy. She was

allowed to sit up for an hour or two in the day, and that in itself was

a cheering circumstance.

"If I were threatened with a danger, how should I try to avoid it? I

really don't know, Pixie. What do you advise yourself?" she asked

smilingly, and Pixie smote her fists together, and stamped on the floor

with dramatic emphasis.

"Ye ought to march straight out and meet it! That's what Therese has

been teaching me all these years, for, says she, `Bridgie, the dear, is

so soft-hearted that she'll never believe but that everything will come

right if ye sit still and look pleasant.' The last thing but one that

she said to me before parting was that I must look after the family and

keep them out of trouble; so I've been reading over the papers to see

how I can make some money, and it's wonderful the choice you can have!

I thought at first about taking a situation, but it's better that I

should stay at home to look after Bridgie, and teach her how to use up

the scraps as they do in France. Me dear, the most elegant soup made

out of nothing at all but the scraps ye would throw to the hens!

There's one advertisement which says a lady like meself can earn a

handsome income in her own home, without interfering with present

duties. It sounds so light and pleasant that it quite struck my fancy;

and only two shillings for samples and directions!"

"Oh, Pixie, did you really send it? I'm so sorry you did that without

telling me first. I'm afraid it's a hoax, dear! It sounds too good to

be true!"

"But it says so plainly in those very words. I'll show it to you if you

like. It's printed!" cried Pixie in a tone of shocked reproof which

silenced the protests on Sylvia's lips. If her suspicions were correct,

time would teach the lesson that even printed advertisements were not

always accurately truthful, but she had not the heart to dilate on the

perfidiousness of mankind in the presence of such innocent trustfulness.

She murmured apologetic phrases, and Pixie beamed once more and

continued her story.

"There's another gentleman wants you to go round and sell books. I've

written to him, but I'd rather do things at home. Did you ever hear of

anyone making a fortune by addressing envelopes? They want someone to

do that too, but I write so slowly meself, and it's only a shilling a

thousand. A literery lady is wanted to correct proofs. That would be

nice, because they might be stories. How do you spell `literery',

Sylvia?"

"L-i-t-e-r-a-r-y!"

"Not `e-r-y?' You are quite sure?"

"Absolutely sure!"

"I put `literery'!" said Pixie, with a sigh. Perhaps it will prejudice

him against me! Spelling was never my strong point, but that was worse

than ignorance--with the paper lying beside me for reference! The best

of all is a shop that wants you to colour photographs. I love painting

pictures, and the scrap-books I've done for hospitals would fill a

museum. Of course, these would have to be done carefully, but I've seen

Therese sketching at Versailles, and artists painting in the Louvre, and

I'm quick at imitating. They wanted three shillings to sell you the

paints and brushes, and it will be cheap if it brings in pounds a week.

"Twas a good thing Esmeralda gave me a sovereign before she left, and I

could get the stamps without anyone being the wiser. I thought, you

see, it would be so nice to keep it a secret until I could go to Bridgie

with my earnings in my hand. You will promise truly and faithfully not

to tell?"

"If you will promise not to send any more money without asking my

advice. I think you ought to do that, Pixie!"

"I shan't need to, me dear. I'll earn enough as it is. Will I get the

replies to-morrow, do you think? The letters ought to be delivered to-

night!"

Sylvia felt doubtful whether answers would ever be received, but as

events proved, she was wrong, and Pixie was right, for her inquiries

were answered by return of post, and on the first opportunity handed

over for inspection. The philanthropist who provided remunerative work

for gentlewomen at their own homes without interfering with present

duties, forwarded samples as promised, the which Pixie spread out on the

table with an air of depression. They consisted of a two-inch length of

a simple stamping-off pattern, a fragment of black net, and a few dozen

common jet beads, wrapped in a paper.

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