CHAPTER XXII

Ruth had seen Walter. It was this which had given her that new life.

Tired of Felicite's "flapping way of driving," as she called it, she had

left the phaeton for a few moments, and was sitting by herself in the

forest, with her elbow on her knee and her chin resting on the palm of

her hand; her eyes, vaguely fixed on a red bush near by, had an

indescribably weary expression. Her figure was out of sight from the

place where the phaeton and the maid were waiting; her face was turned

in the other direction. In this direction there was at some distance a

second road, and along this track she saw presently a man approaching on

horseback. Suddenly she recognized him. It was Walter Willoughby. He

slackened his speed for a moment to say a word or two to a farmer who

was on his way to Asheville with a load of wood; then, touching his

horse with his whip, he rode on at a brisk pace, and in a moment more

was out of sight.

Ruth had started to her feet. But the distance was too great for her to

call to him. Straight as the flight of an arrow she ran towards the

wagon, which was pursuing its way, the horses walking slowly, the wheels

giving out a regular "scrunch, scrunch."

"The gentleman who spoke to you just now--do you know where he is

staying?"

"Down to Crumb's; leastways that new house they've built on the mountain

'bove there. He 'lowed I might bring him down some peaches! But

_peaches_ is out long ago," replied the man. Ruth returned home. She

went through the evening in a dream, listening to Dolly's remarks

without much answer; then, earlier than usual, she sought her own room.

She fell asleep instantly, and her sleep was so profound that Dolly, who

stole softly to the door at midnight and again at one o'clock, to see if

all was well, went back to her room greatly cheered. For this was the

best night's rest which Ruth had had for months. The elder sister,

relieved and comforted, soon sank into slumber herself.

Ruth's tranquil rest came simply from freedom, from the end of the long

struggle which had been consuming her strength and her life. The sudden

vision of the man she loved, his actual presence before her, had broken

down her last barrier; it had given way silently, as a dam against which

deep water has long pressed yields sometimes without a sound when the

flood rises but one inch higher. She slept because she was going to him,

and she knew that she was going.

She had been vaguely aware that she could not see Walter again with any

security. It was this which had made her take refuge in her mother's old

home in the mountains, far away from him and from all chance of meeting

him. She could not trust herself, but she could flee. And she had fled.

This, however, was the limit of her force; her will had not the power to

sustain her, to keep her from lassitude and despair; and thus she had

drooped and faded until to her sister had come that terrible fear that

the end would really be death. When Walter appeared, she was powerless

to resist further, she went to him as the needle turns to the pole. Her

love led her like a despot, and it was sweet to her to be thus led. Her

action was utterly uncalculating; the loss of her home was as nothing to

her; the loss of her good-repute, nothing; her husband, her sister, the

whole world--all were alike forgotten. She had but one thought, one

idea--to go to him.

She woke an hour before dawn; it was the time she had fixed upon. She

left her bed and dressed herself, using the brilliant moonlight as her

candle; with soft, quick steps she stole down the stairs to the kitchen,

and taking a key which was hanging from a nail by the fireplace, she let

herself out. The big watch-dog, Turk, came to meet her, wagging his

tail. She went to the stable, unlocked the door, and leaving it open for

the sake of the light, she saddled Kentucky Belle. Then she led the

gentle creature down the garden to a gate at its end which opened upon

the back street. Closing this gate behind her so that Turk should not

follow, she mounted and rode away.

The village was absolutely silent; each moonlit street seemed more still

than the last. When the outskirts were left behind, she turned her

horse towards the high bridle-path, whose general course was the same as

that of the road along the river below, the road which led to the Warm

Springs, passing on its way the farm of David Crumb.

As she did these things, one after the other, she neither thought nor

reasoned; her action was instinctive. And the ride was a revel of joy;

her cheeks were flushed with rose, her eyes were brilliant, her pulses

were beating with a force and health which they had not known for

months; she sang to herself little snatches of songs, vaguely, but

gayly.

The dawn grew golden, the sun came up. The air was perfectly still and

softly hazy. Every now and then a red leaf floated gently down from its

branch to the ground; the footfalls of Kentucky Belle were muffled in

these fallen leaves.

The bridle-path, winding along the flanks of the mountain, was longer

than the straighter road below. It was eight o'clock before it brought

her in sight of Crumb's. "I must leave Kentucky Belle in good hands,"

she thought. A steep track led down to the farm. The mare followed it

cautiously, and brought her to Portia's door. "Can your husband take

care of my horse for an hour or two?" she asked, smiling, as Portia came

out. "Is he at home?"

"He's at home. But he ain't workin' to-day," Mrs. Crumb replied; "he's

ailin' a little. But _I'll_ see to yer mare."

Ruth dismounted; patting Kentucky Belle, she put her cheek for a moment

against the beautiful creature's head. "Good-bye," she whispered. "I am

going for a walk," she said to Portia.

"Take a snack of sump'n' nerrer to eat first?" Portia suggested.

But Ruth shook her head; she was already off. She went down the river

road as though she intended to take her walk in that direction. But as

soon as the bend concealed her from Portia's view she turned into the

forest. The only footpath to the terrace, "Ruth's Terrace," where

Nicholas Willoughby had built his cottage, was the one which led up from

Crumb's; Ruth's idea was that she should soon reach this track. But

somehow she missed it; she gave up the search, and, turning, went

straight up the mountain. This slope also was covered with the fallen

leaves, a carpet of red and gold. She climbed lightly, joyously, pulling

herself up the steepest places by the trunks of the smaller trees. Her

color brightened. Taking some of the leaves, she twisted their stalks

round the buttons of her habit so as to make a red-and-gold trimming.

When she reached the summit she knew where she was, for she could now

see the cliffs on the other side of the French Broad. They told her that

she had gone too far to the left; and, turning, this time in the right

direction, she made her way through the forest along the plateau,

keeping close to its verge as a guide. As the chimneys of the Lodge came

into view, she reminded herself that she wished to see Walter

first--Walter himself, and not the servants. She had already paid

several visits to The Lodge; she knew the place well. A good

carriage-road led to it through a ravine which opened three miles below

Crumb's; Nicholas Willoughby had constructed this new ascent. But he had

not built any fences or walls, and she could therefore approach without

being seen by keeping among the trees. At the side there was a thicket,

which almost touched one end of the veranda; she stole into this

thicket, and noiselessly made her way towards the house. When she

reached the nearest point which she could attain unseen, she paused; her

idea was to wait here until Walter should come out.

For he would be sure to come before long. The veranda was always the

sitting-room; it commanded that wide view of the mountains far and near

which had caused Nicholas Willoughby, at the cost of much money and

trouble, to perch his cottage just here. The friends to whom he had lent

The Lodge had left it ten days before, as Ruth knew. A man and his wife

were always in charge, but when they were alone the front of the house

was kept closed. To-day the windows were all open, a rising breeze

swayed the curtains to and fro, and there were numerous other signs of

Walter's presence; on the veranda were several easy-chairs and a lounge,

besides a table with books and papers. And wasn't that the hat he had

worn when she saw him talking to the farmer the day before? Yes, it was

the same. "What time can it be?" she thought. She had not her watch

with her--the costly diamond-decked toy which Horace Chase had given

her; she had left it with her rings on the toilet-table at L'Hommedieu.

Her wedding-ring was there also. But this was not from any plan about

it; she always took off her rings at night. She had simply forgotten to

put them on.

After ten minutes of waiting her heart gave a leap--she heard Walter's

voice within the house. "That is a woman answering. He is talking to the

housekeeper," she said to herself.

But presently there seemed to be three voices. "It is another servant,"

she thought. Then, before she had time to recognize that the intonations

were not those of the mountain women (who were the only resource as

servants in this remote spot), Walter Willoughby himself came into view,

pushing aside the curtains of one of the long windows that opened on the

veranda.

But before Ruth could detach herself from the branches that surrounded

her, he had drawn back again to make room for some one else, and a lady

came out. He followed this lady; he took his seat familiarly upon the

lounge where she had placed herself. It was Marion Barclay, the

handsome, inanimate girl who, with her father and mother, had spent some

weeks at St. Augustine during the preceding winter.

Marion was no longer inanimate. The fault of her finely chiselled face

had been its coldness; but there was no coldness now as Walter

Willoughby took her hand and pressed it to his lips.

At this moment Mrs. Barclay, Marion's mother, appeared. "Well, Darby and

Joan," she said, smiling, as she established herself in the most

comfortable chair.

Mrs. Barclay had favored Walter's suit from the first. It was her

husband who had opposed it. Christopher Barclay had, in fact, opposed it

so strongly that at St. Augustine he had dismissed young Willoughby with

a very decided negative. It was while held at bay by this curt refusal

that young Willoughby had entertained himself for a time by a fresh

study of Mrs. Horace Chase.

This, however, had been but a brief diversion; he had never had the

least intention of giving up Marion, and he had renewed his suit at

Newport as soon as the summer opened. This time he had been more

successful, and finally he had succeeded in winning Christopher Barclay

to the belief that he would know how to manage his daughter's fortune,

as, from the first, he had won Mrs. Barclay to the conviction that he

would know how to manage her daughter's heart. Marion herself meanwhile

had never had the slightest doubt as to either the one or the other. The

engagement was still very new. As Mr. Barclay had investments at

Chattanooga to look after, the little party of four had taken these

beautiful October days for an excursion to Tennessee. Mrs. Barclay had

heard that one of the elder Willoughbys had built a cottage "not far

from the Great Smoky Mountains," and as the paradisiacal weather

continued, with the forests all aglow and the sky a mixture of blue and

gold, she suggested that they should go over from Chattanooga and take a

look at it. Walter had therefore arranged it. From the Warm Springs he

himself had ridden on in advance, in order to have the house opened;

this was the moment when he had made his brief visit to Asheville for

the purpose of ordering supplies. The Barclays were to come no farther

eastward than The Lodge; they were to return in a day or two to Warm

Springs, and thence back to Chattanooga. Even if he had known that Ruth

Chase was at L'Hommedieu, Walter would not have been deterred from

pleasing Mrs. Barclay by any thought of her vicinity; but, as it

happened, he supposed that she was in New York. For a recent letter from

Nicholas Willoughby had mentioned that Chase himself was there, and that

he was going abroad with his wife for several years, sailing by the next

Wednesday's Cunarder.

"Darby and Joan?" Walter had repeated, in answer to Mrs. Barclay's

remark. "That is exactly what I am after, mother. Come, let us settle

the matter now on the spot--the _bona fide_ Darby-and-Joan-ness. When

shall it begin?"

"'Mother'!" commented Mrs. Barclay, laughing. "You have not lost much in

your life through timidity, Walter; I venture to say that."

"Nothing whatever," Walter replied, promptly. "Shall we arrange it for

next month? I have always said I should select November for my wedding,

to see how my wife bears bad weather."

"No, no. Not quite so soon as that," answered Mrs. Barclay. "But early

in the year perhaps," she went on, consentingly, as she looked at her

daughter's happy blushing face.

Ruth heard every word; the veranda was not four yards distant; through

the crevices in the foliage she could see them all distinctly.

She had immediately recognized the Barclays. Anthony Etheridge's speech

about Walter's being in their train came back to her, and other mentions

of their name as well. But this was mechanical merely; what held her,

what transfixed her, was Walter's own countenance. Marion Barclay, Mrs.

Barclay, all the rumors that Etheridge could collect, these would have

been nothing to her if it had not been for that--for Walter's face.

And Walter was, in truth, very happy. Marion was everything that he

wished his wife to be: she was accomplished and statuesque; to those she

liked she could be charming; her features had the distinction which he

had always been determined that his wife should possess. He was not

marrying her for her fortune, though he was very glad she had that,

also. He was much in love with her, and it was this which Ruth had

perceived--perceived beyond a doubt.

For ten minutes she stood there motionless, her eyes resting upon him.

Then, feeling a death-like chill coming, she had just sense enough, just

life enough left, to move backward noiselessly through the smooth leaves

until she had reached the open forest beyond. As a whole life passes

before the eyes of a drowning man, in the same way she saw as in a

vision her long mistake, and her one idea was to get to some spot where

he could not see her, where he would never find her, before she sank

down. She glanced over her shoulder; yes, the thicket concealed her in

that direction. Then she looked towards the verge; her hurrying steps

took her thither. Sitting down on the edge, she let herself slip over,

holding on by a little sapling. It broke and gave way. And then the

figure in the dark riding-habit, which was still adorned gayly with the

bright leaves, disappeared.

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