TONY.

The wedding was fixed for the middle of July, and, in the middle of

June, Lucian went to Toppings to arrange for having it prepared for the

reception of his bride. His long minority had left him with plenty of

ready money; but neither he nor Amethyst had grown-up sufficiently to

have much desire for house-decoration of an aesthetic kind. They were

much more full of the long foreign tour, which was to follow their

marriage, than of the details of their future house-keeping. He was

also obliged to pay a visit to some elderly relations in his own county,

so that he was absent from Cleverley for nearly a fortnight.

Amethyst meanwhile was free to give her mind to her wedding garments,

which delighted Lady Haredale even more than the bride herself. Money

or credit had been found for the trousseau, and Amethyst was too

inexperienced to know that it was both very costly, and rather

inadequate.

A visit, in the course of the wedding tour, was to be paid to Miss

Haredale at Lausanne, where she was spending the summer, and Amethyst

had few anticipations more delightful than that of showing her Lucian to

"auntie," whose congratulations had been full of incredulous pleasure.

In the meantime, Lady Haredale had been as sympathetic as a girl,

promoting the love-idyll in every possible way, and devising the

loveliest and most original costumes for her daughter. Amethyst set her

own girlish fancy on an "amethyst" velvet, which she considered suitable

to a young married lady, and felt would be becoming to herself; but she

cared most to have her riding habit exactly what Lucian thought correct,

and to choose hats of the shapes and colours which he admired.

She went to London with Lady Haredale for a few days during his absence,

to complete these arrangements, and there, in the brief intervals when

her mind was not taken up with her lover's letters, or with the

engrossing business of the trousseau, she fancied that Lady Haredale was

less cheery and light-hearted than usual. Her father, who was very

little at Cleverley, met them in London, and disappointed her by his

want of interest in her prospects, and by the captious, irritable

annoyance with which he turned off any mention of the wedding. She

returned to Cleverley with her mother, while Lucian was still absent,

and found there Major Fowler, who had, he said, "been backwards and

forwards" during Lady Haredale's absence. Amethyst's first view of the

great "Tony" had been that he was a middle-aged gentleman, an

uninteresting but worthy family friend.

Therefore it appeared to her quite natural that the girls should be

"very fond of him," as Tory, with a wicked twinkle in her eye, declared

herself to be. Amethyst herself behaved to him graciously, as a person

that she expected to know and like, but rather respectfully, as

belonging to her elders.

She thought so little about him, that it was not until Lucian expressed

a dislike to him, that she realised that there was something about him

that she did not like herself. She was not shy; but he had a way

sometimes of staring at her that made her uncomfortable, and, almost

unconsciously, she held him at a distance and did not fall into the free

intercourse with him practised by her sisters. Her mother called him

"poor Tony," and had explained him in the following manner some time

before.

"You see, my dear, the poor fellow has been very unlucky. Of course I

don't enter into the questions between him and Mrs Fowler; she wasn't a

pleasant woman, and she is dead now. I'm sure he had his excuses.

Besides, that is all over and done with, and I hate picking holes in

people, one should take them as one finds them. This is his refuge; he

is very domestic. Men are quite lost without a woman to turn to."

"I suppose he is a very old friend," said Amethyst, quite simply.

"Oh yes, darling; six or seven years I've known him. He was at Nice

once with us, and he used to run down to Twickenham. But you know, as

my lord is so much away, I always make a point of having the children

about. That is why they have been so much in the drawing-room, and lost

their schooling, poor dears!"

Amethyst blushed with a confused sense of misgiving, as her mother fixed

her sweet, shallow eyes upon her. The apologetic tone seemed out of

place.

Her time had been, however, too much taken up by Lucian for Major Fowler

to come much in her way, though she was glad when now, on their return

from London, after an hour's chat with Lady Haredale, he went off by the

train, without any definite promise of an immediate return.

Lady Haredale drew a long sigh as she watched him go.

"Things come to an end!" she said sentimentally. "Who would have

thought it of poor Tony?"

"Thought what, mother?" said Amethyst.

"Ah, that's a secret! Well, it's all for the best. Nothing can go on

for ever. But I don't know.--Well! I never look forward. There's a

way out of everything. I never knew a bother, that I didn't see round

the corner of it soon!"

Lady Haredale laughed, and Amethyst looked at her, admiring her cheery

sweetness; but presently the mother's brows drew together, and she bit

her lip sharply, then smiled suddenly, and, with the confidential air,

which yet bestowed no confidence, said,--

"Men never believe that one has any tact at all!" and walked away.

Amethyst was puzzled; sometimes she felt as if, in addition to all other

blessings, her marriage would be a refuge from a home that might have

many perplexities. Her mother was occasionally mysterious. Tory threw

out hints, which Amethyst did not choose to follow up. Una was ill and

miserable, giving way to unexplained fits of crying, and angry when

Amethyst tried to laugh her out of them.

The time of Lucian's absence seemed endless, and, on the afternoon of

his return, Amethyst's spirits rose to rapturous pitch.

It was a lovely summer day, tea was laid out on the terrace. Over the

grave, old-fashioned garden was a blaze of joyous sunlight, giving it a

cheerfulness that it sometimes lacked. For the high, broad cypress

hedges in front of the house were continued behind it, and enclosed the

garden in a square of sombre green. These living walls were as firm and

regular as if they had been built of brick.

Here and there recesses were cut in them, in which benches were placed,

and at intervals, and at the corners, the cypresses grew to a great

height, and were cut into all sorts of fantastic shapes--pyramids,

peacocks, and lyres, the pride of the old gardener, who regarded himself

as their owner in a much more real sense than either tenants or

landlord.

They were certainly very striking and uncommon, and formed an effective

setting to the elaborate pattern of bright flower-beds into which the

turf between them was cut up. Here and there, against the dark hedges,

and along the terrace, were placed really graceful statues, and in the

centre was a fountain of marble Tritons and dolphins, very suitable to

the formal stateliness of the whole scene. Amethyst, in her prettiest

dress and hat, her beauty heightened by joyous expectation, was flitting

about among the flowers, picking one here and there, and chattering to

Tory and Kattern. She was longing for Lucian, but in the security of

her young unbroken peace it was longing, unmixed with doubt or fear.

She was happy because he was coming, not fearful that he might not come.

Una was sitting on the terrace steps. Like her little sisters she wore

a bright red frock striped with white, and a fantastically-shaped hat

with a red bow in it. The costume, which was becoming to the children,

had an odd bizarre effect on the tall thin girl, with her masses of

hair, and her melancholy eyes. Lady Haredale sat just above her, the

tea-table by her side, and a French novel on her lap. She looked the

picture of lazy comfort, and a very pretty picture too, with her

uncovered head, as fearless as her girls of air and light, openly

reading a book which most mothers, if they studied it at all, would have

blushed to let their daughters see in their hands.

Presently a telegram was brought to her, and Amethyst came running up.

"Not from Lucian, mamma?"

"Oh no, my dear child. I should like to weep a little over this bit of

news. Dear old Tony has been so _convenient_, and I like to have a man

about the house; but, as he says, it wouldn't be right to let such a

chance slip. So he's going to marry this heiress. Ah, well, it's a

great sacrifice in some ways.--What's that?"

A sudden piercing shriek interrupted the sweet melancholy flow of Lady

Haredale's tones. Una sprang up from the steps, threw up her arms, made

a movement as if to rush away, but either fell, or flung herself down

headlong, across a bed of scarlet geraniums. Tory, who had come running

up to hear the news, with a watering-pot in her hand, deliberately

turned, and emptied its contents on Una's head, with the result of

causing her to start up, choking with sobs, half of rage, half of

misery.

"Don't be such a fool, Una," said Tory, sharply. "You've known it was

coming, you've always known it was no use."

Una rushed away into the house, her sobs and half-choked screams echoing

as she went.

"What does it mean?" said Amethyst, appalled. "It means," said Tory,

"that Tony was always fond of kissing us and spooning us, when he was

hanging about my lady. But Una has been over head and ears in love with

him ever since I can remember, and he liked it and called her his little

wife, and she'd sit all day in the window watching for him, or hide in

the passage waiting for a kiss."

"Oh, my dear child," said Lady Haredale, "of course Tony was only in

play."

"Yes, but Una wasn't. And lately he has been trying to get her out of

it. That's why she has been so miserable; only she didn't want Amethyst

to know."

"It's quite absurd," said Lady Haredale, "those things should never go

too far. It's quite Una's fault. I shall have to bring her out, when

you are married, Amethyst, to put it out of her head. As if Tony cared

for a chit like her!"

Victoria made an indescribable grimace, while Amethyst was speechless.

Tory's cynical plain-speaking, and her mothers light response, turned

her quite cold with horror.

"Mother, you will never let that man come here again?" she exclaimed, at

length. "If he could behave so--"

"Oh, my dear child," said Lady Haredale, "it was only play.--Poor little

Una will soon forget it again. It's just a little sentiment, that's

all."

Amethyst turned with a start, as Lucian, for once taking her by

surprise, came out of the house all eager and joyous.

"Oh, dear Lucian," said Lady Haredale, "we are quite upset! Such a

sudden piece of news."

"There is something the matter!" said Lucian, with an anxious look at

Amethyst, whose face was still scared and startled, even in the midst of

his greeting.

"Oh no!" said Lady Haredale. "But our dear old friend Major Fowler is

going to be married. The girls are all in tears, he is _such_ a loss,

we can't imagine ourselves without him. I think we've all had a share

in him, we don't like to give him up to an heiress. I don't know what

we shall do."

Amethyst made no contradiction, but she looked at her mother with

tragical eyes, hardly controlling tears of she knew not what strange

distress.

"What does it mean?" said Lucian, as Lady Haredale turned away. "I

don't understand."

"Don't ask," said Amethyst. "Oh, Lucian, it's like heaven to see you,

and know that I belong to you,--but--but--"

"You don't belong to any one else; keep yourself quite separate. You're

mine, mine only," said Lucian in the short, masterful tone peculiar to

him.

"I hate that fellow," he continued, as he drew her away into the cypress

walk; "he's a bad sort."

"But now he is going to be married, we shall not see anything more of

him," said Amethyst.

"Have nothing to do with him. You haven't seen very much of him, have

you?"

"Why, I have _seen_ a good deal of him. He has been here so much; but--

Lucian, I don't think I notice any one now-a-days. I'm always thinking

of you."

Lucian looked down at her with eyes which, light in colour and steadfast

in expression, had a peculiar unfaltering clearness, pure as crystal,

but a little hard. He was rarely tender in word or look, he showed his

love for Amethyst by taking possession of her.

"No one else has any right to you," he said firmly; and, as he took her

in his arms, she forgot everything that troubled her, in his kiss.

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