XIII

Kennedy turned out to have been an armorer-artificer of the North

American Navy, captured two years ago while deer-hunting too far from

the logging-camp road to New Portsmouth. Fed on scraps of gristle,

isolated from his kind, beaten when he failed to make his daily task of

spear heads and arrow points, he had shyly retreated into beautifully

interminable labyrinths of abstraction. Now and then, Charles Orsino got

a word or two of sense from him before the rosy clouds closed in. When

attempted conversation with the lunatic palled, Charles could watch the

aborigines through chinks in the palisade. There were about fifty of

them. There would have been more if they hadn't been given to

infanticide--for what reason, Charles could not guess.

He had been there a week when the boulders were rolled away one morning

and he was roughly called out. He said to Kennedy before stooping to

crawl through the hole: "Take it easy, friend. I'll be back, I hope."

Kennedy looked up with a puzzled smile: "That's such a _general_

statement, Charles. Exactly what are you implying--"

The witch girl was there, flanked by spearmen. She said abruptly: "I

have been listening to you. Why are you untrue to your brothers?"

He gawked. The only thing that seemed to fit was: "That's such a

_general_ statement," but he didn't say it.

"Answer," one of the spearmen growled.

"I--I don't understand. I have no brothers."

"Your brothers in Portsmouth, on the sea. Whatever you call them, they

are your brothers, all children of the mother called Government. Why are

you untrue to them?"

He began to understand. "They aren't my brothers. I'm not a child of the

government. I'm a child of another mother far away, called Syndic."

She looked puzzled--and almost human--for an instant. Then the visor

dropped over her face again as she said: "That is true. Now you must

teach a certain person the jeep and the guns. Teach her well. See that

she gets her hands on the metal and into the grease." To a spearman she

said: "Bring Martha."

The spearman brought Martha, who was trying not to cry. She was a

half-naked child of ten!

The witch girl abruptly left them. Her guards took Martha and bewildered

Charles to the edge of the village where the jeep and its mounted guns

stood behind a silly little museum exhibit rope of vine. Feathers and

bones were knotted into the vine. The spearmen treated it as though it

were a high-tension transmission line.

"_You_ break it," one of them said to Charles. He did, and the spearmen

sighed with relief. Martha stopped scowling and stared.

The spearman said to Charles: "Go ahead and teach her. The firing pins

are out of the guns, and if you try to start the jeep you get a spear

through you. Now teach her." He and the rest squatted on the turf around

the jeep. The little girl shied violently as he took her hand, and tried

to run away. One of the spearmen slung her back into the circle. She

brushed against the jeep and froze, white-faced.

"Martha," Charles said patiently, "there's nothing to be afraid of. The

guns won't go off and the jeep won't move. I'll teach you how to work

them so you can kill everybody you don't like with the guns and go

faster than a deer in the jeep--"

He was talking into empty air as far as the child was concerned. She was

muttering, staring at the arm that had brushed the jeep: "That did it, I

guess. There goes the power. May the goddess blast her--no. The power's

out of me now. I felt it go." She looked up at Charles, quite calmly,

and said: "Go on. Show me all about it. Do a good job."

"Martha, what are you talking about?"

"She was afraid of me, my sister, so she's robbing me of the power.

Don't you know? I guess not. The goddess hates iron and machines. I had

the power of the goddess in me, but it's gone now; I felt it go. Now

nobody'll be afraid of me any more." Her face contorted and she said:

"Show me how you work the guns."

* * * * *

He taught her what he could while the circle of spearmen looked on and

grinned, cracking raw jokes about the child as anybody anywhere, would

about a tyrant deposed. She pretended to ignore them, grimly repeating

names after him and imitating his practiced movements in loading drill.

She was very bright, Charles realized. When he got a chance he muttered,

"I'm sorry about this, Martha. It isn't my idea."

She whispered bleakly: "I know. I liked you. I was sorry when the other

outsider took your dinner." She began to sob uncontrollably. "I'll never

see anything again! Nobody'll ever be afraid of me again!" She buried

her face against Charles' shoulder.

He smoothed her tangled hair mechanically and said to the watching,

grinning circle: "Look, hasn't this gone far enough? Haven't you got

what you wanted?"

The headman stretched and spat. "Guess so," he said. "Come on, girl." He

yanked Martha from the seat and booted her toward the huts.

Charles scrambled down just ahead of a spear. He let himself be led back

to the smithy block house and shoved through the crawl hole.

"I was thinking about what you said the other day," Kennedy beamed,

rasping a file over an arrowhead. "When I said that to change one

molecule in the past you'd have to change _every_ molecule in the past,

and you said, 'Maybe so.' I've figured that what you were driving at

was--"

"Kennedy," Charles said, "please shut up just this once. I've got to

think."

"In what sense do you mean that, Charles? Do you mean that you're a

rational animal and therefore that your _being_ rather than _essense_

is--"

"_Shut up or I'll pick up a rock and bust your head in with it!_"

Charles roared. He more than half meant it. Kennedy hunched down before

his hearth looking offended and scared. Charles squatted with his head

in his hands.

_I have been listening to you._

Repeated drives of the Government to wipe out the aborigines. Drives

that never succeeded.

_I'll never see anything again._

The way the witch girl had blasted her rival--but that was suggestion.

But--

_I have been listening to you. Why are you untrue to your brothers?_

He'd said nothing like that to anybody, not to her or poor Kennedy.

He thought vaguely of _psi_ force, a fragment in his memory. An old

superstition, like the id-ego-superego triad of the sick-minded

psychologists. Like vectors of the mind, exploded nonsense. But--

_I have been listening to you. Why are you untrue to your brothers?_

Charles smacked one fist against the sand floor in impotent rage. He was

going as crazy as Kennedy. Did the witch girl--and Martha--have

hereditary _psi_ power? He mocked himself savagely: that's such a

_general_ question!

Neurotic adolescent girls in kerosene-lit farmhouses, he thought

vaguely. Things that go bump--and crash and blooie and _whoo-oo-oo!_ in

the night. Not in electric lit city apartments. Not around fleshed-up

middle-aged men and women. You take a hyperthyroid virgin, isolate her

from power machinery and electric fields, put on the pressures that make

her feel alone and tense to the bursting point--and naturally enough,

something bursts. A chamberpot sails from under the bed and shatters on

the skull of stepfather-tyrant. The wide-gilt-framed portrait of

thundergod-grandfather falls with a crash. Sure, the nail crystallized

and broke--_who crystallized it?_

Neurotic adolescent girls speaking in tongues, reading face-down cards

and closed books, screaming aloud when sister or mother dies in a

railroad wreck fifty miles away, of cancer a hundred miles away, in a

bombing overseas.

Sometimes they made saints of them. Sometimes they burned them. Burned

them and _then_ made saints of them.

A blood-raw hunk of venison came sailing through one of the loopholes

and flopped on the sand.

_I was sorry when the other outsider took your dinner._

Three days ago he'd dozed off while Kennedy broiled the meat over the

hearth. When he woke, Kennedy had gobbled it all and was whimpering with

apprehension. But he'd done nothing and said nothing; the man wasn't

responsible. He'd said nothing, and yet somehow the child knew about it.

His days were numbered; soon enough the jeep would be out of gas and the

guns would be out of ammo or an unreplaceable part lost or broken. Then,

according to the serene logic that ruled the witch girl, he'd be

surplus.

But there was a key to it somehow.

He got up and slapped Kennedy's hand away from the venison. "Naughty,"

he said, and divided it equally with a broad spearblade.

"Naughty," Kennedy said morosely. "The naught-class, the null-class. I'm

the null-class. I plus the universe equal one, the universe-class. If

you could transpose--but you can't transpose." Silently they toasted

their venison over the fire.

* * * * *

It was a moonless night with one great planet, Jupiter he supposed,

reigning over the star-powdered sky. Kennedy slept muttering feebly in a

corner. The hearthfire was out. It had to be out by dark. The spearmen

took no chance of their trying to burn down the place. The village had

long since gone to sleep, campfires doused, skin flaps pulled to across

the door holes. From the corral one of the spavined, tick-ridden cows

mooed uneasily and then fell silent.

* * * * *

Charles then began the hardest job of his life. He tried to think,

straight and uninterrupted, of Martha, the little girl. Some of the

things that interrupted him were:

The remembered smell of fried onions; they didn't have onions here;

Salt;

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