THE ELDER BROTHER
"Some of him lived but the most of him died--
(Even as you and I!)"
"For one thing he is too young," said Richard De Jarnette. "At
twenty-one a man is still a boy, unless he has had more to develop him
than Victor has ever had. And besides--"
And there he stopped.
It was the evening after the wedding, and the two men sat in the library
of Richard De Jarnette's K Street house. It had seemed rather a gloomy
place until the genial doctor was ushered in, for when young life goes
out of a home by way of the wedding route, it leaves almost as great a
gap as if there had been a funeral.
The elder De Jarnette permitted himself few friends, other than those in
business circles, and no intimates, if we may except the one who had
come to him to-night guided by love's instinct. He and Dr. Semple had
been boys together in college, had had their maiden love affairs about
the same time, and had recovered from them with about the same
expedition. They knew each other, as the doctor was wont to remark
pleasantly, "from the ground up."
But the doctor, even while saying this, was quite aware that he did not
know Richard De Jarnette from the ground down--that is to say, to the
roots of his nature. He occasionally came upon unexpected subterranean
passages in the man's character, leading he knew not whither, for when
upon two or three occasions he had attempted to explore these
interesting byways, he had come suddenly upon a sign which said so
plainly that the wayfaring man, though a fool, might read: "No
trespassing allowed." And Dr. Semple, being a wise man and not a fool,
always made haste to vacate when he saw this legend. He knew, what the
rest of their world knew, that Richard De Jarnette was a rising business
man, of strict integrity and tireless energy, and he knew what their
world did not know, that there had been a time when his life had not
been bounded by the four walls of his office, or the prim severity of a
home presided over by a housekeeper,--a time when he had had his dreams
like the rest. Then when he had not much more than made his masculine
début into society, he had suddenly dropped from its ranks and given
himself thenceforward wholly to business. There had been some
speculation about the cause of this sudden lapse of interest, even among
his male acquaintances, and more, of course, among those of the sex
which is rightly supposed to have greater curiosity upon these subjects.
But it is a very busy world. Broken ranks in any procession soon fill
up,--and nobody sought him out in his seclusion save Dr. Semple.
He had never been a very successful society man, in truth having few of
the social gifts which are there more imperative than either character
or learning. And besides, he had no real love for it, and people rarely
excel in the thing to which they are indifferent. Since his
unceremonious dropping out he had devoted himself exclusively to
business and his books. His one friend was Dr. Semple,--his one passion,
his love for his young half-brother, who had shared his home since the
death of their father.
"Of course that isn't your real reason for opposing this marriage, De
Jarnette," said the doctor, easily. "I understand that. You don't want
him to marry at all, and you know it."
Mr. De Jarnette smiled grimly.
"I admit it. I have made no pretence of denying it to myself, and since
you seem rather skilful at diagnosis, I suppose it is not worth while to
deny it to you. The truth is, Semple," the explanatory tone had in it
almost an appeal, "I have looked out for this boy's welfare since the
day--" his face darkened--"the day he so sorely needed it. I--I suppose
I have got in the habit of it."
"You've spoiled him. There's no doubt of that," agreed his companion
cheerfully. "But I should think that now you would be glad to see his
future in the hands of a good woman like Margaret Varnum. It is a
safeguard, Dick,--one that you and I haven't availed ourselves of, it is
true, but still a safeguard. I am sure of it."
"You are sure of nothing where a woman is concerned," declared Richard
De Jarnette, deliberately. "You may think you are, listening to their
protestations, but you will find out your mistake sooner or later. They
are treacherous, Bob. You cast your pearls before them and when they
find they are not diamonds, they turn and rend you. I know them. They
are not to be trusted."
"There are women and women, I suppose. You will agree that there are
several varieties of men. There is Slyter, for instance."
"Slyter is a beast," said Mr. De Jarnette, with a gesture of disgust.
"He belongs to our sex. We can't disown him, much as we would like to.
But we would hardly wish to be judged by him. If you belonged to my
profession, De Jarnette, you would know women better and do them more
justice."
"I know them--know them better than you do. At least, I know a side of
them that you have never seen because you have never been to school to
them."
Dr. Semple threw his head back and blew out slowly what seemed to be an
inexhaustible volume of smoke. Every thought seemed concentrated upon
it. When the last of it had floated off into thin air he remarked
quietly, "You have never quite got over it, Dick."
He had deliberately pushed aside the sign and walked into the forbidden
grounds. Somewhat to his surprise, for he hardly knew himself how it
would be taken, he found his friend walking by his side.
Mr. De Jarnette flipped the ash from his cigar and then answered
composedly, "I have got over it so entirely that the sight of her causes
no more commotion in my breast than the vision of the scrub lady who
daily puts the outer hall in order. I hope you are wasting no sympathy
upon me. I haven't even any bitterness about it,--and certainly no
regret. It has simply left me with more knowledge of women. That is all.
And that is worth all it cost. It is what has rendered me immune all
these years. 'A burnt child,' you know."
An expression of curious relief came into the physician's face.
"Do you know, Dick, I have always had a lingering ghost of a fear--now
that she is a widow--and it would be possible, don't you know, that--"
"Bah-h! I beg you will not do me the injustice of the thought. Do you
know, Semple, the incomprehensible thing about it now to me is that I
should ever have wasted love upon her. I have asked myself a hundred
times what it was I thought I loved and where it had gone. That is where
the sting of it comes in. It isn't that she should have thrown me over
for the old man and his millions,--but that I shouldn't have known from
the first that she wasn't--oh, well! It is over. It is just exactly with
me as though it had never been, except--"
"Except--"
"--that I am wiser."
"But not better," thought the physician. "The trouble about these things
is that they never leave a man the same. Something is always burned out
of him." Aloud he said, "She is only one woman, Dick. A man always has a
mother."
Richard De Jarnette's face softened less than one would suppose.
"My mother was but a name to me," he said. "She died in giving me birth.
I have--"
"Then by her birth pangs she has made you a debtor to all womankind,"
interrupted the doctor, a little sternly, "and if she gave her life for
yours--"
"I do not acknowledge the indebtedness," his host returned, coldly. "I
did not ask to be brought into this world. Now that I am here I can do
nothing less than try to keep myself up, but I do not see that I have
any special cause for gratitude to the ones who imposed this
responsibility upon me."
"If your mother had lived, De Jarnette, you would have felt
differently," said the doctor, quietly, almost gently. "You would have
known then, as you never can now, the breadth and depth of a mother's
devotion."
"You forget that my father was thoughtful enough to provide me with a
second mother. And since I recall it, perhaps you may remember the depth
of that mother's devotion to _her_ child."
He spoke with bitterest satire.
"I have only heard rumors about it," answered his friend.
"I'll tell you that story. A few words will do. The mother that my
father gave me when I was nine years old, set herself first of all to
alienate his affections from me, his child, and succeeded."
"She would have failed if he had been your mother," interjected the
doctor in the slight pause.
"I am not sure of that, though I mean no disrespect to a mother who was
buried too deep to rescue her child from all the indignities that woman
heaped upon him. I will pass quickly over that, Semple. To this day it
hurts me to think of it. I have never seen a man cruel to a child since
without wanting to kill him, and a woman--"
"Was it the same after her own child came?"
"It was worse. She was jealous then in addition to being vindictive. If
she had only been cruel to me and kind to him, I believe I could have
stood it. For I loved that boy as I have loved few things in life. But
she was cruel to him too. She neglected him. And finally--well, you know
how it ended. Everybody knows the dishonor she brought on the name of De
Jarnette. That is one thing I hate her for. From the time she left her
child, a helpless baby of four years, I have had no faith in so-called
mother-love. It is good to talk about. It sounds well. It is all right
till the test comes--and sometimes the test never does come--but if it
does, they'll fly the track every time. You can't depend on a woman.
They are treacherous."
"What effect did her going away have on your father--in his relations to
you, I mean? Did it bring his affections back to you?"
"No. You would suppose it would have had that effect, but it didn't. It
made him misanthropic and hard. He could not bear Victor in his sight.
The child seemed to be a constant reminder of the mother and the
disgrace she had brought upon him. Then it was that I got into the habit
of looking out for him. My father was a hard man--an unforgiving man. He
ruled with a rod of iron. I've taken many a whipping that would have
fallen upon Victor, small as he was, if I hadn't lied for him."
"Perhaps you would have done him better service to have let them fall
upon him," the doctor was thinking.
"You see how it is, Bob. That is why he has always seemed so close to
me. I really think of him more as my child than my half-brother. And
that's why it hurts.... Oh, well! If he had only waited a few years I
think I could have consented to it with a better grace. But my consent
wasn't asked."
* * * * *
On his way home Dr. Semple looked at it with a professional eye. "The
man has a wrong bias," he said, at last. "It was a case of malpractice,
and it has left him with his nature out of joint. If he could have a
hard enough wrench in the right hands it might be re-set. But where is
the surgeon?" Then he went back to the cause. "Women are accountable for
a deal of evil in this world. And it doesn't all come by 'ordinary
generation,' as the catechism puts it. Oh, well!"