CHAPTER XV.

It is of course taken for granted that the elopement of Miss Glossop

was the only subject of conversation all the rest of the day at

Neverden and Smatterton; and everybody was mightily shocked at it, save

and except the worthy magistrate of Neverden Hall. Sir George Aimwell

laughed at his lady’s fears, and Lady Aimwell scowled indignation at

her lord and master for his flippant manner of treating so serious a

subject. Sir George was very well satisfied that his young kinswoman

was in the way to become a countess, and Lady Aimwell was indignant at

the disgrace brought upon Neverden Hall by such irregular proceedings.

Indeed the truth is, that no turn of affairs whatever could give

satisfaction to Lady Aimwell. For even on the supposition that a

marriage should take place, and that Miss Glossop should become Lady

Spoonbill, that success on the part of the young lady would be a

mortifying mode of disappointing Lady Aimwell’s predictions; and any

other termination would be reproachful to Sir George.

This mortification, which was so deeply felt by her ladyship, was

greatly increased if not altogether occasioned by the confident manner

in which she herself had spoken of her own ability to manage young

people and to subdue the rebellious. It was not however quite so

easy as her ladyship had imagined. And very probably Lady Aimwell is

not the first person who has been so disappointed, and very probably

Lady Aimwell will not be the last person to be so disappointed. So

far will we venture to carry our assertion on this topic, that we

do verily believe, that were it possible to collect together into

one comprehensive mass the experience of all individuals in every

age of the world, from the creation down to the present hour, and

were it possible to convey to such a mind as that of Lady Aimwell a

knowledge of all the disappointments experienced by those who have

thought themselves wiser than the rest of the world, that knowledge

would produce no effect whatever in abating conceit or diminishing

confidence. Let us leave Sir George and Lady Aimwell to grumble at each

other till they are tired.

The effect produced on the feelings of Mr Darnley by the elopement

of Miss Glossop, is of more importance to our narrative than the

disagreements and grumblements at Neverden Hall. After the departure of

Mr Glossop and the other visitors whom the elopement had brought to the

rectory, Mr Darnley retired to his study for the purpose of meditation.

Now when a very obstinate and positive mind is really shaken in its

obstinacy and moved from its perverseness, that movement is a mighty

and effectual movement. And when, combined with obstinacy, there is

a high degree of pride, then the resolution or change of mind is

magnificent and highly thought of. And when, in addition to pride and

obstinacy, there is a conscientious and moral feeling, and no admixture

of essential ill-humour and malignity, then the change of views and

revolution of thought is acknowledged with candour and almost with

penitence.

To some such state of mind as this was Mr Darnley the elder brought

by reflecting on the events of the morning, and by recollecting and

comparing the several observations and remarks which had been made on

the elopement of Miss Glossop. There came into his mind in the very

first statement of the affair a thought of the very wide difference

between the characters of Miss Glossop and Miss Primrose. The

recollection of Penelope’s early life came back to him again with the

thought of those pleasing manners which he had so much admired when she

was too young to think of artifice or concealment. He recollected the

time when he had thought most highly of her, and had regarded her as

giving promise of many virtues, and indicating a development of strong

features of moral beauty and integrity. Then also did he recollect

how very plain and simple an explanation his son had given of those

passages in the young lady’s history, by which the first feelings of

alienation were roused. He thought also of the good understanding

and good feelings of his own beloved and only son; and he could not

upon serious reflection and cool deliberation think it very likely

that Robert Darnley was altogether deceived. He knew that his son

had discernment, and principles of decided integrity; he therefore

became more willing to think that the young man’s attachment was not

infatuation.

Thus thinking, and thus experiencing a total revolution in his feelings

towards Penelope Primrose, the reverend rector of Neverden next

bethought himself that it was an act of duty on his part to avow this

change of thought and feeling. Nine hundred and ninety-nine men in a

thousand would have wriggled and shuffled out of this difficulty by

some mean, roundabout, underhand, contemptible artifice; they would

almost, if not altogether, have told many lies and have made many

trumpery excuses, to avoid the acknowledgment that they had been wrong.

But Mr Darnley was too proud for anything of that kind. So long as he

thought that he was right, he was proudly and firmly stubborn; but when

he found that he had been in an error, he was willing to retract. He

thought it no degradation to acknowledge it, even to his own son.

Mr Darnley therefore sent for the young man into the study, and began

by saying, though with much pomp of manner and dignity of bearing,

“Robert, this is a strange affair of Miss Glossop’s elopement. Had you

any suspicion of any acquaintance between this young woman and Lord

Spoonbill?”

“I had merely heard,” replied the young man, “that Miss Glossop had

been at the castle, and had met Lord Spoonbill, and that his lordship

was very much struck with her beauty and accomplishments.”

There was something ironical in the tone with which this sentence was

uttered, and the dignified rector himself smiled and said: “Beauty and

accomplishments! And may I ask you to whom you were indebted for this

information concerning Lord Spoonbill’s admiration of Miss Glossop’s

beauty and accomplishments?”

“My informant, sir,” replied the young gentleman, “was Sir George

Aimwell.”

The rector of Neverden smiled again, and said, “As good a judge of

beauty and accomplishments as Lord Spoonbill himself.”

Assuming then a more serious look and a graver tone of voice, the

reverend divine continued--“Robert, I fear that I have acted unjustly

towards an excellent young woman.”

There was a symptom of a tear in the eye of the father when the

young gentleman, who immediately understood the full meaning of the

sentence, hastily and warmly grasped his father’s hand, and said, “No,

sir, you never act unjustly; you may have been misinformed.”

“You are generous in putting the most liberal construction on the fact;

but I shall not be satisfied till I have made a suitable recantation of

my error. I have certainly inflicted pain, but my intentions were not

evil.”

“I beg, sir,” interrupted the young gentleman, “that you will not

distress me by such concessions. If your opinion of Miss Primrose

has experienced a favorable change, the knowledge of that fact will

abundantly counterbalance all the unpleasantness that is past.”

“But,” replied Mr Darnley the elder, “I must see Miss Primrose herself

as soon as possible, and must ask her forgiveness of my erroneous

apprehensions.”

To this proposal also the young gentleman made objection as before.

But it was part of the reverend gentleman’s pride to acknowledge

himself in an error, when he found that he had been misled. It was a

pleasure to him to be able to contemplate with complacent approbation

the condescension of his acknowledgments. That, indeed, is the genuine

enjoyment of pride, that it can find peculiar gratification even in the

exercise of humility.

And though the day was then too far advanced for Mr Darnley to go to

Smatterton, he resolved upon paying an early visit on the following

morning to Mr Primrose and his daughter. In this resolution the rector

of Neverden felt himself composed and happy, and as a burden was

thereby removed from his mind, he was cheerful, and then the restraint

which had chained up the tongues of his family was broken, and they

talked--oh, how they did talk!

The breaking up of a long, long frost, the first blossomings of

spring, and the revelling song of the birds, the traveller’s home and

fire-side, and wife, and children, after a weary journey, and a long

anxious absence, are all very delightful in their way, yet they are

faint images of the joy that fluttered and danced on the lightened

bosoms and enlightened countenances of the family of the rector of

Neverden.

Ever since the return of Robert Darnley from India, there had been

an unpleasant and awkward restraint in the family, by the virtual

prohibition of all mention of that topic which formerly had been the

most agreeable and delightful of all topics. They had all been very

partial to Penelope, and had admired and loved her cordially, till

that wicked and profligate young hereditary legislator had so cruelly

interrupted the correspondence between Robert Darnley and his young

friend. And then all the family, except Robert Darnley himself, began

to think unkindly and unjustly of the young woman; and then they began

to find out defects and imperfections which they had never seen,

thought of, or suspected before.

That is a curious faculty which some persons possess of finding the

virtues and vices in clusters. So that, in an individual whom they

regard with a favorable eye, they can see nothing but what is good, and

if by any one single change whatever, a revolution of feeling takes

place in the mind, then all that was good becomes bad. The family

at Neverden had been habituated to admire everything that Penelope

Primrose said or did; but when they regarded her as having renounced

her connexion and intimacy with the family, then were they greatly

indignant and mightily censorious, and everything that she did, or

thought, or said, became altogether stark naught.

But who shall blame them? Is not this the almost universal feeling;

of mankind? It is in this country most especially and peculiarly so.

Every man’s own sect or party contains all that is wise and virtuous,

while folly and vice are the lot of the rest of mankind. What does the

Quarterly Review mean by “the wise and the good,” but Tories and high

churchmen? When Cobbett wrote Peter Porcupine, he was one of the wise

and good, and if he would become Peter Porcupine again, he would be

again one of the wise and good.

We will not however dwell very copiously upon the recollection of the

unfriendly feelings which they of Neverden rectory once entertained

towards Miss Primrose. They themselves have forgotten those feelings

and have recanted their unkind expressions; and as for Penelope

herself, there was too much joy in her heart to admit of a moment’s

hesitation to forgive and forget. This is pleasant. And very pleasantly

did the day pass and close at Neverden rectory; but it did not close

quite so early as it had been wont to do. For, in consequence of the

long suspension of social and pleasing family chat, there was an arrear

of prate to be paid off; and every individual of the family had

something new or extraordinary to say.

But most of all was Robert Darnley himself full of talk, because he

was the personage on whose account the long wearisome silence had been

inflicted upon the family. And though he had much to say concerning

India, his mother and sisters were ready to pass that over, and reserve

it for a future occasion, so that they might hear from him an account

of his visits to Smatterton rectory, and a narration of the particulars

which led to the cessation of the correspondence, and caused the

unpleasant misunderstanding. Something of this the young ladies had

already heard from Penelope herself, but it was only Robert Darnley

who could inform them of the confession of Nick Muggins and the full

measure of Lord Spoonbill’s iniquity. And they were all astonished at

what they heard; and they knew not which to admire most, the virtues of

their brother or the wickedness of Lord Spoonbill.

Mr Darnley the elder also, when he heard with a proper temper and a

patient ear the narrative which his son gave of the events of the few

preceding months, and when he recollected how much of this he had

heard before, and that without paying due regard or attention to it,

then was he indeed and truly sorry. He did most sincerely regret that

he had wilfully and obstinately closed his mind to evidence. In this

recollection he did not feel the pride of humility, but the real and

actual self-abasement of humiliation. How strange it is and yet how

true, that a man, not wanting in understanding, whose business it

has been for twenty, thirty, or perhaps forty years, to give advice

and direction to others, should, in the evening of his days and in

that season when the judgment is most cool, stand in need of lessons

himself! So it was in the present case, and Mr Darnley felt it so, and

he resolved silently and internally that he would not again so give way

to moroseness and ill-humour.

This reflection however, which occupied for a while the mind of Mr

Darnley, did not abate or diminish the pleasantness of the evening at

Neverden rectory.

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