"Oh! dear, no."
"That's just what I thought," answered Lewis.
* * * * *
She left him without having lost any of her assurance or
self-possession. He had an impression of a brown clean-cut face, narrow
hips, stockings drawn tight over transparent ankles, a jumper which her
bosom hardly stretched, and a scarf knotted round her neck and floating
in the wind behind her.
But the deed giving up possession of the mines lay in the safe in the
city, duly signed, sealed and delivered.
Lewis watched her through Lancaster Gate. She went into a large house,
cream coloured like the others, with a built-out bay window through
which he could see little mahogany tables covered with silver boxes and
signed photographs. Lewis was not hungry. He wandered towards the Dutch
garden which winter had hardly touched and which, thanks to the box
hedges, kept its solemn lines, in keeping with the red and black brick
architecture of the Palace which shelters the aged servants of the
Crown. In the midst of the paved rectangle in this flowered cloister
with its wistaria pergola, freed from the source of his torment, Lewis
sat alone with a blackbird.
Everything encouraged him to live. The sun was tracing his majestic
course; it was like Sicily. And he had got rid of a worrying piece of
business.
Suddenly a cloud passed over the sun. The feeling of well-being left
him. All at once Lewis felt he was seeing things as they really were.
His destiny seemed to unfold itself before him.
"How cold it is now that she is gone," he thought, "how bored I am!"
Irene had revealed a great truth to him. He knew that the next time he
saw her he would ask her to marry him.
XI
THE next evening Lewis dined with the Apostolatoses in Bayswater.
A Gothic hall with elephant tusks and Italian cabinets made of ebony,
from which the inlaid ivory bulged, loosened by the hot air from the
heating apparatus; for the house was centrally heated: England was
already far away.
In the drawing-room upholstered in cherry-coloured damask, on a uniform
ground of crimson velvet, stood out black Khorasan enamels, minute
Giordès designs and delicate Sineh whorls. The drawing-room formed a
kind of atrium surrounded by a balcony of polished wood from which hung
Janina embroideries, Scutari velvets and huge mosque lamps decorated
with cyphers in relief. Between the windows stood an Arab saddle in
violet leather braided with gold, hung with all the weapons of an emir.
Other embroideries similar to those on the walls were displayed in glass
cases, but these got older and older and became finer and finer, more
difficult to see and more tiring to the eyes, going back to the period
of Byzantine lace.
When Lewis arrived, the company, as they say in Russian novels,
consisted of Irene and three other ladies, two of whom rose to their
feet. These were the old cousins of Irene, the Misses Apostolatos. They
stood one on each side of their paralytic old grandmother, a kind of
moody Napoléon, who, seated on a throne, followed the conversation with
a vacant face but an alert eye from which her thoughts seemed to
trickle. Beside her on the table was a half-finished game of patience.
Lewis expected that her three sons, the Old Jewry bankers, would be
there, but none of them turned up. Sir Solon Apostolatos, the old
father, came down at last in a velvet dinner jacket, preceded, as the
Rhodes hangings over the door lifted, by a fiercely hooked nose kept in
leash by the chain of his eyeglasses; he had bat ears, a close-cropped
beard and protruding eyes like those of the gold masks of Mycenæ, and
he wore a skull cap in the middle of his very scanty white hair.
In spite of his courteous greeting and the traditions of ancient Greek
hospitality, Lewis summed him up as being mean, eccentric and a bully.
"Please accept my compliments," he said.
He pretended to be deaf to add to his authority. Irene offered him her
slender cheek. He treated her harshly, as he did his daughters.
He made no allowance for youth, declared that everything easy or
pleasant was wicked, upbraided his daughters for forgetting birthdays,
for thinking themselves his equals and for living for nothing but
pleasure, even though they were both over forty and lived like nuns. He
also reproached them for being old maids, having done everything
possible to prevent them from marrying; they surrounded him with fear,
respect and admiration. He had once had a wife whom he killed by his bad
treatment of her. With Oriental jealousy, when he had to leave her to go
to the Bank he used to take down the unfortunate woman's hair and shut
it in a chest of drawers, taking away the key.
They sat at an overburdened table round which an old butler carried out
all sorts of funereal rites like those of the Orthodox Church, wandering
about as they wander round the churches in Athens act Easter. In the
centre of the table stood a bowl full of flowers whose object was not so
much to decorate the table as to hide the guests from one another,
thereby minimising the number of dreadful disputes and the threats of
expulsion from the house that devastated the family dinner at every
other course.
The food was plentiful. Oriental and heavy. But the old father, Solon,
was only interested in the china on which it was served.
"And now," he said, addressing Lewis and rubbing himself to get the uric
acid out of his joints, "you are going to have..."
Lewis waited expectantly for a tale of some noble vintage.
" ... my blue and gold Vincennes; there are only seventeen pieces left.
Prince V---- has two and there are three at South Kensington; I have got
the other twelve, which you see here."
There was no general conversation in honour of Lewis. The only subjects
discussed were family affairs, baptismal names, charity, Greek politics;
austerely formal discussions on liturgy, the size of Paschal candles and
so on.
Then followed long silences in which one listened to the old man
munching his anti-diabetic rusks.
Lewis remarked on the beauty of their pearls. Irene explained that uncle
Solon had rushed into a mad whirl of expenditure when confronted by the
fall of the drachma; inasmuch as he had been thrifty all his life
("Don't handle things too much," he said; "a gold coin disappears
altogether in eight thousand years"), now, feeling in his old age that
the end of all economy, patrimony and capitalism was approaching, he
disdained the arbitrary value of post-war money and never stopped
repeating, sometimes in a frenzy and sometimes light-heartedly, "Spend
the money, my children, spend the money!"
And so, without wanting to, just because they were accustomed never to
dispute this man's authority, the two sisters began to squander money,
returning each evening tired out, having spent the day ransacking sales,
stores and antique dealers' shops, and having changed their fortune into
utterly useless articles.
At night they shut themselves into, and all light out of their rooms,
put on a hundred thousand pounds worth of jewelry and sat and looked at
themselves in the glass.
Uncle Solon was repeating himself.
"In three years' time the entire organization of the world will have
changed."
He had two cruisers, costing two million pounds each, and a fortified
villa for Venizelos with underground cellars built at his own expense
for the "Cause."
"I don't want to offend you, uncle Solon," said Irene, taking the sort
of liberty with him that her ancestors used to take with Jove, "but,
personally, I think we ought to be more optimistic. I have given the
Prefect of Athens ten thousand pounds to reconstruct the prison."
XII
THEY went into the smoking-room, and whilst uncle Solon was plunging his
arms up to the elbows into a mahogany cabinet full of cigars with his
name on the bands, Lewis said:--
"I have a feeling that it was in the silence of a seraglio like this in
Trieste that you strangled my poor little San Lucido venture."
"Ah I to my jealous lord let my poor head be borne."
"Don't make fun of this house," answered Irene; "I love it just as it
is. I lived here as a girl; I was a day boarder at a Maida Vale school
then, and I was captain of the hockey team. I used to come back here
every evening when the fog begins to thicken and when the street singers
cast fantastic shadows on the walls and smile behind their make-up.
Yesterday I went up to my old room under the roof; it has been empty
since I left it. My bed, a very hard one, where I used to weave
ridiculous dreams, still stood in the corner."
"What sort of dreams?"
"I've forgotten now. There's a stuffed cuckoo which I brought back from
Interlaken still there."
"I want to see it, this room of yours."
"Why?"
"Just because ..."
"Just as you like," said Irene simply, without waiting to be begged.
"I collect famous rooms," said Lewis. "I have already seen Cecil Rhodes'
college rooms with his old cricket bat and his rhinoceros heads; Gaby
Deslys' room in Knightsbridge after her death: there I found her old
mother who had come from Marseilles too late, crying before a golden sun
rising above a cream velvet bed; the ceiling was a painted sky in which
aeroplanes were manœuvring: they were all the different machines flown
by the pilot who was her lover at that time.... And again, the bedroom
of the Empress Zita at Schœnbrunn, with her soap and towel just as she
left them in her flight. But all this is quite beside the point...."
Irene's room was enamelled white with a green ribbon running along it
like a water line, and two shiny chintz curtains covered with
hollyhocks. It was what thirty years ago would have been called a
symphony in white.
Lewis went up to her.
"You are still only a girl."
She stepped back.
"Let me alone."
Her nose twitched and her narrow nostrils dilated. Her brow, swept clear
of the abundant hair that grew slightly over her temples, caught the
light.
Lewis put his hands on her shoulders.
"I adore your prim face with all the romance lurking in it. Give me your
hand. Open it. Look, there I am in the middle of your line of Fate; here
I am again after climbing this mountain. You see: I've got to get there
sometime...."
"I am always told that I've got a man's hand, the hand of a pioneer, the
fingers of a banker, made to handle money; will you let me alone ..."
"Your slim figure, your long neck, your slender arms, your narrow
waist..."
"Let me alone."
"Your honest mouth and your Byzantine eyes, like the eyes in a peacock's
tail. I don't want you to be my mistress."
"Let me alone."
"Will you marry me?"
"Certainly not. I've been married once; that's enough for me."
"Irene, I think of nothing but you. I live only in expectation ..."
"Let me alone."
Lewis' hands began to make dark bracelets round Irene's wrists.
"I want to stay here with you. I can't leave you any more. I want to
grovel at your feet.... Tell me ..."
"Let me alone."
"Let me destroy you, burn you down and build you up again."
They spoke hoarsely, in whispers; they were struggling now, forehead to
forehead, like goats. Irene kept him at arm's length to prevent him from
"clinching."
At first he had made an effort not to throw himself on her, feeling that
for once this was not the right way. But from force of habit he let
himself go.
In falling they sank on to the bed. An English bed, that is to say a
bench made of stone. Irene tightened her limbs and crossed one foot over
the other for safety.
"Let me alone."
Lewis knelt on her with all his weight; the fabric of Irene's chemise
tore in his hand; their hearts beat together. Their faces were red from
being rubbed together so much. Lewis held one of the girl's hands behind
her back and kept the other motionless beneath her chin; hairpins
rained; the blue ribbons of her chemise slid off her shoulders.
"Let me alone, you're killing me!"
She gave such a cry that he got up, a thing he had never done before for
any woman.
"Forgive me," he said.
They were both out of breath, like boxers during an interval. Irene
shook out her hair and put it up again; her whole face shone from the
frame of her thick mane, which looked as if it was modelled in lead: it
altered her whole being: she was even more her own self.
"Naturally," said Lewis, "we shall never meet again after this."
"Why not? I'm not frightened of you."
She was bubbling over with emotion.
"You're not frightened either of telling me that you are attracted to me
a little?"
"No."
"You're not angry with me?"
"I'm angry with myself for standing here calmly like this."
"Cut your hair off."
"Never."
"For the last time.... Don't you agree that we ought to be partners in
the same firm?"
Irene smiled.
"No. Anything but that. Say good-night nicely like an Englishman and
go."
Lewis saw before him the abyss of the staircase. He took a few steps and
then with French impudence he turned and said:--
"I hate going like this. Give me something to take away, something that
belongs to you. Not a handkerchief, it's unlucky. I know, give me your
camisole. I'll keep it in my pocket book in memory of you."
She looked at him in bewilderment. She had never met a man like him
before.
"At least tell me of someone in Paris who loves you and knows you well,
to whom I can talk about you."
"I don't know anyone in Paris."
"Well, then, promise me one thing, before going back to Trieste you will
ring me up ... Ségur 5555. It's quite easy to remember."
With flaming cheeks and steady eyes Irene stood on the landing and
signed to him that she did not want to talk any more.
She watched Lewis go down the stairs.
XIII
WINTRY weather, with warm mists, good weather for the reawakening of the
larger saurians. Mauve arc lamps throwing their beams on the asphalt,
like lamps in recessed bedsteads shining on the sheets. The omnibuses
steeped their headlights in the wood block roadway as in some deep
canal.
He struck the Thames at Victoria Embankment, along which the tramway
cars, bearing up from the suburbs vegetable smells and dead leaves
caught in their trolley wheels, ran with great shrieking violin notes
that made one shudder like the playing of a Jewish virtuoso. In the
middle of the river, their noses to the tide, the barges slumbered
lethargically, like sombre prehistoric animals in the silvery stream.
Cleopatra's needle, whose proud erection tapered off into the fog, was
balanced on the opposite side of the river by the pylon of Lipton's
warehouse.
Lewis looked at Big Ben to see the time. He saw the Houses of
Parliament, that Gothic prison from which all modern liberty has sprung.
It was nearly midnight, the two hands being almost at the present arms.
Suddenly he remembered that the Continental boat train left in
twenty-five minutes. After all, what more had he to do in London?
He went to his hotel, had his luggage brought down, and caught the train
without having had time to change his clothes.
The Boulogne fishing smacks leaving the harbour before dawn, their sails
filled by the gentle breeze that precedes sunrise and with big fires on
their bridges which threw huge shadows of the fishermen on to the sails,
saw, not without some surprise, a passenger in dress clothes leaning
over the prow of the steamer and towering above the spray with his silk
hat.
Lewis had completely forgotten Irene.
As each wave broke Lewis thought of Irene.
XIV
IT is one of the great advantages of travel that one always gains
forty-eight hours before and eight days afterwards by not telling anyone
that one has started or returned.
Lewis did not go near Madame Magnac. He worked all day and stayed at
home every evening in the hope that Irene would ring him up.
One evening, towards midnight, he had turned out the light and was
thinking of her, far away, cut off from him by the sea, and yet, in this
room with him (she was in his arms, he was holding her so closely that
her breasts were crushed together), when the telephone bell rang. It was
like a pistol shot fired beneath his pillow.
It might be Elsie Magnac. He unhooked the receiver and suddenly Irene
was close to him, seemed to be sitting at the foot of his bed in the
dark: she had telephoned to him whilst he was invoking her, waking him
up, and taking advantage of his sleepiness to break his solitude and to
insinuate herself into one of those dark corners into which one's daily
worries retreat subconsciously during the night.
"Have you been thinking of me, Irene?"
She answered in a low constrained voice:--
"Of course."
She seemed so close that he could almost feel her breath. It left her
lips in front of her words; in a tenth of a second it crossed the earth,
as dead must talk to dead, coming across the rich soil land of Kent,
over Dover Castle, beneath the chalky sea, up the Boulogne sands, along
the capricious windings of the Seine, over the roofs of Paris, right up
to Lewis' right ear. Lewis was struck with the clearness with which one
heard at night, without any roaring or buzzing. The words she spoke
seemed fluid, unaffected by distance, and charged with meaning. Lewis
wanted to talk to her like a friend, but he found that he only knew her
well enough to call her endearing names.
"I am quite close to you, Irene."
That was all. They were cut off. The tragi-comedy of French
administration intervened. A young woman with a dry telephonic voice
asked him what his number was; then a man with a southern accent and the
voice of a policeman, apparently talking from the middle of a parrot
house, asked him who was calling him from London; to which he could find
no answer.
A few minutes later Irene got through again.
"I've got nothing more to say," she said, "have you?"
"Nor have I. I love you."
The words rang emptily on the edge of the mouthpiece. Lewis felt,
however, that at the other side of the Channel his words had struck
home.
"No," she said, and hung up the receiver.
"Either the telephone or the distance spoils her voice," thought Lewis,
"making it sound serious and taking away its charm." (Hitherto the
voices that woke him up at night rang with silvery laughter, merry
voices, saying, "Good morning, you"; younger voices, the staccato or
husky voices of little Paris ladies.) But this voice was that of a good
woman.
As Lewis was musing in the darkness of his room on the conversation
which had just taken place, already finding it difficult to remember it
all, so far off did it seem, almost like a conversation in a dream, the
telephone bell rang sharply; it was Madame Magnac.
"My dear boy, I am glad to hear you are back. I suppose you're off again
soon; all your business seems to take you so far away."
"Off again? Never, now that I have heard your voice," said Lewis.
"It is the last time you will have that enchanting pleasure," replied
Madame Magnac, disdainfully. "Foreign calls always have priority.
Good-bye."
After which Lewis found himself alone again.
XV
FOR a moment he wondered if he was going to feel hurt about it, then, as
nothing of the kind happened, he leapt with joy, and his spring mattress
bounced him up to the ceiling. He took his address book, his private
letters, even the little red notebook, and burnt them all. A feeling of
youth and self-confidence came over him, and in the silence of the small
hours, gave him a glimpse of a new life in which he would be more free
than he had ever been. He would be able to live quite a different life
to that made up of days strung together by artificiality. An entirely
new relationship with the world was unfolding itself. Irene must be his.
He opened the window. A black cat was crossing the grass plot. Factory
hooters sounded in the suburbs. Lewis did not want to be alone; he
dressed and went out. A lorry passed, loaded with carrots. He jumped on
behind as he used to do as a boy when he went to school, in spite of
severe admonitions. Dangling his legs and gnawing carrots, he crossed
Paris by tortuous streets, empty save for milk cans, and never stopped
till he reached the banks of the Saint-Martin canal, with its towpaths
and little low houses like a Flemish port. In order to assert itself,
already triumphing over the night, the light neglected nothing that it
could reach, especially all the smoothest parts of the landscape, the
water of the canal, the stone quays, the iron sides of the tugs. Through
the idle lock gates trickled a gentle gilded grey stream of water, whose
colour was not reflected from any glow in the east. The huge mass of the
warehouses was mirrored in the deep crimson waters of the canal. In the
holds of the barges could be heard the stamping of mules eager to resume
the towpath.
Things looked so simple and natural, neither fresh nor tired, fulfilling
their destinies and working towards the common end. Huge barges with
their cargoes of Belgian goods slept on the deep water.
After drinking a glass of white wine, Lewis walked about waiting for the
day to break and for the shutters to come down at the big Post Office in
the Rue du Louvre. Then he went in and composed a reply-paid telegram to
Irene on the steps. He explained that his life was over unless she would
be his wife.
Then he went home, took the receiver off the telephone, drew the
curtains and waited in the darkness, lying on his bed.
At midday a telegram was brought to him. He held it in his hands for a
while without opening it, then pushed it under his bolster, laid it on
his knees, on a chair, on the mantlepiece. At last, towards evening, he
found he had enjoyed the excitement long enough. He read:--
LONDON. 22.11.22. 14331 A.
Let's try.
Irene.
PART THREE
I
"IRENE, I've got a present for you," said Lewis.
"What is it?"
"I am going to give you my freedom. I am leaving the Franco-African. Are
you surprised, like everyone else? It is quite impossible to do two
things well at the same time, and I have decided to love you to
perfection. That will take up all my time."
"It's a dangerous outlook for me," replied Irene. "Imagine my anxiety."
"Since you are my wife ..."
"Considering the length of the journey, you are hurrying too much at the
start. You must be wary."
"No. For once in your life you have found a Frenchman who is not prudent
and acts without thinking of to-morrow, and you give him no
encouragement. Don't think too much of me for it; it is no sacrifice for
me. We live in an age when things leave us long before we leave them. I
know quite well when I shall tire of happiness, but I never know when
happiness will be tired of me: it took me by surprise; so I cling to it.
I can easily live without doing anything; I was brought up in England.
Why is it that French people always think that when a statesman is no
longer in office, when an author's books no longer appear in the shop
windows, or a business man neglects his office, he is going to die?
Besides, it isn't as if I were going to retire into the desert. On the
contrary, you know that I am at last emerging from my solitude."
"Which is preparation for boredom."
"No, for bliss. In spite of appearances, I was a lonely man, that is to
say a caveman, supremely selfish, hunting for his daily food, just
enough for himself. I regret it now. I've written a very tactful letter
to my Board of Directors, and I've got a year's holiday. As to the
Company, I just asked them to let me retire into your arms. Besides,
what am I leaving?"
"Don't break with anything, Lewis, believe me. Life is better without
shocks. You will soon regret your work and even your friends."
"I have passed the age for having friends. By now they have all met the
woman they were meant to meet. You know what women think of friendship
between men: it puts them in the shade. As for work ... I have never
worked. Modern business isn't work, it's plunder. I was going headlong
into old age with that over-agitation and lack of activity which are
typical of the present day. So far from being diminished, my resources
have increased since I've had you. I am learning to become human. My
first need is to adore you."
"Mine is to yield to you," answered Irene, "even though you are listless
and frivolous ... but I don't regret my foolishness any more. I need you
now that I have cut adrift from everything. You are my nearest
relation."
From the moment Irene agreed to marry a foreigner and to leave Trieste,
she also broke the bonds that tied her to her bank, her business life
being only an extension of her family life; without one the other became
impossible. There is no place for dreams in the counting-house homes of
Greek bankers. The unexpressed devotion, the professional admiration,
and the fraternal attachment which her two Apostolatos cousins had for
her behind the granite walls of the Trieste mansion, in a strange
atmosphere of strong room and harem, rendered precarious any form of
compromise, at which, besides, she knew that she herself would never
have been able to stop. Having built up her life on a basis of freedom,
she considered that she had a right (without realizing how impatient she
was to do so) to renounce it again.
There they both were, blissful, useless, a prey to a public happiness,
depending on one another as much as offer and acceptance do. They
remained suspended by a single thread above the pit dug by themselves,
and they rejoiced in their danger.
What was to be done now with their victory? Save when they dressed (and
in the peculiar vagrancy of dreams) they never knew a moment's solitude.
There was nothing unexpected or thrilling between them, nor any room for
jealousy. They belonged to each other in the most difficult of all
lighting: that of happiness.
As though that were not enough they chose to leave the West and to go to
Greece.
II
"I COME from L---- one of the northern Sporades. No, it is too small,
you will only find it on German maps. I've got a marble cottage there.
Don't be alarmed. It is deserted. Nobody will call on us."
They had embarked at the Galata bridge the day before, on leaving the
train. A forbidding rain-swept landscape. The cupolas of the mosques
were like big water-logged balloons which were unable to rise; every
year the Pera sky-scrapers increase in number and add to the general
depression; the river steamboats belch out clouds of Heraklian coal
which grits between one's teeth, and dreary Scythian mists creep up from
the Black Sea along the leaden Bosphorous. The driving rain soaked the
houses of Scutari, turning their silver grey wood black.
"In Turkey," said Irene, "it always rains."
"I suppose if the Greeks had come back to Constantinople the weather
would have changed completely."
Lewis tried to tease her, but she refused to see any humour in it,
concentrating in herself the undying hatred of Greek for Turk.
"You French people, with your literary flirtations with Turkey and your
blindness to her infidelities, are quite intolerable. Haven't you
understood the lesson of the war?" And Irene pointed with her finger to
the _Goeben_, a worn-out, unkempt hulk, but alive once more in front of
the Old Seraglio.
"But I'm not standing up for the Turks."
"Yes, you are."
"I'm not."
Irene heaved "one of those Greek sighs that make the Bosphorous
tremble," as Byron says.
Their boat did not leave till after breakfast. They went up to Saint
Sophia; at the gate of the mosque a sentry, before letting them in,
asked them whether they were Greeks or Armenians.
"I am a Greek subject," answered Irene proudly.
The Turk barred the way ferociously, and Lewis had to produce Irene's
new French passport.
"To think that we so nearly came back, we who are the guardians of
Christianity in the East, and that these fanatical, besotted, dishonest
Turks, who never knew how to do anything but massacre, are still here.
They want to get rid of all Greeks from Constantinople! They want to
have Turkish commercial houses and Turkish banks! It's too funny!"[1]
Lewis followed Irene across the prayer rugs and Byzantine paving of
Saint Sophia, dragging his feet shod in immense Turkish slippers like a
man on skis, and trying to keep Irene quiet. He had never seen such an
exhibition of contempt in the West; it was quite different to the
aversion of French and Germans, who even in their most terrible moments
remained human. Five centuries of the fiercest hatred shone in Irene's
eyes. She who was usually so calm could not control her fury. How could
a being so closely connected with him allow herself in a single instant
to be ravaged by feelings which he could not himself imagine? For the
first time Lewis felt that he had bound his life to a woman of an
unknown race. In the courtyard near a rococo fountain in marble and gold
which ran with gleaming water, peaceable ogres wearing the new astrakhan
fezes were smoking, sucking at the hookah tubes sheathed in blue velvet,
amongst the circling pigeons.
After leaving Constantinople, the ship put in towards evening at
Mudania, on the coast of Asia. They went on shore for a short time.
Hardly had they disembarked when they came across a lorry park abandoned
in an olive grove by the Greeks during their flight in the summer of
1922. Half smothered by mallows, saffron, asphodel and tobacco plants,
lay the skeleton of lorries supplied by the English, their wheels in the
air. Inscriptions and the number of their army corps could still be
deciphered on their sides.
"A whole Greek division surrendered here," explained the guide.
"Let's go. I'm going back on board," said Irene.
Her eyes were full of tears.
When Lewis woke the next morning, the steamer was leaving the
Dardanelles. It was hot. The sky had become vertical; seagulls were
floating on the waves as though on treetops in a waving forest, beneath
a sun unthreatened by any cloud. To the left Kum Kale protected by
Turkish batteries, Troy with its lizards and the coast of Asia; to the
right Sedd-el-Bahr so rich in human remains. Above the surface rose the
masts and funnels of sunken British troopships; a French cruiser was
just finally breaking up. Vegetation had suddenly disappeared, destroyed
by the extreme heat. There was nothing to keep the sky and the earth
apart. The clean line of the coast and the sea like woven metal lost
themselves in the distance. It was a fitting approach to the world of
heroes and of gods who make love in the hollows of the sycamores. Lewis
went below and entered Irene's cabin.
"Come up quickly," he said. "Here is the Mediterranean, your mother
sea."
When they reached the bridge Mytilene was already in view, scooped out
in the middle like a woman lying on her side.
[Footnote 1: The author does not hold himself responsible for the
opinions held by his characters.]
III
CLINGING to a rocky prominence, warm and brown as bread-crust, seamed
with long scars, and without an ounce of vegetable earth, lay the only
village on the island. A flight of cobbled steps led down to the little
harbour adorned by a few periwinkle-coloured boats and six empty
barrels. Houses made of unbaked bricks, cracked by the midday sun, a few
palms, laurels and cactus white with dust, all shimmering like glaciers.
Above these was the Apostolatos house, its embrasures edged with blue,
entirely built of marble inside and as cool as a glass of water. Its
first owners had fled in 1818 (the women with gold coins hidden in their
hair) to start trading at Odessa and later at Trieste, whilst a cadet
branch established itself at Bombay. The house had subsequently been
restored by Irene's two old aunts, who had lived there nearly all their
lives in the greatest affection; one day they left it after a bitter and
relentless quarrel; one, Hera, was a Venizelist, the other, Calliope, a
Constantinian. Irene had played as a child in this drawing-room
furnished with Second Empire buhl; in the room in which Lewis was
sleeping her mother had died.
Lewis sat on his trunk and looked about him. There was a lithograph of
King Otho on the wall and a large imaginative picture, turning black,
representing the massacre of Suli, where the Greek women threw their
children over a precipice rather than let them fall into the hands of
the Turks. He examined the furniture; a bed, a chair, a cracked ikon, a
water jar and a stove full of fruit stones dipped in resin. He looked at
his dusty feet and suddenly the weariness of the week's journey came
over him. Paris seemed to him all dewy, fresh and far away. Once more he
was being punished for his eagerness for travel. This leap into a wild,
romantic, uninhabited corner of the earth overwhelmed him. This feeling
of oppression sent him to sleep.
When he awoke he was rested, that is to say comforted; night was
falling; Irene was near him on the terrace, before the window, her eyes
fixed on the crest of a hill from which rose the mauve wall of a
leper-house.
"What are you thinking about, Irene?" She started, got up and came and
knelt by him.
"I was looking at this sea which never rises or falls (it was her
business woman's way of saying "this tideless sea")." "I seem, like it,
to be stagnating. I am so happy that I ask myself if I oughtn't to stop
living. The wise thing would be to sell out now, at the top of the
market."
As the evening fell the grasshoppers made a deafening noise. From the
mountain came the great holy scent of goat followed by a perfume of mint
so hot and so aromatic that one thought one was wearing a sprig of it
against one's chest all night.
IV
FOR six weeks Lewis lived on this islet where Irene was the only
unwithered thing. In the mornings he put on a veil and went fishing,
like Childe Harold,
Warming himself like any other fly.
On his return Irene would wait for him on the quay, surrounded by
children with blue shaved heads, by beggars of the old school, black,
shiny and wrinkled like olives. She would have been to talk to the
refugees from Asia Minor; before the lazaret, outside their tents held
down by stones against the Etesian winds, those prolonged winds which
bring the warmth and the birds back from the South; they had been
camping there for months; the women, still wearing their baggy trousers,
spun flax; men, crouching by the fires, cooked mutton on wooden skewers.
The meals eaten by Lewis and Irene were hardly less primitive. The fish
he caught were fried in a few drops of oil. Sweet peppers. Fruit. Water.
Lewis thought longingly of snipe stuffed with _foie gras_, and wanted to
exchange their small table for a larger one. Irene apologized, quoting
a Greek proverb: "A halfpenny-worth of olives and a pennyworth of
light."
Later, during the empty midday hours when the deserted street seems to
waver beneath the eddies of dust where the land breeze and the sea
breeze collide, Lewis took his siesta in the stillness of a kind of
solar midnight. Towards five o'clock he went out on to the balcony. Just
opposite lay the customs house, its miniature Parthenon front set into
the ochre barracks, over which the Greek flag floated, like a sky cut
into strips. Beneath the solitary eucalyptus, the proprietor of the only
Ford which was for hire (ΦOPΔ) invited his friends to sit on the torn
American cloth and to take long, motionless journeys. Donkeys came back
from the fields, so laden that only their ears and their hooves emerged
from the bundles of olive foliage. Above the leper-house rose a flat
blue-patterned moon.
"How could the Greeks have lived on these rocky rafts? Was it for these
remote and dreary fishermen, for this Southern European Ireland, that
the whole of romantic Europe had shed her blood and her ink?" Lewis
asked himself.
Twice a week he went down to the café to read _Le Journal d'Athènes_,
edited in French. There he met officials in white linen and black-rimmed
glasses who let their nails grow a yard long to show their contempt for
manual labour; the lighthouse keeper who willingly lent him his
telescope, out of the end of which he screwed marine panoramas, a
water-melon seller, the priest with his alpaca sunshade, bearded to the
eyes, his coiled hair streaming with oil, who they said had never
converted anything except drachmæ into dollars. There they drank bitter
coffee in little metal cups that burnt their fingers, and water so clear
that the priest, giving thanks to the blue sky, made the Greek sign of
the cross over it.
Alone of all Eastern nations the Greeks seem to have struck the happy
mean between sluggishness and fanaticism. It is a real feat. Lewis could
not accomplish it. Secretly, so that Irene should know nothing of it,
seated before this sea dotted with pointed sails, Lewis was
disintegrating from sheer boredom. He was succumbing to Mediterranean
anæmia, had chosen sluggishness, and was letting himself drift on in a
torpor akin to an agreeable demise. He really began to think that he was
dead.
One morning Lewis noticed that the public square was in a ferment. Two
men were standing on chairs and hurling their black fingers about. The
audience was shouting and answering them with raised hands, trying to
attract their attention; on inquiry Lewis found out that they were
arguing about rates of insurance and that they always gambled like this
at the beginning of the harvest of what are known as Corinthian raisins,
which was just about to begin. He began to gamble, too. It reminded him
of something.... Suddenly there before him, as in a fairy tale, stood
another Greek temple also full of enigmatic gods. It was half-past
twelve, and 1,500 miles away the Paris Bourse was about to open. Already
the earliest quotations were being made in the street. Groups of
runners, motionless as the square columns black with figures, pencil
marks and caricatures, were straining at the leash. In their oak
cubicles, behind green curtains, the bank representatives were taking
their final orders on their private wires. Then the bell rang and
pandemonium broke loose. The tide flowed in both directions up to the
baskets where the orders lost their individuality, swallowed up and
absorbed by cross entries, whilst in the greenish glass roof prices were
already going up in columns. What a lovely toy!
Sadly Lewis longed for the West, with its sloping roofs, its rivers full
of water, hard butter, the wide views of fertile country, the odourless
milk, scavengers, the Bois de Boulogne full of women wearing stays, his
old Martial, his spotless flat, Elsie Magnac, his other little friends,
warm or cold, even Waldeck with his Lavallière tie and his little
sideways hop. (Proust once said, "He looks like an aborted partridge.")
The Mediterranean appalled him with its volcanic rages, its spasmodic
mountains, its barren coast inhabited by sluggish people, its plains
scorched like railway embankments, its hard colours, and the monotonous
flow of classic torrents beneath the boisterous sun. Oh, for a little
grass! He could understand the nostalgia from which Queen Sophie of
Greece must have suffered when she asked permission from King
Constantine, her husband, to grow ivy on the Acropolis.
But Irene joined him, and while yet far off said anxiously:--
"You seem depressed; aren't you happy?"
This question was so tactless, so artless, that Lewis could only make a
gesture of despair, without daring to lift his eyes.
"Profoundly happy," he answered.
"I am asking you for the truth."
"Well then ... if you love me let's go back to Paris ... just for a
week. I feel I shall go mad if I don't see a cloud soon, if you can
understand that."
V
THEY went back. It was midsummer. Paris was just like Greece: the
Madeleine full of Americans, the Champs Elysées deserted, burnt up and
inhabited by goats. There was a water famine. The Grand Prix had been
won by a Greek.
Lewis and Irene lived an Oriental life behind closed shutters. But they
were no longer on an island, and some of the warm, ribald charm of the
months gone by lingered in the empty streets, and when the tourists'
chars-à-bancs had disappeared there remained in the air something
eager, dexterous and precious, which Paris will always retain, even when
there are no more Frenchmen to live there.
They saw no one. Irene disliked people. She never spoke to them. "In
Paris," she said, "people always seem to be expecting you to surprise
them. I have nothing to give them. I only expect you, Lewis. So long as
I am alone with you I am happy. I like the lower classes, children and
animals: but here children always look ill, animals are ill-treated, and
the work-people are nothing but greedy snobs."
They spent the mornings in bed. Lewis had kept some of his racehorses.
He telephoned from his bed to Orne and Calvados to hear the latest about
their shoes, their teeth and their tendons. The days passed, each one
like the last. In the evening they emptied champagne bottles outside
Paris in cardboard mills with old-fashioned bar parlours; they had
foreign foods cooked at their table with so much brandy in the sauces
that they ate in the midst of flames.
"We are spending money recklessly," said Irene, "and we are making none.
We must think of that. Call me cheeseparing if you like."
"Bah!" answered Lewis. "It is bad enough not to have any money; but its
far worse to stint oneself when one has."
They never went into Society. Lewis' marriage had been received with
boisterous silence. He accepted the fact philosophically.
"Our union is far from being blessed; we cannot hope to please people.
Both on your side and mine a certain number of people were annoyed, but
the greater number were quite indifferent. Nothing is left but the
natural hostility evoked by the sight of a happy couple and which we
must get used to. If we ever want to see people again we have only to
suffer some of those misfortunes which make it possible for our friends
to breathe the same air as we do."
Idleness is the mother of all the vices, but vice is the father of all
the arts. They began to go to museums. The one Irene preferred was the
Naval Museum, because of the sailing ships. She had not the least
artistic sense. She was quite happy living amongst ugly things. Of our
art she only knew what the East knows: Ziem, Diaz, Meisonnier, Detaille.
Lewis, who had looked up the Peloponnesian wars before going to Greece,
wanted to explain French history to her. But he found that she knew the
dates of the births and deaths of all our kings. Irene's idea of France
was that rather faded, ridiculous and frail, but at the same time
accurate and pathetic, picture of her that is given in Levantine
schools. The only kind of food she liked was stuffed courgettes, pilaff
of tomatoes with Corinthian raisins and sweet wines. Lewis revealed to
her the secrets of French life, which are love and to have everything
cooked in butter.
They never left one another. They lived quite remote from the hours of
seven in the morning and seven in the evening, those iron blades which
cut short the sweetest of assignations in the intimacy of heated rooms.
In love, Irene, like all Eastern women, was very frugal and had the
simplest tastes. Lewis' large bed made her blush. She accepted his
caresses with alarm and gave none back. When Lewis surprised her in her
bath she put her hand to her mouth like a nymph surprised by a god.
"You can't imagine how you frightened me," she would say. And when he
approached she gave him the nape of her neck.
Lewis, from habit, tried to rally her to pleasure.
"In love you must not unchain everything that sleeps in a woman," she
objected. "Afterwards no one can control it. Think of the wizard's
apprentice in German stories."
Like all those to whom debauchery is an old friend, Lewis felt the
restraint of all this. It made Irene irresistible to him; there was so
much passion in her features and even some hint of savage tendencies.
And yet at every attempt he encountered nothing but prudery and a marble
coldness.
Lewis exerted his experience, his subtlety and a certain low cunning. At
first his results were all cut short. But he renewed his attempts. Where
he had found Irene astonished now she only hesitated. He obtained more
influence over her daily and he felt her yielding. At last he had to
admit to himself that, perhaps to please him only, she was progressing.
He did not hesitate to use her for his pleasure, without seeing that he
risked spoiling her or losing her.
"What exactly is meant by going on the loose?" asked Irene.
"How shall I put it? It is throwing paper serpentines about instead of
sleeping, taking drugs or one's pleasure where one finds it."
"What, exactly, do you mean by that?"
"Oh! nothing."
"I don't understand," said Irene, puzzled.
VI
LEWIS surprised Irene before her mirror.
"I'm getting fat," she said. "You are making a Turkish woman of me."
"Why worry about it?"
"I worry about everything. I am not a sceptic like you. I have a
terrible sense of my liabilities."
"Personally, I am a 'limited liability company,' and even then I am
pessimist enough not to accept any."
"That's very practical of you. You are a pessimist, Lewis, without
giving much thought to it, merely for the sake of convenience. One has
no worries if one can persuade oneself that this world means nothing.
You get annoyed because it doesn't amuse me to go to my dressmaker,
because I refuse the slavery of a rope of pearls, because my attention
wanders, so you say, when you talk to me about champagne vintages; it is
really because I am ashamed of profiting by all these things now that I
don't work. The more I reflect on it, the more convinced I am that the
world is one complete harmonious whole. The confusion in which we find
ourselves at present is only transient and it is wrong to add to it."
"You are a pessimistic optimist, and I am an optimistic pessimist,"
answered Lewis; "long ago I decided that we would get on as well as we
could, I and my pleasure; I intend to live and die in its company,
without bothering about other people."
"No, Lewis, it's no good being cunning. You can leave that to
tradespeople."
"Things always arrange themselves."
"Yes, but not always as we want them to."
"Then why work at all?"
"But that's just it: we don't, either of us. Do you think I did what I
used to do out of rapacity? I did it first of all from necessity, then
for my country, and lastly because, being on the earth, I have a feeling
that I belong to a human association, to an austere company formed for
production and economy."
"What a pity it is that one cannot take everything you say down in
writing!"
"Don't scoff. I cannot bear to take without giving, to be a luxury
article like other women, expensive yesterday, a nuisance to-day."
Lewis looked at her with satirical bewilderment. He was a true Parisian,
whose egoism and adaptability would survive any trial. Living forcefully
and carelessly in a post-war world where everything is barter and
speculation, he had never put questions of this sort to himself. He
thought it sufficient, in order not to be a parasite, to pay one's taxes
and to have been a soldier. He wondered at Irene. He felt she was a
victim of that perfect honesty, that "demon of honesty" of which the
ancients talk, which dominates the construction of all Greek buildings
and enables them to endure: her life, like antiquity, was imbued with
the idea of "the law" which she never lost sight of Lewis was
ingenuously surprised that anyone could have simple, old-fashioned ideas
without being vulgar. He imagined that elegance was the exclusive
privilege of corrupt natures. A prey to similar prejudices, we have seen
that he had obstinately thrown himself into a kind of Jansenism of
immorality. The presence of Irene ought to have pulled him out.
Unfortunately, long years of uncontrolled power, both over himself and
over others, prevented him from believing or obeying, just as they
prevented him from reforming; he made no changes in his mode of life. He
did not attempt to make Irene respect him, well knowing that one is
loved chiefly for one's faults. So it was that he went on wasting his
substance. But the material perfection and the method of life which he
had brought to such a high pitch before his marriage, began to fail him.
Childish longings and hereditary nerves began to reassert themselves. He
was leading an unhealthy life.
One evening, after dinner, Lewis yawned.
"The 'Côtes de Gaillon' races are to-morrow," he said. "Are you
coming?"
"Our life is perfectly absurd," was all Irene replied.
VII
IN the weeks that followed, Irene seemed to grow much more cheerful. She
went out every morning early and only came back in time for lunch. Her
mail became more imposing daily. She no longer complained of feeling ill
or of putting on weight. There were frequent telephone calls for her: a
foreign voice would say: "Can Madame come to the téléfon?" and a long
conversation would follow. Lewis, jealous of his own liberty, tried to
appear to respect that of Irene; he avoided questioning her. Was it
family business, or merely trifles, or love affairs? He hated to think
about it. He never stopped being "worried" about it (the word takes on
such a tragic meaning in the mouths of habitually indifferent people).
One morning Lewis noticed her car waiting in the Rue Cambon. He looked
for the name of some masseuse or dressmaker, thinking to find Irene
there; but no. A gloomy house, a sort of perpendicular steppe, with
church windows round a lift shaft wrapped in a winding staircase. What
could she be doing in there? And for so long, too? At half-past twelve
some electricians came in from their dinner hour. Lewis examined the
courtyard. The mezzanine floor seemed improper. There were pink curtains
on the fifth floor. He was ashamed of spying. He who scoffed at
presentiments found them everywhere.
Restless and ill at ease, he went on waiting, seated on the stairs. At
one o'clock Irene came out with a large envelope under her arm. She was
on her way home to lunch, five minutes late, like a man, not one of
those absurd latenesses of some women. When she saw him she stopped,
speechless. She got into her car (which she drove herself) but did not
start it. She turned towards him and there, in the middle of the street,
in that closed box, without any preamble, she explained herself:--
"Forgive me, Lewis ... I didn't dare tell you ... even though I couldn't
bear having secrets from you. I have only been coming here for a few
days ... yes, only a fortnight. Our Bank is opening a branch in Paris.
Two floors of this building. The name isn't even up yet. Electric light
is just being put in ... I swear to you that circumstances forced me
into it. I heard recently that a Greek combine was going to issue in
France a drachma loan in which we are interested. Our agent here is an
idiot. One day, finding himself in difficulties, he rang me up to ask my
advice. I cleared things up for him. The next day I went back to the
Bank, and since then I have been there every day."
"Not every day," said Lewis. "Sometimes you don't go out. The day before
yesterday, that headache ..."
"I never had a headache (if you only knew how nice it is not to have to
tell you any more fibs). I brought some accounts home and I shut myself
up in order to check them, without your knowledge."
Lewis said nothing for a moment, then he began to laugh:
"And I used to believe in drug cures!"
That evening, after dinner (rain outside, the first day of fires), Lewis
lit his pipe:
"I have been thinking over my adventure this morning.... It is more
serious than you think, Irene. The least amusing thing in this discovery
by a deceived husband is that you compel me, too, to go back to work. I
don't want to in the least; but I really cannot play the Oriental who
lounges in a café whilst his wife works in the fields, or, as they say
in select Apache circles in the Rue d'Alésia: to let her go down to
_business_."
"It is only for a fortnight more ..."
"It is for your whole life, Irene. You will never give up working; you'd
die if you did. Don't you see that you're a different woman since you
have gone back to that Bank?"
Irene came and sat on the floor beside him.
"It's true. I regret it less than you think. It will be good for you to
work, too.... You see you must do something useful. There cannot be two
Europes, one living cleanly and well, and the other sleeping amongst
lice and eating bark."
"I seem to have married a copy of the 'Civil Progress.'"
"Be generous. Don't wait until events prove to us that people must love
each other. That sort of lesson costs too much."
In the dusk she scanned Lewis' energetic features which had begun to
fill out and to lose their character since he had given up working.
"I have been telling myself that you, too, probably wanted to get your
firm back into your own hands, but didn't like to suggest it because of
me."
Lewis hastened to be insincere.
"Not at all. I was quite determined never to touch business again. Is
there anything you have not lulled to sleep in me?"
"I am anxious about you. What happens nowadays to those passions, those
risks, all those forceful lines that once crossed your life? Are they
all sleeping, to be stirred up one day against me?"
"Don't be frightened. I soon forget."
"Do you remember? You used to call the Bourse your playground."
"I've grown a lot since then. I no longer require to play."
"Tell me the truth. Have you never done a single piece of business since
our marriage?"
Lewis turned the handle of the radiator tap--an act which corresponds to
the old-fashioned poking of the fire.
" ... No," he answered.
Outside the wind was droning and tattling the slates on the roofs. Lewis
leant over Irene.
"Well, let's see ... that is to say ... once, in Greece ... I don't
think I ever told you ... I bought and sold the whole raisin crop of
your island on margin."
VIII
SHORTLY afterwards the head office of the Apostolatos Bank in France was
transferred from Marseilles to Paris. Irene accepted the appointment of
general manager. The Greek firm was gradually giving up freighting and
mercantile advances, and concentrating on big industrial undertakings
and international finance. Thanks to this alteration of policy and to
the amount of foreign capital they managed to attract, the shares of
their affiliated companies, the "Olympic Chemical Produce Company" and
the "Spartan Electricity Corporation" (for exploiting Thomson Houston
systems in Peloponnesia), had doubled in value in a few months. The name
of Apostolatos was, besides, "highly esteemed" in Paris, and the
prize-bond drachma loan began to find its way on to the French market.
There was only one shadow over all this prosperity, namely a strain in
Græco-Italian relations arising from the seizure of a Greek steamship
in the Adriatic, and which was in danger of having unpleasant results.
At the Franco-African Bank the situation was quite different. Lewis
found it difficult to retrieve his position there. He had left the house
in great disorder. That he might run it without any control, like a
proud master, he had been careful, during his years of management, never
to keep anyone else informed of what was going on, to depute nothing, to
classify no papers, carrying through deals without leaving any trace of
them in writing, taking the files that interested him home and not
bringing them back; as soon as he left, the bold undertakings which he
only kept going by his enthusiasm or his daring, began to totter. People
did not hesitate to discredit him. His strokes of luck became errors,
his impetuosity sheer madness. When he came back the spirit of the
management had changed. A whole hierarchy of unenterprising managers and
timid patriarchs had got back the upper hand and took a mean outlook on
things, treating them administratively without provision for the future,
feebly and apathetically. Lewis wandered amongst them like a wild beast
amongst a herd of cattle. He had to employ all his recovered violence to
reimpose himself on them.
Work came back like a true friend: Irene put the finishing touches to
his prosperity. Lewis reasserted himself and they were convinced that
they would soon be as perfectly united in their work as they were in
their love.
Different interests, earlier rising, hurried meals, these would all make
the hours spent together more precious. Their pleasures would become
escapades; their petty worries would gradually disappear. Profit taking
interrupted their tender glances, urgent clearances distracted them from
the ardour which united them. The striving after perfection which wrecks
even the most wonderful love would be diverted into other channels. All
the marvels of business existence, its dangers, the hazards of new
financial ventures, the unsettled state of foreign exchanges, the pathos
of liquidations and carrying over, must establish a greater sense of
quiet, abundance, and permanence between them than the most intimate and
temperate life ever could accomplish.
But it was not so. These two beings who had such abundant and such
natural reasons for loving one another, saw their happiness fade day by
day. Lewis was both the cause and the first victim of this, for he had
nothing like Irene's strength of character.
It often happened that one of them opened letters meant for the other.
Irene apologised on reading the first line. But Lewis could not resist
reading on to the end, even after seeing that it was an Apostolatos
letter.
Irene worked without any help, transacting business in her mind whilst
dressing herself; Lewis could not do without a secretary, and the head
of Martial reappeared against the daily background.
Like a good many business men, Lewis knew no arithmetic, and was lost
like a child in the rule of three.
Irene made fun of him:
"You will finish like my uncle Priam," she said. "One evening he
balanced his accounts and discovered an enormous deficit, so he blew his
brains out. The next day they found he had made a mistake in his
calculations. He left my aunt Clytemnestra six million francs."
The telephone bell rang. Lewis unhooked the receiver with an
expressionless face, but his eyes hardened.
"It's for you, darling," he said.
He took umbrage at Irene's professional skill. He asked himself how she
could be so self-sufficient. She was never late, and she received
visits, drew up memoranda, answered letters and dictated reports without
any apparent effort. Irene's office was always tidy, everything being
cleared up at the end of each morning. Lewis' office was crammed with
invoices and with memoranda vainly waiting for an answer. Irene was
extremely generous in all her dealings ("Always give people plenty of
rope," she said), especially when it was a question of dealing with
Greeks. One felt that between Greeks there immediately arose a sort of
understanding and that certain kinds of treachery were impossible.
Lewis, on the other hand, had to travel alone, sword in hand, his eyes
wide open, always on the alert in that atmosphere of western finance
where bad faith predominates.
Irene came from a long line of goldsmith bankers who dealt in actual
bullion. Lewis belonged to a generation which believes only in
industrial undertakings, and has never even seen gold, and he despised
deposit banks and deposits themselves which, however, he had no scruples
about re-investing as he thought fit, if necessary even against the
wishes of his customers. Irene followed tradition, considered thrift as
being almost holy, had great respect for debentures and Government
securities, and took the trouble to buy Members of Parliament and the
Press; "... to be a banker," she said, "is to observe a thousand strict
laws and never to act rashly."
Lewis, with feudal post-war pride, revolted from these slow methods: he
was wrong. The union of politics and finance produce ugly children, but
hardy ones.
"Irene," he used to say, "you represent monopolies and extortion."
"And you," she retorted, "stock jobbing and speculation."
Sometimes Lewis refused a transaction which it bored him to carry
through. In this respect he was like a woman. Irene left nothing to
chance; everything was grist that came to her mill. She did not forget
that modern credit is the granddaughter of usury. She made use of other
people's leavings. She took care not to trespass on Lewis' territory
(similar enterprizes in the Mediterranean often caused their interests
to overlap). But if Lewis handed her over a deal to see what she would
do with it, Irene applied herself to it and favourable results soon
appeared. Then Lewis regretted it. Although he proudly concealed the
fact, Irene saw through him and in her frank way offered not to go on
with it. But he, sulkily, would not learn his lesson; he found it
difficult to forgive.
Certainly the admiration he had for Irene never abated; but sometimes he
had bitter thoughts about her.
He reproached himself for them; but the images he tried to banish from
his mind merely returned with greater frequency.
One morning Lewis said to Irene:
"I shan't be in to-day. I've got a business lunch on."
He was on the point of telling her all about it, and to explain to her
that it was a question of examining some very attractive offers from an
American combine with a view to establishing wireless communication with
Asia Minor and even Persia. But, perhaps in order to intrigue
Irene--believing her to be as jealous as he was--perhaps, even though
she was discretion itself, in order that no word of the matter should
leak out, he said nothing.
That evening, seized with remorse, he took up the tale where he had left
it in the morning.
"I hadn't time to explain. I invited two American bankers to luncheon.
They have just come from London ..."
"Isn't it about the wireless in Asia Minor?" interrupted Irene. "Be very
careful; your people have not, as they pretend, got the Marconi Company
behind them. They came to me with it a week ago and I made some
inquiries. It is not a serious proposition."
In less time than one could imagine the intercourse between them began
to lose sincerity. On Irene's side it was because she felt that her
husband was drifting away from her. On Lewis' side it was because at
every turn he found her to be his master. He had the impression of
continuing a struggle against an intimate and skilful adversary who had
made him bite the dust at their first encounter. That enterprise of the
San Lucido mines which had brought them together by separating them, and
of which a few months earlier Lewis could not think without emotion
because it had been the origin of his happiness, now humiliated him as
it prospered more and more: he found himself loathing it when he read
that it was entering on its second financial year, that the profits had
been most satisfactory and that there was quite a possibility of a
dividend being declared.
He remembered on that occasion that it was the anniversary of their
meeting in Sicily. He promised himself that he would take Irene some of
the pungent and intoxicating jasmin of that first evening.
IX
THE afternoon on which Lewis went to his florist to order the jasmin,
chance, our worst enemy, brought Madame Magnac there, too. One cannot
live in the closest intimacy with anyone for several years without
acquiring a certain number of tradesmen in common. Elsie! In a flash she
became again the plenipotentiary of pleasure, the woman at the same time
stately and ludicrous, as elegant and up to date as ever; and everything
else that Lewis wanted Irene to be, and which she was not. He stopped
thinking that a legal wife is sufficient to console a man for all his
mistresses. He felt that Elsie had become necessary to him again.
Between them there was no question of quarreling, of separation, of
points of honour or of equity. With the true spirit of worldliness and
tact, Madame Magnac spoke to him as though she were continuing a
conversation interrupted by chance the day before.
"Above all, don't come at the apéritif hour if it bores you, though
you'll always be most welcome.... News? Marbot is in bed with his
hind-quarters full of buck shot. Harbedjan put them into him a fortnight
ago at Sologne. If the Armenians start massacring ..."
The florist's assistant interrupted them. She had been unable to get
jasmin anywhere.
"Never mind," said Lewis, crossly. "Give me anything you've got; a
lettuce if you like ..."
Lewis had been at Madame Magnac's for an hour, stretched on a divan; she
went on, sitting by him, in the same airy tone of voice:
"Everyone says you've got a charming wife, Lewis; like a Ravenna
mosaic.... So you want me to be the last person to know her? I am sure I
shall like her very much."
"That's too much already."
"Come, Lewis.... Besides it appears that she is a marvellous business
man. Do let me know her."
"Later on."
She murmured close to his ear, laughing:--
"After all, perhaps it would be an easy way to fix things up?"
X
LEWIS left Madame Magnac and went home on foot to disperse various
scents which seem to have soaked into his skin. He was very late for
dinner. Irene was stretched out in front of the fire, her head in her
hands. Lewis thought she was crying, and took hold of her fingers. No,
Irene never shed tears, but she was obviously forcing down her sorrow.
"When I come in," said Lewis, with infantile ferocity, "I like you to be
pleasant. You're about as jolly as a dishonoured cheque. What is the
matter?"
"I've been alone a long time this evening, and I know now that I was
wrong to go back to business. Now it's too late to retrace my steps. It
isn't a game which one is free to take up and drop again at will.
Laziness is an accomplishment which only makes one more frivolous. Work
is a hard law with serious consequences which I am only just beginning
to realize...."
Lewis made a movement of impatience to avoid a sermon.
"Everything that happens is my fault," continued Irene, "even to have
agreed to marry was wrong of me; and yet people say I am stubborn! I had
an idea that ... I want to explain something to you which you daren't
admit to me: that you married to be happy and quiet, not for your house
to be turned into a bank, a counting-house; what did I say? Two Banks.
To-day I am your competitor, and to-morrow? Perhaps in marrying me you
were only seeking revenge, and having got it, you only asked to live in
peace; in your heart, Lewis, you care for me much less than you think.
Unfortunately, it's I who love you now ... (she stopped him
interrupting), but that is my own affair. Give up work? You have seen me
try, I can't go on doing nothing. I am a Greek, and for me every dream,
every thought, must materialize. My ancestors of the Islands lived for
centuries in the midst of carnage and outlawry on that very island on
which you could not live. I, too, am an island, something very primitive
and remote, and you cannot live there either. I hate everything which is
merely amusing or childish. Vice, whether it be splendid or convenient,
does not attract me. I have behind me centuries of trade, of liberty, of
emigration.... Let me go away in my turn ..."
Lewis took hold of Irene's hair, fine as magneto wires.
"You would leave me like this ... without warning? When we are such
friends, Irene?"
"No, not friends. I haven't time to wait for the affections of old age.
Don't make any mistake. You are not a Russian to stagger across the flow
of your feelings, crying out: 'Everything I touch crumbles.' Don't turn
your back on the truth. The motto of humanity should be: 'Behold the
truth, now everyone for himself!' The Greeks are the only exception.
What are we, we two? During the day we are enemies. During the
night ... yes, during the night also, but there we cannot choose our
weapons. We can't go on like that. It will become too much of a strain. The
path we are following is strewn with unhappiness! You with your character:
civilized, nervous, often unreliable; and I with mine, full of savage
instincts, passionate ..."
Lewis did not reply. This child was very dear to him at heart. He took
her in his arms and passed his hand between her dress and her body.
"Irene, your name does mean Peace, doesn't it?"
Irene remained powerless, her head on Lewis' knees, like a little Greek
city intoxicated by its tyrant.
XI
THUS Lewis realized that Irene, with all her pride, could not resist
him. He thought "They say that modern women cannot find men; they will
always find plenty to make love to them, but what they won't find is the
man who has time to sit beside them and put his arm round them and say:
'Why are you unhappy?'"
What puzzled him was that this melancholy conversation, with its hint of
rebellion, should have occurred at the very moment when he first began
to drift away from her. When we live in close intimacy with anyone,
something more subtle than conscience tells us about him, and our
actions, when they appear to us most inexplicable are often the result
of a mysterious logic.
Irene and Lewis took up their life together again, but a strong barrier
was growing up between them without their knowledge.
Irene never tried to check her thoughts:
"I don't think we shall ever succeed in being happy."
Lewis became exasperated:
"If I were as frank as you are we would have stopped being happy long
ago; of course we'll be happy, we must be."
Then he took her hands in his and comforted her.
"Be patient. Don't live on the precious capital of your nerves. Life
would be intolerable without sorrow. Would you like me to take you into
Society? There are all kinds of quite new things to do there, all sorts
of amusing or gorgeous sights which you have always refused to have
anything to do with. People in the mass are a bore, but taken
individually this is not so true. You are certainly not 'sociable,' as
old ladies say; but there is no necessity for you to see old ladies.
Won't you try a little pleasure?"
It struck Lewis with satisfaction, but not without resentment, that he
had never taken such trouble with a woman. That is to say, he paid her
those little attentions which are really only parlour tricks, and which
he mistook for the impulses of his heart.
They went to dark houses on the left bank of the river, light houses on
the right bank, hotels, theatres, concerts. They went away from balls at
an hour when in the deserted streets the footmen shout out names famous
in the history of France. For the first time since their marriage Lewis
and Irene went the rounds of polite society in the autumn season.
Irene was a great success. Paris did not lack business women, but they
were all clever dressmakers, lucky actresses, shrewd concierges,
publicity agents; they all worked clumsily, with no more originality
than a cook making jam, their only aim being to make money, to be
received in Society, and to entertain well-known men, thus showing the
limitations of their ambitions.
Irene pleased people by her charm, her disregard of the technique of
finance, her straightforward methods, her simple and imperious
character. She was sought out by everyone; Lewis was never jealous.
Important people asked to be introduced to her. Amongst them the Italian
Chargé d'Affaires, who was fond of pretty women, but who immediately
regretted it because it was on the eve of the Græco-Italian conflict,
and Irene turned her back on him.
Irene was not affected by her success. What she really liked was to stay
at home and to entertain a few intimate Greek friends. When Lewis came
home he would hear a guttural conversation punctuated by twitterings
coming from the drawing-room; a committee meeting of a Philhellenic
benevolent society. He could not understand a word, his recollection of
Greek roots being quite useless. Olympus made a noise like a duck-pond.
He would fly after catching sight of four or five people amongst whom
was aunt Clytemnestra, all very dark and very rich, with blue eyebrows,
eyes like chocolate caramels and emeralds the size of paving stones or
diamonds like heaps of pounded ice on their fingers.
He would shut himself in his study, put his feet up on his table and
think of Irene, wondering how he could give her proofs of his affection
and at the same time get even with her.
XII
OFFICIAL QUOTATIONS
Dividends. Previous Name of Opening Closing
Closing. Security. Price. Price.
70 1,065 Apostolatos 1,080 1,106
Bank
540 Franco-African 535 510
Bank
XIII
THREE weeks after issue the Greek loan had been doubly subscribed at the
offices of the Apostolatos Bank alone. One evening Irene and Lewis
decided to celebrate this success and to emerge from their solitude.
There were no half-measures in their celebration.
Irene wore a silver tissue dress which contrasted with her face,
deepening the warmth of her Oriental complexion: she was black and
silver like the ikons of her country.
"How perfect she is," thought Lewis, going to fetch her in her room, and
looking at her lithely curving body beneath the clinging dress.
They dined, too well, in the midst of dancing, rounded shoulders, and
machine-like dinner jackets. Irene compared these stars from the Rue de
la Paix, the laughter and the surfeit of make-up, with Trieste in the
evening, with its two cinemas and the officers wrapped in their capes
stalking up and down before the Café du Veneto. The whole evening they
wandered from one cabaret to another, from the Rue Caumartin to
Montmartre. Up there Lewis met some friends.
Whilst a dancer, caught in a bundle of limelight rays, was carrying his
partner off round his neck like a deer, Irene found herself being
introduced to a handsome, self-possessed, slightly faded woman with a
geranium-coloured mouth and sly eyes, who immediately took an interest
in her.
At the first opportunity she asked Lewis her name.
"Why, it's Elsie Magnac."
Lewis had often spoken of her. Without ever having met her Irene had
taken a dislike to her.
"I don't even like to think of her being alive," she told Lewis one day.
What wrong opinions one can form of people! Elsie Magnac was charming.
They became friends at once. She joined their party. They danced and
drank together.
Towards one o'clock they found themselves, all three, on the Place
Pigalle. The open air smote them. The carriages were half asleep; the
luminous signs were becoming lethargic.
"I will drive you home," said Madame Magnac.
The car slid down the slopes of Montmartre, whitened by the snows of
cocaine, through the streets lit up like a harbour in that feast of
electricity punctuated by the spasmodic nervous jerkings of sky signs.
Russian cabarets faced Argentine ranches, Moorish cafés and Brazilian
dives stood opposite Caucasian cellars and Chinese restaurants.
Occasionally, overwhelmed by this cosmopolitan glut, a gaunt scared
Frenchman stole along.
Irene was seated between Madame Magnac and Lewis. She was conscious of
them looking at each other behind her back, and uttering soundless words
to each other. When Madame Magnac left them they went up to their rooms.
Irene faltered and almost collapsed. She felt herself spinning like a
Dervish: Lewis seemed to be all round her. She no longer had the
strength to resist some force, some sequence of events which followed
each other inevitably. She wanted to say to her husband: "Don't leave
me, I feel so ill at ease, so wretched this evening." But he seemed so
overwrought, so anxious to leave her that her courage failed her.
With a soft grace and supreme awkwardness she threw herself at his
knees:
"I hate that woman! Swear that you will never see Madame Magnac again!"
Lewis reassured her with feline callousness.
"Of course not, if you don't want me to."
She threw her arms passionately round him.
"Now you must go to sleep," he said.
He went out. Irene felt stifled. She opened the window. The night was
green and bitter as an apple. The street shone emptily. Only a red light
glowed like some mysterious fire grate: the rear lamp of a car. With a
feeling of uneasiness Irene went back into her room, put out the light
and leant on the window sill once more.
A few moments later the house door opened and a man came out. There was
no doubt about it; it was Lewis. He went towards the car standing a
little way down the street. Then he stopped and looked up. Reassured, he
opened the door of the car. Beneath the electric street lamp Irene saw
Madame Magnac's hand, limp and white, as if it had Been severed. The car
drove away.
XIV
"HAVEN'T you ever played tricks on those you love," thought Lewis,
answering an imaginary antagonist, as he walked along the quais by
himself. The night, deep as coffee grounds in which he could foretell no
future, was over. He had spent it with Madame Magnac, as in the old
days. Now he was on his way back to Irene for breakfast. What he liked
about Irene was her purity; he had adored that purity for so long that
he could not bear it any more. Indeed it protected Irene, unfairly he
thought, from everything; it protected her from suspicion, from danger;
it enabled her to remain herself; never to make an effort to serve him
or to understand him; she went to bed completely enveloped in this
carapace.... To go on living in Paris after the age of thirty one must
accept being surrounded by complicity. Otherwise one must leave. Since
Irene had agreed to come back to France, she must sooner or later get
used to it.
Lewis used to think that the peccadillos which seemed to him necessary
with women who only attracted him physically, would automatically cease
if he ever really fell in love. He had counted without that eagerness to
surpass ourselves which dominates us and which is perhaps nothing but
habit disguised.
No, he was not complicating his life, he was simplifying it.
XV
HE was simplifying it more than he imagined, for when he got home he
found the house empty. He waited for two days. Then seized with a
remorse and despair of which he would not have been thought capable, in
forty-two hours he scoured Paris, London and Trieste. But without
result. There was not the slightest trace of Irene.
On the eighth day he received a telegram from her asking him to come and
join her at Corfu.
Would she forgive him? No pilgrimage would have been too long for him if
she would relieve him of his misery. With some difficulty, the relations
between Italy and Greece still being strained, he obtained a permit, and
after further efforts he succeeded in getting on board an Italian vessel
at Brindisi, laden with troops.
The next day at sundown Corfu appeared, set in the swelling sea. In the
leaden channel they dipped their ensign to _Count Cavour_, _Julius
Cæsar_, _Saint Mark_, _Leopardi_ and all kinds of Italian celebrities
painted iron-grey, armed with naked guns trained on the old citadel
protected by its interlacing vines. The principal buildings sought
shelter under the white flag. The whole town was peacefully doing its
laundry. The Italians had just declared a blockade against the island.
At the Hôtel de la Belle Venise, Lewis heard that the Greek ships with
their passengers were confined to the south, in the Khalkiopoulo Bay. He
went there at sunset.
It was raining. Confusedly, in the westerly wind, the Greek destroyers
with their financiers' names and their metal masts through the lattice
work of which the sky shone like new wine, jostled transport ships,
cargo boats from Patras, unable to proceed on their journeys, and even
feluccas laden with flour and asphalt stopped in their island coast
trade and guarded by searchlights from Italian hydroplanes.
Like a belated sailor returning to his ship, Lewis, in a boat rowed by
two men on the bilious sea, was looking with the aid of a pocket lamp
for the _Basileus II_, on board which Irene was. In the darkness he
strayed amongst screw-blades, beneath the stiff figure-heads and amongst
the anchor cables; one heard concertinas, forecastle songs, the creaking
of masts and the barking of dogs on the sailing ships. A trimmer emptied
a scuttle of clinkers almost on top of him. Idle passengers, to relieve
the boredom of quarantine, gazed at him over their black bulwarks and
cursed him in Greek.
At last a searchlight swung the night round and the word _Basileus II_
appeared on a poop in letters of gold.
XVI
HE found her in her cabin. A bunk with a wooden frame, a screwed-up
porthole, washing soaking in the basin, open trunks. A fan churned the
exhausted air. He faltered:
"Irene!"
"Don't touch me!"
"But you sent for me ..."
"I know.... Don't let's waste time. I have something important to say to
you. Come on to the upper deck."
On the upper deck they had difficulty in keeping their feet for the wind
seemed to seize them by main force; the ship was straining at her
anchors. In the distance an intermittent flash of red alternating with
green. Above them the lifeboats hanging like black airships in the empty
sky, lit up for one moment by stars; round the ship the sea was making a
noise like nuts rolling about.
"Why are you here?"
"We were held up by the Italians. I embarked, at Marseilles, I was going
to Athens ..."
"To escape?"
"Of course."
"Irene, do forgive me."
"Don't you understand that I am no longer your wife? I didn't ask you to
come here on this January night merely to tell you that that account
between us is closed for ever. Once again, don't let's waste time. Here
are some telegrams from Trieste. They confirm information we have
received during the last few days. You are aware of the political
situation. You know that the Italians have been disappointed in their
demand for an indemnity against us. To-day they are having their
revenge. It is just like them. They are going to put an embargo on all
Greek property in Italy. We shall be compelled to sell San Lucido just
at the moment when it is doing well. After all, that is what the Italian
Government cannot forgive us. We bought the mine at a period when Italy
was half Communist, the victim of a depreciated currency. To-day we are
facing a Nationalist Italy, foreigner-hating, intoxicated with her
'Rights.' The _Credito Milanese_ with whom we are in close touch, and of
whose Fascist leanings you know, has been making proposals in which
their threats are ill-concealed, to buy us out."
"Cannot you arrange a fictitious transfer of stock and administration by
a third party until the crisis has passed?" asked Lewis.
"No, what they want is that the undertaking should no longer be in Greek
hands. It is a policy which they are extending to the whole of the
Eastern Mediterranean. We have no choice. Read the telegrams; we must
sell immediately at the best price we can."
"What conditions does the _Credito Milanese_ offer you?"
"They are not too good. But at any rate they are the best we can get.
But, you understand, we will never sell to Italians. To come to the
point. What I propose is this: are you disposed to take it over again?"
"What a shifting venture ..." thought Lewis.
This San Lucido enterprise had come and gone in his life during the past
year like an absurd romantic refrain. He saw again the glittering sea
and a young woman sounding with brown arms. He saw again the pure
profile of the Sicilian hills and the shimmering blue sky. A cry burst
from him, the first in his life:
"Irene! don't leave me!"
"Come. You heard what I said. Think it over. Let your words be measured
by the thought that this is our last conversation. Make your
calculations. That is what you are here for. It was much more difficult
for me to ask you to come ..."
"You needn't go on. I have already had proof of your pride."
Irene in her turn felt herself weakening under the bitterness of their
words. But she controlled herself.
"Let us try to keep the balance between insolence and affliction, if you
don't mind?"
Softer thoughts passed between them after this.
"Here we are," she went on, "back in life as single combatants. Let us
play our parts. Let us fight a good battle."
"Irene, I lo ..."
"You must stop before you utter that word, which would make the heavens
fall on us. Love is not made for you or for me. For a moment I allowed
myself to be on this earth for something else than to labour: my
punishment was bound to come. Do you want the mine, yes or no? Answer
me."
"I shall have to think it over," said Lewis. "In any case we could not
take over the shares diluted last June except at par. As to profits
carried into the reserve, I am afraid these cannot be taken into
account..."
And he broke down, sobbing.
An oily moon came out of the clouds and appeared through the rigging.
"Sorrow does not confuse his mind," thought Irene. "His conditions are
even harder than those of the Italians."
XVII
THE Apostolatos Bank sold the San Lucido mines. The Franco-African
bought them at the lowest possible price, with the tacit consent of the
Italian Government (with whom, by the way, they concluded an important
financial pact in Asia Minor). During the whole time the negotiations
were going on, and they were long, only an impersonal correspondence
passed between the two houses; but Irene first, and then Lewis, drafted
and signed for each other various notes and memoranda which kept them
constantly in communication. As these conversations carried on from a
distance became gradually more steady, carried on without jarring note
or passion, their views on business policy in the Mediterranean were
soon found to be identical in many particulars. Their interests began to
coincide. The results were profitable, just as though Fate, which had
done its utmost to separate them and to prevent them from being happy,
was eager to give her blessing to this financial union and to make their
fortunes as soon as they consented to give themselves only to an
ordinary life. Fickle fortune ministered to them. They sometimes
wondered why they had not always worked together; all their constraint
fell from them and they went so far as to admit that if they had been
destined to love perfectly they would probably at the moment be standing
amongst the ruins of their fortunes. For Love never hesitates to ruin
the lives of those who do not want him.
Since Corfu, Lewis and Irene have never seen one another, but they write
to each other every day.
XVIII
GOSSIP FROM THE BOURSE
_Everyone knows that there has for some time been talk of a fusion
between the Apostolatos Bank of Trieste and the great French firm, the
Franco-African Bank; we think we may safely say that this will soon be
an accomplished fact. The new combine will take the title of_
MEDITERRANEAN CONSOLIDATED. _In the course of the Extraordinary General
Meeting, which is to take place next month, it will be suggested, if our
information is correct, that the shareholders shall be entitled to
receive one new share for two old ones, and one new share for four old
ones, of the Apostolatos Bank and the Franco-African, respectively.
Shortly after these come on the market, which will be about January, we
are confident that the shares of the new combine will be quoted so
favourably that they will be sought after as gilt-edged securities._
(_Financial Information._)