CHAPTER X

A NEW HOME

Should it happen that the last egret is shot and the last bird of

paradise is snared to adorn a lady's dress, then--then I would not like

to be a woman for all that earth could hold.--_Herbert O. Ward._

When at last my covering was removed I found myself in a large, long

room, which I afterward learned was a millinery store. In fact the

store was the front part of the family residence, the living rooms

being behind and upstairs over it. My cage was hung near the wide

doorway at the end of the apartment and my new mistress at once ran to

fill my cup with fresh water and bring me a supply of clean millet.

After I had refreshed myself I began to look about me and study my

strange surroundings.

My new home was so unlike the little log house in the South from which

I had come that it was many days before I could accustom myself to the

clatter of voices which buzzed monotonously all day through the store.

From ten o'clock in the morning, if the day were fine, till three in

the afternoon, the din at times was almost deafening; for it was the

busy season and customers were constantly coming and going, not all of

them to buy, merely to look over the ribbons and tumble up the goods,

as I heard the tired clerks say complainingly more than once.

Numerous glass cases were placed near the walls, and running cross-wise

were a counter and shelves much frequented by ladies who stood eagerly

examining the array of bright gauzes, the glittering buckles, the

flowers and plumes displayed there. And what a chattering they kept

up! What a stir and a hubbub they made! So many "Oh-h's" and

"Ah-h's," so many "How lovely's," and other ecstatic exclamations, were

mingled with their conversation as was quite bewildering. In time,

however, I became accustomed to this and discovered it was simply a way

ladies have of expressing their approval of things in general. Around

the glass cases which held the trimmed hats the women buzzed like a

swarm of flies, their volubility assuming a more emphatic character as

they gazed within at the fashionable headgear placed on long steel

wires. Almost every hat held one, or a part of one, of my slaughtered

race. Frequently there were parts of two or three varieties on one

hat--a tail of one kind, a wing of another, or a head of a different

species. The ends of the world had been searched to make this

patchwork of blood. The women raved over the cruel display; they

gloated over our beauty; but they cared nothing for the pathetic story

the hats told of rifled nests and motherless young.

My new owner was a soft-voiced, gentle child, from whom I soon found I

had nothing to fear. She was most careful to keep my cage in order and

never neglected to feed me. Unlike her little friend Betty, she never

allowed her sports or pleasures to interfere with this duty. Often her

playmates came for a romp in the garden behind the store, but she did

not join them till she had first attended to my wants. I was fond of

having her talk to me, for her voice was sweet and kind, and the little

terms of endearment she often used were very pleasing and made me feel

she was my true friend. She once tried to pet me by stroking my

feathers, but I did not like it. Although I knew she did not mean to

hurt me, the motion of her hand made me nervous. Instead of

persisting, she only said reproachfully, as she put me back on my perch:

"Dear Dickey Downy, why are you afraid of me? Your own little Polly

wouldn't hurt you for the world. I wanted to softly stroke your pretty

plumage just out of pure love and, you dear little coward, you won't

let me."

In her affection for me, Polly did not forget the wild birds outside,

which flew about in the big evergreen trees near the garden gate. She

showed her thoughtfulness for the little creatures by strewing bread

crumbs for them on the window sills on snowy days. She often gathered

up the tablecloth after the housemaid had removed the breakfast dishes

and, running out under the trees, would shake it vigorously that her

wild pets might get all the little pieces of food that fell. Not a

bird came down as long as she remained in the yard, but as soon as she

had tripped back to the house and the door closed upon her brown curls,

I could see a drove of hungry snowbirds swoop from the trees, and in a

minute every crumb would be picked up. I am sure they must have loved

dear little Polly, for many a choice bit did they get through her

kindness.

While the majority of the customers at the store were well-dressed

women, there were many who came to buy hats who looked poor and

pinched. A few looked slatternly.

A sudden swing of their dress skirts would disclose a badly frayed

petticoat or a tattered stocking showing above the shabby shoe. Their

gloveless hands were red and cold and coarse, and the milliner told the

clerk that she dreaded to have them handle her filmy laces or

glistening satins, because their rough fingers stuck to the delicate

fabrics and injured them.

These poor women worked hard, early and late. Beyond the barest

necessities they had little to spare, and yet not a woman among them

would have bought an unfashionable or out-of-date hat could she have

had it at one quarter the price. Feathers were fashionable, and

feathers she must have. Might not one "as well be out of the world as

out of the fashion"?

All this dreadful traffic in my murdered comrades, and their display in

the glass cases as well as on the heads of the customers, naturally

made me very sad, and I now looked with aversion at every woman who

entered the store. But that all were not heartless fiends who were

robed in feminine garb I found out another day when a daintily dressed

lady came in to purchase a winter hat. The contents of the glass cases

were looked over critically for some time before she selected one which

she tried on before the long mirror. The milliner, who deftly adjusted

it for her, tipping it first forward a little, then setting it back a

trifle, stood off now to view the effect, at the same time assuring her

how beautiful it was, and how vastly becoming to her.

"I like this hat very much," said the lady; "or at least I shall like

it when the bird is taken off."

"You think the oriole too gay? Orange is quite the vogue," answered

the milliner, who seemed reluctant to make any change, and yet was

anxious to please her customer. "Perhaps you'd prefer some wings; or

stay, here is a sweet little gull that will go all right with the rest

of the trimming. We will take off the oriole if you wish."

"Thank you, but I have decided not to wear birds any more," said the

customer.

"But the effect would be quite spoiled without a wing, or an aigrette,

or something there," exclaimed the milliner. "You wouldn't like it. I

wouldn't think of taking off the bird, if I were you."

"Yes, I shall like it much better with the bird off," returned the lady

quietly. "I have sufficient sins to answer for without any longer

adding the crime of bird slaughter to the list."

The milliner bestowed on her a pitying smile, but evidently was too

politic to get into a discussion of an unpleasant subject. Having

given her final order for the hat, the lady crossed over to the other

side of the room and shook hands with a friend whom she addressed as

Mrs. Brown, who had just come in and was making a purchase at the lace

counter.

"I have been putting my new resolution into effect," she remarked after

the first greetings; "I have just ordered my new hat, and it is not to

have a bird or a wing or a tail on it."

"Oh, I'm glad to hear of one convert to the gospel of mercy," said Mrs.

Brown heartily. "The apathy of our women on this subject is

heart-sickening. Men are denouncing us; the newspapers are full of our

cruelty; the pulpit makes our heartlessness its theme; and yet we keep

on with our barbarous work with an indifference that must make the

angels weep."

Her face glowed with righteous indignation. It was easy to see that

any cause to which she might commit herself was sure of an ardent and

untiring champion.

"But they tell me that chicken feathers, and those of other domestic

fowls are being largely used now instead of birds," said the other lady.

"Oh, yes; they tell us so because they want to prevent us from getting

alarmed, since so much has been said against the destruction of the

birds. It is true that chicken feathers always have been used to some

extent, the straight quills for instance. I know it is frequently

broadly asserted that the most of the birds used are made birds, but

the manufactured creatures are poor deceptions; they are mixed with

bird feathers, and are sold only to the less fastidious customers. The

demand for genuine birds is as great as ever."

"But do you think as many are used now as formerly?" questioned her

companion.

"Yes, indeed! Just think of the feather capes and muffs and

collarettes made of birds. The market for them is increasing all the

time. It takes from eighteen to twenty-five skins for each collar, and

I don't know how many for the muffs. Oh, I tell you, women are heaping

up judgment on themselves."

The other lady looked grave. "I understand," said she, "that in many

places down on the New Jersey coast the boatmen have given up fishing,

as they can make so much more money killing terns and gulls for women's

use. They earn fifty dollars a week at it, at ten cents apiece for the

birds. Isn't that a horrible record for women?"

"I don't doubt they earn that much, and perhaps more," answered Mrs.

Brown; "for one season there were thirty thousand terns killed in one

locality alone. And at Cape Cod, and up along the shore near where I

lived, they are slain by thousands every season and shipped to New

York. Oh, I can't tell you how distressing it used to be to hear the

report of the guns day after day and know that every piercing sound was

the sign that more innocent lives were being taken. I used to cover up

my ears and try not to hear them. It made me shiver to know that those

poor gulls were being shot down for nothing. Their only crime

consisted in being beautiful."

Both women turned at that moment attracted by the sight of a young lady

who was standing on the pavement outside in an animated talk with

another girl.

"There's Miss Van Dyke, with her new feather collar on," observed Mrs.

Brown, in a low voice.

The young lady in question was a dashing, radiant creature, bright with

smiles and a face like a picture. On her shapely shoulders was a

magnificent cape, lustrous as satin, of silvery white, into which pale

dark lines softly blended at regular intervals. Twenty-two innocent

lives had been taken to make that little garment. Twenty-two beautiful

grebes slain that their glossy breasts might lend splendor to a lady's

wardrobe.

The two friends looked at Miss Van Dyke in silence for a moment, then

sighed as she passed along out of their view.

"When I see such perversion of woman's nature I wonder that the very

stones do not cry out against us," exclaimed Mrs. Brown. "And mark my

words, the slaughter will go on; the unholy traffic will not long be

confined to grebe's breasts for muffs and cape trimmings. Other birds

will be used. The gentle creatures are not all put on hats."

"Oh! I must not forget to tell you that the new preacher over at the

Second Church has begun a course of lectures on the work of mercy that

women might do. He says that as mothers in the homes, and as teachers

in the public schools and the Sabbath-schools, we have a grand

opportunity."

"So we have; but what avails our opportunity if our eyes are blinded so

that we do not see it?" assented Mrs. Brown.

"Last night," resumed the lady, "he spoke particularly of the crime of

wearing birds; and he accuses us of being more cruel than men."

"He does?" questioned Mrs. Brown, in great surprise. "Why, we all know

that woman's part in this wickedness comes from her desire to look

pretty; at least she thinks that wearing birds adds to her beauty. Her

wickedness does not come from actual love of butchery. But men and

boys have shot innocent creatures since the world began for the mere

brutal pleasure of killing something. It seems as though they were

born with a blood-thirsty instinct, a wanting to destroy life, to hunt

it and shoot it down. They beg to go gunning almost before they are

out of dresses and into trousers. Every mother knows there is a savage

streak in her boy's nature. No," continued Mrs. Brown, with a decisive

nod of her head, "I say let the man who is without sin among them be

the first to cast stones now. Perhaps this very preacher spent all his

Saturdays robbing birds' nests and clubbing birds when he was a little

boy, and kept it up until he was big enough to kill them with a gun.

Of course there are some who do not; not all boys are cruel. But this

cruelty does not excuse ours. Man's wickedness does not make us the

less guilty. We will be held responsible all the same."

The other woman looked thoughtful. "Well," she said at last, "I

haven't quite lost all faith in womanly mercy. Women don't mean to be

cruel; the trouble is they don't think."

"Don't think!" echoed Mrs. Brown scornfully. "Don't think! That is an

excuse entirely too babyish for women to offer in this age of the

world. Do they want to be regarded as irresponsible children forever?

Don't you know that childish thoughtlessness on a subject as important

as the needless taking of life argues tremendously against us? Here we

are at the twentieth century, and with all our boasted advancement we

are as cruel and savage as Fiji Islanders. Oh, don't talk to me about

women!" and she made an outward motion of her hand as if pushing away

an imaginary drove of them that was coming too near. "I haven't a

particle of patience with them. If they're not in the habit of

thinking, let them begin it right off. Let them begin it before the

birds are all destroyed. If they have the least spark of tenderness

left in their hearts------"

The rest of the sentence was lost in the louder tones of a pert little

miss, who in company with her mother was rummaging over a box of

trimmings on the counter nearest my cage.

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