CHAPTER XXXI

THE FIRST OF THE SEVEN DAYS

Miriam and Christianna sat at the window, watching. The day was

parching, the sky hot blue steel, the wind that blew the dust through

the streets like a breath from the sun himself. People went by, all

kinds of people, lacking only soldiers. There seemed no soldiers in

town. Miriam, alternately listless and feverishly animated, explained

matters to the mountain girl. "When there's to be a battle, every one

goes to the colours.--Look at that old, old, old man, hobbling on his

stick. You'd think that death was right beside him, wouldn't you?--ready

to tap him on the shoulder and say, 'Fall, fall, old leaf! But it isn't

so; death is on the battlefield looking for young men. Listen to his

stick--tap, tap, tap, tap, tap--"

Christianna rose, looked at the clock, which was about to strike noon,

left the room and returned with a glass of milk. "Mrs. Cleave said you

was to drink this--Yes, Miss Miriam, do!--There now! Don't you want to

lie down?"

"No, no!" said Miriam. "I don't want to do anything but sit here and

watch.--Look at that old, old woman with the basket on her arm! I know

what is in it--Things for her son; bread and a little meat and shirts

she has been making him--There's another helping her, as old as she is.

I mean to die young."

The people went by like figures on a frieze come to life. The room in

which the two girls sat was on the ground floor of a small,

old-fashioned house. Outside the window was a tiny balcony, with a

graceful ironwork railing, and heavy ropes and twists of wistaria shaded

this and the window. The old brick sidewalk was almost immediately

below. For the most part the people who passed went by silently, but

when there was talking the two behind the wistaria could hear. A nurse

girl with her charges came by. "What's a 'cisive battle, honey? Yo'd

better ask yo' pa that. Reckon it's where won't neither side let go. Why

won't they? Now you tell me an' then I'll tell you! All I knows is,

they're gwine have a turrible rumpus presently, an' yo' ma said tek you

to yo' gran'ma kaze she gwine out ter git jes' ez near the battle an'

yo' pa ez she kin git!" Nurse and children passed, and there came by an

elderly man, stout and amiable-looking. His face was pale, his eyes

troubled; he took off his straw hat, and wiped his forehead with a large

white handkerchief. Appearing from the opposite direction, a young man,

a case of surgeon's instruments in his hand, met him, and in passing

said good-day. The elder stopped him a moment, on the hot brick pavement

before the wistaria. "Well, doctor, they're all out Mechanicsville way!

I reckon we may expect to hear the cannon any moment now. I saw you at

Gilland's, didn't I, yesterday?"

"Yes, I am there--"

"Well, if by ill luck my boy is wounded and brought there, you'll look

out for him, eh? Youngest boy, you know--Blue eyes, brown hair. I'm on

the Ambulance Committee. We've got a string of wagons ready on the

Nine-Mile road. You look out for him if he's brought in--"

The surgeon promised and each went his way. Three women passed the

window. One was knitting as she walked, one was in deep black, and a

third, a girl, carried a great silver pitcher filled with iced drink for

some near-by convalescent. Two men came next. A negro followed, bearing

a spade. One of the two was in broadcloth, with a high silk hat. "I told

them," he was saying, "better bury her this morning, poor little thing,

before the fighting begins. _She_ won't mind, and it will be hard to

arrange it then--" "Yes, yes," said the second, "better so! Leave

to-morrow for the Dead March from 'Saul.'"

They passed. A church bell began to ring. Miriam moved restlessly. "Is

not mother coming back? She ought to have let me go with her. I can't

knit any more,--the needles are red hot when I touch them,--but I can

sew. I could help her.--If I knew which sewing-room she went to--"

Christianna's hand timidly caressed her. "Better stay here, Miss Miriam.

I'm going to give you another glass of milk now, directly--There's a

soldier passing now."

It proved but a battered soldier--thin and hollow-eyed, arm in a sling,

and a halt in his walk. He came on slowly, and he leaned for rest

against a sycamore at the edge of the pavement. Miriam bent out from the

frame of wistaria. "Oh, soldier! don't you want a glass of milk?"

"Oh, soldier" looked nothing loath. He came over to the little balcony,

and Miriam took the glass from Christianna and, leaning over, gave it to

him. "Oh, but that's nectar!" he said, and drank it. "Yes--just out of

hospital. Said I might go and snuff the battle from afar. Needed my

pallet for some other poor devil. Glad I'm through with it, and sorry he

isn't!--Yes, I've got some friends down the street. Going there now and

get out of this sun. Reckon the battle'll begin presently. Hope the

Accomac Invincibles will give them hell--begging your pardon, I'm sure.

That milk certainly was good. Thank you, and good-bye, Hebe--two Hebes."

He wavered on down the street. Christianna looked after him critically.

"They oughtn't to let that thar man out so soon! Clay white, an' thin as

a bean pole, an' calling things an' people out of their names--"

Men and women continued to pass, the church bell to ring, the hot wind

to blow the dust, the sun to blaze down, the sycamore leaves to rustle.

A negro boy brought a note. It was from Margaret Cleave. "_Dearest:

There is so much to do. I will not come home to dinner nor will Cousin

Harriet neither. She says tell Sarindy to give you two just what you

like best. Christianna must look after you. I will come when I can._"

Sarindy gave them thin crisp toast, and a pitcher of cool milk, and a

custard sweetened with brown sugar. Sarindy was excited. "Yaas, Lawd,

dar's sho' gwine ter be doin's this day! What you reckon, Miss Miriam?

Dar's er lady from South Callina stayin' cross't de street, 'n' she's

got er maid what's got de impidence ob sin! What you reckon dat yaller

gal say ter me? She say dat South Callina does de most ob de fightin'

'n' de bes' ob it, too! She say Virginia pretty good, but dat South

Callina tek de cake. She say South Callina mek 'em run ebery time!

Yaas'm! 'n' I gits up 'n' I meks her er curtsy, 'n' I say ter her,

'Dat's er pretty way ter talk when you're visitin' in Virginia, 'n' ef

dat's South Callina manners I'se glad I wuz born in Virginia!' Yaas'm.

'N' I curtsy agin, 'n' I say, 'Ain' nobody or nothin' ever lay over

Virginia fer fightin' 'n' never will! 'N' ef Virginia don' mek 'em run

ebery time, South Callina needn't hope ter!' 'N' I asks her how come she

never hear ob Gineral Stonewall Jackson? Yaas'm. 'N' I curtsy ter her

ebery time--lak dis! 'N' ain' she never hear ob Gineral Lee? An' I ain'

er doubtin' dat Gineral Wade Hampton is a mighty fine man--'deed I knows

he is--but ain' she never heard ob Gineral Johnston? 'N' how erbout

Gineral Stuart--Yaas'm! 'n' the Black Troop, 'n' the Crenshaw Battery,

'n' the Purcell Battery. Yaas'm! 'n' the Howitzers, 'n' the Richmon'

Blues--Yaas'm! I sho' did mek her shet her mouf!--Braggin' ter er

Virginia woman ob South Callina!"

The two went back to the large room. The air was scorching. Miriam

undressed, slipped her thin, girlish arms into a muslin sacque, and lay

down. Christianna drew the blinds together, took a palm-leaf fan and sat

beside her. "I'll fan you, jest as easy," she said, in her sweet,

drawling voice. "An' I can't truly sing, but I can croon. Don't you

want me to croon you 'Shining River'?"

Miriam lay with closed eyes. A fly buzzed in the darkened room. The fan

went monotonously to and fro. Christianna crooned "Shining River" and

then "Shady Grove." Outside, on the brick pavement, the sound of feet

went by in a slender stream.

"Shady Grove! Shady Grove--

Going to Church in Shady Grove--"

The stream without grew wide and deep, then hurrying. Christianna looked

over her shoulder, then at Miriam. The latter's long lashes lay on her

cheek. Beneath them glistened a tear, but her slight, girlish bosom rose

and fell regularly. Christianna crooned on,

"Shady Grove! Shady Grove--

Children love my Shady Grove--"

_Boom! Boom!--Boom, Boom! Boom, Boom, Boom, Boom!_

Miriam started up with a cry. Outside the window a hoarse and loud voice

called to some one across the street. "That's beyond Meadow Bridge! D'

ye know what I believe? I believe it's Stonewall Jackson!" The name came

back like an echo from the opposite pavement. "Stonewall Jackson!

Stonewall Jackson! He thinks maybe it's Stonewall Jackson!"

_Boom--Boom--Boom--Boom, Boom!_

Miriam rose, threw off the muslin sacque and began to dress. Her eyes

were narrowed, her fingers rapid and steady. Christianna opened the

window-blinds. The sound of the hurrying feet came strongly in, and with

it voices. "The top of the Capitol!--see best from there--I think the

hills toward the almshouse--Can you get out on the Brook turnpike?--No;

it is picketed--The hill by the President's House--try it!" Christianna,

turning, found Miriam taking a hat from the closet shelf. "Oh, Miss

Miriam, you mustn't go--"

Miriam, a changed creature, steady and sure as a fine rapier, turned

upon her. "Yes, I am going, Christianna. If you like, you may come with

me. Yes, I am well enough.--No, mother wouldn't keep me back. She would

understand. If I lay there and listened, I should go mad. Get your

bonnet and come."

The cannon shook the air. Christianna got her sunbonnet and tied the

strings with trembling fingers. All the wild rose had fled from her

cheeks, her lips looked pinched, her eyes large and startled. Miriam

glanced her way, then came and kissed her. "I forgot it was your first

battle. I got used to them in Winchester. Don't be afraid."

They went out into the hot sunshine. By now the greater part of the

stream had hurried by. They saw that it flowed eastward, and they

followed. The sun blazed down, the pavement burned their feet. The

mountain girl walked like a piece of thistledown; Miriam, light and

quick in all her actions, moved beside her almost as easily. It was as

though the hot wind, rushing down the street behind them, carried them

on with the dust and loosened leaves. There were other women, with

children clinging to their hands. One or two had babes in their arms.

There were old men, too, and several cripples. The lighter-limbed and

unencumbered were blown ahead. The dull sound rocked the air. This was a

residence portion of the city, and the houses looked lifeless. The doors

were wide, the inmates gone. Only where there was illness, were there

faces at the window, looking out, pale and anxious, asking questions of

the hurrying pale and anxious folk below. The cannonading was not yet

continuous. It spoke rather in sullen thunders, with spaces between in

which the heart began to grow quiet. Then it thundered again, and the

heart beat to suffocation.

The wind blew Miriam and Christianna toward the President's House. Tall,

austere, white-pillared, it stood a little coldly in the heat. Before

the door were five saddle horses, with a groom or two. The staff came

from the house, then the President in grey Confederate cloth and soft

hat. He spoke to one of the officers in his clear, incisive voice, then

mounted his grey Arab. A child waved to him from an upper window. He

waved back, lifted his hat to the two girls as they passed, then, his

staff behind him, rode rapidly off toward the sound of the firing.

Miriam and Christianna, turning a little northward, found themselves on

a hillside thronged with people. It was like a section of an

amphitheatre, and it commanded a great stretch of lowland broken here

and there by slight elevations. Much of the plain was in forest, but in

some places the waist-deep corn was waving, and in others the wheat

stood in shocks. There were marshes and boggy green meadows and old

fields of pine and broom sedge. Several roads could be seen. They all

ran into a long and low cloud of smoke. It veiled the northern horizon,

and out of it came the thunder. First appeared dull orange flashes,

then, above the low-lying thickness, the small white expanding cloud

made by the bursting shell, then to the ear rushed the thunder. On the

plain, from the defences which rimmed the city northward to the battle

cloud, numbers of grey troops were visible, some motionless, some

marching. They looked like toy soldiers. The sun heightened red splashes

that were known to be battle-flags. Horsemen could be seen galloping

from point to point. In the intervals between the thunders the hillside

heard the tap of drum and the bugles blowing. The moving soldiers were

going toward the cloud.

Miriam and Christianna sank down beneath a little tree. They were on a

facet of the hill not quite so advantageous as others. The crowded

slopes were beyond. However, one could see the smoke cloud and hear the

cannon, and that was all that could be done anyhow. There were men and

women about them, children, boys. The women were the most silent,--pale

and silent; the men uttered low exclamations or soliloquies, or talked

together. The boys were all but gleeful--save when they looked at the

grown people, and then they tried for solemnity. Some of the children

went to sleep. A mother nursed her babe. Near the foot of this hill,

through a hollow, there ran a branch,--Bacon Quarter Branch. Here, in

the seventeenth century, had occurred an Indian massacre. The heavy,

primeval woods had rung to the whoop of the savage, the groan of the

settler, the scream of English woman and child. To-day the woods had

been long cut, and the red man was gone. War remained--he had only

changed his war paint and cry and weapons.

Miriam clasped her thin brown hands about her knee, rested her chin on

them, and fastened her great brown eyes on the distant battle cloud.

Christianna, her sunbonnet pushed back, looked too, with limpid,

awe-struck gaze. Were Pap and Dave and Billy fighting in that cloud? It

was thicker than the morning mist in the hollow below Thunder Run

Mountain, and it was not fleecy, pure, and white. It was yellowish,

fierce, and ugly, and the sound that came from it made her heart beat

thick and hard. Was he there--Was Allan Gold there in the cloud? She

felt that she could not sit still; she wished to walk toward it. That

being impossible, she began to make a little moaning sound. A woman in

black, sitting on the grass near her, looked across. "Don't!" she said.

"If you do that, all of us will do it. We've got to keep calm. If we let

go, it would be like Rachel weeping. Try to be quiet."

Christianna, who had moaned as she crooned, hardly knowing it, at once

fell silent. Another woman spoke to her. "Would you mind holding my

baby? My head aches so. I must lie down here on the grass, just a

minute." Christianna took the baby. She handled it skilfully, and it was

presently cooing against her breast. Were Pap and Dave over there,

shooting and cutting? And Billy--Billy with a gun now instead of the

spear the blacksmith had made him? And Allan Gold was not teaching in

the schoolhouse on Thunder Run....

The woman took the baby back. The sun blazed down, there came a louder

burst of sound. A man with a field-glass, standing near, uttered a

"Tchk!" of despair. "Impenetrable curtain! The ancients managed things

better--they did not fight in a fog!"

He seemed a person having authority, and the people immediately about

him appealed for information. He looked through the glass and gave it,

and was good, too, about lending the glass. "It's A. P. Hill, I'm

sure--with Longstreet to support him. It's A. P. Hill's brigades that

are moving into the smoke. Most of that firing is from our batteries

along the Chickahominy. We are going undoubtedly to cross to the north

bank--Yes. McClellan's right wing--Fitz John Porter--A good soldier--Oh,

he'll have about twenty-five thousand men."

A boy, breathing excitement from top to toe, sent up a shrill voice.

"Isn't Jackson coming, sir? Aren't they looking for Jackson?"

The soldier who had drunk the milk was discovered by Miriam and

Christianna, near their tree. He gave his voice. "Surely! He'll have

come down from Ashland and A. P. Hill is crossing here. That's an army

north, and a big lot of troops south, and Fitz John Porter is between

like a nut in a nut cracker. The cracker has only to work all right, and

crush goes the filbert!" He raised himself and peered under puckered

brows at the smoke-draped horizon. "Yes, he's surely over

there--Stonewall.--Going to flank Fitz John Porter--Then we'll hear a

hell of a fuss."

"There's a battery galloping to the front," said the man with the glass.

"Look, one of you! Wipe the glass; it gets misty. If it's the Purcell,

I've got two sons--"

The soldier took the glass, turning it deftly with one hand. "Yes, think

it is the Purcell. Don't you worry, sir! They're all right. Artillerymen

are hard to kill--That's Pender's brigade going now--"

Christianna clutched Miriam. "Look! look! Oh, what is it?"

It soared into the blue, above the smoke. The sunlight struck it and it

became a beautiful iridescent bubble, large as the moon. "Oh, oh!" cried

the boy. "Look at the balloon!"

The hillside kept silence for a moment while it gazed, then--"Is it

ours?--No; it is theirs!--It is going up from the hill behind Beaver Dam

Creek.--Oh, it is lovely!--Lovely! No, no, it is horrible!--Look, look!

there is another!"

A young man, a mechanic, with sleeves rolled up, began to expatiate on

"ours." "We haven't got but one--it was made in Savannah by Dr. Langon

Cheves. Maybe they'll send it up to-day, maybe not. I've seen it. It's

like Joseph's coat in the Bible. They say the ladies gave their silk

dresses for it. Here'll be a strip of purple and here one of white with

roses on it, and here it is black, and here it is yellow as gold. They

melted rubber car-springs in naphtha and varnished it with that, and

they're going to fill it with city gas at the gas works--"

The bubbles floated in the clear air, above and beyond the zone of

smoke. It was now between four and five in the afternoon. The slant rays

of the sun struck them and turned them mother-of-pearl. An old man

lifted a dry, thin voice like a grasshopper's. "Once I went to Niagara,

and there was a balloon ascension. Everybody held their breath when the

fellow went up, and he got into some trouble, I don't remember just what

it was, and we almost died of anxiety until he came down; and when he

landed we almost cried we were so glad, and we patted him on the back

and hurrahed--and he was a Yankee, too! And now it's war time, and

there's nothing I 'd like better than to empty a revolver into that fine

windbag!"

The sound in the air became heavier. A man on horseback spurred along

the base of the hill. The people nearest stopped him. "Tell you? I

can't tell you! Nobody ever knows anything about a battle till it's

over, and not much then. Is Jackson over there? I don't know. He ought

to be, so I reckon he is! If he isn't, it's A. P. Hill's battle, all

alone."

He was gone. "I don't believe it's much more than long-range firing

yet," said the soldier. "Our batteries on the Chickahominy--and they are

answering from somewhere beyond Beaver Dam Creek. No musketry. Hello!

The tune's changing!"

It changed with such violence that after a moment's exclamation the

people sat or stood in silence, pale and awed. Speculation ceased. The

plunging torrent of sound whelmed the mind and stilled the tongue. The

soldier held out a moment. "Close range now. The North's always going to

beat us when it comes to metal soldiers. I wonder how many they've got

over there, anyhow!" Then he, too, fell silent.

The deep and heavy booming shook air and earth. It came no longer in

distinct shocks but with a continuous roar. The smoke screen grew denser

and taller, mounting toward the balloons. There was no seeing for that

curtain; it could only be noted that bodies of grey troops moved toward

it, went behind it. A thin, elderly man, a school-teacher, borrowed the

glass, fixed it, but could see nothing. He gave it back with a shake of

the head, sat down again on the parched grass, and veiled his eyes with

his hand. "'Hell is murky,'" he said.

No lull occurred in the firing. The sun as it sank reddened the battle

cloud that by now had blotted out the balloons. "When it is dark," said

the soldier, "it will be like fireworks." An hour later the man with the

glass discovered a string of wagons on one of the roads. It was coming

citywards. "Ambulances!" he said, in a shaking voice.

"Ambulances--ambulances--" The word went through the crowd like a sigh.

It broke the spell. Most on the hillside might have an interest there.

Parents, wives, brothers, sisters, children, they rose, they went away

in the twilight like blown leaves. The air was rocking; orange and red

lights began to show as the shells exploded. Christianna put her hand on

Miriam's. "Miss Miriam--Miss Miriam! Mrs. Cleave'll say I didn't take

care of you. Let's go--let's go. They're bringing back the wounded. Pap

might be there or Dave or Billy or--Miss Miriam, Miss Miriam, your

brother might be there."

The long June dusk melted into night, and still the city shook to the

furious cannonading. With the dark it saw, as it had not seen in the

sunshine. As the soldier said, it was like fireworks.

Beginning at twilight, the wagons with the wounded came all night long.

Ambulances, farm wagons, carts, family carriages, heavy-laden, they

rumbled over the cobblestones with the sound of the tumbrels in the

Terror. It was stated that a number of the wounded were in the field

hospitals. In the morning the knowledge was general that very many had

lain, crying for water, all night in the slashing before Beaver Dam

Creek.

All the houses in Richmond were lighted. Through the streets poured a

tide of fevered life. News--News--News!--demanded from chance couriers,

from civilian spectators of the battle arriving pale and exhausted, from

the drivers of wagon, cart, and carriage, from the less badly

wounded--"Ours the victory--is it not? is it not?--Who led?--who

fought?--who is fighting now? Jackson came? Jackson certainly came? We

are winning--are we not? are we not?" Suspense hung palpable in the hot

summer night, suspense, exaltation, fever. It breathed in the hot wind,

it flickered in the lights, it sounded in the voice of the river. For

many there sounded woe as well--woe and wailing for the dead. For

others, for many, many others, there was a misery of searching, a

heart-breaking going from hospital to hospital. "Is he here?--Are they

here?" The cannon stopped at nine o'clock.

The Stonewall Hospital was poorly lighted. In ward number 23 the oil

lamps, stuck in brackets along the walls, smoked. At one end, where two

pine tables were placed, the air from the open window blew the flames

distractingly. A surgeon, half dead with fatigue, strained well-nigh to

the point of tears, exclaimed upon it. "That damned wind! Shut the

window, Miss Cary. Yes, tight! It's hell anyhow, and that's what you do

in hell--burn up!"

Judith closed the window. As she did so she looked once at the light on

the northern horizon. The firing shook the window-pane. The flame of the

lamp now stood straight. She turned the wick higher, then lifted a

pitcher and poured water into a basin, and when the surgeon had washed

his hands took away the reddened stuff. Two negroes laid a man on the

table--a gaunt North Carolinian, his hand clutching a shirt all

stiffened blood. Between his eyelids showed a gleam of white, his breath

came with a whistling sound. Judith bent the rigid fingers open, drew

the hand aside, and cut away the shirt. The surgeon looked. "Humph!

Well, a body can but try. Now, my man, you lie right still, and I won't

hurt you much. Come this side, Miss Cary--No, wait a moment!--It's no

use. He's dying."

The North Carolinian died. The negroes lifted him from the table and put

another in his place. "Amputation," said the surgeon. "Hold it firmly,

Miss Cary; just there." He turned to the adjoining table where a younger

man was sewing up a forearm, ripped from wrist to elbow by a piece of

shell. "Lend me your saw, will you, Martin?--Yes, I know the heat's

fearful! but I can't work by a lamp that has Saint Vitus!" He turned

back to his table. "Now, my lad, you just clench your teeth. Miss Cary

and I aren't going to hurt you any more than we can help. Yes, above the

knee." The younger surgeon, having finished the cut, wiped away with a

towel the sweat that blinded him. "The next.--Hm! Doctor, will you look

here a moment?--Oh, I see you can't! It's no use, Mrs. Opie. Better have

him taken back. He'll die in an hour.--The next."

The ward was long, low ceiled, with brown walls and rafters. Between the

patches of lamplight the shadows lay wide and heavy. The cots, the

pallets, the pew cushions sewed together, were placed each close by

each. A narrow aisle ran between the rows; by each low bed there was

just standing room. The beds were all filled, and the wagons bringing

more rumbled on the cobblestones without. All the long place was

reekingly hot, with a strong smell of human effluvia, of sweat-dampened

clothing, of blood and powder grime. There was not much crying aloud;

only when a man was brought in raving, or when there came a sharp scream

from some form under the surgeon's knife. But the place seemed one

groan, a sound that swelled or sank, but never ceased. The shadows on

the wall, fantastically dancing, mocked this with nods and becks and

waving arms,--mocked the groaning, mocked the heat, mocked the smell,

mocked the thirst, mocked nausea, agony, delirium, and the rattle in the

throat, mocked the helpers and the helped, mocked the night and the

world and the dying and the dead. At dawn the cannon began again.

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