I recovered from that mood of aching-to-be-a-wife.

Noel and I went about through October evenings, and were as happy as we

had ever been—happier, for we grew more and more at ease with each

other, and closer to each other in understanding. He said that we were

getting like the two ancient philosophers who sat, contentedly, and

listened to each other think.

* * * * *

One day, I was getting ready to leave the office, and thinking that I

would have time to go to gymnasium for an hour before I went home to

dress for dinner with Noel, when my little assistant-secretary came in

and said that a lady wanted to see me.

“Who is it, Doris?”

“She wouldn’t give her name. She said it was personal. I thought you

might know her. She has a black patch covering the whole left side of

her face.”

“Oh,” I said, “Send her in Doris. . . . And you may go home. I shan’t

need you again tonight.”

* * * * *

There was an instant in which I thought, “I should have refused to see

her—she wasn’t ever real to me, while I did not see her.” But I knew

that I could not have sent her away, really. I could not have done that,

to Noel.

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