CHAPTER XIV.

The physical shock to Maxwell’s system had worked no lasting harm to

his constitution. Freedom, cleanliness and nourishing food were magical

in their effects, and a week after his rescue found him up and about

gradually joining in the duties of the camp.

And what an experience it was to this young, tenderly nurtured

aristocrat! It was his function to watch the shifting panorama of

defiance to despotism as outlined in the daily lives of the patriotic

abolitionists with whom his lot was now cast. He lived in an atmosphere

of suspicion, for to be identified with John Brown was a forfeit of

one’s life; a price was on the head of every individual associated

with him. Yet with all the discouraging aspects of the cause these

men had espoused, scarcely a day went by that did not bring news of

the movements of the enemy, sent by some friendly well-wisher, or a

token of good feeling in the form of much needed supplies, and even

delicacies for the sick.

The menace of impending danger, however, hung over them constantly.

The very ground was honey-combed with intrigue set on foot by resolute

and determined Southerners who vowed to crush out all opposition and

make the institution of slavery national, and with this determination

conspiracies of every kind were abroad to circumvent the North and its

agents, of whom the Kansas pro-slavery men were the most belligerent,

in the growing desire of that section to make freedom universal within

the borders of the United States. He saw plainly that the nation was

fast approaching an alarming crisis in its affairs, and, by contrast

with the arguments and attitude of the South, that the weight of

principle was with the North where the people had been alarmingly

docile and conservative. The efforts, in Congress, and in pro-slavery

political conventions, were but an aggravation, and not satisfactory to

either side, adding fuel to the flame that was making terrible inroads

upon the public peace.

The Brown men were restless because of enforced inactivity, for all

felt a blow was impending, marvelling that it was so long delayed, and

anxious to force an issue--anything was better than uncertainty--for

the lengthened time of waiting was a terrible strain upon the nerves.

Captain Brown sought the company of Maxwell frequently, conversing

freely of his hopes and fears. The young man was greatly impressed

with the clearness and value of his knowledge of military tactics.

He was familiar with all the great battles of ancient and modern

times; had visited every noted battlefield of old Europe and carefully

sketched plans of the operations and positions of the opposing forces.

These maps were a source of delight to the old man who went over them

with Warren, explaining with great enthusiasm the intricacies of the

manœuvres. During this intimacy, Captain Brown revealed to his guest

his own great scheme for an insurrection among the slaves--an uprising

of such magnitude that it should once and for all time settle the

question of slavery.

Maxwell promised money and ammunition and arms, but his heart was heavy

as he listened to plans and purposes that had been long in maturing,

brooded over silently and secretly, with much earnest thought, and

under a solemn sense of religious duty. What would be the fate of the

band of hero-martyrs who would dash themselves to bloody death under

the inspired influence of their intrepid leader? The prison walls would

shake from summit to foundation, and wild alarm would fill every tyrant

heart in all the South, of this he had no doubt, but would the effort

be crowned with success? It was hardly possible.

Summer was advancing ever deeper in dust. The sky was tarnishing with

haze. The sunsets longer in burning out in the west, in tragic colors.

Scouts were continually posting back and forth. Warren had promised

himself while in prison never to complain of the dispensations of

Providence should he live to enjoy freedom again; but at the end of the

second week of convalescence he was imploring to be allowed to join the

scouting parties of skirmishers. The stir of the camp fired his blood;

he was devoured by anxiety to be among the busy people of the world

once more, to know what events had transpired in his absence and how

the world had wagged along without his help, forgetting that a vacuum

is quickly filled and we are soon forgotten.

“The sooner I get out of this the better, Maybee;” he exclaimed one

day, rousing himself from painful memories of home and his failure to

accomplish the mission he had set out so confidently to perform. “I

want to get home!”

“Jest so,” replied Maybee, with ready sarcasm. “We’ll start to-morrow

morning on foot.”

“No--you know what I mean. I want to----”

“Oh, yes, cert’nly; jest so. We might, ef you’re in a great hurry,

start this evenin’. The Rangers are all over the place between here an’

civilization, but we won’t stop for that, for with a strong fightin’

man like you fer a companion there’d be nothin’ to fear--about gittin’

a through ticket to glory this week.”

“Cease jesting, Maybee! What I want is to make every hour tell upon the

work of getting well--not only on my own account, but--we owe that poor

girl something.”

“Hem!” grunted Maybee, shooting the young man a keen look under which

he colored slightly. “That’s right; always keep the weaker vessel in

yer mem’ry; trust in the Lord and keep yer powder dry, as our friend

Brown’d say. And that remin’s me of ’Tarius up home. ’Tarius got

religion and when the day came roun’ fer the baptisin’ it was a January

blizzard, although well along in the month of April. ’Tarius ain’t fond

of cold weather no how, and he didn’t show up along with the other

candidates. Next day the minister came up to look after ’Tarius. ‘Don’

ye trus’ in de Lawd, brother?’ says the minister. ‘Yes, brother,’ says

’Tarius, ‘I trust pintedly in de Lawd; but I ain’t gwine fool wif God!’

That’s my advice to you, Maxwell; don’t you fool with Providence; jest

let well-enough alone.”

The next afternoon Mr. Maybee came rushing back to the cabin which was

their mutual home.

“Well, young feller, we’re in fer it, an’ no mistake. You’ll git

fightin’ a-plenty before forty-eight hours.”

“What’s it?” queried Maxwell languidly, “another false alarm?”

“No, by gosh; it’s the real thing this time. The Rangers are at

Carlton’s. You remember hearin’ Parson Steward speak of Reynolds, don’

you?” Maxwell nodded.

“He’s come up to camp an’ brought Brown the news.”

“How soon will they get here?”

“Cayn’t tell; maybe to-morrow an’ perhaps not before nex’ week; but

it’s boun’ to come. Dog my cats, if I’m sorry. I fairly itch to git my

hands on the onery cusses that killed the parson.”

“Anything is better than waiting; it takes the life out of a man. I

shall not feel safe until I get my feet on British soil once more.

God being my helper, Maybee, I’ll never set foot on the soil of the

‘greatest (?) Republic on earth’ again,” he finished earnestly.

Mr. Maybee chuckled.

“Con-vinced are you? They used ter tell me when I was a little shaver

that the proof of the puddin’ was in swallerin’ the bag--that is,

pervidin’ it was a biled puddin’. I’ll ’low them varmints heat you

pretty hot, but there’s nothin’ so convincin’ as ex-perience. I might a

talked to you fer forty days an’ nights, wastin’ my breath fer nothin’,

an’ you’d a said to yourself ‘Maybee’s stretchin’ it; ’taint quarter

so bad as he makes out;’ but jest as soon as they git to work on your

anatermy yer fin’ out that Maybee was mild by comparison. The South’s a

horned hornet on the ‘nigger’ question. Time n’r tide, n’r God A’mighty

aint goin’ to change ’em this week.”

“Well, I’m ready for them; I’m feeling decidedly fit,” replied Maxwell.

“Good. Reynolds left you a message, a sort of warning. Thomson says the

nex’ time he gits you he’ll fix you, law or no law; he’s goin’ to flog

you first like a nigger, an’ then burn you an’ send your ashes to your

folks in England in a chiny vase. How’s that strike you?”

“He will if he’s lucky; but I have my doubts.”

Maybee gazed at him in silent admiration a moment before he said:

“British grit a plenty in you, by thunder; that’s the talk.”

Preparations immediately went forward in the camp for meeting the

enemy. Winona’s cave on the mountainside was to be stored with

provision, ammunition and all other necessaries. The men worked all

night in detachments, watch and watch.

Warren had seen very little of Winona; she kept with the women.

Thinking of the coming conflict, Warren climbed the slope leading

to the top of the highest peak, and established himself there as a

lookout. It was near the cave in which supplies were being stored, and

where the women and children would find a refuge. Presently he saw

Winona loitering up the hillside with downcast eyes. As she drew near,

the magnetism of his gaze compelled her glance to seek his face. She

started, and would have turned back but Warren called out in a kindly

voice not in the least alarming:

“Come, see this fine sweep of country. We cannot be surprised.”

The sudden blush that had suffused her cheek at sight of him died out,

leaving her serious and calm. The last few days she had thawed somewhat

out of her coldness, for care could not live with youth and gaiety and

the high-tide of summer weather, and the propinquity, morning, noon and

night, of the society of the well-beloved one.

More and more Warren felt toward her as to a darling, irresistible

child, and sometimes as to a young goddess far beyond him, as he

realized how pure and sweet was the inner life of this child-woman. The

noisome things that creep and crawl about the life of the bond chattel

had fallen away from her. She was unique: a surprise every day in that

she was innocence personified and yet so deliciously womanly,

“Standing, with reluctant feet,

Where the brook and river meet,

Womanhood and childhood fleet!”

In this last week of returning strength, Winona imagined, when she saw

Maxwell sitting among the men of the camp moody and silent, that he

was remembering his home with longing and awaiting the moment for safe

departure with impatience.

During her weeks of unselfish devotion when she had played the role

of the boy nurse so successfully, she had been purely and proudly

glad. Now, little by little, a gulf had opened between them which to

her unsophisticated mind could not be bridged. There lay the misery

of the present time--she was nothing to him. Does any love resign its

self-imposed tasks of delightful cares and happy anxieties without

a pang? Like any other young untrained creature, she tormented

herself with fears that were but shadows and railed at barriers which

she herself had raised, even while she argued that Fate had fixed

impassable chasms of race and caste between them.

“How a man glories in war,” she said, after a silence, from her seat on

a jagged rock overhanging the cliff.

“You, with your Indian training, ought to feel with us and not think of

fear,” said Warren.

“But then, I am not of the blood.”

“True.”

His reply fell upon her ear like a reproach--a reflection upon her

Negro origin. Her suspicion sounded in her voice as she replied:

“Better an Indian than a Negro? I do not blame you for your preference.”

“Why speak with that tone--so scornfully? Is it possible that you can

think so meanly of me?”

She could not meet his eye, but her answer was humbly given--her answer

couched in the language of the tribes.

“Are you not a white brave? Do not all of them hate the black blood?”

“No; not all white men, thank God. In my country we think not of the

color of the skin but of the man--the woman--the heart.”

“Oh, your country! Do you know, I believe my dear papa was of the same?”

Her head rested against the tree back of her; the lace-work of the pine

ashes formed upon her knees and enveloped her as a cloud.

He nodded in reply, and continued, musingly, as his eyes wandered off

over the plain at his feet:

“England is a country to die for--rich, grand, humane! You shall see it

for yourself.”

“Which is my country, I wonder? Judah says that he will not fight for

the Stars and Stripes if war comes--the flag that makes the Negro

a slave. This country mine? No, no! The fearful things that I have

seen----” she broke off abruptly. “My father’s country shall be mine.”

“Better reserve your decision until you marry.”

“I shall never marry.”

“But why?” asked Warren, opening his eyes in surprise. “Nonsense; all

girls expect to marry, and do--most of them.”

“I cannot marry out of the class of my father,” she replied, with head

proudly erect. “It follows, then, that I shall never marry.”

“Nonsense,” again returned Warren. “You will not live and grow old

alone. Mere birth does not count for more than one’s whole training

afterward, and you have been bred among another race altogether.”

“But the degradation of the two years just passed can never leave me;

life will never seem quite the same,” she said in a stifled voice full

of pain. “I shall be a nun.” She ended with a little laugh, but the

voice quivered beneath it.

Warren scarcely knew how to answer her; he felt awkward and mere words

sounded hollow.

“See here,” he began abruptly: “it is no use to dwell on a painful

subject; just strive to forget all about it and take the happiness that

comes your way. As for the last alternative--you will not be happy.”

“That cannot be helped. Perhaps I should not be happy if I married,”

she went on with a smile upon her lips, but deep gravity in her eyes.

“It would depend upon the man who must know all my past. Nokomis used

to say ‘they are all the same--the men. When you are beautiful they

kill each other for you; when you are plain they sneer at you.’”

“Old Nokomis! She spoke of red men, not white men.”

“Yes; all the same Nokomis said: men are men. People will never forget

that my mother was an American Negress even if I forget. No,” concluded

the girl with a wise little shake of her cropped head, “I shall go to

the convent.”

Warren dissembled his intense amusement, but beneath his smile was a

tear for the tender, helpless creature trying so bravely to crush out

of sight the tender flowers of her maiden heart. At length he said:

“Who can foresee the future? There are men with red blood in their

veins; not all are empty caskets. How can you talk of convents--you

who will go to England with me; and perhaps, who can tell, you may

marry a duke. But believe me, Winona, you think too seriously of your

position,” he concluded, dropping his jesting air.

“‘You have too much respect upon the world:

They lose it that do buy it with much care.’”

Silence fell between them for a time, and the evening shadows gradually

shut the eye of day. Clear and shrill upon the air fell the notes of a

bugle, once--twice--thrice--it rose in warning cadence. Winona sprang

to her feet with the words, “’Tis Judah! There is danger! Let us go at

once!”

So violent was her start that she came perilously near falling to the

plain below, which on this side the hill was a sheer descent of many

feet, to where the Possawatomie rilled along its peaceful course.

“God!” broke from Warren’s white lips as he caught her just in time.

For a second he held her in a close embrace, she clinging to him in

affright. There was extraordinary gravity in both look and tone as he

leaned his cheek against the cropped curly head that nestled close

to his throat like a frightened child, and said: “Winona, let me

say it now before we go to meet we know not what--thank God I have

known you--so noble, so patient, so sweet. Despite the dangers of our

situation, the hours we have passed together have been the happiest of

my life.”

Forgetful of time and place, youth yielded to the sway of the love-god,

and for one dazzling instant the glory of heaven shone upon them.

“What harm just once?” thought the girl as she rested in his embrace.

“Tomorrow it may not matter about race or creed, one or both of us will

belong to eternity; pray God that I may be the one to go.”

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