CHAPTER XII

Seven weeks after she had searched for the first jessamine, Ruth Chase

was again at St. Augustine. But in the meanwhile she had made a long

journey, having accompanied her husband to California. Chase had

unexpectedly come back to Florida, to see David Patterson. When he

reached New York on his return from the West, and learned that Patterson

had been stricken down by illness at Palatka, he decided that the best

thing he could do would be to go to Palatka himself immediately.

Ruth was delighted. "That means St. Augustine for me, doesn't it? Mother

and Dolly are still there. Oh, I _am_ so glad!"

"Why, Ruthie, do you care so much about it as all that? Why didn't you

say so before?" said Chase, looking up from his letters. "Then I could

have taken you down there in any case. Whereas now it's only this

accident of Patterson's being laid up that has made me decide to go. You

must _tell_ me what you want, always. It's the only way we can possibly

get along," he concluded, with mock severity.

Ruth gazed at the fire; for in New York, at the end of March, it was

still cold. "I love St. Augustine. I was _so_ happy there this winter,"

she said, musingly.

"Shall I build you a house near the sea-wall?" inquired her husband,

gathering up his letters and telegrams. As he left the room, he paused

beside her long enough to pass his hand fondly over her hair.

It was arranged that Walter Willoughby, who had returned with them from

California, should also accompany them southward. For there were certain

details of the Western enterprise which Patterson understood better than

any one else did, as he had devoted his attention to them for six

months; it now became important that these details should be explained

to the younger man, in the (possible) case of Patterson's being laid up

for some time longer. After one day in New York, therefore, Chase and

his wife and young Willoughby started for the land of flowers. At

Savannah a telegram met them: "Horace Chase, Pulaski House, Savannah.

Come alone. Patterson."

"When he's sick, he is always tremendously scared," commented Chase. "I

suppose we shall have to humor him. But I'll soon stir him up, and make

him feel better, Walter, and then I'll wire for you to come over at

once. Probably within twenty-four hours." After taking his wife to St.

Augustine, he crossed to Palatka alone. Walter was to wait at St.

Augustine for further directions.

The young New-Yorker agreed to everything. He was in excellent spirits;

throughout the whole Californian expedition he had, in truth, been

living in a state of inward excitement, though his face showed nothing

of it. For his uncle had consented, and he (Walter) had got his foot

into the stirrup at last. The ride might be breakneck, and it might be

hard; but at least it would not be long, and it would end at the

wished-for goal. Between two such riders as Patterson and Horace Chase

(Horace Chase especially; best of all, Horace Chase!), he could not fall

behind; they would sweep him along between them; he should come in

abreast. A closer acquaintance with Chase had only increased his

admiration for the man's extraordinary mind. "If ever there was a genius

for directing big combinations, here's one with a vengeance!" he said to

himself.

On the second day after Chase's departure for Palatka, Ruth and her

mother, in the late afternoon, drove across the Sebastian River by way

of the red bridge, and thence to the barrens. These great tree-dotted

Florida prairies possess a charm for far-sighted eyes; their broad,

unfenced, unguarded expanses, stretching away on all sides, carpeted

with flowers and ferns, and the fans of the dwarf-palmetto, have an air

of freedom that is alluring. Walter Willoughby accompanied the two

ladies, perched in the little seat behind. He had, in fact, nothing else

to do, as Chase had as yet sent no telegram.

They drove first to the Ponce de Leon spring. And Ruth made them drink:

"so that we shall always be young!"

Leaving the spring, they drove to another part of the barren. Here the

violets grew so thickly that they made the ground blue. "I must have

some," said Ruth, joyously. And leaving her mother comfortably leaning

back in the phaeton under her white umbrella, she jumped out and began

to gather the flowers with her usual haste and impetuosity. "Why don't

you come and help?" she said to Walter. "You're terribly lazy. Tie the

ponies to that tree, and set to work."

Walter obeyed. But he only gathered eight violets; then he stopped, and

stood fanning himself with his straw hat. "It is very warm," he said.

"Won't you let me get pitcher-plants instead? There are ever so many

over there. They are so large that eight of them will make a splendid

show." Daily companionship for seven weeks had made him feel thoroughly

at his ease with her. He had forgiven her for those old delays which she

had unknowingly caused in his plans; he now associated her with his

good-fortune, with his high hopes. She had been in the gayest spirits

throughout their stay in California, and this, too, had chimed in with

his mood.

"Pitcher-plants!" said Ruth. "Horrid, murdering things! Let them alone."

But they strolled that way to look at them; and then they walked on

towards a ridge, where she was sure that they should find calopogon.

Beyond the ridge there was a clear pool, whose amber-colored water

rested on a bed of silver sand; along one side rose the tall, delicate

plumes of the _Osmunda regalis_. "Isn't it lovely?" said Ruth. "I don't

believe there is anything more beautiful in all Florida!"

"Yes, one thing," thought Walter, "and that is Ruth Chase." For Ruth's

beauty had deepened richly during the past half-year. It was not Walter

alone who had noticed the change, every one spoke of it. At present his

eyes could not but note it once more, as she stood there in her white

dress under the ferns.

Then suddenly his thoughts were diverted in another direction. "I'm sure

that's for me!" he exclaimed. For he had discerned in the distance a

little negro boy on horseback. "He is bringing me my telegram at last--I

mean the one from your husband, Mrs. Chase, which I have been expecting

for two days. The stupid is following the road. I wonder if I couldn't

make him see me from here, so as to gain time?" And taking off his hat,

he waved it high in the air. But the child kept on his course. "Perhaps

I can make him hear," said Walter. He shouted, whistled, called. But all

to no purpose. "We might as well go back towards the phaeton," he

suggested. And they started.

"What will the telegram be?" said Ruth, arranging her violets as she

walked on. "Have you any idea?"

"A very clear one; it will tell me to arrive at Palatka as soon as

possible."

"And, from Palatka, do you go back to New York?"

"Yes; immediately."

"We shall be in New York, too, by the middle of April. You are to stay

in New York, aren't you?"

"Yes. It is to be my post in the game which will end, we trust, in your

husband's piling up still higher his great fortune, while _I_ shall have

laid very solidly the foundation of mine. Good! that boy sees me at

last." For the little negro, suddenly leaving the road, was galloping

directly towards them over the barren, his bare feet flapping the flanks

of his horse to increase its speed. Walter ran forward to meet him, took

the telegram, tore open the envelope, and read the message within. Then,

after rewarding the messenger (who went back to town in joyful

opulence), he returned to Ruth.

"Palatka?" she said, as he came up.

"No. Something entirely different. And very unexpected. I am to go to

California; I am to start to-morrow morning. And I am to stay

there--live there. It will be for a year or two, I suppose; at any rate,

until this new campaign of your husband's planning has been fought out

and won--as won it surely will be. For Patterson, it seems, won't be

able to go at present, and I am to take his place. Later, he hopes to be

on the spot. But even then I am to remain, they tell me. My instructions

will be here to-night by letter." He felt, inwardly, a great sense of

triumph that he was considered competent--already considered

competent--to take charge of the more important post. And as he put the

telegram in his pocket, the anticipation of success came to him like a

breeze charged with perfume; his pulses had a firm, quick beat; the

future--a future of his own choosing--unrolled itself brightly before

him.

Ruth had made no reply. After a moment her silence struck him--struck

him even in his preoccupation--and he turned to look at her.

Her face had a strange, stiffened aspect, as though her breathing had

suddenly been arrested.

"Are you ill?" he asked, alarmed.

"Oh no; I am only tired. Where is the phaeton? I have lost sight of it."

"Over there; don't you see your mother's white parasol?"

"Let us go back to her. But no--not just yet. I'll wait a moment or two,

as I'm so tired." And, turning her back to him, she sat down on a fallen

pine-tree, and rested her head on her hand.

"I can bring the phaeton over here?" Walter suggested. "There is no

road, but the ground is smooth."

She shook her head.

After a moment he began to talk; partly to fill the pause, partly to

give expression to the thoughts that occupied his own mind--occupied it

so fully that he did not give close heed to her. She was suddenly tired.

Well, that was nothing unusual; it was always something sudden;

generally a sudden gayety. At any rate, she could rest there comfortably

until she felt able to go on. "It's very odd to me to think that

to-morrow I shall be on my way to California again," he began. "That's

what I get by being the poor one of the company, Mrs. Chase! Your

husband, and Patterson, and my uncle, they sit comfortably at home; but

they send _me_ from pillar to post without the least scruple. I don't

mind the going. But the staying--that's a change indeed. To live in

California--I have had a good many ideas in my mind, but I confess I

have never had that." He laughed. But it was easy to see that the idea

pleased him greatly.

Ruth turned. Her eyes met his. And then, startled, amazed, the young man

read in their depths something that was to him an intense surprise.

At the same moment she rose. "I can go now. Mother will be wondering

where I am," she said.

He accompanied her in silence, his mind in a whirl. She said a few words

on ordinary subjects. Every now and then her voice came near failing

entirely, and she paused. But she always began again. Just before she

reached the phaeton she took a gray gauze veil from her pocket, and tied

it hastily across her face under her broad-brimmed hat. Mrs. Franklin

was waiting for them in lazy tranquillity. While Walter untied the

ponies, Ruth took the small seat behind. "Just for a change," she

explained. Walter, therefore, in her vacant place, drove them back to

town. Having taken Mrs. Franklin home, he left Ruth at her own door. "As

I'm off early to-morrow morning, Mrs. Chase, I'll bid you good-by now,"

he said, as the waiting servant came forward to the ponies' heads. She

gave him her hand. He could not see her face distinctly through that

baffling gray veil.

That evening at eleven o'clock he passed the house again; he was taking

a farewell stroll on the sea-wall. As he went by, he saw that there was

a light in the drawing-room. "She has not gone to bed," he thought. He

jumped down from the wall, crossed the road, and, going up the steps,

put his hand on the bell-knob. But a sudden temptation took possession

of him, and, instead of ringing, he opened the door. "If her mother is

with her, I'll pretend that I found it ajar," he said to himself. But

there were no voices, all was still. His step had made no sound on the

thick rugs, and, advancing, he drew aside a curtain. On a couch in a

corner of the drawing-room was Ruth Chase, alone, her face hidden in her

hands.

She started to her feet as he came in. "After all, Mrs. Chase, I found

that I wanted more of a good-by--" he began. And then, a second time, in

her eyes he read the astonishing, bewildering story. "She is still

unconscious of what it is," he thought. "If I go away at once--at once

and forever--no harm is done. And that is what I shall do." This was his

intention, and he knew that he should follow it. The very certainty,

however, made him allow himself a moment or two of delay. For how

beautiful she was, and how deeply she loved him! He could not help

offering, as it were, a tribute to both; it seemed to him that he would

be a boor not to do so. And then, before he knew it, he had gone

further. "You see how it is with me," he began. "You see that I love

you; I myself did not know it until now." (What was this he was telling

her? And somehow, for the moment, it was true!) "Don't think that I do

not understand," he went on. "I understand all--all--" While he was

uttering these words he met her eyes again. And then he felt that he was

losing his head. "What am I doing? I'm not an abject fool!" he managed

to say to himself, mutely--mutely but violently. And he left the house.

It took all his strength to do it.

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