I know I blushed and looked confused.

“Do you know,” Iris continued, “Charlie Lien’s taking you up is the

funniest thing—”

“Why?” I demanded.

“Because you are so unlike Vivi Strange—”

“Vivi Strange?”

“Don’t you know?” said Iris. “Why I thought everybody knew!”

“No,” I had to say.

“Vivi Strange was Charlie’s old girl. Her mother has taken her to the

Mediterranean for the benefit of her health,—so she says—that is her

mother. But those whose chief delight it is to gossip say it was to get

her away from Charlie.”

I felt red and angry. A surge of jealousy swept through me. So Charlie

has or had another girl.

We played cards, we drank, smoked, had lunch, played cards, drank again,

and smoked more, and returned to the city. I asked to be put down at

Horace’s. I wished for a cup of coffee, naturally I must pull myself

together before returning home.

I had tea all by myself in Horace’s. I’m afraid my nerves are getting in

a frightful shape, however, I had a good tea, for Charlie gave me our

winnings, three dollars and sixty-five cents. Thank goodness, Sister

Mary would be at home on my return and her children. They would draw

attention from me.

As I walked home I kept revolving in my mind “Vivi Strange was Charlie’s

old girl.” What a fool I am! But the realization that I am a fool did

not dissipate my jealousy. I obtained some relief by occupying my mind

with the problem as to why Mrs. Strange had taken her daughter away and

of what she was frightened. Who were the Stranges and would not Charlie

Lien be considered a good match? And yet I knew that in entertaining

this question, I was deceiving myself. I realized I could only so

deceive myself, because I wished to do so.

“’Ook, ’ook Uncle Dack, ’orses,” I heard a child’s voice exclaim as I

passed along the upper hall to my new retreat, the small room adjoining

my former room and used by Mumsie as a sewing and lumber-room.

“Yes, they are very fine horses,” replied the voice of Mr. Bang. The

child was evidently Miss Jessie.

“’Ook, ’ook, Uncle Dack, why does one ’orse put out his hoot before the

other ’orse puts his hoot out?”

“That’s because the horses are not keeping step, Jessie. What makes you

ask so many questions?”

Jessie evidently ignored both the question and the implied admonition,

for she continued:

“’Ook, ’ook, Uncle Dack, the moon has its hace all boken.”

“Yes,” agreed Mr. Bang.

“Why doesn’t the moon get its hace mended?”

“Because the moon is naughty and is too careless.”

I took off my things and as the door was open, entered the room, Mr.

Bang was at the window amusing himself with Lawrence. Mr. Bang turned at

my entrance and with the shade of a smile on his face introduced Jessie

to me. The little girl was very bashful and placed her arms over her

eyes and remained quiet. Her Uncle urged her to shake hands with the

kind lady, but without result, until she raced towards me and threw her

arms around my neck and gave me a great hug.

“Where’s Mother?” I asked.

As Jessie did not answer, Mr. Bang informed me his sister had gone with

Mumsie on some errand, and that Jean, the nurse, was in the kitchen

preparing the nursery supper.

Then I heard Uncle in the hall and soon he came cheerily in, caught the

children up and kissed them, beaming with pleasure. I could not but feel

sorry for him as an old thought came back to me that Providence had been

unkind in not giving him a family. What a different atmosphere this was

to the one I had recently been in, the Hunt Club! What a pain it would

be to Uncle had he a daughter, and found her out in deceit such as mine.

My conscience was at me again, and my head ached.

I was really prepared for something very awful in Sister Mary, and the

fact that Jessie and Lawrence were such fine youngsters had not affected

my estimate. Picture my surprise, when I found her a very pretty woman

with most engaging manners. She enquired after my health and said she

hoped I was enjoying my stay in town so prettily, that she quite won my

heart and made me dislike her brute of a brother still more. I cannot

understand how Uncle and Mumsie allowed him to speak so ill-naturedly of

her. “If Sister Mary had as good an opinion of other people as she has

of herself, she would be a high-class citizen,” is his latest comment.

At dinner Mumsie gossiped with Sister Mary, and Uncle and Mr. Bang

chatted on politics and business. I understand Uncle is financially

interested in his nephew’s enterprises. I was left pretty much to my own

thought, which, needless to say, dwelt upon Charlie Lien and my other

new friends. When conversation flagged I amused myself watching the

expressions of Sister Mary and her brother. Whenever the latter made a

remark to Auntie, apprehension marked the features of his sister. She

appeared to have seated herself on the proverbial keg of powder. And

he—Mr. Bang—appeared also to be on edge, and even more taciturn and

cynical than ever.

“Why did they give the Henry-the-Eighth Hotel its name?” I asked Uncle.

All eyes at once were turned on me. Mr. Bang’s glance being even

contemptuous if not surly, I thought.

“Because that jolly monarch’s name suggests magnificence and

extravagance. You have read of the ‘Field of the Cloth of Gold?’”

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