Chapter VIII

Next morning Niebeldingk sat at his desk and reflected with

considerable discomfort on the experience of the previous evening.

Suddenly he observed, across the street, restlessly waiting in the

same doorway--the avenging spirit!

It was an opportune moment. It would distract him to make an example

of the fellow. Nothing better could have happened.

He rang for John and ordered him to bring up the wretched fellow and,

furthermore, to hold himself in readiness for an act of vigorous

expulsion.

Five minutes passed. Then the door opened and, diffidently, but with a

kind of professional dignity, the knight of several honourable orders

entered the room.

Niebeldingk made rapid observations: A beardless, weatherworn old face

with pointed, stiff, white brows. The little, watery eyes knew how to

hide their cunning, for nothing was visible in them save an expression

of wonder and consternation. The black frock coat was threadbare but

clean, his linen was spotless. He wore a stock which had been the

last word of fashion at the time of the July revolution.

"A sharper of the most sophisticated sort," Niebeldingk concluded.

"Before any discussion takes place," he said sharply. "I must know

with whom I am dealing."

The old man drew off with considerable difficulty his torn, gray,

funereal gloves and, from the depths of a greasy pocket-book, produced

a card which had, evidently, passed through a good many hands.

"A sharper," Niebeldingk repeated to himself, "but on a pretty low

plane." He read the card: "Kohleman, retired clerk of court." And

below was printed the addition: "Knight of several orders."

"What decorations have you?" he asked.

"I have been very graciously granted the Order of the Crown, fourth

class, and the general order for good behaviour."

"Sit down," Niebeldingk replied, impelled by a slight instinctive

respect.

"Thank you, I'll take the liberty," the old gentleman answered and sat

down on the extreme edge of a chair.

"Once on the stairs you--" he was about to say "attacked me," but he

repressed the words. "I know," he began, "what your business is.

And now tell me frankly: Do you think any man in the world such a fool

as to contemplate marriage because a frivolous young thing whose

acquaintance he made at a supper given to 'cocottes' accompanies him,

in the middle of the night, to his bachelor quarters? Do you think

that a reasonable proposition?"

"No," the old gentleman answered with touching honesty. "But you know

it's pretty discouraging to have Meta get into that kind of a mess.

I've had my suspicions for some time that that baggage is a keener,

and I've often said to my sister: 'Look here, these theatrical women

are no proper company for a girl--'"

"Well then," Niebeldingk exclaimed, overcome with astonishment, "if

that's the case, what are you after?"

"I?" the old gentleman quavered and pointed a funereal glove at his

breast, "I? Oh, dear sakes alive! I'm not after anything. Do you

imagine, my dear sir, that I get any fun out of tramping up and down

in front of your house on my old legs? I'd rather sit in a corner and

leave strange people to their own business. But what can I do? I live

in my sister's house, and I do pay her a little board, for I'd never

take a present, not a penny--that was never my way. But what I pay

isn't much, you know, and so I have to make myself a bit useful in the

boarding-house. The ladies have little errands, you know. And they're

quite nice, too, except that they get as nasty as can be if their

rooms aren't promptly cleaned in the morning, and so I help with the

dusting, too ... If only it weren't for my asthma ... I tell, you,

asthma, my dear sir--"

He stopped for an attack of coughing choked him.

With a sudden kindly emotion Niebeldingk regarded the terrible avenger

in horror of whom he had lived four mortal days. He told him to

stretch his poor old legs and asked him whether he'd like a glass

of Madeira.

The old gentleman's face brightened. If it would surely give no

trouble he would take the liberty of accepting.

Niebeldingk rang and John entered with a grand inquisitorial air. He

recoiled when he saw the monster so comfortable and, for the first

time in his service, permitted himself a gentle shake of the head.

The old gentleman emptied his glass in one gulp and wiped his mouth

with a brownish cotton handkerchief. Fragments of tobacco flew about.

He looked so tenderly at the destroyer of his family as though he had

a sneaking desire to join the enemy.

"Well, well," he began again. "What's to be done? If my sister takes

something into her head.... And anyhow, I'll tell you in confidence,

she is a devil. Oh deary me, what I have to put up with from her! It's

no good getting into trouble with her! ... If you want to avoid any

unpleasantness, I can only advise you to consent right away.... You

can back out later.... But that would be the easiest way."

Niebeldingk laughed heartily.

"Yes, you can laugh," the old gentleman said sadly, "that's because

you don't know my sister."

"But _you_ know her, my dear man. And do you suppose that she may have

other, that is to say, financial aims, while she----"

The old gentleman looked at him with great scared eyes.

"How do you mean?" he said and crushed the brown handkerchief in his

hollow hand.

"Well, well, well," Niebeldingk quieted him and poured a reconciling

second glass of wine.

But he wasn't to be bribed.

"Permit me, my dear sir," he said, "but you misunderstand me

entirely.... Even if I do help my sister in the house, and even if I

do go on errands, I would never have consented to go on such an

one.... I said to my sister: It's marriage or nothing.... We don't go

in for blackmail, of that you may be sure." "Well, my dear man,"

Niebeldingk laughed, "If that's the alternative, then--nothing!"

The old gentleman grew quite peaceable again.

"Goodness knows, you're quite right. But you will have

unpleasantnesses, mark my word. ... And if she has to appeal to the

Emperor, my sister said. And my sister--I mention it quite in

confidence--my sister--"

"Is a devil, I understand."

"Exactly."

He laughed slyly as one who is getting even with an old enemy and

drank, with every evidence of delight, the second glassful of wine.

Niebeldingk considered. Whether unfathomable stupidity or equally

unfathomable sophistication lay at the bottom of all this--the

business was a wretched one. It was just such an affair as would be

dragged through every scandal mongering paper in the city, thoroughly

equipped, of course, with the necessary moral decoration. He could

almost see the heavy headlines: Rascality of a Nobleman.

"Yes, yes, my dear fellow," he said, and patted the terrible enemy's

shoulder, "I tell you it's a dog's life. If you can avoid it any

way--never go in for fast living."

The old gentleman shook his gray head sadly.

"That's all over," he declared, "but twenty years ago--"

Niebeldingk cut short the approaching confidences.

"Well, what's going to happen now?" he asked. "And what will your

sister do when you come home and announce my refusal?"

"I'll tell you, Baron. In fact, my sister required that I _should_

tell you, because that is to--" he giggled--"that is to have a

profound effect. We've got a nephew, I must tell you, who's a

lieutenant in the army. Well, he is to come at once and challenge you

to a duel.... Well, now, a duel is always a pretty nasty piece of

business. First, there's the scandal, and then, one _might_ get hurt.

And so my sister thought that you'd rather----"

"Hold on, my excellent friend," said Niebeldingk and a great weight

rolled from his heart. "You have an officer in your family? That's

splendid ... I couldn't ask anything better ... You wire him at once

and tell him that I'll be at home three days running and ready to give

him the desired explanations. I'm sorry for the poor fellow for being

mixed up in such a stupid mess, but I can't help him."

"Why do you feel sorry for him?" the old gentleman asked. "He's as

good a marksman as you are."

"Assuredly," Niebeldingk returned. "Assuredly a better one.... Only it

won't come to that."

He conducted his visitor with great ceremony into the outer hall.

The latter remained standing for a moment in the door. He grasped

Niebeldingk's hand with overflowing friendliness.

"My dear baron, you have been so nice to me and so courteous. Permit

me, in return, to offer you an old man's counsel: Be more careful

about flowers!"

"What flowers?"

"Well, you sent a great, costly bunch of them. That's what first

attracted my sister's attention. And when my sister gets on the track

of anything, well!" ...

He shook with pleasure at the sly blow he had thus delivered, drew

those funereal gloves of his from the crown of his hat and took

his leave.

"So it was the fault of the Indian lilies," Niebeldingk thought,

looking after the queer old knight with an amused imprecation. That

gentleman, enlivened by the wine he had taken, pranced with a new

flexibility along the side-walk. "Like the count in _Don Juan_,"

Niebeldingk thought, "only newly equipped and modernised."

The intervention of the young officer placed the whole affair upon

an intelligible basis. It remained only to treat it with entire

seriousness. Niebeldingk, according to his promise, remained at home

until sunset for three boresome days. On the morning of the fourth he

wrote a letter to the excellent old gentleman telling him that he was

tired of waiting and requesting an immediate settlement of the

business in question. Thereupon he received the following answer:

"SIR:--

In the name of my family I declare to you herewith that I give you

over to the well-deserved contempt of your fellowmen. A man who can

hesitate to restore the honour of a loving and yielding girl is not

worthy of an alliance with our family. Hence we now sever any further

connection with you.

With that measure of esteem which you deserve,

I am,

KOHLEMAN, _Retired Clerk of Court_.

Knight S.H.O.

P.S.

Best regards. Don't mind all that talk. The duel came to nothing. Our

little lieutenant besought us not to ruin him and asked that his name

be not mentioned. He has left town."

Breathing a deep sigh of relief, Niebeldingk threw the letter aside.

Now that the affair was about to float into oblivion, he became

aware of the fact that it had weighed most heavily upon him.

And he began to feel ashamed.

He, a man who, by virtue of his name and of his wealth and, if he

would be bold, by virtue of his intellect, was able to live in some

noble and distinguished way--he passed his time with banalities that

were half sordid and half humorous. These things had their place.

Youth might find them not unfruitful of experience. They degraded a

man of forty.

If these things filled his life to-day, then the years of training and

slow maturing had surely gone for nothing. And what would become of

him if he carried these interests into his old age? His schoolmates

were masters of the great sciences, distinguished servants of the

government, influential politicians. They toiled in the sweat of their

brows and harvested the fruits of their youth's sowing.

He strove to master these discomforting thoughts, but every moment

found him more defenceless against them.

And shame changed into disgust.

To divert himself he went out into the streets and landed, finally, in

the rooms of his club. Here he was asked concerning his latest

adventure. Only a certain respect which his personality inspired saved

him from unworthy jests. And in this poverty-stricken world, where

the very lees of experience amounted to a sensation--here he

wasted his days.

It must not last another week, not another day. So much suddenly grew

clear to him.

He hurried away. Upon the streets brooded the heat of early summer.

Masses of human beings, hot but happy, passed him in silent activity.

What was he to do?

He must marry: that admitted of no doubt. In the glow of his own

hearth he must begin a new and more tonic life.

Marry? But whom? A worn out heart can no longer be made to beat more

swiftly at the sight of some slim maiden. The senses might yet be

stirred, but that is all.

Was he to haunt watering-places and pay court to mothers on the

man-hunt in order to find favour in their daughters' eyes? Was he to

travel from estate to estate and alienate the affection of young

_chatelaines_ from their favourite lieutenants?

Impossible!

He went home hopelessly enough and drowsed away the hours of the

afternoon behind drawn blinds on a hot couch.

Toward evening the postman brought a letter--in Alice's hand.

Alice! How could he have forgotten her! His first duty should have

been to see her.

He opened the envelope, warmly grateful for her mere existence.

"DEAR FRIEND:--

As you will probably not find time before you leave the city to bid me

farewell in person. I beg you to return to me a certain key which I

gave into your keeping some years ago. You have no need of it and it

worries me to have it lying about.

Don't think that I am at all angry. My friendship and my gratitude are

yours, however far and long we may be separated. When, some day, we

meet again, we will both have become different beings. With many

blessings upon your way,

ALICE."

He struck his forehead like a man who awakens from an obscene dream.

Where was his mind? He was about to go in search of that which was so

close at hand, so richly his own!

Where else in all the world could he find a woman so exquisitely

tempered to his needs, so intimately responsive to his desires, one

who would lead him into the darker land of matrimony through meadows

of laughing flowers?

To be sure, there was her coolness of temper, her learning, her

strange restlessness. But was not all that undergoing a change? Had he

not found her sunk in dreams? And her tears? And her kiss?

Ungrateful wretch that he was!

He had sought a home and not thought of the parrot who screamed out

his name in her dear dwelling. There was a parrot like that in the

world--and he wandered foolishly abroad. What madness! What baseness!

He would go to her at once.

But no! A merry thought struck him and a healing one.

He took the key from the wall and put it into his pocket.

He would go to her--at midnight.

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