A FANTASY.

In Paris, oranges have the sorrowful look of windfalls gathered from

beneath the trees. At the time they get to you, in the dreary middle of

a rainy, cold winter, their brilliant skins, and their strong

perfume--or so they seem to your Parisian mediocre tastes--imbue them

with a foreign flavour, a hint of Bohemia. Throughout the foggy

afternoons, they line the pavements, squashed together in wheelbarrows,

lit by the low light of lanterns and wrapped in red paper. A thin,

repetitive shout of:

--Valencian oranges, two sous a piece!

accompanies them, often drowned by the sound of cavorting carriages and

boisterous buses.

For most Parisians, this fruit, gathered far away, and unremarkably

round, with just a clipping of greenery from the tree, reminds them of

sweets and desserts. The tissue they're wrapped in, and the parties at

which they make their appearance, add to this impression. Come January,

thousands of oranges are on the streets and their discarded skins are

in the muddy gutters everywhere, looking as though some giant Christmas

tree had shaken its branches of artificial fruit all over Paris.

There's just about nowhere free of oranges; they are in the carefully

arranged shop windows, sorted and prepared; outside prison and hospital

gates, among the packets of biscuits and the stacks of apples, and in

front of entrances to dances and Sunday street shows. Their exquisite

perfume mixes variously with the smell of gas, the noise of old

violins, and the dust in the gods at the theatre. It's easy to forget

that it takes orange trees to make oranges, for when the fruit arrives

from the Midi, by their thousands of boxfuls, the tree itself, pruned

and unrecognisable, is hidden in a warm greenhouse for the winter and

makes only a brief summer appearance in public gardens in Paris.

To really appreciate oranges, you have to see them in their natural

setting; in the Balearics, Sardinia, Corsica, and Algeria; in the sunny

blue skies of the warm Mediterranean. I can recall with great pleasure

a small orchard of orange trees, at the gates of Blidah, just such a

place where their true beauty could be seen! Amongst the dark, glossy,

lustred leaves, the fruits had the brilliance of stained glass windows

and perfumed the air all around with the same magnificent aura that

usually envelops gorgeous flowers. Here and there, gaps in the branches

revealed the ramparts of the little town, the minaret of a mosque, the

dome of a marabout, and, towering above, the immense Atlas mountains,

green at the base, and snow-capped, with drifts of snow here and there.

One night during my stay, a strange phenomenon, not seen for thirty

years, occurred; the ice from the freezing zone descended onto the

sleeping village, and Blidah woke up transformed, and powdered in white

snow. In the light, pure Algerian air, the snow looked like the finest

dusting of mother of pearl, and had the lustre of a white peacock's

feather. But it was the orange orchard that was the most beautiful

thing to be seen. The firm leaves kept the snow intact and upright like

sorbets on a lacquered plate, and all the fruits, powdered over with

frost, had a wonderful mellowness, a discrete radiance like silk-draped

gold. It was all vaguely evocative of a church saint's day; the red

cassocks under the lacy robes, and the gilt on a lace altar cloth....

But my most treasured memories concerning oranges come from

Barbicaglia, a large garden close to Ajaccio, where I was about to have

a siesta in the hottest time of the day. The orange trees were taller

and further apart than in Blidah and reached down to the road, behind a

ditched hedge. Immediately beyond the road, there was the deep blue

sea.... I have had such happy times in that orchard. The orange trees

in flower and in fruit, spread their delightful perfume around.

Occasionally, a ripe orange, would fall and drop to the ground near me

with a dull thud, and I just had to stretch out my hand. They were

superb fruit, with their purple, blood-colour flesh inside, and looked

exquisite, toning in with the surrounding stunning scenery. Between the

leaves, the sea was seen in dazzling blue patches, like shattered glass

sparkling in the sea mist. The ever-moving sea disturbed the atmosphere

far away and caused a rhythmic murmur that soothed, like being on a

boat. Oh, the heat, and the smell of oranges.... It was just so very

refreshing to sleep in that orchard at Barbicaglia!

Sometimes, however, at the height of the siesta, a drum-roll would wake

me up with a start. The boys of the military band came over there to

practice on the road. Through the gaps in the hedge, I could see the

brass decoration on the drums and the white aprons on their red

trousers. The poor devils came into what little shade was offered by

the hedge to hide for a while from the blinding light, pitilessly

reflected from the dust on the road. And they played on until they

became very, very hot! I forced myself from my dream-like state, and

amused myself by throwing them some of the golden, red fruit that I

could easily reach. My target drummer stopped. There was a short pause,

as he looked around for the source of this superb orange rolling into

the ditch beside him, before snatching it up and taking a grateful

mouthful without even bothering to peel it.

Right next to Barbicaglia, over a low wall, I overlooked a small,

strange garden of an Italianate design in a small plot of land. Its

sand-covered paths bordered by bright green box trees and two cypress

trees guarding the entrance gave it the look of a Marseille country

seat. There was no shade whatsoever. At the far end, there was a white

stone building with skylight windows on the ground floor. At first I

thought it was a country house, but on closer inspection, I noticed a

cross on the roof, and a carved inscription in the stone which I

couldn't make out from here. I knew then that it was a Corsican family

tomb. These little mausoleums can be seen all around Ajaccio,

well-spaced, and surrounded by a garden. The families go there on

Sundays, to visit their dead. A setting like that, gives death a less

gloomy air than the confusion of cemeteries; and there is only the

footsteps of friends to disturb the silence.

From where I was, I could see an old chap shuffling calmly around the

paths. All day long, he trimmed the trees, dug the ground over, and

watered and dead-headed the flowers with great care. At sunset, he went

into the small chapel, where the family dead lay, to put away the

spade, the rakes, and the large watering cans, while displaying all the

respectful tranquillity and serenity of a cemetery gardener. The man

worked with a certain subliminal reverence, and always locked the vault

door quietly, as if wary of waking somebody. Within its great and

glorious silence, the upkeep of this little garden troubled no one and

didn't by any means depress the neighbourhood; in fact, only the

immense sea and the infinite sky had more grandeur. This everlasting

siesta--surrounded as it was by the overwhelming sights and forces of

nature--brought a sense of eternal repose to everything in sight....

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