CHAPTER V

"Has the success of the experiment justified the labor and enthusiasm

you spent upon it?"

"Yes, Noel, the result far surpasses my hopes, and I am impatient for

you to visit us, not only to understand fully the complete success of

the work, but to receive the grateful acknowledgments of every member of

the Order."

"Then you bar your doors against me, because any expression of thanks is

annoying, and the great pleasure I gave myself in deeding the property

to you would be marred. Remember, Vernon, I am not a well-rounded

character, measured by your ecclesiastical tape-line, and one of my ugly

angles is aversion to thanks. If you have drained the marshland and

reclaimed the house from mildew and mice you have made your neighbors

debtors."

"The same Noel Herriott of college days!"

"Only more so, if you please. Nothing human is immutable, and if a man

does not improve he grows worse. By the way, is your reverence still

'Brother' Temple, or have you climbed the ladder of spiritual

promotion?"

"I am always Vernon to you, but the world knows me as 'Father' Temple.

When will you come to us at 'Calvary House' and inspect the rich harvest

from the seed you sowed? I long for the one thing you have

withheld--your deep, hearty sympathy in my grand and holy work."

"Meaning that nothing less than the three vows will assure you of my

safety?"

"That is beyond all that I ever dared to hope, but your cordial

approbation would cheer me more than the indorsement of any other man.

Generous though you are in financial assistance, your mental attitude

toward our Order is that of the smiling tolerance with which one watches

a child building a house of cards."

"However tentative my opinion relative to the scope and permanence of

your religious movement, you cannot doubt that I earnestly desire the

success to which the sanctity of your motive entitles you. Partial as I

am to gymnastic methods, I allow no athletic feats in my mental

processes; I neither run nor leap to conclusions, and you must give me

time. You and I always approach vital questions by different paths: you

lean generally to collectiveness; I usually prefer the slower leverage

of individualism. You are burning the candle of life at both ends, and

trying to realize your noble ideals; I plod far behind, with only a

feeble taper and indulge no higher hope than to idealize my realities."

"When will you come to the lovely home you have given us? There is one

room we have called 'Founder's,' and set apart for you; and, Noel, no

sun sets that has not brought us to our knees in prayer for you who made

it possible for us to own a chapel. When shall we welcome you?"

"Not now. I must go home, where matters need attention. Strange, is it

not, that the magic of a name should outlive all it represents? That

lonely old stone house staring at its shadow on the lake has no vital

element of home except my horses and dogs, and one Maltese cat that

sleeps in my arm-chair. When Nina married Senator Kent the last thread

that tied me to anything like domesticity snapped, and I followed my

bent and prowled from land to land."

"Why do you not marry some sweet, gentle woman and settle yourself?"

"Scarcely the advice one might expect from the priestly Father of an

Anglican celibate order. Has your creed narrowed to such alternatives?

Either a cell at Calvary or the snare and disillusions of marriage?

Unfortunately for me, women have exerted only a traditional influence on

my life. My own young mother died before I could remember her, and I was

consigned to tutors when I should have been trundling hoops. I went

early to college, and after father's second marriage was rarely at home;

hence my acquaintance with women in the home circle is nebulous and

legendary. As a boy I disdained sweethearts; as a man they disdain me.

The only woman I ever really cared for would no more marry me than a

stone slab in a cemetery; so, with many thanks, I cannot utilize your

counsel, and it only remains for you to keep a cell for me at Calvary.

Some day at eventide I may creep in, and you will kindly shrive and

bless me."

Mr. Herriott had been leaning back in his chair, with his hands clasped

behind his head, and when he rose he towered six feet two inches,

smiling gravely at the upturned face of Father Temple, whose sombre

clerical habit contrasted vividly with the white yachting flannels worn

by his friend.

"Ah, Noel, what a Viking you look! Save prize fighting, is there

anything in the realm of athletics you have not accomplished?"

"I fear you would not compliment me with even that civilized exception

if you had seen a skirmish, minus weapons, that I had with a hairy,

tattooed Dyak in a Borneo jungle where I hunted orchids. Vernon, if you

trained your muscles more, and let up a little on your soul, allowed it

a breathing spell, you would not look so flaccid and anaemic. Don't

prefer monkish Latin to Juvenal: _mens sana in corpore sano_! You

observe, respect for your Reverence prevents my offering you the

Rabelais parody. Come, dine with me to-night."

"No, thank you. I am to give a brief 'retreat.' Tell me about my cousin

Eglah; you crossed the ocean in the same steamer."

"You have not seen her?"

"For a few moments only. She is a beautiful girl."

"What remains to be said--since you accord her the mantle of beauty,

whose folds, broader even than charity's, hide all defects? Where shall

I begin? Being her cousin, you must know what I have merely heard: that

she swept through college like a southern tornado--or should I have said

like a meteor?--carrying off the honors, and was the youngest graduate

who had ever turned the heads of the spectacled lecturers. Yet it

appears she values her trophy merely because her laurels pleased her

father, at whose feet she sits in adoration. In her physique, gymnastic

training leaves nothing to be improved; she won badges, and can hold her

own at basket-ball, tennis, rowing, and swimming. Is not the catalogue

complete? So much for mental attainments and physical perfection, but in

the domain of womanly emotions she is simply an unknown quantity--a

latter-day sphinx, fresh and fair before drifting desert sands deface

her. If a lover should ever win her heart he will certainly be entitled

to it, by the supreme right of discovery. Her affection for Judge Kent

absolutely rules her, and in one respect she is unique, she is as

utterly incapable of flirtations as an unfledged owl."

"On account of the family connection you have been thrown so intimately

into her society that I hoped you could tell me something of her

religious tendencies."

"I am such a confirmed tramp that my visits to the family have been

brief and interrupted by long absences. Eglah always appealed peculiarly

to my sympathy because of the pathetic antagonism of her environment.

Your cousin, Judge Kent, was very much disliked at the South, where

sectional political rancor was, is, and will be rife, and his child

suffered keenly on that account. When she came north to live, her social

surroundings were even worse, because she furiously resented every

reflection upon the people of the South, where the Maurices were

conspicuous in war records. Her efforts at loyalty all around the circle

have not made smooth sailing for her, and her motives were doubtless

complex. You are curious about her 'religious tendencies'? If you are

wise you will not stir any Calvary leaven into the pure sweet flour of

her soul, unless you covet war _a outrance_ with that nondescript

personage Mrs. Mitchell--an anomalous blend, alert as a lynx, wary as a

fox, stealthy as a cougar--who serves Eglah in divers and sundry

capacities: an amalgamated foster-mother, housekeeper, maid, companion,

chaperon, and confidante. She is a Simon-pure puritan, prim as

Priscilla, and her processes of reasoning are quite as broad as the edge

of a razor. That she viciously opposes all forms of 'ritualism' I happen

to know from listening to a discussion between her and Eglah, in which

the whole bundle of dogmas was thrashed out, from 'historic episcopate'

and 'confession' to incense, candles, and 'reservation of the

sacrament.' What a pile of chaff they built! Eglah's appreciation of

sensuous beauty and classical music inclines her to gorgeous vestments,

jewelled windows, and the rhythmic chanting of choristers that lift

their chins like Raphael's cherubs, but Mrs. Mitchell finds in the

severe simplicity of her own tabernacle an added sanctity, and your

Calvary House will be to her that of Rimmon. In Rome Judge Kent had a

touch of fever which frightened Eglah into telegraphing for me at Basle,

where I was attending a scientific congress, so we came home together."

"If Eglah's enthusiasm could be aroused in our mission work, she would

wield an incalculable power for good."

"Vernon--pardon the lapse into argot--'don't!' Let the child pick her

own way to peace. She is not addicted to enthusiasms: one attack long

ago destroyed her susceptibility to subsequent seizures; she can be

enthusiastic over only one teraph--her father. Must you go? Wait a

moment. Friendship is frank, and I am sorry to see you losing the vigor

that in college days distinguished you. Fast less, and sleep more. Come

home with me and hunt and fish and row, and let other people's souls

enjoy a vacation."

As they shook hands Father Temple asked:

"And what have scientific congresses done for your soul, Noel?"

"Drawn me closer, I hope, to the Creator whose subtle and inexorable

laws are best revealed to the faithful student that fearlessly analyzes

His universal work. The sole aim of scientists is 'to admit nothing

false, and to omit nothing true.' Vernon, have faith in me as of old,

and keep a cell whitewashed for me at Calvary House. Truly--

"So many paths lead up to God,

'Twere strange if any soul should miss them all."

With his hand on the stair rail the minister paused and looked back.

"One thing I wish to ask is whether Eglah had any special admirers

abroad? American heiresses are attractive."

"She had as many beaux as she chose to permit. Two attaches of American

legations were particularly attentive, and a handsome English naval

officer whose father is a duke will doubtless cross the ocean to renew

his acquaintance. Possess your soul in patience. Her heart is as sound

asleep as when she dreamed in her crib, and the man who wakes and wins

it will travel no macadamized road. Before Lent she will be in New York

for a week, and when Congress adjourns the family will come to me on the

Lake for a visit."

Given a man of thirty-three, unusually good-looking, possessing by

inheritance a large fortune, dowered with infinite leisure upon which no

professional duties laid intrusive claim, handicapped by no church

obligations, and the world assumes that he has inevitably run the gamut

of those iniquities set by Satan as snares for the idle rich. Intensely

virile as was Noel Herriott, his polished placidity of manner and

courteous conservatism masked in some degree the strength and tenacious

obstinacy of a character that presented enigmatical phases to those who

knew him best. Heredity and education had combined in kneading him

physically, mentally, and morally along rather peculiar curves during

the plastic period of boyhood, and the finishing touches that determined

the mould came from his parting interview with his Presbyterian father,

when Fergus Herriott sent him away to college.

"My son, God gave you a remarkably fine body. Neither neglect nor abuse

it, but be sure you master it from the start, else you will be the slave

of your own flesh. Bad habits are the leeches that would suck a Hercules

to effeminacy. Steer as clear of the sins labelled "Thou shalt not" as

you would of that leper island down in the Pacific. The ten commandments

are equal links in the moral chain, and it is no man's privilege to pick

and choose which he will break or which he will keep; because if he

violates one, it is merely a question of temptation, necessity, and

opportunity when he will transgress all. If he bears false witness and

lies, he will steal money as he filched character; if he covets his

neighbor's wife, the time comes when he murders her husband. _Falsus in

uno, falsus in omnibus._ You are going where you will hear much fine

talk about 'lofty, broadening, philosophic ideals' and 'progressive,

altruistic standards of humanitarianism and honor.' Now mark you, God's

laws are not 'progressive,' they are absolutely fixed, and when you are

as old as I am you will have learned that 'man's honor,' unless based on

them, is merely a sliding scale set up on a quicksand. My boy, try to

lead such a clean life that when the mirror of records is held up to you

in the final judgment you will not squirm and want to look the other

way; and now, my last word is, you had the great misfortune to lose your

dear, sweet mother in this world--be sure you deserve to find her in the

next."

During the journey to college he found in his well-filled pocket-book a

folded sheet containing additional memoranda in his father's cramped,

old-fashioned writing.

"Be honest first, then generous--never wasteful. Pose on no pedestals

and you will escape falls. Avoid priggishness, which is detestable

mental dry-rot; and flee from cant, the convenient domino of hypocrisy.

Cultivate genuine sympathy for all suffering humanity, and remember that

a man's safest companion is his own conscientious, incorruptible

self-respect."

Doubtless in the years that followed Noel realized that indeed

"Souls were dangerous things to carry straight

Through all the spilt saltpetre of the world;"

but that he succeeded fairly well might have been inferred from a

certain scar on his throat, received while chastising two of his

classmates who had caricatured him in doggerel under the title of "Sir

Dandy Galahad." Misled by the quiet reserve of his manner, and an inborn

courtesy that made him as good a listener as talker, strangers never

suspected the existence of a temper fierce and, when fully aroused,

well-nigh implacable. In his third collegiate year the death of his

father left him untrammelled in the selection of a profession, and soon

after he entered into possession of a fortune so large that its golden

key would have opened the door of almost any career he might have

chosen. His mental trend was toward scientific studies, and his dominant

scheme of investigation embraced the elusive problems of anthropology.

His individual and favorite hypothesis involved the genesis of

aboriginal American man, and to secure all prehistoric and especially

pre-glacial data he had attended post-collegiate lectures at several

European universities, supplemented by sojourns in Central America,

Pacific Islands, and British North America.

Since the death of his stepmother, Mr. Herriott had established

temporary headquarters in New York in "apartments" not far from the old

Herriott house, which by provision of his wife's will was now the

property of Judge Kent. While the family of the senator usually remained

in Washington, Eglah and Mrs. Mitchell frequently spent a week in New

York, and on such occasions, if Noel chanced to be in the city, they

relied upon him to serve as escort when needed. That he had successfully

run the gauntlet of Eliza's years of cautious, suspicious observation,

and finally commanded her admiring confidence, contributed in some

degree to the easy _camaraderie_ maintained between Eglah and himself:

on her part a genuinely trusting friendship, pure and simple; on his

that cool, watchful quietude that holds in leash the one deep passionate

love of a strong nature and a lonely life. From the day he first saw the

little quivering white-clad girl standing in the sunset glow that

flooded the fragrant, flower-filled dining-room at Nutwood, he had

opened the empty temple of his heart, and where no image dwelt--save the

memory of his father--he lifted this child to a pure altar, and offered

silent homage.

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