CHAPTER XIII

ALBAN REVISITS UNION STREET

Alban escaped from the Sporting Club at a quarter to eleven, sick of its

fetid atmosphere and wearied by its mock brutalities. He made no

apologies for quitting Willy Forrest--for, truth to tell, that merry

worthy was no longer capable of understanding them. Frequent calls for

whisky-and-soda, added to a nice taste for champagne at dinner, left the

Captain in that maudlin condition in which a man is first cousin to all

the world--at once garrulous and effusive and generally undesirable.

Alban had, above all things, a contempt for a drunken man; and leaving

Forrest to the care of others of his kind, he went out into the street

and made his way slowly eastward.

It was an odd thing to recall; but he had hardly set foot east of the

Temple, he remembered, since the day when the bronze gates of Richard

Gessner's house first closed upon him and the vision of wonderland burst

upon his astonished eyes. The weeks had been those of unending kindness,

of gifts showered abundantly, of promises for the future which might

well overwhelm him by their generosity. Let him but consent to claim his

rights, Gessner had said, and every ambition should be gratified. No

other explanation than that of a lagging justice could he obtain--and no

other had he come to desire. If he remained at Hampstead, the image of

Anna Gessner, of a perfect womanhood as he imagined it, kept him to the

house. He did not desire his patron's money; he began to discover how

few were his wants and how small the satisfaction of their gratification

could be. But the image he worshipped ever--and at its feet all other

desires were forgotten.

And now reality had come with its sacrilegious hand, warring upon the

vision and bidding him open his eyes and see. It was easy enough to

estimate this adventurer Willy Forrest at his true worth, less easy to

bind the wounds imagination had received and to set the image once more

upon its ancient pedestal. Could he longer credit Anna with those

qualities with which his veneration had endowed her? Must there not be

heart searchings and rude questionings, the abandonment of the dream and

the stern corrections of truth? He knew not what to think. A voice of

reproach asked him if he also had not forgotten. The figure of little

Lois Boriskoff stood by him in the shadows, and he feared to speak with

her lest she should accuse him.

Let it be said in justice that he had written to Lois twice, and heard

but lately that she had left Union Street and gone, none knew whither.

His determination to do his utmost for her and her father, to bid them

share his prosperity and command him as they would, had been strong with

him from the first and delayed only by the amazing circumstances of his

inheritance. He did not understand even yet that he had the right to

remain at "Five Gables," but this right had so often been insisted upon

that he began at last to believe in its reality and to accept the

situation as a _chose jugee_. And with the conviction, there came an

intense longing to revisit the old scenes--who knows, it may have been

but the promptings of a vanity after all.

It was a great thing, indeed, to be walking there in the glare of the

lamps and telling himself that fortune and a future awaited him, that

the instrument of mighty deeds would be his inheritance, and that the

years of his poverty were no more. How cringingly he had walked

sometimes in the old days when want had shamed him and wealth looked

down upon him with contempt. To-night he might stare the boldest in the

face, nurse fabulous desires and know that they would be gratified, peer

through the barred windows of the shops and say all he saw was at his

command. A sense of might and victory attended his steps. He understood

what men mean when they say that money is power and that it rules the

world.

He turned eastward, and walking with rapid strides made his way down the

Strand and thence by Ludgate Circus to Aldgate and the mean streets he

knew so well. It was nearly midnight when he arrived there, and yet he

fell in with certain whom he knew and passed them by with a genial nod.

His altered appearance, the black overcoat and the scarf which hid his

dress clothes, called for many a "Gor blime" or "Strike me dead." Women

caught his arm and wrestled with him, roughs tried to push him from the

pavement and were amazed at his good humor. In Union Street he first met

little red-haired Chris Denham and asked of her the news. She shrank

back from him as though afraid, and answered almost in a whisper.

"Lois gone--she went three weeks ago. I thought you'd have know'd it--I

thought you was sweet on her, Alban. And now you come here like

that--what's happened to you, whatever have you been doing of?"

He told her gaily that he had found new friends.

"But I haven't forgotten the old ones, Chris, and I'm coming down to see

you all some day soon. How's your mother--what's she doing now?"

The girl shrugged her shoulders and the glance she turned upon him

seemed to say that she would sooner speak on any other subject.

"What should she be doin'--what's any of us doin' but slave our bones

off and break our hearts. You've come to see Lois' father, haven't you?

Oh, yes, I know how much you want to talk about my mother. The old man's

up there in the shop--I saw him as I came by."

Alban stood an instant irresolute. How much he would have liked to offer

some assistance to this poor girl, to speak of real pecuniary help and

friendship. But he knew the people too well. The utmost delicacy would

be necessary.

"Well," he said, "I'm sorry things are not better, Chris. I've had a

good Saturday night, you see, and if I can do anything, don't you mind

letting me know. We'll talk of it when we have more time. I'm going on

to see Boriskoff now, and I doubt that I'll find him out of bed."

She laughed a little wildly, still turning almost pathetic eyes upon

him.

"Is it true that it's all off between you and Lois--all the Court says

it is. That's why she went away, they say--is it true, Alb, or are they

telling lies? I can't believe it myself. You're not the sort to give a

girl over--not one that's stood by you as well as Lois. Tell me it ain't

true or I shall think the worse of you."

The question staggered him and he could not instantly answer it. Was it

true or false? Did he really love little Lois and had he still an

intention to marry her? Alban had never looked the situation straight in

the face until this moment.

"I never tell secrets," he exclaimed a little lamely, and turning upon

his heel, he shut his ears to the hard laugh which greeted him and went

on, as a man in a dream, to old Boriskoff's garret. A lamp stood in the

window there and the tap of a light hammer informed him that the

indefatigable Pole was still at work. In truth, old Paul was bending

copper tubing--for a firm which said that he had no equal at the task

and paid him a wage which would have been despised by a

crossing-sweeper.

Alban entered the garret quietly and was a little startled by the sharp

exclamation which greeted him. He knew nothing, of course, of the part

this crafty Pole had played or what his own change of circumstance owed

to him. To Alban, Paul Boriskoff was just the same mad revolutionary as

before--at once fanatic and dreamer and, before then, the father of Lois

who had loved him. If the old fellow had no great welcome for the young

Englishman to-night, let that be set down to his sense of neglect and,

in some measure, to his daughter's absence.

"Good evening, Mr. Boriskoff, you are working very late to-night."

Alban stood irresolute at the door, watching the quick movements of the

shaggy brows and wondered what had happened to old Paul that he should

be received so coolly. Had he known what was in the Pole's mind he would

have as soon have jumped off London Bridge as have braved the anger of

one who judged him so mercilessly in that hour. For Boriskoff had heard

the stories which Hampstead had to tell, and he had said, "He will ruin

Lois' life and I have put the power to do so in his hands."

"The poor do not choose their hours, Alban Kennedy. Sit down, if you

please, and talk to me. I have much to say to you."

He did not rise from his chair, but indicated a rude seat in the corner

by the chimney and waited until his unwilling guest had taken it. Alban

judged that his own altered appearance and his absence from Union Street

must be the cause of his displeasure. He could guess no other reason.

"Do you love my daughter, Alban Kennedy?"

"You know that I do, Paul. Have we not always been good friends? I came

to tell you about a piece of great good fortune which has happened to me

and to find out why Lois had not written to me. You see for yourself

that there is a great change in me. One of the richest men in London

considers that I have a claim, to some of his money--through some

distant relative, it appears--and I am living at his house almost as

his own son."

"Is that why you forget your old friends so quickly?"

"I have never forgotten them. I wrote to Lois twice."

"Did you speak of marriage in your letters?"

The lad's face flushed crimson. He knew that he could not tell Paul

Boriskoff the truth.

"I did not speak of marriage--why should I?" he exclaimed; "it was never

your wish that we should speak of it until Lois is twenty-one. She will

not be that for more than three years--why do you ask me the question

to-night?"

"Because you have learned to love another woman."

A dead silence fell in the room. The old man continued to tap gently

upon the coil of tube, rapidly assuming a fantastic shape under the

masterly touch of a trained hand. A candle flickered by him upon a crazy

table where stood a crust of bread and a lump of coarse cheese. Not

boastfully had he told Richard Gessner that he would accept nothing for

himself. He was even poorer than he had been six weeks ago when he

discovered that his old enemy was alive.

[Illustration: "You love another woman, Alban Kennedy, and you have

wished to forget my daughter."]

"You love another woman, Alban Kennedy, and you have wished to forget my

daughter. Do not say that it is not the truth, for I read it upon your

face. You should be ashamed to come here unless you can deny it. Fortune

has been kind to you, but how have you rewarded those for whom she has

nothing? I say that you have forgotten them--been ashamed of them as

they have now the right to be ashamed of you."

He put his hammer down and looked the lad straight in the face. Upon

Alban's part there was an intense desire to confess everything and to

tell his old friend of all those distressing doubts and perplexities

which had so harassed him since he went to Hampstead. If he could have

done so, much would have been spared him in the time to come. But he

found it impossible to open his heart to an alien,--nor did he believe

Paul Boriskoff capable of appreciating the emotions which now tortured

him.

"I have never been ashamed of any of my friends," he exclaimed hotly;

"you know that it is not true, Paul Boriskoff. Where are the letters

which I wrote to Lois? Why has she not answered them? If I had been

ashamed, would they have been written? Cannot you understand that all

which has happened to me has been very distracting. I have seen a new

life--a new world, and it is not as our world. Perhaps there is no more

happiness in it than in these courts and alleys where we have suffered

so much. I cannot tell you truly. It is all too new to me and naturally

I feel incapable of judging it. When I came to you to-night it was to

speak of our old friendship. Should I have done so if I had forgotten?"

Old Paul heard him with patience, but his anger none the less remained.

The shaggy eyebrows were at rest now, but the eyes were never turned

from Alban's face.

"You are in love with Anna Gessner," he said quietly; "why do you not

tell Lois so?"

"I cannot tell her so--it would not be true. She will always be the

same little Lois to me, and when she is twenty-one I will marry her."

"Ha--when she is twenty-one. That seems a long time off to one who is

your age. You will marry her, you say--a promise to keep her quiet while

you make love to this fine lady who befools you. No, Alban Kennedy, I

shall not let Lois imagine any such thing; I shall tell her the truth.

She will choose another husband--that is my wish and she will obey it."

"You are doing me a great injustice, Paul Boriskoff. I do not love

Anna--perhaps for a moment I thought that I did, but I know now that I

was deceiving myself. She is not one who is worthy of being loved. I

believed her very different when first I went to Hampstead."

"Tell me no such thing. I am an old man and I know men's hearts. What

shall my daughter and her rags be to you now that you have fine clothes

upon your back? You are as the others--you have knelt down at the shrine

of money and there you worship. This woman in her fine clothes--she is

your idol. All your past is forgotten immediately you see her. A great

gulf is set between you and us. Think not that I do not know, for there

are those who bring me the story every day. You worship Anna Gessner,

but you live in a fool's paradise, for the father will forbid you to

marry her. I say it and I know. Be honest and speak to my daughter as I

have spoken to you to-night."

He raised his hammer as though he would resume his work, and Alban began

to perceive how hopeless an argument would be with him while in such a

mood. Not deficient in courage, the lad could not well defend himself

from so direct an attack, and he had the honesty to admit as much.

"I shall tell Lois the truth," he said: "she will then judge me and say

whether you are right or wrong. I came here to-night to see if I could

help you both. You know, Paul Boriskoff, how much I wish to do so. While

I have money, it is yours also. Have not Lois and I always been as your

children? You cannot forbid me to act as a son should, just because I

have come into my inheritance. Let me find you a better home and take

you away from this dismal place. Then I shall be doing right to worship

money. Will you not let me do so? There is nothing in life half so good

as helping those we love--I am sure of it already, and it is only five

weeks since I came into my inheritance. Give me the right and let me

still call you father."

Old Paul was much affected, but he would not let the lad see as much.

Avoiding the question discreetly but not unkindly, he muttered, "No, no,

I need no help. I am an old man and what happens to me does not matter."

And then turning the subject swiftly, he asked, "Your patron, he has

left England, has he not?"

"He has gone to Paris, I believe."

"Did he speak of the business that took him there?"

"He never speaks of business to me. He has asked me once or twice about

the poor people down here and I have tried to tell him. Such a fortune

as his could redeem thousands of lives, Paul. I have told him that when

he spoke to me."

"Such a man will never redeem one life. All the money in the world will

never buy him rest. He has eaten his harvest and the fields are bare.

Did you mention my name to him?"

"I do not think that I have done so yet."

"Naturally, you would have been a little ashamed to speak of us. It is

very rarely that one who becomes rich remembers those who were poor with

him. His money only teaches him to judge them. Those who were formerly

his friends are now spendthrifts, extravagant folk who should not be

injured by assistance. The rich man makes their poverty an excuse for

deserting them, and he cloaks his desertion beneath lofty moral

sentiments. You are too young to do so, but the same spirit is already

leading you. Beware of it, Alban Kennedy, for it will lead you to

destruction."

Alban did not know how to argue with him. He resented the accusation

hotly and yet could make no impression of resentment upon the imagined

grievance which old Paul nursed almost affectionately. It were better,

he thought, to hold his tongue and to let the old man continue.

"Your patron has gone to Paris, you say? Are you sure it is to Paris?"

"How could I be sure. I am telling you what was told to me. He is to be

back in a few days' time. It is not to be expected that he would share

his plans with me."

"Certainly not--he would tell you nothing. Do you know that he is a

Pole, Alban?"

"A Pole? No! Indeed he gives it out that he was born in Germany and is

now a naturalized British subject."

"He would do so, but he is a Pole--and because he is a Pole he tells

you that he has gone to Paris when the truth is that he is at Berlin all

the time."

"But why should he wish to deceive me, Paul--what am I to him?"

"You are one necessary to his salvation--perhaps it is by you alone that

he will live. I could see when I first spoke to you how much you were

astonished that I knew anything about it, but remember, every Pole in

London knows all about his fellow-countrymen, and so it is very natural

that I know something of Richard Gessner. You who live in his house can

tell me more. See what a gossip I am where my own people are concerned.

You have been living in this man's house and you can tell me all about

it--his tastes, his books, his friends. There would be many friends

coming, of course?"

"Not very many, Paul, and those chiefly city men. They eat a great deal

and talk about money. It's all money up there--the rich, the rich, the

rich--I wonder how long I shall be able to stand it."

"Oh, money's a thing most people get used to very quickly. They can

stand a lot of it, my boy. But are there not foreigners at your

house--men of my own country?"

"I have never seen any--once, I think, Mr. Gessner was talking to a

stranger in the garden and he looked like a foreigner. You don't think I

would spy upon him Paul?"

"That would be the work of a very ungrateful fellow. None the less, if

there are foreigners at Hampstead--I should wish to know of it."

"You--and why?"

"That I may save your kind friend from certain perils which I think are

about to menace him. Yes, yes, he has been generous to you and I

wish to reward him. He must not know--he must never hear my name in

the matter, but should there be strangers at Hampstead let me know

immediately--write to me if you cannot come here. Do not delay or you

may rue it to the end of your days. Write to me, Alban, and I shall know

how to help your friend."

He had spoken under a spell of strong excitement, but his message

delivered, he fell again to his old quiet manner; and having exchanged a

few commonplaces with the astonished lad plainly intimated that he would

be alone. Alban, surprised beyond measure, perceived in his turn that no

amount of questioning would help him to a better understanding; and so,

in a state of perplexity which defied expression, he said "Good night"

and went out into the quiet street.

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