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I must have swooned, for I knew no more of anything until I awoke, in a
dazed condition, and found old Fatty bending down above me, while near
at hand nearly all the beings of the tribe stood gazing on my prostrate
form with expressions of grave concern.
Upon trying to arise I was so shot through with pain in my side and
chest, that I felt things go dizzy directly. Then after a little I
attempted to move to a more comfortable position. This was accomplished
only at the cost of great agony. I found that my left arm was badly
injured while all the upper portion of my body seemed quivering with
pain. Never had I been so wounded in my life.
I asked for water, for the Links were but little better than so many
faithful dogs, who could whine over my helpless carcass, but who had not
the slightest idea of what to do to relieve my suffering. Never had
muscular action caused me such pangs as I underwent upon trying to
swallow. The thump I had received, slightly back of the region of the
heart, had come so near to being my pass to the world beyond that I
believe another volt of power in the blow would have done the work. As
it was, I refrained from crying out only by exerting my utmost will,
when the chief and Fatty carried me bodily and laid me down on the skins
in my shelter.
My consciousness went again as soon as my body touched the couch; yet I
rallied soon and attempted to nod my recognition as the chief came back
again, bearing the great gold-nugget club, which he leaned against the
wall.
It became manifest early that if I survived the shock to my system and
the fracture of at least one rib, which I felt sure had resulted from
the blow, it must be through sheer good luck, backed by a hardy
constitution, for of lotions, or bandages or skillful attendance there
could be absolutely none.
That night I experienced the most excruciating torture it has ever been
my lot to endure. Every beat of my heart was like the stab of a dagger,
in feeling. Concussion, even that inflicted by a fist, has proved too
much for the great throbbing organ of man full many a time. I thought of
this afterward, but during that first twenty-four hours, I was utterly
incapable of doing anything except living through the ordeal of pain.
All through the day that followed I lay there, feverish, yet too badly
hurt to move on my bed. I ate nothing and drank water only, in single
swallows. Fatty remained at my side as a mother might have done. Fifty
times that day he ran to the spring for the fresh, cool water, as that
which stood about in a shell for half an hour became too warm to be fit
to drink. After a time he licked one of my burning hands, timidly, as if
uncertain of how this ministration would be received. It felt cool and
not at all disagreeable; I therefore made no motion to draw the member
away. Presently the worried creature repeated the favour; and after he
had done this humble office for both hands and wrists, I felt so soothed
and refreshed that I fell asleep at last, and got a natural rest.
Day after day went by and I was still on my back, though I could see
that improvement continued steadily. It was fully a week before I was
able to move without suffering agonies, and for some time after that the
pain in my ribs was exceedingly sharp. During all this time I was amply
supplied by Fatty with fruits and with abominably cooked meats, for the
females were neglecting all my former instructions, concerning the fire
and the roasting and boiling of game.
As soon as I was able to sit up, propped against a rock, I worked a
little every day at making arrows, and urged my most skillful assistants
to do the same. These shafts could not be pointed, owing to our lack of
flints, but we finished several hundred, as to all but the requisite
heads. I was visited daily by all the tribe, except two individuals,
Grin and the unforgiving Lady Albino. The little Links who had fled in
uncertainty before, even up to the last, now began to make me more of a
regular companion. They were near me, more or less, from dawn till dusk,
capering about, sitting in groups in the sunlight, to watch me with
ever-nervous eyes, and rolling over one another in rough, good-natured
play.
The very smallest of these “children” were hairy little scamps most
astoundingly like baby chimpanzees, except for their lighter colour. By
the hour I watched them at their play and listened to their funny little
words of talk. It was not an ordinary baby prattle, to be sure, but it
made me think that all babies are very much alike. Their chief amusement
consisted in making a noise, by striking any two objects together. The
rarest things they did were crying and laughing.
There was one little chap who never rolled on his back with the others,
never made a noise and rarely spoke. He was the only one that looked in
my face with eyes that were human-like and steady. I fancied his quaint
little face was wistful; it was certainly serious and therein widely
different from those of all his companions. This little creature
approached me most timidly and yet with a certain persistency that
finally made me look about, in the morning, to see if he had come.
For several days he sat near my feet, over which, finally, he laid his
little arm. Gradually then he worked nearer and nearer to my head, as I
sat against the rock until at last he cuddled unobtrusively up against
me and permitted my arm to close loosely about his little form.
Thereafter this was his one particular place. Hour after hour he would
nestle close in this, his nook, turning his questioning eyes to mine,
now and again, and blinking as if he tried to think out the great
inscrutable problem of what we are and why we came to partake of the
mystery of life. How foolishly fond of this little creature I became, I
shall not attempt to say.
This was a time of laziness for all the tribe. The Links were sun-lovers
of the most ardent description. Secure on our hill, undriven by any
task-master, provided with food in plenty, they basked for hours, lying
flat on the back, and played exaggerated pranks, sometimes in a languid
spirit of ease and sometimes with the greatest activity of movement.
They appeared to know nothing of family ties, nor of sorrow for those
whom they had been obliged to bury. They had no remorse, nor “pricks of
conscience” for any acts ever performed, nor did they seem to have
conceived of anything superior to themselves, except in a purely
physical manner. Thus they realised nothing of an occult, spiritual
power of control and nothing of mystery, either in life or death. They
therefore had not the slightest fundamental suggestion of a religion,
and worshipped nothing and feared nothing, save that which they could
see and which they had discovered, in their animal capacity, to be
dangerous to life or limb. They could be made to feel a certain sort of
awe, but this was one slight degree only above that emotion which in an
animal would excite the expression “the creature is cowed.”
I had ample opportunity to become acquainted with the various traits of
my friends, for I was something of an invalid for more than two weeks. I
came to the conclusion that the Links were keener than I in every
natural sense; that is, they could see things more quickly; they could
hear that which escaped my duller ears; they could smell odours which
failed to convey themselves to me; and they could “feel” dangers by a
sort of unknown sense, or instinct, of which I would always remain in
complete ignorance. They were highly organised in the natural
attributes; they were powerful and active above any animal of their size
I have ever seen; but when thought of as humans, they ranked with
children who just fail to clutch the ideas of older people and whose
efforts in manufacturing are crude and worthless.
When at last I began to walk about again, performing small labours, I
still had an occasional dart of pain through my side, which made a
feeling of illness spread all through my system. However, the weather
was beautiful, the food simple and wholesome and the work soon began to
limber me up.
Before I was quite myself again, I commenced to be exceedingly annoyed
by the actions of Grin. Although I had been the recognised superior, if
not the governor, of the tribe at the moment when I laid low the chief
of the Blacks and completed our victory, yet my wound and subsequent
weakness had rendered nearly everything nugatory. Inasmuch as my
nearness to death had robbed me of the power by which I kept the Links
in awe, many had assumed an irreverent air which became positive
insolence on the part of the fawner.
Having allied himself with the resentful female albino, this creature
was never neglectful of an opportunity to perform some sneaking bit of
meanness. For a time I was too weak to resent these impositions, and
therefore the creature grew bolder in the liberties which he dared to
take. Thus my tiger skull had again disappeared, and I knew he had
stolen it, although I had no means of proving the theft. One morning,
however, I caught the scoundrel in the act of smashing my turtle-shell
basin with a rock. His reason for doing this was two-fold. First, it had
contained the water with which I had dampened the ardour of Madame
Albino, and second, it was regarded by all as something uncanny out of
which I drew a certain power as I washed my face and hands—an operation
of which none of the tribe was ever guilty. Grin may have thought to
deprive me of my source of strength.
This wanton destruction of my property made me exceedingly angry. Before
he could leave the scene of his labour I rushed up and gave him a kick
which was decidedly swift. It assisted him to rise with great alacrity.
He turned with a snarl and threw himself upon me. A fight was on in less
than a second. I had feared this collision for several weeks. It had
come at a bad time for me, inasmuch as the creature was twice as strong
as I, even when in my normal state, and now I was far from being
restored to my former condition.
We wrestled for a moment, the beast attempting to bite, scratch and
choke me and to bear me down to the ground. I threw him off for a moment
and Fatty would have jumped him instantly—and killed him, no doubt, with
his club—had I not waved him off abruptly. I was gratified to know that
a friend was near, but I desired to show the Links, who assembled at
once, that I was master when it came to a battle. This decision nearly
cost me my life, for the brute gave me a wrench that brought back
agonies which were well nigh insupportable, while I was knocking his
hideous head aside from an attempted bite at my cheek.
For a second I regretted that Fatty had not batted off his head, for I
felt as if I should drop from weakness. But when he dug his nails in my
arm the smart aroused such a rage that my strength came flooding upward,
like a gush of something hot in my blood. I had warded off many of his
lunges and was waiting for an opening as if I had been engaged in
boxing. The chance presented itself now. He was leaping toward me
viciously when I “slugged” him with all my might, fairly in the pit of
the stomach. My fist actually seemed to sink into the fellow’s body. He
was lifted off his feet, but before he could fall I fetched him a
right-hander under the chin that jolted his head backward abruptly.
He fell like an effigy, arms outstretched, so that the back of his skull
was the first thing to strike the ground. There he lay, limp as a snake
and motionless as a stone, while a referee could have “counted him out”
for the next twenty minutes. A great howl of satisfaction greeted this
performance, which placed me again on my pedestal of incomprehensible
power. The truth of the matter was, however, that I was ready to fall
over, myself, so severe had been the strain and the injury done to my
weakened frame. By the greatest of efforts I walked away and washed
myself at the spring.
Grin, when at last he again assumed a perpendicular, was dizzy on his
legs, ill and altogether a sorrowful object. I knew his head was aching
and that his stomach would be morbidly sensitive for several days. He
was hooted and picked upon also, having been utterly defeated, so that
he was glad to retire from active service, muttering no end of what I
supposed were threats and maledictions.
I was of precious little account to myself, or to any of the tribe, that
day, but on the morrow I was mending rapidly again, and beginning to
pick up various threads of the plans I had fashioned before our fateful
day of battle with the Blacks.
It was long since anyone from the camp had visited the boat, but my
thoughts had been there much of the time. I had feared, daily, another
invasion by the enemy, whom I knew to be revengeful and who now
understood the nature of our fortifications and means of defense. This
feeling of alarm increased. Should they come, with a force still greater
than the last, and find us armed with blunt arrows only, our resistance
would be short indeed. I dared not contemplate undertaking my
exploration of the lake, much less my escape, while we were possibly
threatened with another attack and while I was weaponless myself,
excepting for my trusty knife.
Being almost wholly fit again I determined to make an immediate
excursion to our old cave-camp for the purpose of securing a supply of
chalcedony pebbles.