I did not for a moment slack my speed, and I had now gained the centre

point between the park-gate and the mansion-house. Here the avenue made

a wider circuit, and in order to avoid delay, I directed my way across

the smooth sward round which the pathway wound, intending, at the

opposite side of the flat, at a point which I distinguished by a group

of old birch-trees, to enter again upon the beaten track, which was from

thence tolerably direct to the gate.

I had, with my utmost speed, got about half way across this broad flat,

when the rapid treading of a horse's hoofs struck upon my ear. My

heart swelled in my bosom as though I would smother. The clattering of

galloping hoofs approached--I was pursued--they were now upon the sward

on which I was running--there was not a bush or a bramble to shelter

me--and, as if to render escape altogether desperate, the moon, which

had hitherto been obscured, at this moment shone forth with a broad

clear light, which made every object distinctly visible.

The sounds were now close behind me. I felt my knees bending under me,

with the sensation which torments one in dreams. I reeled--I stumbled--I

fell--and at the same instant the cause of my alarm wheeled past me at

full gallop. It was one of the young fillies which pastured loose about

the park, whose frolics had thus all but maddened me with terror.

I scrambled to my feet, and rushed on with weak but rapid steps, my

sportive companion still galloping round and round me with many a

frisk and fling, until, at length, more dead than alive, I reached the

avenue-gate and crossed the stile, I scarce knew how.

I ran through the village, in which all was silent as the grave, until

my progress was arrested by the hoarse voice of a sentinel, who cried:

'Who goes there?' I felt that I was now safe. I turned in the direction

of the voice, and fell fainting at the soldier's feet. When I came to

myself; I was sitting in a miserable hovel, surrounded by strange faces,

all bespeaking curiosity and compassion.

Many soldiers were in it also: indeed, as I afterwards found, it was

employed as a guard-room by a detachment of troops quartered for that

night in the town. In a few words I informed their officer of the

circumstances which had occurred, describing also the appearance of the

persons engaged in the murder; and he, without loss of time, proceeded

to the mansion-house of Carrickleigh, taking with him a party of his

men. But the villains had discovered their mistake, and had effected

their escape before the arrival of the military.

The Frenchwoman was, however, arrested in the neighbourhood upon the

next day. She was tried and condemned upon the ensuing assizes; and

previous to her execution, confessed that 'SHE HAD A HAND IN MAKING HUGH

TISDAL'S BED.' She had been a housekeeper in the castle at the time, and

a kind of chere amie of my uncle's. She was, in reality, able to speak

English like a native, but had exclusively used the French language, I

suppose to facilitate her disguise. She died the same hardened wretch

which she had lived, confessing her crimes only, as she alleged, that

her doing so might involve Sir Arthur T----n, the great author of

her guilt and misery, and whom she now regarded with unmitigated

detestation.

With the particulars of Sir Arthur's and his son's escape, as far as

they are known, you are acquainted. You are also in possession of their

after fate--the terrible, the tremendous retribution which, after long

delays of many years, finally overtook and crushed them. Wonderful and

inscrutable are the dealings of God with His creatures.

Deep and fervent as must always be my gratitude to heaven for my

deliverance, effected by a chain of providential occurrences, the

failing of a single link of which must have ensured my destruction, I

was long before I could look back upon it with other feelings than those

of bitterness, almost of agony.

The only being that had ever really loved me, my nearest and dearest

friend, ever ready to sympathise, to counsel, and to assist--the gayest,

the gentlest, the warmest heart--the only creature on earth that cared

for me--HER life had been the price of my deliverance; and I then

uttered the wish, which no event of my long and sorrowful life has

taught me to recall, that she had been spared, and that, in her stead,

_I_ were mouldering in the grave, forgotten and at rest.

THE BRIDAL OF CARRIGVARAH.

Being a Sixth Extract from the Legacy of the late Francis Purcell, P. P.

of Drumcoolagh.

In a sequestered district of the county of Limerick, there stood my

early life, some forty years ago, one of those strong stone buildings,

half castle, half farm-house, which are not unfrequent in the South of

Ireland, and whose solid masonry and massive construction seem to prove

at once the insecurity and the caution of the Cromwellite settlers who

erected them. At the time of which I speak, this building was tenanted

by an elderly man, whose starch and puritanic mien and manners might

have become the morose preaching parliamentarian captain, who had raised

the house and ruled the household more than a hundred years before;

but this man, though Protestant by descent as by name, was not so in

religion; he was a strict, and in outward observances, an exemplary

Catholic; his father had returned in early youth to the true faith, and

died in the bosom of the church.

Martin Heathcote was, at the time of which I speak, a widower, but his

house-keeping was not on that account altogether solitary, for he had a

daughter, whose age was now sufficiently advanced to warrant her father

in imposing upon her the grave duties of domestic superintendence.

This little establishment was perfectly isolated, and very little

intruded upon by acts of neighbourhood; for the rank of its occupants

was of that equivocal kind which precludes all familiar association

with those of a decidedly inferior rank, while it is not sufficient to

entitle its possessors to the society of established gentility, among

whom the nearest residents were the O'Maras of Carrigvarah, whose

mansion-house, constructed out of the ruins of an old abbey, whose

towers and cloisters had been levelled by the shot of Cromwell's

artillery, stood not half a mile lower upon the river banks.

Colonel O'Mara, the possessor of the estates, was then in a declining

state of health, and absent with his lady from the country, leaving at

the castle, his son young O'Mara, and a kind of humble companion, named

Edward Dwyer, who, if report belied him not, had done in his early days

some PECULIAR SERVICES for the Colonel, who had been a gay man--perhaps

worse--but enough of recapitulation.

It was in the autumn of the year 17-- that the events which led to the

catastrophe which I have to detail occurred. I shall run through the

said recital as briefly as clearness will permit, and leave you to

moralise, if such be your mood, upon the story of real life, which I

even now trace at this distant period not without emotion.

It was upon a beautiful autumn evening, at that glad period of the

season when the harvest yields its abundance, that two figures were seen

sauntering along the banks of the winding river, which I described as

bounding the farm occupied by Heathcote; they had been, as the rods

and landing-nets which they listlessly carried went to show, plying the

gentle, but in this case not altogether solitary craft of the fisherman.

One of those persons was a tall and singularly handsome young man, whose

dark hair and complexion might almost have belonged to a Spaniard,

as might also the proud but melancholy expression which gave to his

countenance a character which contrasts sadly, but not uninterestingly,

with extreme youth; his air, as he spoke with his companion, was marked

by that careless familiarity which denotes a conscious superiority of

one kind or other, or which may be construed into a species of contempt;

his comrade afforded to him in every respect a striking contrast. He

was rather low in stature--a defect which was enhanced by a broad and

square-built figure--his face was sallow, and his features had

that prominence and sharpness which frequently accompany personal

deformity--a remarkably wide mouth, with teeth white as the fangs of a

wolf, and a pair of quick, dark eyes, whose effect was heightened by the

shadow of a heavy black brow, gave to his face a power of expression,

particularly when sarcastic or malignant emotions were to be exhibited,

which features regularly handsome could scarcely have possessed.

'Well, sir,' said the latter personage, 'I have lived in hall and abbey,

town and country, here and abroad for forty years and more, and should

know a thing or two, and as I am a living man, I swear I think the girl

loves you.'

'You are a fool, Ned,' said the younger.

'I may be a fool,' replied the first speaker, 'in matters where my own

advantage is staked, but my eye is keen enough to see through the flimsy

disguise of a country damsel at a glance; and I tell you, as surely as I

hold this rod, the girl loves you.'

'Oh I this is downright headstrong folly,' replied the young fisherman.

'Why, Ned, you try to persuade me against my reason, that the event

which is most to be deprecated has actually occurred. She is, no doubt,

a pretty girl--a beautiful girl--but I have not lost my heart to her;

and why should I wish her to be in love with me? Tush, man, the days of

romance are gone, and a young gentleman may talk, and walk, and laugh

with a pretty country maiden, and never breathe aspirations, or vows,

or sighs about the matter; unequal matches are much oftener read of than

made, and the man who could, even in thought, conceive a wish against

the honour of an unsuspecting, artless girl, is a villain, for whom

hanging is too good.'

This concluding sentence was uttered with an animation and excitement,

which the mere announcement of an abstract moral sentiment could hardly

account for.

'You are, then, indifferent, honestly and in sober earnest, indifferent

to the girl?' inquired Dwyer.

'Altogether so,' was the reply.

'Then I have a request to make,' continued Dwyer, 'and I may as well

urge it now as at any other time. I have been for nearly twenty years

the faithful, and by no means useless, servant of your family; you know

that I have rendered your father critical and important services----' he

paused, and added hastily: 'you are not in the mood--I tire you, sir.'

'Nay,' cried O'Mara, 'I listen patiently--proceed.'

'For all these services, and they were not, as I have said, few or

valueless, I have received little more reward than liberal promises;

you have told me often that this should be mended--I'll make it easily

done--I'm not unreasonable--I should be contented to hold Heathcote's

ground, along with this small farm on which we stand, as full quittance

of all obligations and promises between us.'

'But how the devil can I effect that for you; this farm, it is true, I,

or my father, rather, may lease to you, but Heathcote's title we cannot

impugn; and even if we could, you would not expect us to ruin an honest

man, in order to make way for YOU, Ned.'

'What I am,' replied Dwyer, with the calmness of one who is so

accustomed to contemptuous insinuations as to receive them with perfect

indifference, 'is to be attributed to my devotedness to your honourable

family--but that is neither here nor there. I do not ask you to displace

Heathcote, in order to made room for me. I know it is out of your power

to do so. Now hearken to me for a moment; Heathcote's property, that

which he has set out to tenants, is worth, say in rents, at most, one

hundred pounds: half of this yearly amount is assigned to your father,

until payment be made of a bond for a thousand pounds, with interest and

soforth. Hear me patiently for a moment and I have done. Now go you to

Heathcote, and tell him your father will burn the bond, and cancel the

debt, upon one condition--that when I am in possession of this farm,

which you can lease to me on what terms you think suitable, he will

convey over his property to me, reserving what life-interest may appear

fair, I engaging at the same time to marry his daughter, and make such

settlements upon her as shall be thought fitting--he is not a fool--the

man will close with the offer.'

O'Mara turned shortly upon Dwyer, and gazed upon him for a moment with

an expression of almost unmixed resentment.

'How,' said he at length, 'YOU contract to marry Ellen Heathcote? the

poor, innocent, confiding, light-hearted girl. No, no, Edward Dwyer, I

know you too well for that--your services, be they what they will, must

not, shall not go unrewarded--your avarice shall be appeased--but not

with a human sacrifice! Dwyer, I speak to you without disguise; you

know me to be acquainted with your history, and what's more, with your

character. Now tell me frankly, were I to do as you desire me, in cool

blood, should I not prove myself a more uncompromising and unfeeling

villain than humanity even in its most monstrous shapes has ever yet

given birth to?'

Dwyer met this impetuous language with the unmoved and impenetrable

calmness which always marked him when excitement would have appeared

in others; he even smiled as he replied: (and Dwyer's smile, for I have

seen it, was characteristically of that unfortunate kind which implies,

as regards the emotions of others, not sympathy but derision).

'This eloquence goes to prove Ellen Heathcote something nearer to your

heart than your great indifference would have led me to suppose.'

There was something in the tone, perhaps in the truth of the

insinuation, which at once kindled the quick pride and the anger of

O'Mara, and he instantly replied:

'Be silent, sir, this is insolent folly.'

Whether it was that Dwyer was more keenly interested in the success of

his suit, or more deeply disappointed at its failure than he cared to

express, or that he was in a less complacent mood than was his wont, it

is certain that his countenance expressed more emotion at this direct

insult than it had ever exhibited before under similar circumstances;

for his eyes gleamed for an instant with savage and undisguised ferocity

upon the young man, and a dark glow crossed his brow, and for the moment

he looked about to spring at the throat of his insolent patron; but the

impulse whatever it might be, was quickly suppressed, and before O'Mara

had time to detect the scowl, it had vanished.

'Nay, sir,' said Dwyer, 'I meant no offence, and I will take none, at

your hands at least. I will confess I care not, in love and soforth,

a single bean for the girl; she was the mere channel through which

her father's wealth, if such a pittance deserves the name, was to have

flowed into my possession--'twas in respect of your family finances the

most economical provision for myself which I could devise--a matter in

which you, not I, are interested. As for women, they are all pretty much

alike to me. I am too old myself to make nice distinctions, and too ugly

to succeed by Cupid's arts; and when a man despairs of success, he soon

ceases to care for it. So, if you know me, as you profess to do, rest

satisfied "caeteris paribus;" the money part of the transaction being

equally advantageous, I should regret the loss of Ellen Heathcote just

as little as I should the escape of a minnow from my landing-net.'

They walked on for a few minutes in silence, which was not broken till

Dwyer, who had climbed a stile in order to pass a low stone wall which

lay in their way, exclaimed:

'By the rood, she's here--how like a philosopher you look.'

The conscious blood mounted to O'Mara's cheek; he crossed the stile,

and, separated from him only by a slight fence and a gate, stood the

subject of their recent and somewhat angry discussion.

'God save you, Miss Heathcote,' cried Dwyer, approaching the gate.

The salutation was cheerfully returned, and before anything more could

pass, O'Mara had joined the party.

My friend, that you may understand the strength and depth of those

impetuous passions, that you may account for the fatal infatuation which

led to the catastrophe which I have to relate, I must tell you, that

though I have seen the beauties of cities and of courts, with all

the splendour of studied ornament about them to enhance their graces,

possessing charms which had made them known almost throughout the world,

and worshipped with the incense of a thousand votaries, yet never,

nowhere did I behold a being of such exquisite and touching beauty, as

that possessed by the creature of whom I have just spoken. At the moment

of which I write, she was standing near the gate, close to which several

brown-armed, rosy-cheeked damsels were engaged in milking the peaceful

cows, who stood picturesquely grouped together. She had just thrown

back the hood which is the graceful characteristic of the Irish girl's

attire, so that her small and classic head was quite uncovered, save

only by the dark-brown hair, which with graceful simplicity was parted

above her forehead. There was nothing to shade the clearness of her

beautiful complexion; the delicately-formed features, so exquisite when

taken singly, so indescribable when combined, so purely artless, yet so

meet for all expression. She was a thing so very beautiful, you could

not look on her without feeling your heart touched as by sweet music.

Whose lightest action was a grace--whose lightest word a spell--no

limner's art, though ne'er so perfect, could shadow forth her beauty;

and do I dare with feeble words try to make you see it?(1) Providence

is indeed no respecter of persons, its blessings and its inflictions are

apportioned with an undistinguishing hand, and until the race is over,

and life be done, none can know whether those perfections, which seemed

its goodliest gifts, many not prove its most fatal; but enough of this.

(1) Father Purcell seems to have had an admiration for the beauties of

nature, particularly as developed in the fair sex; a habit of mind which

has been rather improved upon than discontinued by his successors from

Maynooth.--ED.

Dwyer strolled carelessly onward by the banks of the stream, leaving his

young companion leaning over the gate in close and interesting parlance

with Ellen Heathcote; as he moved on, he half thought, half uttered

words to this effect:

'Insolent young spawn of ingratitude and guilt, how long must I submit

to be trod upon thus; and yet why should I murmur--his day is even now

declining--and if I live a year, I shall see the darkness cover him and

his for ever. Scarce half his broad estates shall save him--but I

must wait--I am but a pauper now--a beggar's accusation is always a

libel--they must reward me soon--and were I independent once, I'd make

them feel my power, and feel it SO, that I should die the richest or the

best avenged servant of a great man that has ever been heard of--yes,

I must wait--I must make sure of something at least--I must be able to

stand by myself--and then--and then--' He clutched his fingers together,

as if in the act of strangling the object of his hatred. 'But one thing

shall save him--but one thing only--he shall pay me my own price--and if

he acts liberally, as no doubt he will do, upon compulsion, why he saves

his reputation--perhaps his neck--the insolent young whelp yonder would

speak in an humbler key if he but knew his father's jeopardy--but all in

good time.'

He now stood upon the long, steep, narrow bridge, which crossed the

river close to Carrigvarah, the family mansion of the O'Maras; he looked

back in the direction in which he had left his companion, and leaning

upon the battlement, he ruminated long and moodily. At length he raised

himself and said:

'He loves the girl, and WILL love her more--I have an opportunity of

winning favour, of doing service, which shall bind him to me; yes, he

shall have the girl, if I have art to compass the matter. I must think

upon it.'

He entered the avenue and was soon lost in the distance.

Days and weeks passed on, and young O'Mara daily took his rod and net,

and rambled up the river; and scarce twelve hours elapsed in which some

of those accidents, which invariably bring lovers together, did not

secure him a meeting of longer or shorter duration, with the beautiful

girl whom he so fatally loved.

One evening, after a long interview with her, in which he had been

almost irresistibly prompted to declare his love, and had all but

yielded himself up to the passionate impulse, upon his arrival at home

he found a letter on the table awaiting his return; it was from his

father to the following effect:

'To Richard O'Mara.

'September, 17--, L----m, England.

'MY DEAR SON,--

'I have just had a severe attack of

my old and almost forgotten enemy, the gout. This I regard as a good

sign; the doctors telling me that it is the safest development of

peccant humours; and I think my chest is less tormenting and oppressed

than I have known it for some years. My chief reason for writing to you

now, as I do it not without difficulty, is to let you know my pleasure

in certain matters, in which I suspect some shameful, and, indeed,

infatuated neglect on your part, "quem perdere vult deus prius

dementat:" how comes it that you have neglected to write to Lady Emily

or any of that family? the understood relation subsisting between you is

one of extreme delicacy, and which calls for marked and courteous, nay,

devoted attention upon your side. Lord ---- is already offended; beware

what you do; for as you will find, if this match be lost by your fault

or folly, by ---- I will cut you off with a shilling. I am not in the

habit of using threats when I do not mean to fulfil them, and that you

well know; however I do not think you have much real cause for alarm in

this case. Lady Emily, who, by the way, looks if possible more charming

than ever, is anything but hard-hearted, at least when YOU solicit; but

do as I desire, and lose no time in making what excuse you may, and

let me hear from you when you can fix a time to join me and your mother

here.

'Your sincere well-wisher and father,

'RICHARD O'MARA.'

In this letter was inclosed a smaller one, directed to Dwyer, and

containing a cheque for twelve pounds, with the following words:

'Make use of the enclosed, and let me hear if Richard is upon any wild

scheme at present: I am uneasy about him, and not without reason; report

to me speedily the result of your vigilance.

'R. O'MARA.'

Dwyer just glanced through this brief, but not unwelcome, epistle; and

deposited it and its contents in the secret recesses of his breeches

pocket, and then fixed his eyes upon the face of his companion, who sat

opposite, utterly absorbed in the perusal of his father's letter, which

he read again and again, pausing and muttering between whiles, and

apparently lost in no very pleasing reflections. At length he very

abruptly exclaimed:

'A delicate epistle, truly--and a politic--would that my tongue had been

burned through before I assented to that doubly-cursed contract. Why, I

am not pledged yet--I am not; there is neither writing, nor troth, nor

word of honour, passed between us. My father has no right to pledge me,

even though I told him I liked the girl, and would wish the match. 'Tis

not enough that my father offers her my heart and hand; he has no right

to do it; a delicate woman would not accept professions made by proxy.

Lady Emily! Lady Emily! with all the tawdry frippery, and finery of

dress and demeanour--compare HER with---- Pshaw! Ridiculous! How blind,

how idiotic I have been.'

He relapsed into moody reflections, which Dwyer did not care to disturb,

and some ten minutes might have passed before he spoke again. When he

did, it was in the calm tone of one who has irrevocably resolved upon

some decided and important act.

'Dwyer,' he said, rising and approaching that person, 'whatever god or

demon told you, even before my own heart knew it, that I loved Ellen

Heathcote, spoke truth. I love her madly--I never dreamed till now

how fervently, how irrevocably, I am hers--how dead to me all other

interests are. Dwyer, I know something of your disposition, and you no

doubt think it strange that I should tell to you, of all persons, SUCH

a secret; but whatever be your faults, I think you are attached to our

family. I am satisfied you will not betray me. I know----'

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