I wanted, as all men do, to belong.

To what? To an America alive, an America that was no longer a despised

cultural foster child of Europe, with unpleasant questions always being

asked about its parentage, to an America that had begun to be conscious

of itself as a living home-making folk, to an America that had at last

given up the notion that anything worth while could ever be got by

being in a hurry, by being dollar rich, by being merely big and able to

lick some smaller nation with one hand tied behind its broad national

back.

As for the men of Jewish blood, so many of whom I found quick and eager

to meet me half way, my heart went out to them in gratitude. They were

wanting love and understanding, had in their natures many impulses

that were destructive. Was there a sense of being outlaws? They did

not want their own secret sense of separateness from the life about

them commented upon but it existed. They themselves kept it alive and I

thought they were not unwise in doing so. I watched them eagerly. Did

they have, in their very race feeling, the bit of ground under their

feet it was so hard for an Ohio man to get in Cleveland Cincinnati or

Chicago or New York? The man of Jewish blood, in an American city,

could at any rate feel no more separateness from the life about him

than the advertising writer in a Chicago advertising agency who had

within him a love of the craft of words. The Jewish race had made

itself felt in the arts for ages and even our later middle-western

anti-Jewish crusader Henry Ford had no doubt as a child been taught to

read the Bible written by old Jewish word-fellows.

As far as I myself could understand, the feeling of separateness

from the life about was common to all Americans. It explained the

everlasting get-together movements always going on among business men

and as for race prejudices, they also were common. There was the South

with its concern about the Negroes, the Far West and its orientals, the

whole country a little later with its sudden hatred of the Germans and

in the Middle West all sorts of little cross-currents of race hatreds

as the factory hands came into the towns from all over Europe. No

American ever met another American without drawing a little back. There

was a question in the soul. “What are your people? Where did they come

from?” “What kind of blood flows in your veins?”

Could it not very well be that the men of Jewish blood who had given

themselves to the crafts in America could look at life a bit more

impersonally, go out more quickly and warmly to individuals, throw up

out of the body of the race more individuals who could give themselves

wholeheartedly to the cultural life because of the very fact of a race

history behind them?

One had always to remember that we Americans were in the process of

trying to make a race. The Jews had been a part of the life of almost

every race that had come to us and were for perhaps that very reason in

a better position than the rest of us to help make our own race.

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