“We inquired as to details, and it seemed that the accident had taken

place in the central chamber, locally called ‘The Cathedral,’ and after

a few more questions I understood.

“‘That was where you were, my friend,’ I said to Murphy; ‘it was where

you were when the bird flew out.’

“He agreed with me, and presently when the woman was gone announced

that he was going to the mine again to see the place. Well, I had no

business to keep him dangling about. I couldn’t walk anywhere myself,

so I advised him not to go on to that platform again, and presently he

took a couple of candles from the sticks and went off. He promised to

be back by four o’clock, and I settled down rather drearily to a pipe

and some old magazines.

“Naturally, I fell sound asleep. It was a hot, drowsy afternoon and the

magazines were dull. I awoke once or twice, and then slept again deeply.

“I was awakened by the woman coming in to ask whether I would have tea;

it was already five o’clock. I told her Yes. I was not in the least

anxious about Murphy; he was a good climber, and therefore neither a

coward nor a fool.

“As tea came in I looked out of the window again and saw him walking up

the path, covered with iron dust, and a moment later I heard his step

in the passage, and he came in.

“Mrs. What’s-her-name had gone out.

“‘Have you had a good time?’ I asked.

“He looked at me very oddly and paused before he answered.

“‘Oh, yes,’ he said; and put his cap and stick in a corner.

“I knew Murphy.

“‘Well, why not?’ I asked him, beginning to pour out tea.

“He looked round at the door, then he sat down without noticing the cup

I pushed across to him.

“‘My dear fellow,’ he said, ‘I think I am going mad.’

“Well, I forget what I said, but I understood that he was very much

upset about something, and I suppose I said the proper kind of thing

about his not being a damned fool.

“Then he told me his story.”

Mr. Percival looked round at us again, still with that slight twitching

of the lips that seemed to signify amusement.

“Please remember--” he began, and then broke off. “No; I won’t----”

“Well.

“He had gone down the same shaft that we went down in the morning, and

had spent a couple of hours exploring the passages. He had found an

engine-room with tanks and rotten beams in it and rusty chains. He had

found some more lakes, too, full of that extraordinary electric-blue

water; he had disturbed a quantity of bats somewhere else. Then he had

come out again into the central hall, and on looking at his watch had

found it after four o’clock, so he thought he would climb up by the way

we had come in the morning and go straight home.

“It was as he climbed that his odd sensations began. As he went up,

clinging with his hands, he became perfectly certain that he was being

watched. He couldn’t turn round very well, but he looked up as he went

to the opening overhead, but there was nothing there but the dead-blue

sky, and the trees very green against it, and the red rocks curving

away on every side. It was extraordinarily quiet, he said; the pigeons

had not come home from feeding, and he was out of hearing of the

dripping water that I told you of.

“Then he reached the platform and the opening of the path where I had

my fright in the morning, and turned round to look.

“At first he saw nothing peculiar. The rocks up which he had come

fell away at his feet down to the floor of the ‘Cathedral’ and to the

nettles with which he had stung his hands a minute or two before. He

looked around at the galleries overhead and opposite, but there was

nothing there.

“Then he looked across at the platform where he had been in the morning

and where the accident had taken place.

“Let me tell you what this was like. It was about twenty yards in

breadth and ten deep, but lay irregular and filled with tumbled rocks.

It was a little below the level of his eyes, right across the gulf,

and in a straight line would be about fifty or sixty yards away. It

lay under the roof, rather retired, so that no light from the sky fell

directly on to it; it would have been in complete twilight if it hadn’t

been for a smaller shaft above it, which shot down a funnel of bluish

light, exactly like a stage effect. You see, reverend Fathers, it was

very theatrical altogether. That might account, no doubt----”

Mr. Percival broke off again, smiling.

“I am always forgetting,” he said. “Well, we must go back to Murphy.

At first he saw nothing but the rocks and the thick, red dust and the

broken wall behind it. He was very honest, and told me that as he

looked at it he remembered distinctly what the landlady had told us at

lunch. It was on that little stage that the tragedy had happened.

“Then he became aware that something was moving among the rocks, and

he became perfectly certain that people were looking at him; but it

was too dusky to see very clearly at first. Whatever it was was in the

shadows at the back. He fixed his eyes on what was moving. Then this

happened.”

The lawyer stopped again.

“I will tell you the rest,” he said, “in his own words so far as I

remember them.

“‘I was looking at this moving thing,’ he said, ‘which seemed exactly

of the red color of the rocks, when it suddenly came out under the

funnel of light, and I saw it was a man. He was in a rough suit all

iron stained, with a rusty cap, and he had some kind of a pick in his

hand. He stopped first in the centre of the light, with his back turned

to me, and stood there looking. I cannot say that I was consciously

frightened; I honestly do not know what I thought he was. I think that

my whole mind was taken up in watching him.

“‘Then he turned round slowly and I saw his face. Then I became aware

that if he looked at me I should go into hysterics or something of

the sort, and I crouched down as low as I could. But he didn’t look

at me; he was attending to something else, and I could see his face

quite clearly. He had a beard and moustache, rather ragged and rusty;

he was rather pale, but not particularly. I judged him to be about

thirty-five.’ Of course,” went on the lawyer, “Murphy didn’t tell it me

quite as I am telling it to you. He stopped a good deal; he drank a sip

of tea once or twice and changed his feet about.

“Well, he had seen this man’s face very clearly, and described it very

clearly.

“It was the expression that struck him most.

“‘It was a rather amused expression,’ he said; ‘rather pathetic and

rather tender, and he was looking interestedly about at everything--at

the rocks above and beneath; he carried his pick easily in the crook

of his arm. He looked exactly like a man whom I once saw visiting his

home where he had lived as a child.’ (Murphy was very particular about

that, though I don’t believe he was right.) ‘He was smiling a little in

his beard and his eyes were half shut. It was so pathetic that I nearly

went into hysterics then and there,’ said Murphy. ‘I wanted to stand up

and explain that it was all right, but I knew he knew more than I did.

I watched him, I should think, for nearly five minutes; he went to and

fro softly in the thick dust, looking here and there, sometimes in the

shadow and sometimes out of it. I could not have moved for ten thousand

pounds and I could not take my eyes off him.

“‘Then just before the end I did look away from him. I wanted to know

if it was all real, and I looked at the rocks behind and the openings.

Then I saw that there were other people there; at least, there were

things moving of the color of the rocks.

“‘I suppose I made some sound then; I was horribly frightened. At any

rate, the man in the middle turned right round and faced me, and at

that I sank down with the sweat dripping from me, flat on my face, with

my hands over my eyes.

“‘I thought of a hundred thousand things--of the inn and you and the

walk we had had--and I prayed--well, I suppose I prayed. I wanted God

to take me right out of this place. I wanted the rocks to open and let

me through.’”

Mr. Percival stopped. His voice shook with a tiny tremor. He cleared

his throat.

“Well, reverend Fathers, Murphy got up at last and looked about him,

and of course there was nothing there but just the rocks and the dust

and the sky overhead. Then he came away home the shortest way.”

It was a very abrupt ending, and a little sigh ran round the circle.

Monsignor struck a match noisily and kindled his pipe again.

“Thank you very much, sir,” he said briskly.

Mr. Percival cleared his throat again, but before he could speak Father

Brent broke in.

“Now, that is just an instance of what I was saying, Monsignor, the

night we began. May I ask if you really believe that those were the

souls of the miners? Where’s the justice of it? What’s the point?”

Monsignor glanced at the lawyer.

“Have you any theory, sir?” he asked.

Mr. Percival answered without lifting his eyes.

“I think so,” he said shortly; “but I don’t feel in the least dogmatic.”

Father Brent looked at him almost indignantly.

“I should like to hear it,” he said. “If you can square that----”

“I do not square it,” said the lawyer. “Personally I do not believe

they were spirits at all.”

“Oh?”

“No, I do not, though I do not wish to be dogmatic. To my mind it seems

far more likely that this is an instance of Mr. Hudson’s theory--the

American, you know. His idea is that all apparitions are no more than

the result of violent emotions experienced during life. That about the

pathetic expression is all nonsense, I believe.”

“I don’t understand,” said Father Brent.

“Well, these men, killed by the fall of the roof, probably went through

a violent emotion. This would be heightened in some degree by their

loneliness and isolation from the world. This kind of emotion, Mr.

Hudson suggests, has a power of saturating material surroundings, which

under certain circumstances would once more, like a photograph, give

off an image of the agent. In this instance, too, the absence of other

human visitors would give this materialized emotion a chance, so to

speak, of surviving; there would be very few cross-currents to confuse

it. And finally, Murphy was alone; his receptive faculties would be

stimulated by that fact, and all that he saw, in my belief, was the

psychical wave left by these men in dying.”

“Oh! Did you tell him so?”

“I did not. Murphy is a violent man.”

I looked up at Monsignor, and saw him nodding emphatically to himself.

XIII

_My Own Tale_

I must confess that I was a little taken aback on my last evening

before leaving for England when Monsignor Maxwell turned on me suddenly

at supper and exclaimed aloud that I had not yet contributed a story.

I protested that I had none; that I was a prosaic person; that there

was some packing to be done; that my business was to write down the

stories of other people; that I had my living to make and could not be

liberal with my slender store; that it was a layman’s function to sit

at holy and learned priests’ feet, not to presume to inform them on any

subject under the sun.

But it was impossible to resist; it was pointed out to me that I had

listened on false pretences if I had not intended to do my share,

that telling a story did not hinder my printing it. And, as a final

argument, it was declared that unless I occupied the chair that night

all present withdrew the leave that had already been given to me to

print their stories on my return to England.

There was nothing, therefore, to be done; and as I had already

considered the possibility of the request, I did not occupy an unduly

long time in pretending to remember what I had to say.

When I was seated upstairs and the fire had been poked according to the

ritual and the matches had gone round, and buckled shoes protruded side

by side with elastic-ankled boots, I began.

“This is a very unsatisfactory story,” I said, “because it has no

explanation of any kind. It is quite unlike Mr. Percival’s. You will

see that even theorizing is useless when I have come to the end. It

is simply a series of facts that I have to relate; facts that have no

significance except one that is supernatural, but it is utterly out of

the question even to guess at that significance.

“It is unsatisfactory, too, for a second reason, and that is, that it

is on such very hackneyed lines. It is simply one more instance of that

very dreamy class of phenomena, named ‘haunted houses,’ except that

there is no ghost in it. Its only claim to interest is, as I have said,

the complete futility of any attempt to explain it.”

This was rather a pompous exordium, I felt, but thought it best not to

raise expectations too high, and I was therefore deliberately dull.

“Sixteen years ago from last summer I was in France. I had left school,

where I had labored two hours a week at French for four years, and

gone away in order to learn it in six weeks. This I accomplished very

tolerably, in company with five other boys and an English tutor. Our

general adventures are not relevant, but toward the end of our stay we

went over one Sunday from Portrieux in order to see a French château

about three miles away.

“It was a really glorious June day, hot and fresh and exhilarating, and

we lunched delightfully in the woods with a funny, fat little French

count and his wife, who came with us from the hotel. It is impossible

to imagine less uncanny circumstances or companions.

“After lunch we all went cheerfully to the house, whose chimneys we had

seen among the trees.

“I know nothing about the dates of houses, but the sort of impression I

got of this house was that it was about three hundred years old; but it

may equally have been four, or two. I did not know then and do not know

now anything about it except its name, which I will not tell you; and

its owner’s name, which I will not tell you either, and--and something

else that I will tell you. We will call the owner, if you please, Comte

Jean Marie the First. The house is built in two courts, the right-hand

court, through which we entered, was then used as a farm-yard; and

I should think it probable that it is still so used. This court was

exceedingly untidy. There was a large manure heap in the centre, and

the servants’ quarters to our right looked miserably cared for. There

was a cart or two with shafts turned up, near the sheds that were built

against the wall opposite the gate; and there was a sleepy old dog with

bleared eyes that looked at us intensely from his kennel door.

“Our French friend went across to the servants’ cottages with his

moustache sticking out on either side of his face; and presently came

back with two girls and the keys. There was no objection, he exclaimed

dramatically, to our seeing the house!

“The girls went before us, and unlocked the iron gate that led to the

second court; and we went through after them.

“Now we had heard at the hotel that the family lived in Paris; but we

were not prepared for the dreadful desolation of that inner court. The

living part of the house was on our left; and what had once been a lawn

to our right; but the house was discolored and weather-stained; the

green paint of the closed shutters and door was cracked and blistered;

and the lawn resembled a wilderness; the grass was long and rank;

there were rose-trees trailing along the edge and across the path; and

a sun-dial on the lawn reminded me strangely of a drunken man petrified

in the middle of a stagger. All this, of course, was what was to be

expected in an adventure of this kind. It would do for a Christmas

number.

“But it was not our business to criticize; and after a moment or two,

we followed the girls who had unlocked the front door and were waiting

for us to enter.

“One of them had gone before to open the shutters.

“It was not a large house, in spite of its name, and we had soon looked

through the lower rooms of it. They, too, were what you would expect;

the floors were beeswaxed; there were tables and chairs of a tolerable

antiquity; a little damask on the walls and so on. But what astonished

us was the fact that none of the furniture was covered up, or even

moved aside; and the dust lay, I should say, half an inch thick on

every horizontal surface. I heard the Frenchman crying on his God in

an undertone--as is the custom of Gauls--” (I bowed a little to Father

Meuron)--“and finally he burst out with a question as to why the rooms

were in this state.

“The girl looked at him stolidly. She was a stout, red-faced girl.

“‘It is by the Count’s orders,’ she said.

“‘And does the Count not come here?’ he asked.

“‘No, sir.’

“Then we all went upstairs. One of the girls had preceded us again and

was sitting with her hand on a door to usher us in.

“‘See here is the room the most splendid!’ she said; and threw the door

open.

“It was certainly the room the most splendid. It was a great

bed-chamber hung with tapestry; there were some excellent chairs with

carved legs; a splendid gold-framed mirror tilted forward over the

carved mantle-piece; and, above all, and standing out from the wall

opposite the window was a great four-posted bed, with an elaborately

carved head to it, and heavy curtains hanging from the canopy.

“But what surprised us more than anything that we had yet seen, was the

sight of the bed. Except for the dust that lay on it, it might have

been slept in the night before. There were actually damask sheets upon

it, thrown back, and two pillows. All gray with dust. These were not

arranged but tumbled about, as a bed is in the morning before it is

made.

“As I was looking at this, I heard a boy cry out from the washing-stand.

“‘Why, it has had water in it,’ he said.

“This did not sound exceptional for a basin, but we all crowded round

to look; and it was perfectly true; there was a gray film round the

interior of it; and when he had disturbed it as a boy would with

his finger we could see the flowered china beneath. The line came

two-thirds of the way up the sides of the basin. It must have been

partly filled with water a long while ago, which gradually evaporated,

leaving its mark in the dust that must have collected there week after

week.

“The Frenchman lost his patience at that.

“‘My sacred something!’ he said, ‘why is the room like this?’

“The same girl who had answered him before, answered him again in the

same words. She was standing by the mantle-piece watching us.

“‘It is the Count’s orders,’ she said stolidly.

“‘It is by the Count’s orders that the bed is not made?’ snapped the

man.

“‘Yes, sir,’ said the girl simply.

“Well, that did not content the Frenchman. He exhibited a couple of

francs and began to question.

“This is the story that he got out of her. She told it quite simply.

“The last time that Count Jean Marie had come to the place, it had been

for his honeymoon. He had come down from Paris with his bride. They had

dined together downstairs, very happily and gaily; and had slept in

the room in which we were at this moment. A message had been sent out

for the carriage early next morning; and the couple had driven away

with their trunks leaving their servants behind. They had not returned,

but a message had come down from Paris that the house was to be closed.

It appeared that the servants who had been left behind had had orders

that nothing was to be tidied; even the bed was not to be made; the

rooms were to be locked up, and left as they were.

“The Frenchman had hardly been able to restrain himself as he heard

this unconvincing story; though his wife shook him by the shoulders at

each violent gesture that he made, and at the end he had put a torrent

of questions.

“‘Were they frightened then?’

“‘I do not know, sir.’

“‘I mean the bride and bridegroom, fool!’

“‘I do not know, sir.’

“‘Sacred name!--and--and--why do you not know?’

“‘I have never seen any of them, sir.’

“‘Not seen them! Why you said just now----’

“‘Yes, sir; but I was not born then. It was thirty years ago.’

* * * * *

“I do not think I have ever seen people so bewildered as we all were.

This was entirely unexpected. The Frenchman’s jaw dropped; he licked

his lips once or twice; and turned away. We all stood perfectly still a

moment, and then we went out.”

I indulged myself with a pause just here. I was enjoying myself more

than I thought I should. I had not told the story for some while; and

had forgotten what a good one it was. Besides, it had the advantage of

being perfectly true. Then I went on again with a pleased consciousness

of faces turned to me and black-ended cigarettes.

“I must tell you this,” I said. “I was relieved to get out of the

room. It is sixteen years ago now; and I may have embroidered on

my sensations; but my impression is that I had been just a little

uncomfortable even before the girl’s story. I don’t think that I felt

that there was any presence there, or anything of that kind. It was

rather the opposite; it was the feeling of an extraordinary emptiness.”

“Like a Catholic Cathedral in Protestant hands,” put in a voice.

I nodded at the zealous, convert-making Father Brent.

“It was very like that,” I said, “and had, too, the same kind of pathos

and terror that one feels in the presence of a child’s dead body. It

is unnaturally empty, and yet significant; and one does not quite know

what it signifies.”

I paused again.

“Well, reverend Fathers, that is the first Act. We went back to

Portrieux; we made enquiries and got no answer. All shrugged their

shoulders, and said that they did not know. There were no tales of the

bride’s hair turning white in the night, or of any curse or ghost or

noises or lights. It was just as I have told you. Then we went back to

England; and the curtain came down.

“Now generally such curtains have no resurrection. I suppose we have

all had fifty experiences of First Acts; and we do not know to this day

whether the whole play is a comedy or a tragedy; or even whether the

play has been written at all.”

“Do not be modern and allusive, Mr. Benson,” said Monsignor.

“I beg your pardon, Monsignor, I will not. I forgot myself. Well, here

is the Second Act. There are only two, and this is a much shorter one.

“Nine years later I was in Paris, staying in the Rue Picot with some

Americans. A French friend of theirs was to be married to a man; and

I went to the wedding at the Madeleine. It was--well, it was like

all other weddings at the Madeleine. No description can be adequate

to the appearance of the officiating clergyman and the altar and the

bridesmaids and the French gentlemen with polished boots and butterfly

ties, and the conversation, and the gaiety, and the general impression

of a confectioner’s shop and a milliner’s and a salon and a holy

church. I observed the bride and bridegroom and forgot their names for

the twentieth time, and exchanged some remarks in the sacristy with

a leader of society who looked like a dissipated priest; with my eyes

starting out of my head in my anxiety not to commit a _solécisme_ or a

_barbarisme_. And then we went home again.

“On the way home we discussed the honeymoon. The pair were going down

to a country house in Brittany. I enquired the name of it; and, of

course, it was the château I had visited nine years before. It had

been lent them by Count Jean Marie the Second. The gentleman resided

in England, I heard, in order to escape the conscription; he was a

connection of the bride’s; and was about thirty years of age.

“Well, of course, I was interested; and made enquiries and related my

adventure. The Americans were mildly interested, too, but not excited.

Thirty-nine years is ancient history to that energetic nation.” (I

bowed to Father Jenks, before I remembered that he was a Canadian;

and then pretending that I had not I went on quickly, and missed a

dramatic opportunity.) “But two days afterward they were excited. One

of the girls came into déjeuner, and said that she had met the bride

and bridegroom dining together in the Bois. They had seemed perfectly

well; and had saluted her politely. It seemed that they had come back

to Paris after one night at the château, exactly as another bride and

bridegroom had done thirty-nine years before.

“Before I finish let me sum up the situation.

“In neither case was there apparently any shocking incident, and yet

something had been experienced that broke up plans and sent away

immediately from a charming house and country two pairs of persons who

had deliberately formed the intention of living there for a while. In

both cases the persons in question had come back to Paris.

“I need hardly say that I managed to call with my friends upon the

bride and bridegroom, and, at the risk of being impertinent, asked the

bride point-blank why they had changed their plans and come back to

town.

“She looked at me without a trace of horror in her eyes, and smiled a

little.

“‘It was _triste_,’ she said; ‘a little _triste_. We thought we would

come away; we desired crowds.’”

I paused again.

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