Mrs. Jessop's drawing-room, ruddy with fire-light, glittering with
delicate wax candle-light; a few women in pale-coloured gauzy dresses,
a few men, sublime in blue coats, gold buttons, yellow waistcoats, and
smiles--this was all I noticed of the scene, which was quite a novel
scene to me.
The doctor's wife had introduced us formally to all her guests, as the
custom then was, especially in these small cosy supper-parties. How
they greeted us I do not now remember; no doubt, with a kind of
well-bred formal surprise; but society was generally formal then. My
chief recollection is of Mrs. Jessop's saying pointedly and aloud,
though with a smile playing under the corners of her good little mouth:
"Mr. Halifax, it is kind of you to come; Lady Caroline Brithwood will
be delighted. She longs to make your acquaintance."
After that everybody began to talk with extraordinary civility to Mr.
Halifax.
For John, he soon took his place among them, with that modest
self-possession which best becomes youth. Society's dangerous waters
accordingly became smooth to him, as to a good swimmer who knows his
own strength, trusts it, and struggles not.
"Mr. Brithwood and Lady Caroline will be late," I overheard the hostess
say. "I think I told you that Miss March--"
But here the door was flung open, and the missing guests announced.
John and I were in the alcove of the window; I heard his breathing
behind me, but I dared not look at or speak to him. In truth, I was
scarcely calmer than he. For though it must be clearly understood I
never was "in love" with any woman, still the reflected glamour of
those Enderley days had fallen on me. It often seems now as if I too
had passed the golden gate, and looked far enough into youth's Eden to
be able ever after to weep with those that wept without the doors.
No--she was not there.
We both sat down. I know not if I was thankful or sorry.
I had seldom seen the 'squire or Lady Caroline. He was a portly young
man, pinched in by tight light-coloured garments. She was a lady
rather past her first youth, but very handsome still, who floated
about, leaving a general impression of pseudo-Greek draperies, gleaming
arms and shoulders, sparkling jewellery, and equally sparkling smiles.
These smiles seemed to fall just as redundantly upon the family
physician, whom by a rare favour--for so, I suppose, it must have
been--she was honouring with a visit, as if worthy Dr. Jessop were the
noblest in the land. He, poor man, was all bows and scrapes and pretty
speeches, in the which came more than the usual amount of references to
the time which had made his fortune, the day when Her Majesty Queen
Charlotte had done him the honour to be graciously taken ill in passing
through Norton Bury. Mrs. Jessop seemed to wear her honours as hostess
to an earl's daughter very calmly indeed. She performed the ordinary
courtesies, and then went over to talk with Mr. Brithwood. In their
conversation I sought in vain the name of Ursula.
So it ended--the sickening expectation which I had read in the lad's
face all day. He would not see her--perhaps it was best. Yet my heart
bled when I looked at him. But such thoughts could not be indulged in
now, especially as Mrs. Jessop's quick eyes seemed often upon him or
me, with an expression that I could not make out at all, save that in
such a good woman, whom Miss March so well loved, could lurk nothing
evil or unkindly.
So I tried to turn my attention to the Brithwoods. One could not
choose but look at her, this handsome Lady Caroline, whom half Norton
Bury adored, the other half pursed up their lips at the mention of--but
these were of the number she declined to "know." All that she did
know--all that came within her influence, were irresistibly attracted,
for to please seemed a part of her nature. To-night nearly every one
present stole gradually into the circle round her; men and women alike
charmed by the fascination of her ripe beauty, her lively manner, her
exquisite smile and laugh.
I wondered what John thought of Lady Caroline Brithwood. She could not
easily see him, even though her acute glance seemed to take in
everything and everybody in the room. But on her entrance John had
drawn back a little, and our half-dozen of fellow-guests, who had been
conversing with him, crept shyly out of his way; as if, now the visible
reality appeared, they were aghast at the great gulf that lay between
John Halifax the tanner and the Brithwoods of the Mythe. A few even
looked askance at our hostess, as though some terrible judgment must
fall upon poor ignorant Mrs. Jessop, who had dared to amalgamate such
opposite ranks.
So it came to pass, that while everybody gathered round the Brithwoods
John and I stood alone, and half concealed by the window.
Very soon I heard Lady Caroline's loud whisper;
"Mrs. Jessop, my good friend, one moment. Where is your 'jeune heros,'
'l'homme du peuple?' I do not see him. Does he wear clouted shoes and
woollen stockings? Has he a broad face and turned-up nose, like your
'paysans Anglais'?"
"Judge for yourself, my lady--he stands at your elbow. Mr. Halifax,
let me present you to Lady Caroline Brithwood."
If Lord Luxmore's fair daughter ever looked confounded in her life she
certainly did at this minute.
"Lui? Mon dieu! Lui!" And her shrug of amazement was stopped, her
half-extended hand drawn back. No, it was quite impossible to
patronise John Halifax.
He bowed gravely, she made a gracious curtsey; they met on equal terms,
a lady and gentleman.
Soon her lively manner returned. She buckled on her spurs for a new
conquest, and left the already vanquished gentilities of Norton Bury to
amuse themselves as they best might.
"I am enchanted to meet you, Mr. Halifax; I adore 'le peuple.'
Especially"--with a sly glance at her husband, who, with Tory Dr.
Jessop, was vehemently exalting Mr. Pitt and abusing the First Consul,
Bonaparte--"especially le peuple Francais. Me comprenez vous?"
"Madame, je vous comprends."
Her ladyship looked surprised. French was not very common among the
honest trading class, or indeed any but the higher classes in England.
"But," John continued, "I must dissent from Lady Caroline Brithwood, if
she mingles the English people with 'le peuple Francais.' They are a
very different class of beings."
"Ah, ca ira, ca ira"--she laughed, humming beneath her breath a few
notes out of that terrible song. "But you know French--let us talk in
that language; we shall horrify no one then."
"I cannot speak it readily; I am chiefly self-taught."
"The best teaching. Mon dieu! Truly you are made to be 'un
hero'--just the last touch of grace that a woman's hand gives--had you
ever a woman for your friend?--and you would be complete. But I cannot
flatter--plain, blunt honesty for me. You must--you shall be--'l'homme
du peuple.' Were you born such?--Who were your parents?"
I saw John hesitate; I knew how rarely he ever uttered those names
written in the old Bible--how infinitely sacred they were to him. Could
he blazon them out now, to gratify this woman's idle curiosity?
"Madam," he said, gravely, "I was introduced to you simply as John
Halifax. It seems to me that, so long as I do no discredit to it, the
name suffices to the world."
"Ah--I see! I see!" But he, with his downcast eyes, did not detect the
meaning smile that just flashed in hers was changed into a tone of soft
sympathy. "You are right; rank is nothing--a cold, glittering marble,
with no soul under. Give me the rich flesh-and-blood life of the
people. Liberte--fraternite--egalite. I would rather be a gamin in
Paris streets than my brother William at Luxmore Hall."
Thus talked she, sometimes in French, sometimes in English, the young
man answering little. She only threw her shining arts abroad the more;
she seemed determined to please. And Nature fitted her for it. Even if
not born an earl's daughter, Lady Caroline would have been everywhere
the magic centre of any society wherein she chose to move. Not that her
conversation was brilliant or deep, but she said the most frivolous
things in a way that made them appear witty; and the grand art, to
charm by appearing charmed, was hers in perfection. She seemed to float
altogether upon and among the pleasantnesses of life; pain, either
endured or inflicted, was to her an impossibility.
Thus her character struck me on this first meeting, and thus, after
many years, it strikes me still. I look back upon what she appeared
that evening--lovely, gay, attractive--in the zenith of her rich
maturity. What her old age was the world knows, or thinks it knows.
But Heaven may be more merciful--I cannot tell. Whatever is now said
of her, I can only say, "Poor Lady Caroline!"
It must have indicated a grain of pure gold at the bottom of the
gold-seeming dross, that, from the first moment she saw him, she liked
John Halifax.
They talked a long time. She drew him out, as a well-bred woman always
can draw out a young man of sense. He looked pleased; he conversed
well. Had he forgotten? No; the restless wandering of his eyes at the
slightest sound in the room told how impossible it was he should
forget. Yet he comported himself bravely, and I was proud that
Ursula's kindred should see him as he was.
"Lady Caroline" (her ladyship turned, with a slightly bored expression,
to her intrusive hostess), "I fear we must give up all expectation of
our young friend to-night."
"I told you so. Post-travelling is very uncertain, and the Bath roads
are not good. Have you ever visited Bath, Mr. Halifax?"
"But she is surely long on the road," pursued Mrs. Jessop, rather
anxiously. "What attendants had she?"
"Her own maid, and our man Laplace. Nay, don't be alarmed, excellent
and faithful gouvernante! I assure you your fair ex-pupil is quite
safe. The furore about her has considerably abated since the
heiress-hunters at Bath discovered the melancholy fact that Miss
March--"
"Pardon me," interrupted the other; "we are among strangers. I assure
you I am quite satisfied about my dear child."
"What a charming thing is affectionate fidelity," observed her
ladyship, turning once more to John, with a sweet, lazy dropping of the
eyelids.
The young man only bowed. They resumed their conversation--at least,
she did, talking volubly; satisfied with monosyllabic answers.
It was now almost supper-time--held a glorious hour at Norton Bury
parties. People began to look anxiously to the door.
"Before we adjourn," said Lady Caroline, "I must do what it will be
difficult to accomplish after supper;" and for the first time a sharp,
sarcastic tone jarred in her smooth voice. "I must introduce you
especially to my husband. Mr. Brithwood?"
"Madam." He lounged up to her. They were a diverse pair. She, in her
well-preserved beauty, and Gallic artificial grace--he, in his coarse,
bloated youth, coarser and worse than the sensualism of middle age.
"Mr. Brithwood, let me introduce you to a new friend of mine."
The 'squire bowed, rather awkwardly; proving the truth of what Norton
Bury often whispered, that Richard Brithwood was more at home with
grooms than gentlemen.
"He belongs to this your town--you must have heard of him, perhaps met
him."
"I have more than had the pleasure of meeting Mr. Brithwood, but he has
doubtless forgotten it."
"By Jove! I have. What might your name be, sir?"
"John Halifax."
"What, Halifax the tanner?"
"The same."
"Phew!"--He began a low whistle, and turned on his heel.
John changed colour a little. Lady Caroline laughed--a thoughtless,
amused laugh, with a pleasant murmur of "Bete!"--"Anglais!"--
Nevertheless, she whispered to her husband--
"Mon ami--you forget; I have introduced you to this gentleman."
"Gentleman indeed! Pooh! rubbish! Lady Caroline--I'm busy talking."
"And so are we, most pleasantly. I only called you as a matter of
form, to ratify my invitation. Mr. Halifax will, I hope, dine with us
next Sunday?"
"The devil he will!"
"Richard--you hurt me!"--with a little scream, as she pushed his rough
fingers from her arm, so soft, and round, and fair.
"Madam, you must be crazy. The young man is a tradesman--a tanner. Not
fit for MY society."
"Precisely; I invite him for my own."
But the whispers and responses were alike unheeded by their object.
For, at the doorway, entering with Mrs. Jessop, was a tall girl in deep
mourning. We knew her--we both knew her--our dream at Enderley--our
Nut-browne Mayde.
John was near to the door--their eyes met. She bowed--he returned it.
He was very pale. For Miss March, her face and neck were all in a
glow. Neither spoke, nor offered more than this passing
acknowledgment, and she moved on.
She came and sat down beside me, accidentally, I believe; but when she
saw me she held out her hand. We exchanged a word or two--her manner
was unaltered; but she spoke hurriedly, and her fingers had their old
nervous twitch. She said this meeting was to her "unexpected," but
"she was very glad to see me."
So she sat, and I looked sideways at her dropped eyes--her forehead
with its coronet of chestnut curls. How would he bear the sight--he of
whose heart mine was the mere faint echo? Yet truly an echo, repeating
with cruel faithfulness every throb.
He kept his position, a little aloof from the Brithwoods, who were
holding a slight altercation--though more of looks than words. John
heeded them not. I was sure, though he had never looked directly
towards us, that he had heard every syllable Miss March said to me.
The 'squire called across the room, in a patronising tone: "My good
fellow--that is, ahem! I say, young Halifax?"
"Were you addressing me, Mr. Brithwood?"
"I was. I want a quiet word or two--between ourselves."
"Certainly."
They stood face to face. The one seemed uncomfortable, the other was
his natural self--a little graver, perhaps, as if he felt what was
coming, and prepared to meet it, knowing in whose presence he had to
prove himself--what Richard Brithwood, with all his broad acres, could
never be--a gentleman.
Few could doubt that fact, who looked at the two young men, as all were
looking now.
"On my soul, it's awkward--I'll call at the tan-yard and explain."
"I had rather you would explain here."
"Well then, though it's a confounded unpleasant thing to say--and I
really wish I had not been brought into such a position--you'll not
heed my wife's nonsense?"
"I do not understand you."
"Come, it's no use running to cover in that way. Let's be open and
plain. I mean no offence. You may be a very respectable young man for
aught I know, still rank is rank. Of course Doctor Jessop asks whom he
likes to his house--and, by George! I'm always civil to everybody--but
really, in spite of my lady's likings, I can't well invite you to my
table!"
"Nor could I humiliate myself by accepting any such invitation."
He said the words distinctly, so that the whole circle might have
heard, and was turning away, when Mr. Brithwood fired up--as an angry
man does in a losing game.
"Humiliate yourself! What do you mean, sir? Wouldn't you be only too
thankful to crawl into the houses of your betters, any how, by hook or
by crook? Ha! ha! I know you would. It's always the way with you
common folk, you rioters, you revolutionists. By the Lord! I wish you
were all hanged."
The young blood rose fiercely in John's cheek, but he restrained
himself. "Sir, I am neither a rioter nor a revolutionist."
"But you are a tradesman? You used to drive Fletcher's cart of skins."
"I did."
"And are you not--I remember you now--the very lad, the tanner's lad,
that once pulled us ashore from the eger--Cousin March and me?"
I heard a quick exclamation beside me, and saw Ursula listening
intently--I had not noticed how intently till now. Her eyes were fixed
on John, waiting for his answer. It came.
"Your memory is correct; I was that lad."
"Thank'ee for it too. Lord! what a jolly life I should have missed!
You got no reward, though. You threw away the guinea I offered you;
come, I'll make it twenty guineas to-morrow."
The insult was too much. "Sir, you forget that whatever we may have
been, to-night we meet as equals."
"Equals!"
"As guests in the same house--most certainly for the time being,
equals."
Richard Brithwood stared, literally dumb with fury. The standers-by
were dumb too, though such fracas were then not uncommon even in
drawing-rooms, and in women's presence, especially with men of Mr.
Brithwood's stamp. His wife seemed quite used to it. She merely
shrugged her shoulders and hummed a note or two of "Ca ira." It
irritated the husband beyond all bounds.
"Hold your tongue, my lady. What, because a 'prentice-lad once saved
my life, and you choose to patronise him as you do many another
vagabond, with your cursed liberty and equality, am I to have him at my
table, and treat him as a gentleman? By ----, madam, never!"
He spoke savagely, and loud. John was silent; he had locked his hands
together convulsively; but it was easy to see that his blood was at
boiling heat, and that, did he once slip the leash of his passions, it
would go hard with Richard Brithwood.
The latter came up to him with clenched fist. "Now mark me, you--you
vagabond!"
Ursula March crossed the room, and caught his arm, her eyes gleaming
fire.
"Cousin, in my presence this gentleman shall be treated as a gentleman.
He was kind to my father."
"Curse your father!"
John's right hand burst free; he clutched the savage by the shoulder.
"Be silent. You had better."
Brithwood shook off the grasp, turned and struck him; that last fatal
insult, which offered from man to man, in those days, could only be
wiped out with blood.
John staggered. For a moment he seemed as if he would have sprung on
his adversary and felled him to the ground--but--he did it not.
Some one whispered,--"He won't fight. He is a Quaker."
"No!" he said, and stood erect; though he was ghastly pale, and his
voice sounded hoarse and strange--"But I am a Christian. I shall not
return blow for blow."
It was a new doctrine; foreign to the practice, if familiar to the ear,
of Christian Norton Bury. No one answered him; all stared at him; one
or two sheered off from him with contemptuous smiles. Then Ursula
March stretched out her friendly hand. John took it, and grew calm in
a moment.
There arose a murmur of "Mr. Brithwood is going."
"Let him go!" Miss March cried, anger still glowing in her eyes.
"Not so--it is not right. I will speak to him. May I?" John softly
unclosed her detaining hand, and went up to Mr. Brithwood. "Sir, there
is no need for you to leave this house--I am leaving it. You and I
shall not meet again if I can help it."
His proud courtesy, his absolute dignity and calmness, completely
overwhelmed his blustering adversary; who gazed open-mouthed, while
John made his adieu to his host and to those he knew. The women
gathered round him--woman's instinct is usually true. Even Lady
Caroline, amid a flutter of regrets, declared she did not believe there
was a man in the universe who would have borne so charmingly such a
"degradation."
At the word Miss March fired up. "Madam," she said, in her impetuous
young voice, "no insult offered to a man can ever degrade him; the only
real degradation is when he degrades himself."
John, passing out at the doorway, caught her words. As he quitted the
room no crowned victor ever wore a look more joyful, more proud.
After a minute we followed him; the Doctor's wife and I. But now the
pride and joy had both faded.
"Mrs. Jessop, you see I am right," he murmured. "I ought not to have
come here. It is a hard world for such as I. I shall never conquer
it--never."
"Yes--you will." And Ursula stood by him, with crimsoned cheek, and
eyes no longer flashing, but fearless still.
Mrs. Jessop put her arm round the young girl. "I also think you need
not dread the world, Mr. Halifax, if you always act as you did tonight;
though I grieve that things should have happened thus, if only for the
sake of this, my child."
"Have I done any harm? oh! tell me, have I done any harm?"
"No!" cried Ursula, with the old impetuosity kindling anew in every
feature of her noble face. "You have but showed me what I shall
remember all my life--that a Christian only can be a true gentleman."
She understood him--he felt she did; understood him as, if a man be
understood by one woman in the world, he--and she too--is strong, safe,
and happy. They grasped hands once more, and gazed unhesitatingly into
each other's eyes. All human passion for the time being set aside,
these two recognized each in the other one aim, one purpose, one faith;
something higher than love, something better than happiness. It must
have been a blessed moment for both.
Mrs. Jessop did not interfere. She had herself known what true love
was, if, as gossips said, she had kept constant to our worthy doctor
for thirty years. But still she was a prudent woman, not unused to the
world.
"You must go now," she said, laying her hand gently on John's arm.
"I am going. But she--what will she do?"
"Never mind me. Jane will take care of me," said Ursula, winding her
arms round her old governess, and leaning her cheek down on Mrs.
Jessop's shoulder.
We had never seen Miss March show fondness, that is, caressing
fondness, to any one before. It revealed her in a new light; betraying
the depths there were in her nature; infinite depths of softness and of
love.
John watched her for a minute; a long, wild, greedy minute, then
whispered hoarsely to me, "I must go."
We made a hasty adieu, and went out together into the night--the cold,
bleak night, all blast and storm.