CHAPTER XV

A QUESTION ANSWERED

Thereafter both sat silent for a little while. The stream of people

across the courtyard had diminished. High up on the great platform by the

lighted arches the throng still pressed and shifted. But here there was

quietude. The clatter of voices had died down. A band playing somewhere

near at hand could be heard. Violet Oliver for the first time in her life

had been brought face to face with a real tragedy. She was conscious of

it as something irremediable and terribly sad. And for her own share in

bringing it about she was full of remorse. She looked at Shere Ali as he

sat beside her, his eyes gazing into the courtyard, his face tired and

hopeless. There was nothing to be done. Her thoughts told her so no less

clearly than his face. Here was a life spoilt at the beginning. But that

was all that she saw. That the spoilt life might become an instrument of

evil--she was blind to that possibility: she thought merely of the youth

who suffered and still must suffer; who was crippled by the very means

which were meant to strengthen him: and pity inclined her towards him

with an ever-increasing strength.

"I couldn't do it," she repeated silently to herself. "I couldn't do it.

It would be madness."

Shere Ali raised his head and said with a smile, "I am glad they are not

playing the tune which I once heard on the Lake of Geneva, and again in

London when I said good-bye to you."

And then Violet sought to comfort him, her mind still working on what he

had told her of his life in Chiltistan.

"But it will become easier," she said, beginning in that general way. "In

time you will rule in Chiltistan. That is certain." But he checked her

with a shake of the head.

"Certain? There is the son of Abdulla Mohammed, who fought against my

father when Linforth's father was killed. It is likely enough that those

old days will be revived. And I should have the priests against me."

"The Mullahs!" she exclaimed, remembering in what terms he was wont to

speak of them to her.

"Yes," he answered, "I have set them against me already. They laid their

traps for me while I was on the sea, and I would not fall into them. They

would have liked to raise the country against my father and the English,

just as they raised it twenty-five years ago. And they would have liked

me to join in with them."

He related to Violet the story of his meeting with Safdar Khan at the

Gate of Lahore, and he repeated the words which he had used in Safdar

Khan's hearing.

"It did not take long for my threats to be repeated in the bazaar of

Kohara, and from the bazaar they were quickly carried to the ears of the

Mullahs. I had proof of it," he said with a laugh.

Violet asked him anxiously for the proof.

"I can tell to a day when the words were repeated in Kohara. For a

fortnight after my coming the Mullahs still had hopes. They had heard

nothing, and they met me always with salutations and greetings. Then

came the day when I rode up the valley and a Mullah who had smiled the

day before passed me as though he had not noticed me at all. The news

had come. I was sure of it at the time. I reined in my horse and called

sharply to one of the servants riding behind me, 'Who is that?' The

Mullah heard the question, and he turned and up went the palm of his

hand to his forehead in a flash. But I was not inclined to let him off

so easily."

"What did you do?" Violet asked uneasily.

"I said to him, 'My friend, I will take care that you know me the next

time we meet upon the road. Show me your hands!' He held them out, and

they were soft as a woman's. I was close to a bridge which some workmen

were repairing. So I had my friend brought along to the bridge. Then I

said to one of the workmen, 'Would you like to earn your day's wage and

yet do no work?' He laughed, thinking that I was joking. But I was not. I

said to him, 'Very well, then, see that this soft-handed creature does

your day's work. You will bring him to me at the Palace this evening, and

if I find that he has not done the work, or that you have helped him, you

will forfeit your wages and I will whip you both into the bargain.' The

Mullah was brought to me in the evening," said Shere Ali, smiling grimly.

"He was so stiff he could hardly walk. I made him show me his hands

again, and this time they were blistered. So I told him to remember his

manners in the future, and I let him go. But he was a man of prominence

in the country, and when the story got known he became rather

ridiculous." He turned with a smile to Violet Oliver.

"My people don't like being made ridiculous--least of all Mullahs."

But there was no answering smile on Violet's face. Rather she was

troubled and alarmed.

"But surely that was unwise?"

Shere Ali shrugged his shoulders.

"What does it matter?" he said. He did not tell her all of that story.

There was an episode which had occurred two days later when Shere Ali was

stalking an ibex on the hillside. A bullet had whistled close by his ear,

and it had been fired from behind him. He was never quite sure whether

his father or the Mullah was responsible for that bullet, but he inclined

to attribute it to the Mullah.

"Yes, I have the priests against me," he said. "They call me the

Englishman." Then he laughed. "A curious piece of irony, isn't it?"

He stood up suddenly and said: "When I left England I was in doubt. I

could not be sure whether my home, my true home, was there or in

Chiltistan."

"Yes, I remember," said Violet.

"I am no longer in doubt. It is neither in England nor in Chiltistan. I

am a citizen of no country. I have no place anywhere at all."

Violet Oliver stood up and faced him.

"I must be going. I must find my friends," she said, and as he took her

hand, she added, "I am so very sorry."

The words, she felt, were utterly inadequate, but no others would come to

her lips, and so with a trembling smile she repeated them. She drew her

hand from his clasp and moved a step or two away. But he followed her,

and she stopped and shook her head.

"This is really good-bye," she said simply and very gravely.

"I want to ask you a question," he explained. "Will you answer it?"

"How can I tell you until you ask it?"

He looked at her for a moment as though in doubt whether he should speak

or not. Then he said, "Are you going to marry--Linforth?"

The blood slowly mounted into her face and flushed her forehead

and cheeks.

"He has not even asked me to marry him," she said, and moved down into

the courtyard.

Shere Ali watched her as she went. That was the last time he should see

her, he told himself. The last time in all his life. His eyes followed

her, noting the grace of her movements, the whiteness of her skin, all

her daintiness of dress and person. A madness kindled in his blood. He

had a wild thought of springing down, of capturing her. She mounted the

steps and disappeared among the throng.

And they wanted him to marry--to marry one of his own people. Shere Ali

suddenly saw the face of the Deputy Commissioner at Lahore calmly

suggesting the arrangement, almost ordering it. He sat down again upon

the couch and once more began to laugh. But the laughter ceased very

quickly, and folding his arms upon the high end of the couch, he bowed

his head upon them and was still.

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