CHAPTER XII

"Il n'est aucun mal qui ne naisse, en dernière analyse--d'une

pensée étroite, ou d'un sentiment mediocre."

--MAETERLINCK.

The storm had fallen on Janet at last. She saw it was a storm, and met

it with courage and patience, and without apprehension as to what so

fierce a hurricane might ultimately destroy, what foundations its rising

floods might sweep away. She suffered dumbly under the knowledge that

Monkey Brand and Fred both firmly believed her to be guilty, suffered

dumbly the gradual alienation of her brother, who never forgave her her

obtuseness when a way of escape had been offered her, and who shivered

under an acute anxiety as to what Monkey Brand would do next, together

with a gnawing suspense respecting the eldest Miss Ford, who had become

the object of marked attentions on the part of a colonial Bishop.

Janet said to herself constantly in these days, "Truth will prevail."

She did not believe in the principle, but in her version of it. Her

belief in the power of truth became severely shaken as the endless July

days dragged themselves along, each slower than the last. Truth did not

prevail. The storm prevailed instead. Foundations began to crumble.

How it came about it would be difficult to say, but the damning evidence

against Janet, the suspicion, the almost certainty of her duplicity,

reached Easthope.

Mrs Trefusis seized upon it to urge her son to break with Janet. He

resisted with stubbornness his mother's frenzied entreaties.

Nevertheless after a time his fixity of purpose was undermined by a

sullen, growing suspicion that Janet was guilty. Fred had hinted as

much. Fred's evident conviction of Janet's action, and inability to see

that it was criminal, his confidential assertion that the money would be

repaid, pushed George slowly to the conclusion that Janet had been her

brother's catspaw--perhaps not for the first time. George felt with deep

if silent indignation, that with him, her future husband if with any

one, Janet ought to be open, truthful. But she was not. She repeated her

obvious lie even to him when at last he forced himself to speak to her

on the subject. His narrow, upright nature abhorred crookedness, and,

according to his feeble searchlight, he deemed Janet crooked.

His mother's admonitions began to work in him like leaven. How often she

had said to him, "She has lied to others. The day will come when she

will lie to you." That day had already come. Perhaps his mother was

right after all. He had heard men say the same thing. "What is bred in

the bone will come out in the flesh." "Take a bird out of a good nest,"

etc., etc.

And George who, in other circumstances, would have defended Janet to the

last drop of his blood, who would have carried her over burning deserts

till he fell dead from thirst--George, who was capable of heroism on her

behalf--weakened towards her.

She had fallen in love with him in the beginning, partly because he was

"straighter" than the men she associated with. Yet this very rectitude

which had attracted her was now alienating her lover from her, as

perhaps nothing else could have done. Strange back-blow of Fate, that

the cord which had drawn her towards him should tighten to a noose round

her neck.

George weakened towards her.

It seems to be the miserable fate of certain upright, closed natures,

who take their bearings from without, always to fail when the pinch

comes; to disbelieve in those whom they obtusely love when suspicion

falls on them, to be alienated from them by their success, to be

discouraged by their faults, incredulous of their higher motives,

repelled by their enthusiasms.

George would not have failed if the pinch had not come. Like many

another man, found faithful because his faith had not been put to the

test, he would have made Janet an excellent and loving husband, and they

would probably have spent many happy years together--if only the pinch

had not come. Anne early divined, from Janet's not very luminous

letters, that George was becoming estranged from her. Anne came down for

a Sunday to Easthope early in July, and quickly discovered the cause of

this estrangement (which Janet had not mentioned) in the voluble

denunciations of Mrs Trefusis, and the sullen unhappiness of her son.

Mrs Trefusis had wormed out all the most damning evidence against Janet,

partly from Fred's confidence to George, and partly from Monkey Brand,

with whom she had had money dealings, and to whom she applied direct.

She showed Anne the money-lender's answer, in its admirable restrained

conciseness, with its ordered sequence of inexorable facts. Anne's heart

sank as she read it, and she suddenly remembered Janet's words in

delirium. "I have burnt them all. Everything. There is nothing left."

The letter fell from her nerveless hand. She looked at it, momentarily

stunned.

"And this is the woman," said Mrs Trefusis, scratching the letter

towards her with her stick, and regaining possession of it, "this is

the woman whom you pressed me, only a month ago, to receive as my

daughter-in-law. Didn't I say she came of a bad stock? Didn't I say that

what was bred in the bone would come out in the flesh? George would not

listen to me then, but my poor deluded boy is beginning to see now that

I was right."

Mrs Trefusis wiped away two small tears with her trembling claw-like

hand. Anne could not but see that she was invincibly convinced of

Janet's guilt.

"You think I am vindictive, Anne," she said. "You may be right; I know I

was at first, and perhaps I am still. I always hated the connection, and

I always hated her. But--but it's not _only_ that now. It's my boy's

happiness. I must think of him. He is my only son, and I can't sit still

and see his life wrecked."

"I am certain Janet did not do it," said Anne suddenly, her pale face

flaming. "George and you may believe she did, if you like. I don't."

Anne walked over to Ivy Cottage the same afternoon, and Janet saw her in

the distance, and fled out to her across the fields and fell upon her

neck. But even Anne's tender entreaties and exhortations were of no

avail. Janet understood at last that her mechanically-repeated formula

was ruining her with her lover. But she had promised Cuckoo to say it,

and she stuck to it.

"Why does not George believe in me even if appearances are against me?"

said Janet at last. "I would believe in him."

"That is different."

"How different?"

"Because you are made like that, and he isn't. It's a question of

temperament. You have a trustful nature. He has not. You must take

George's character into consideration. It is foolish to love a person

who is easily suspicious, and then allow him to become suspicious. You

have no right to perplex him. Just as some people who care for us must

have it made easy to them all the time to go on caring for us. If there

is any strain or difficulty, or if they are put to inconvenience, they

will leave us."

Janet was silent.

"As you and George both love each other," continued Anne, "can't you say

something to him? Don't you see it would be only right to say a few

words to him, which will show him--what I am sure is the truth--that you

are concealing something, which has led to this false suspicion falling

on you?"

Janet shook her head. "He ought to know it's false," she said.

"Could not you say to _him_, even though you cannot say so to your

brother or Mr Brand--that you burnt some compromising papers at Mrs

Brand's dying request? He might believe that, for it is known that you

_did_ burn papers, dearest, and it is also obvious that you must have

burnt a good many. That one I O U does not account for the quantity of

ashes."

"I could not say that," said Janet, whitening. "And besides," she added

hastily, "I have said so many times" (and indeed she had) "that I burnt

nothing, that George would not know what to believe if I say first one

thing and then another."

"He does not know what to believe now. Unless you can say something to

reassure his mind, you will lose your George."

"You believe in me?"

"Implicitly."

"Then why doesn't George?" continued Janet, with the feminine talent for

reasoning in a circle. "That is the only thing that is necessary. Not

that I should say things I can't say, but that he should trust me. I

don't care what other people think so long as he believes in me."

She, who had never exacted anything heretofore, whose one object had

been to please her George, now made one demand upon him. It was the

first and last which she ever made upon her lover. And he could not meet

it.

"His belief is shaken."

"Truth will prevail," said Janet stubbornly.

"It will no doubt in the end, but in the meanwhile? And how if the

truth is masked by a lie?"

Janet did not answer. Perhaps she did not fully understand. She saw only

two things in these days: one, that George ought to believe in her; and

the other, that, come what might, she would keep the promise made to

Cuckoo on her death-bed. She constantly remembered the rigid dying face,

the difficult whisper: "Promise me that whatever happens you will never

tell anyone that you have burnt anything."

"I promise."

"You swear it."

"I swear it."

That oath she would keep.

* * * * *

Anne returned to London with a heavy heart. She left no stone unturned.

She interviewed De Rivaz and Stephen on the subject, as we have seen.

But her efforts were unavailing, as far as George was concerned. The

affair of the burning of papers was hushed up, but it had reached the

only person who had the power to wreck Janet's happiness.

Some weeks after Anne's visit Janet one day descried the large figure of

Stephen stalking slowly up across the fields. Janet tired her eyes daily

in scanning the fields in the direction of Easthope, but a certain

person came no more by that much frequented way.

The millionaire had a long interview with Janet, but his valuable time

was wasted. He could not move her. He told her that he firmly believed

the missing I O U would turn up, and that in the meanwhile he had paid

Mr Brand, and that she might repay him at her convenience. He could

wait. For a moment she was frightened, but a glance at Stephen's

austere, quick eyes, bent searchingly upon her, reassured her. She

trusted him at once. It was never known what he had said to Monkey

Brand, as to his having seen Janet in the burnt flat, but Monkey Brand

gained nothing from the discussion of that compromising fact--except his

money.

Fred was awed by the visit of Stephen, and by the amazing fact that he

had paid Monkey Brand. Fred said repeatedly that it was the action of a

perfect gentleman, exactly what he should have done if he had been in

Stephen's place. He let George hear of it at the first opportunity. But

the information had no effect on George's mind, except that it was

vaguely prejudicial to Janet.

Why had she accepted such a large sum from a man of whom she knew next

to nothing, whom she had only seen once before for a moment, and that an

equivocal one? Women should not accept money from men. _And why did he

offer it?_

He asked these questions of himself. To Fred he only vouchsafed a nod,

to show that he had heard what Fred had waylaid him to say.

Some weeks later still, in August, De Rivaz came to Ivy Cottage, hat in

hand, stammering, deferential, to ask Janet to allow him to paint her.

He would do anything, take rooms in the neighbourhood, make his

convenience entirely subservient to hers if she would only sit to him.

He saw with a pang that she was not conscious that they had met before.

She had forgotten him, and he did not remind her of their first meeting.

He knew that hour had brought trouble upon her. Her face showed it. The

patient, enduring spirit was beginning to look through the exquisite

face. Her beauty overwhelmed him. He trembled before it. He pleaded

hard, but she would not listen to him. She said apathetically that she

did not wish to be painted. She was evidently quite unaware of the

distinction which he was offering her. His name had conveyed nothing to

her. He had to take his leave at last, but, as he walked away in the

rain, he turned and looked back at the house.

"I will come back," he said, his thin face quivering.

It was a wet August, and the harvest rotted on the ground. No one came

to Ivy Cottage along the sodden footpath from Easthope. A slow anger was

rising in Janet's heart against her lover, the anger that will invade

at last the hearts of humble sincere natures, when they find that love

and trust have not gone together.

George never openly broke with Janet, never could be induced to write

the note to her which, his mother told him, it was his duty to write.

No. He simply stayed away from her, week after week, month after month.

When his mother urged him to break off his engagement formally, he said

doggedly that Janet could see for herself that all was over between

them.

The day came at last when Janet met him suddenly in the streets of

Mudbury, on market day. He took off his hat in answer to her timid

greeting, and passed on looking straight in front of him.

Perhaps he had his evil hour that night, for Janet was very fair. Seen

suddenly, unexpectedly, she seemed more beautiful than ever. And she was

to have been his wife.

After that blighting moment, when even Janet perceived that George was

determined not to speak to her; after that Janet began to see that when

foundations are undermined that which is built upon them will one day

totter and--fall.

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