CHAPTER XXVII.

MRS. FREDERICK.

The evening of the day on which the above incidents occurred was that of

a periodical banquet, feared and staved off as long as possible by all

the Eastwoods. Since the time of Frederick’s marriage it had been

considered necessary that he and his wife should be invited to dinner

formally from time to time, in order that it might be visible to the

world and “Mrs. Frederick’s family” that full honour was done to her.

Nelly and Mrs. Eastwood had made a great effort to adopt Amanda, if not

into their hearts, at least into their society, after the terrible event

was actually accomplished which made her their daughter and sister. But

I need not say that this was a very hopeless attempt, and that as

familiar companionship gradually failed between people who resembled

each other so little, the periodical dinner gradually gained importance

as the only practicable way of keeping up “a proper intercourse.” Mrs.

Frederick had come to London with very great ideas. She had hoped for

nothing less than an entry into the fashionable world, and all the glory

of associating with lords and ladies. The visits she received from the

ladies of Mrs. Eastwood’s circle disgusted and disappointed her. What!

Marry and come to London for no better purpose than to be visited by

ladies from the suburbs, who lived there always--ladies with no better

title than Mrs.; some of them, like Mrs. Eastwood herself, paying their

visits in flys, or in the plainest of little broughams, no better than a

fly. Visions of splendid vehicles, with embroidered hammercloths and

celestial flunkeys, had entranced Amanda’s imagination. The Eastwoods

were county people at Sterborne--they were a baronet’s family--magnates

in the neighbourhood; and the beauty had no means of realizing that a

country baronet is no great personage in London, much less a country

baronet’s cousin. The disappointment was bitter, and she was not the

woman to conceal it. Gradually, however, she fell into a kind of

society, or to use her own words, formed a circle, which pleased her

well enough. This consisted chiefly of the men who had been her father’s

visitors in former days, several of whom had handles to their names.

They were not as a general rule much credit to know, but they suited

Amanda better than the Mrs. Everards, and other humdrum persons, who had

welcomed her first to her new position. When she had yawned through one

or two dinner parties, painfully got up for Mrs. Eastwood’s sake, to

make the best of a bad business, by the society which frequented The

Elms, Amanda had declared her determination to have nothing more to do

with “Frederick’s old-fashioned set.” They were not much in sympathy

with her, to tell the truth; and dinners at Richmond, with Lord

Hunterston and his kind in attendance, were a great deal more to her

liking. Amanda held, in fact, the opinion which poor little Innocent had

expressed innocently as a reflection of the sentiments of her father.

She disliked women. They were all jealous of her beauty, she believed;

they were her critics or her rivals--never her friends; spite was their

chief characteristic; envy their main sentiment. The men of Amanda’s set

were of her opinion--so are a great many clever persons, it must be

allowed--at least, in books. Therefore it is not to be supposed that

Amanda looked forward with more distinct gratification than that felt by

the ladies at The Elms to her periodical dinner. She put on her

handsomest dresses and her finest talk to dazzle them, and she made it a

subject for her peculiar wit for some time before and after.

“I am going to dine with my old mother-in-law,” she would say to the

young men, few in number at this season of the year, who filled her

little drawing-room in the afternoon. “Such a set of old guys she has

about her, to be sure. Why she should insist upon having me, I can’t

imagine, for she hates me, of course. But duty before everything. I

shall have to go.”

“Why should you have to go?” said one. “And by Jove, I’ll come to-morrow

to hear all about it!” said another. The lively sympathy of this chorus

did Mrs. Frederick good.

“Oh, you shall hear the whole account,” she said. “It’s like Noah’s

Ark. There is the regular clergyman, and some old fogies of lawyers, and

a horrible man called John Vane----”

“Oh, come, Mrs. Eastwood, John Vane’s no end of a good fellow. I know

him as well as I know myself,” said one of the interlocutors.

“That may be--but he ain’t a good fellow at The Elms. The Elms! only

fancy. Doesn’t it sound like Hampstead Heath? He is related to the mad

girl I told you of--and he’s after my prim little puss of a

sister-in-law, in a quiet way; for she is engaged, if you please, and

oh! does give herself such airs on the strength of it. But the women!

You should see the women! In old silks and satins that belonged to their

grandmothers, with turbans and I don’t know what--all looking as if they

could eat me.”

“That, of course,” said one of Amanda’s court, with a laugh.

“I suppose so,” said Mrs. Frederick, giggling slightly in response; “and

to hear them lay down the law! what one should do, and what one should

not do. And, then, mamma-in-law herself! But there are some things too

dreadful to be talked about. Mothers-in-law are one of these things.

Tell me about Hurlingham, or something pleasant. If I go on thinking of

what’s before me, I shall die.”

Thus it will be seen the dispositions of Mrs. Frederick were little

likely to promote harmony. On the other hand, Mrs. Eastwood and Nelly

had their private conference, which was not much more hopeful.

“Try to avoid unpleasant subjects,” said Mrs. Eastwood. “Talk of

Brighton, and that sort of thing, Nelly. Or stay, as they have been

abroad for their holiday, get her to talk about Switzerland. That must

be a safe subject. She will think it is fine to talk about Switzerland,

as she was never there before; and keep her off her grievances, if

possible. Frederick looks so black when she begins; poor Frederick, how

he is changed!”

Nelly made no response on this point, for she was not so deeply

convinced as was her mother that Frederick had been a great deal “nicer”

before he was married. This is, I am sorry to say, a very common opinion

among a man’s female relations. But Nelly had not been so much deluded

about the “niceness” of her brother in his previous state as many

sisters happily are. She maintained a prudent silence so far as

Frederick was concerned.

“If I try to keep her off her grievances, you must try to keep her off

Innocent, mamma,” said Nelly; and this was the bargain with which they

concluded. I am not sure that Mrs. Eastwood was quite right in her

selection of guests to meet Mrs. Frederick. Had she invited Sir Alexis,

that imposing person might have kept her in order; but what did Amanda

care for Sir Timothy Doul, who had been Governor of Barbadoes, or for

Mr. Parchemin, though he was a great lawyer?--any more than she would

have done for great poets and such people, in distinction to the really

great, the dukes and countesses for whom her soul longed. Sir Timothy

and Lady Doul were the only strangers present on this occasion, for, as

the reader is aware, Mr. Parchemin was one of Mrs. Eastwood’s

councillors. Ernest Molyneux had failed at the last moment, and had been

hurriedly replaced by Mr. Vane, who was always ready to do a kind

action, and who of late had been a great deal about The Elms. Molyneux

objected much to meet Mrs. Frederick. Vane objected to nothing. Perhaps

the difference lay in the fact that one of the men had attained all he

wanted, and was no longer anxious about Nelly’s favour, but considered

it her duty to please him; whereas the other, foreseeing the possibility

of a catastrophe, felt himself (though despairingly) on his promotion,

and deemed it wise to be on the spot, in order that if anything offered

he might have full advantage of the chance. This, I fear, was Mr. Vane’s

reason for keeping so much in the foreground. It is impossible to

describe the use he was at The Elms. He was never out of temper, and

Ernest was very often out of temper. He was satisfied with all the

arrangements made by the ladies, and Ernest found fault continually.

Nelly, with a guilty sense of treachery in her mind, had felt herself

turn to the man who was “a connexion” for rest and sympathy, when she

could not turn to her lover. This was a very terrible state of affairs,

but no one was quite conscious how far it had gone.

Mrs. Frederick made her appearance in a dress of pink silk, with a train

almost a yard long. Her beautiful shoulders were bare, and her arms. Her

hair was dressed in the most elaborate way which an excited hairdresser

could devise; a soft little curling fringe of it half covered her low

but white forehead, and great golden billows rose above, increasing at

once her height and the size of her head. All the glow of colour, all

the roundness of outline, all the flush of physical beauty which had

maddened Frederick, remained undimmed and undiminished; but Frederick

stalked in behind her like a black shadow, gloomy, disappointed, dismal,

more like Charles I. than ever. Wherever he went, all the ladies were

sorry for Frederick. Poor fellow, he had made a mistake in his marriage,

and how he felt it! He writhed when his Amanda began to talk fine, and

to display her knowledge of great people. He looked at her morosely

whenever she opened her lips, and followed her into the room with a

gloom upon his countenance which here he did not think it necessary to

conceal. His mother at least had forgiven all the faults that Frederick

had ever committed against her, in consideration of his present

sufferings. The fact that he was discontented with the toy for which he

had paid so dear (and for which, alas! Mrs. Eastwood, too, was paying

dear), seemed to cover all his previous sins. Had he put a better face

upon it, and endured cheerfully the doom which he had brought upon

himself, his mother, and womankind in general, would have thought less

well of him; they would have concluded that he was happy, and would have

despised him; but they were sorry for him now, and elevated him to the

rank of a martyr, in consideration of his gloom and disgust. Nelly was

almost the only rebel against this universal tenderness.

“He married to please himself,” said Nelly; “he ought to make the best

of it now, and not the worst. It is mean of him to pose in this gloomy

way. I should like to shake him,” cried the impetuous girl.

“Nelly, don’t be so hard-hearted,” her mother would say, with piteous

looks.

Thus Frederick was generally successful in his gloom--at least among the

feminine half of society. He came in behind Amanda’s train, which he

looked at with disgust, as it curled about his foot. Nevertheless he was

pleased to see that his gorgeous wife made an impression on the old

fogies who sat by his mother’s side--Sir Timothy and Lady Doul.

“I am pretty well, thank you,” said Amanda, “as well as it is possible

to be in London at this time of the year; when all one’s friends are

gone, and when the place is full of outlandish country-looking people,

or strange fishes from abroad, it is such a bore to stay in London. You

don’t feel it out here in the suburbs--you have your little society of

your own, which pays no attention to the season. I am sure I wish I was

as well off.”

“Dear me!” said old Lady Doul, with the admiration and wonder of

ignorance. “I think London is always so exciting. I could not bear too

much of it. Sir Timothy and I were just saying what a racket it was. To

be sure we are living in Half-Moon Street, in the centre of everything,”

the old lady added with simple pride. Her cap had been made in

Barbadoes, and so had her gown; she had not been “in town” for more than

twenty years.

Amanda gave her a stare in passing. She was never civil to women.

“I should think you would find the desert lively if you think Half-Moon

Street exciting,” she said. “Give me a nice country house choke full of

people, with luncheons at the cover-side, and dances in the evening, and

all sorts of fun going on. But when one marries a poor clerk in a public

office, one has to put up with many things,” she went on, turning to old

Sir Timothy, who, startled and embarrassed, did not know what to reply.

“Oh, ah, oh, of course,” said the old man; “very good--very good.

Everybody suffers from a penurious government. I assure you, my dear

young lady, the fine young fellows one meets out in the

world--_attachés_, and such like--wasting their time, as I always tell

them, upon twopence-halfpenny a year. Why, I had a secretary once, a

young man of excellent family----”

“But I hope you did not allow him to marry,” said Amanda. “It is always

upon the wives that the hardship falls. If you saw the little hole of a

place we have to live in--and back to London in October--only fancy! I

wonder what we are supposed to be made of. The men are much better off

with their clubs, and that sort of thing. They know at least all that is

going on; they hear the gossip, and see every stray creature there is to

see; but as for us, poor ladies----”

“Tell me how far you went in Switzerland, Amanda,” said Nelly. “You must

have enjoyed that. We have only been once among the mountains; but what

a pleasure it was!--did you go to----? But I remember Frederick wrote

you had changed your minds----”

Nelly spoke with the artificiality of a made-up digression, and Sir

Timothy thought her but a poor little shadowy thing by the side of her

beautiful sister-in-law.

“Oh, I never go into raptures I don’t feel,” said Amanda. “I don’t care

twopence for Switzerland; I hate mountains; I would rather go to Margate

any day--that is, if nothing better were to be had,” she added,

remembering that Margate was hardly consistent with the splendour of her

pretensions--“Don’t ask me about places as if I was a guide book. I like

people, and talk, and to see new faces, and the play, and all that’s

going on.”

“Very pleasant,” said Sir Timothy, “and very good taste, and I quite

agree with you. I have promised Lady Doul and myself the pleasure of the

play to-morrow.”

“The play--to-morrow!” cried Amanda, putting out her hand with an air of

horror--“The play! At this time of the year? You must be out of your

senses----”

Here Brownlow made his appearance at the door, and the party went in to

dinner.

“You did not tell us that Mrs. Frederick was a beauty,” said Sir Timothy

in Mrs. Eastwood’s ear, “and so completely one of the _beau monde_. You

said _Mrs._ Frederick surely? Not a title? Ah, now you set my mind at

rest. I was rather afraid to hazard a name. Allow me to congratulate you

on such a charming daughter-in-law.”

“Yes--she is very handsome,” said poor Mrs. Eastwood.

“Handsome! a divinity, my dear madam, quite a divinity!” cried the old

man. For half the dinner through Mrs. Eastwood was silent, wondering

whether her old acquaintance had become imbecile in the climate of

Barbadoes; or if he was venturing to joke at Mrs. Frederick’s expense.

It was difficult to solve this question, for old Sir Timothy set up a

lively flirtation with the beauty, who was placed at her mother-in-law’s

other hand. All through the course of dinner, during which banquet Mrs.

Eastwood lost much of her accustomed good-humoured ease, the old man

went on. Was he drawing out Amanda’s folly? or was he dazzled by her

beauty with the usual incomprehensible weakness of men? Mr. Vane, who

sat between Mrs. Eastwood and Amanda, added this to his many

attractions, that he was not dazzled by her; and he, too, was somewhat

silent, finding little to say in the crossfire which the others kept up.

As for Frederick, he sat gloomy and grand at the foot of the table

between Lady Doul and his sister, and was not conversational. Lady Doul

had a pleasant little chattering tongue, and told him she remembered him

as a baby, and congratulated him on his beautiful wife.

“Mrs. Frederick seems to have been a great deal in society,” the old

lady said, with a keen glance at him, which belied the simplicity of her

question. And Frederick, with the consciousness of Nelly’s eye upon him,

did not know how to respond.

“Oh, ah,” he said, giving a tacit assent, and wondering all the time

what she was really thinking, and why that muff, Molyneux, was not

there. If it was a mere quarrel between Nelly and her lover, or even if

Molyneux had declared off, Frederick would not have disturbed himself

much on the subject; but he could not but recollect that Molyneux had

been absent the last time he and his wife had dined at The Elms. If he

were to behave badly to Nelly it would be bad, no doubt; but to give

himself airs with Frederick was a still more dreadful offence. “Confound

his impudence,” he muttered between his teeth.

As for the other members of the party, Innocent was very passive, and

Mr. Parchemin, with his spectacles pushed back upon his forehead, ate

his dinner with serious devotion, and troubled himself about nothing

which might be going on.

After dinner, the ladies, being so few in number, made a little group in

the drawing-room round Mrs. Eastwood’s chair. It was then that Innocent

attracted Amanda’s attention.

“What a great girl she is growing--almost grown up,” she said. “What do

you intend to do with her?”

Innocent was leaning against the back of Mrs. Eastwood’s chair. Her

attention was directed quite otherwise, or rather, she was attending to

nothing, gazing across the room vacantly with her eyes fixed on the

door. Whether this was mere chance, or whether it was the lingering

remains of the old adoration for Frederick, Nelly, who was watching her

very closely, could not tell. The girl was not attending--but she woke

up and stirred slightly at this allusion to herself.

“What am I going to do with her?” asked Mrs. Eastwood in dismay.

“Yes--I mean, do you intend to send her out as a governess, or anything

of that sort?” said Amanda, plucking a flower to pieces which she had

taken from the dinner table. It was bad enough to abstract the flower

from a bouquet which Nelly had arranged very carefully; but, having

abstracted it, to pull it to pieces, throwing the petals on the floor,

was almost more than human patience, personified in Nelly Eastwood,

could bear.

“Now she has grown up,” continued the beauty, “I suppose you mean her to

be of some use. You can’t keep her always in idleness to the injury of

your own children----”

“We must not talk about the questions you don’t fully understand,”

cried Mrs. Eastwood, with flushed cheeks. “Innocent, my love, go and

fetch a cushion for Lady Doul. And perhaps Mrs. Frederick will give us a

little music, Nelly, if you have anything new to tempt her.”

“Oh, I never play till the gentlemen come in,” said Amanda; “but I don’t

see why you should take me up so sharp about Innocent. Now you’ve given

her her education she ought to be made to do something. I’ll look out

for a companion’s place, if you like, among my friends. Why shouldn’t I

understand? it’s easy enough; and I am sure all your children have a

right to interfere. Why should a girl that is only your half-niece take

the bread out of their mouths? Ask any one if I am not right. Every

penny you spend on her will be so much less for your own.”

“We need not trouble Lady Doul with our family concerns,” said Mrs.

Eastwood, with a tremendous effort to keep her temper; and she addressed

a question to the old lady, upon which Amanda again broke in.

“Oh, I assure you Frederick and I often talk it over; he thinks as I do.

If she couldn’t be a governess she might be a companion. It would be

quite easy; I, myself----”

“Come and look at something I have got here,” cried Nelly, at the table,

sending meaning looks at her mother.

“Leave me alone, Nelly, I think it’s my duty to speak. As the wife of

the eldest son I have a right to interfere; the Eastwoods are not so

rich that the little they have should be spent on strangers.”

“My dear Mrs. Frederick,” said Mrs. Eastwood, with a forced smile, while

old Lady Doul hurried to the other end of the room to speak to Nelly; “I

have been used to manage my own affairs without reference either to my

sons or my son’s wife.”

“And so much the worse for you,” cried Amanda, with flushed cheeks.

“What can you know about business?--women never do--you ought to take

sensible advice; you ought to consider your own children, and not a lot

of hangers-on; you ought not just to take your own way, without ever

thinking of us, starving our children for a pack of poor relations. Oh,

I know what I am saying, and I ain’t to be put down by looks. I’m one of

the family; and a poor enough thing for me, too, with my looks and my

expectations; but to see a great beggar girl eating all up with her

useless ways--what ought to come to us and our children. I cannot put up

with it. I _will_ say what I’ve got to say.”

“What is the matter, Amanda?” said Frederick, behind her. He had heard

the raised tone of his wife’s voice, and had rushed in, in dismay. He

found his mother risen from her chair, indignant, and burning with

suppressed anger, and his wife standing before her, aiding her words by

gestures, her white arm raised, her cheeks deeply flushed, her breath

coming quick, and her eyes flashing red fire. He put his hand on her

arm. “Come and sit down here on the sofa; the other men are just coming

in. For heaven’s sake, Amanda, compose yourself! Do you want to be ill

again? do you want to make a scene?”

“I don’t care twopence for making a scene. I want to have it out now

it’s been started,” cried Amanda. “I say that great girl oughtn’t to be

kept up in idleness and luxury. She ought to be sent out into the world

to make her living. Ain’t we the natural heirs, and haven’t we a right

to speak? Oh, what do I care for the men coming in? let ’em come in.

It’s only right and justice; since you haven’t the heart to speak up, I

must. Innocent, indeed! a nice sort of Innocent, to eat up what ought to

be for us. There isn’t so much of it; and a pack of younger brothers

already, and that sort. Oh, I have no patience; let me have it out.”

“For God’s sake, Amanda----”

She made an ineffectual attempt to go on, but breath failed her, and she

allowed herself to be drawn to the sofa, and laid herself back upon the

pillows panting, her white shoulders and forehead stained with patches

of vivid pink. “It’s all very well to say ‘don’t excite yourself,’” she

said. “How can I help it, when people are so self-willed and stupid!”

The unhappy Frederick sat down by her and endeavoured to soothe her.

Surely a little recompense for his many offences was doled out to him

that evening; he talked to her in a low tone, expostulating, entreating.

“Think of your health,” was the burden of his argument. He fanned her,

he held her hand, he wiped her hot forehead with her laced handkerchief.

Poor Frederick! He had pleased himself, and he was paying the penalty.

Nelly and Lady Doul had rushed with a common impulse towards the door to

meet the other gentlemen, and stood there involuntarily pointing out old

pictures to their admiration, and plunging into depths of conversation

which bewildered the new-comers. Mrs. Eastwood, too angry to think for

the moment of keeping up appearances, had pushed back her chair as far

as it would go, and after sitting down in it a minute, had risen again

to look for Innocent, who stood with one hand upon the table, gazing

with wide-open eyes at Frederick and his wife. No sort of offence was

upon Innocent’s dreamy face. Awakened attention, a slight startled

wonder, but nothing painful was in her expression, and perhaps that

wonder was more roused by the sight of Amanda’s excitement and

exhaustion than by anything she had said. Mrs. Eastwood hastened to her,

took the girl into her arms, and held her close. “My poor child, my dear

child. You must not mind her, Innocent,” she said.

“Is she ill?” asked Innocent, wondering.

“I am sure I wish she was!” cried Mrs. Eastwood, “she deserves to be,

venturing to dictate to me, the little vulgar intruder, a girl not fit

to be in the same room with Nelly and you!”

“Little!” said Innocent, with an amused smile. “She is not little. She

is the biggest of all. Are you very angry? Did she scold you?”

“I am very angry; but don’t you mind, my dear. Never think again of what

she said, Innocent. She is a passionate, selfish fool; don’t pay any

attention to what she said.”

“No,” said docile Innocent; “but I should like to be of use--it would be

pleasant to be of use,” she added, after a pause. “Let me do something.

What is a companion? How strange that she should be so red and so

breathless? Is it all about me?”

“It is because she is a fool,” said Mrs. Eastwood, though, indeed, she

herself was flushed and excited too.

“But what is a companion?” asked Innocent.

“You are my companion and Nelly’s,” said Mrs. Eastwood; “my dear, don’t

think of it any more.”

“And she is Frederick’s,” said Innocent, contemplating with a strange

abstract spectatorship the group on the sofa. There was no enmity, only

a wondering contemplation in her eyes. “Can he never be without her?

Will she stay with him for ever and ever?”

“As long as she lives,” said Mrs. Eastwood, with a profound sigh.

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