I said, “Beatrice.”

“Beatrice,” said Helena, “I want to make a mould of your face . . . it

won’t take long. . . . Have you time?”

“Yes. . . . My train doesn’t leave until eight-thirty.”

“I’ll leave you for five minutes,” I said.

Lucia followed me into the bath. My hands shook, when I began to pour

the Scotch. Lucia took the bottle away from me, and poured me a large

drink.

She lighted two cigarettes; gave one to me, and said nothing, until I

had finished the Scotch.

Then, “You are behaving damn well, Pat, but what is it all about?”

“Noel’s wife is going to present him with a child,” I said. “He has

always wanted one. Isn’t it an extraordinary world?”

Lucia put her arms around my shoulders, and for a dreadful instant I

clung to her . . . trying not to sob, lest the sobs be heard in the room

outside.

“Steady,” Lucia said. I remembered that she, or someone else, had said

that to me long ago.

“It’s quite all right,” I said. “Noel and I did manage a year.”

“God,” said Lucia, to the shower bath and Helena’s array of face

lotions. “There are certain women, under the present system who should

take up professional card playing for a living. They certainly have no

luck in love.”

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