CHAPTER SEVENTEEN

As they went to church, he told her about Monsignor Mostyn. Evelyn

remembered that the very day she went away, he had had an appointment

with the prelate, and while trying to recall the words he had used at

the time--how Monsignor believed that a revival of Palestrina would

advance the Catholic cause in England--she heard her father say that no

one except Monsignor could have succeeded in so difficult an enterprise

as the reformation of church music in England.

The organ is a Protestant instrument, and in organ music the London

churches do very well; the Protestant congregations are, musically, more

enlightened; the flattest degradation is found among the English

Catholics, and he instanced the Oratory as an extraordinary disgrace to

a civilised country, relating how he had heard the great Mass of Pope

Marcellus given there by an operatic choir of twenty singers. In the

West-end are apathy and fashionable vulgarity, and it was at St.

Joseph's, Southwark, that the Church had had restored to her all her own

beautiful music. Monsignor had begun by coming forward with a

subscription of one thousand pounds a year, and by such _largesse_ he

had confounded the intractable Jesuits and vanquished Father Gordon. The

poor man who had predicted ruin now viewed the magnificent congregation

with a sullen face. "He has a nice voice, too, that's the strange part

of it; I could have taught him, but he is too proud to admit he was

wrong." However, _bon gré mal gré_, Father Gordon had had to submit to

Monsignor. When Monsignor makes up his mind, things have to be done. If

a thousand pounds had not been enough, he would have given two thousand

pounds; Monsignor was rich, but he was also tactful, and did not rely

entirely on his money. He had come to St. Joseph's with the Pope's

written request in his hand that St. Joseph's should attempt a revival

of the truly Catholic music, if sufficient money could be obtained for

the choir. So there was no gainsaying, the Jesuits had had to submit,

for if they had again objected to the expense, Monsignor would come

forward with a subscription of two thousand a year. He could not have

afforded to pay so much for more than a limited number of years, "but he

and I felt that it was only necessary to start the thing for it to

succeed."

Mr. Innes told his daughter of Monsignor's social influence; Monsignor

had the command of any amount of money. There is always the money, the

difficulty is to obtain the will that can direct the money. Monsignor

was the will. He was all-powerful in Rome. He spent his winters and

springs in Rome, and no one thought of going to Rome without calling on

him. It was through him that the Pope kept in touch with the English

Catholics. He had a confessional at St. Joseph's, and he was _au mieux_

with the Jesuits. It was the influence of Monsignor that had given

Palestrina his present vogue. But a revival of Palestrina was in the

air; through him the inevitable reaction against Wagner was making

itself felt. Monsignor had made all the rich Catholics understand that

it was their duty to support the unique experiment which some poor

Jesuits in Southwark were making, and the fact that he had come forward

with a subscription of one thousand a year enabled him to ask his

friends for their money. He had told Mr. Innes that a dinner party which

did not produce a subscriber he looked upon as a dinner wasted.

Monsignor knew how to carry a thing through; his influence was

extraordinary; he could get people to do what he wanted.

Evelyn and her father had so much to say that it did not seem as if they

ever would find time to say it in. There was the story to tell of the

construction of the vast choir and the difficulties he had experienced

in teaching his singers to read at sight, for, as she knew, contrapuntal

music cannot be sung except by singers who can sing unaccompanied. The

trebles and the altos were of course the great difficulty; the boys

often burst into tears; they said they preferred to die rather than

endure his discipline. He was often sorry for them, for he knew that the

perfect singing of this contrapuntal music was almost impossible except

by _castrati_. But he was able to communicate his enthusiasm; he told

them stories of how the ancient choirs used to sing Palestrina's masses

without a rehearsal, how the ancient choirs used to compete one against

the other, singing music they had never seen against men in the opposite

organ loft whom they did not even know. He was full of such stories;

they served to fire the boys' enthusiasm, and to change dislike into an

inspiration. He had hypnotised them into a love of Palestrina, and when

they went home their parents had told him that the boys were always

talking about the ancient music, and that they sat up at night reading

motets. He had told them that they would abandon all foolish pastimes

for Palestrina, and they had in a measure; instead of batting and

bowling, their ambition became sight singing. Once a spirit of emulation

is inspired, great things are accomplished. There had been some

beautiful singing at St. Joseph's. Three months ago he believed that his

choir would have compared with some of the sixteenth century choirs. Mr.

Innes told an instructive story of how he had lost a most extraordinary

treble, the best he had ever had. No, he had not lost his voice; a

casual word had done the mischief. The boy had happened to tell his

mother that Mr. Innes had said that he would give up cricket for

Palestrina, and she, being a fool, had laughed at him. Her laughter had

ruined the boy; he had refused to sing any more; he had become a

dissipated young rascal, up to every mischief. Unfortunately, before he

left he had influenced other boys; many had to be sent away as useless;

and it was only now that his choir was beginning to recover from this

egregious calamity. But though the difficulty of the trebles and the

altos was always the difficulty of his choir, it no longer seemed

insuperable. With the large amount of money at his disposal, he could

afford to pay almost any amount of money for a good treble or alto, so

every boy in London who showed signs of a voice was brought to him. But

in three or four years a boy's voice breaks, and the task of finding

another to take his place has to be undertaken. Very often this is

impossible; there are times when there are no voices. The present time

was such a one, and he fumed at the foolish woman whose casual word had

broken up his choir three months ago, bemoaning that such a calamity

should have happened just before Monsignor's return from Rome. It was

for that reason he was giving the "Missa Brevis," a small work easily

done. He declared he would give fifty pounds to recall his choir of

three months ago, just for Evelyn and Monsignor to hear it. Evelyn

easily believed that he would, and as they parted inside the church she

said--

"I wish I could take the place of the naughty boy."

A look of hope came into his eyes, but it died away in an instant, and

she watched his despondent back as he went towards the choir loft.

The influence of Monsignor had worked great changes at St. Joseph's--the

very atmosphere of the church was different, the sensation was one of

culture and refinement, instead of that acrid poverty. From the altar

rail to the middle of the aisle the church was crowded--in the free as

well as in the paying parts. From the altar rails to the middle of the

aisle there were chairs for the ease of the subscribers, and for those

who were willing to pay a fee of two shillings. In front of each chair

was a comfortable kneeling place, and slender, gloved hands held

prayer-books bound in morocco, and under fashionable hats, filled with

bright beads and shadowy feathers, veiled faces were bent in dainty

prayer. Among these Evelyn picked out a number of her friends. There

were Lady Ascott, who missed no musical entertainment of whatever kind,

even when it took place in church, and Lady Gremaldin, who thought she

was listening to Wagner when she was thinking of the tenor whom she

would take away to supper in her brougham after the performance....

Evelyn caught sight of a painter or two and a man of letters who used

to come to her father's concerts. Suddenly she saw Ulick standing close

by her; he had not seen her, and was looking for a seat. Catching sight

of her, he came and sat in the chair next to hers. Almost at the same

moment the acolytes led the procession from the sacristy. They were

followed by the sub-deacon, the deacon and the priest who was to sing

the Mass. When the Mass began the choir broke forth, singing the

Introit.

The practice of singing in church proceeds from the idea that, in the

exaltation of prayer, the soul, having reached the last limit obtainable

by mere words, demands an extended expression, and finds it in song. The

earliest form of music, the plain chant or Gregorian, is sung in unison,

for it was intended to be sung by the whole congregation, but as only a

few in every congregation are musicians, the idea of a choir could not

fail to suggest itself; and, once the idea of a choir accepted, part

writing followed, and the vocal masses of the sixteenth century were the

result. Then the art of religious music had gone as far as it could, and

the next step, the introduction of an accompanying instrument, was

decadence.

The "Missa Brevis" is one of the most exquisite of the master's minor

works. It is written for four voices, and with the large choir at his

command, Mr. Innes was able to put eight to ten voices on a part; and

hearing voices darting, voices soaring, voices floating, weaving an

audible embroidery, Evelyn felt the vanity of accompaniment instruments.

Upon the ancient chant the new harmonies blossomed like roses on an old

gnarled stem, and when on the ninth bar of the "Kyrie" the tenors softly

separated from the sustained chord of the other parts, the effect was as

of magic. Evelyn lifted her eyes and saw her dear father conducting with

calm skill.

She had heard the Mass in Rome, and remembered the beautiful phrase

which opens the "Kyrie" and which is the essence of the first part of

that movement. But the altos had not the true alto quality; they were

trebles singing in the lower register of their voices. Leaning towards

her, Ulick whispered, "The altos are not quite in tune." She had heard

nothing wrong, but, seeing that he was convinced, she resolved to submit

the matter to her father's decision. She had every confidence in the

accuracy of her ear; but last night her father had said that the modern

musical ear was not nearly so fine as the ancient, trained to the exact

intervals of the monochord, instead of the coarse approximation of the

keyboard.

She remembered that when she had heard the Mass in Rome there was a

moment when she had longed for the sweet concord of a pure third. Now,

when it came at the end of the first note of the basses, Ulick said, "It

is as sharp as that of an ordinary piano." It had not seemed so to her,

and she wondered if her ear had deteriorated, if the corrupting

influence of modern chromatic music had been too strong, if she had lost

her ear in the Wagner drama. The coarse intonation was more obvious in

the "Christe Eleison," sung by four solo voices, than in the "Kyrie,"

sung by the full choir; and she did catch a slight equivocation, and the

discovery tended to make her doubt Ulick's assertion that the altos were

wrong in the "Kyrie," for, if she heard right in one place, why did she

not hear right in another? The leading treble had a hard, unsympathetic

voice, which did not suit the florid passages occurring three times on

the second syllable of the word Eleison. He hammered them instead of

singing them tenderly, with just the sense of a caress in the voice.

But outside of such extreme criticism, in the audience of the ordinary

musical ear, the beautiful "Missa Brevis" was as well given as it could

be given in modern times, and Evelyn was, of course, anxious to see the

great prelate to whose energetic influence the revival of this music was

owing, the man who had helped to make her dear father's life a

satisfaction to him. It was just slipping into disappointment when the

prelate had come to save it. This was why Evelyn was so interested in

him--why she was already attracted toward him. It was for this reason

she was sitting in one of the front chairs, near to where Monsignor

would have to pass on his way to the pulpit. He was to preach that

Sunday at St. Joseph's.... He passed close to her, and she had a clear

view of his thin, hard, handsome face, dark in colour and severe as a

piece of mediæval wood carving; a head small and narrow across the

temples, as if it had been squeezed. The eyes were bright brown, and

fixed; the nose long and straight, with clear-cut nostrils. She noticed

the thin, mobile mouth and the swift look in the keen eyes--in that look

he seemed to gather an exact notion of the congregation he was about to

address.

Already Evelyn trembled inwardly. The silence was quick with

possibility; anything might happen--he might even publicly reprove her

from the pulpit, and to strengthen her nerves against this influence,

she compared the present tension to that which gathered her audience

together as one man when the moment approached for her to come on the

stage. All were listening, as if she were going to sing; it remained to

be seen if the effect of his preaching equalled that of her singing. She

was curious to see.

"I say unto you, that likewise joy shall be in heaven over one sinner

that repenteth, more than over ninety and nine just persons, which need

no repentance." In introducing this text he declared it to be one of the

most beautiful and hopeful in Scripture. Was it the sweet, clear voice

that lured the different minds and led them, as it were, in leash? Or

was it that slow, deliberate, persuasive manner? Or was it the

benedictive and essentially Christian creed which he preached that

disengaged the weight from every soul, allowing each to breathe an

easier and sweeter breath? To one and all it seemed as if they were

listening to the voice of their own souls, rather than that of a living

man whom they did not know, and who did not know them. The preacher's

voice and words were as the voices they heard speaking from the bottom

of their souls in moments of strange collectedness. And as if aware of

the spiritual life he had awakened, the preacher leaned over the pulpit

and paused, as if watching the effect of his will upon the congregation.

The hush trembled into intensity when he said, "Yes, and not only in

heaven, but on earth as well, there shall be joy when a sinner repents.

This can be verified, not in public places where men seek wealth, fame

and pleasure--there, there shall be only scorn and sneers--but in the

sanctuary of every heart; there is no one, I take it, who has not at

some moment repented." Instantly Evelyn remembered Florence. Had her

repentance there been a joy or a pain? She had not persevered. At that

moment she heard the preacher ask if the most painful moments of our

lives were the result of our having followed the doctrine of Jesus or

the doctrine of the world? He instanced the gambler and the libertine,

who willingly confess themselves unhappy, but who, he asked, ever heard

of the good man saying he was unhappy? The tedium of life the good man

never knows. Men have been known to regret the money they spent on

themselves, but who has ever regretted the money he has spent in

charity? But even success cannot save the gambler and libertine from the

tedium of existence, and when the preacher said, "These men dare not be

alone," Evelyn thought of Owen, and of her constant efforts to keep him

amused, distracted; and when the preacher said it was impossible for the

sinner to abstract himself, to enter into his consciousness without

hearing it reprove him, Evelyn thought of herself. The preacher made no

distinctions; all men, he said, when they are sincere with themselves,

are aware of the difference between good and evil living. When they

listen the voice is always audible; even those who purposely close their

ears often hear it. For this voice cannot be wholly silenced; it can be

stifled for a while, but it can be no more abolished than the sound of

the sea from the shell. "As a shell, man is murmurous with morality."

Of the rest of the sermon Evelyn heard very little.... It was the phrase

that if we look into our lives we shall find that our most painful

moments are due to our having followed the doctrine of the world instead

of the doctrine of Christ that touched Evelyn. It seemed to explain

things in herself which she had never understood. It told her why she

was not happy. ... Happy she had never been, and she had never

understood why. Because she had been leading a life that was opposed to

what she deemed to be essentially right. How very simple, and yet she

had never quite apprehended it before; she had striven to close her

ears, but she had never succeeded. Why? Because that whisper can be no

more abolished than the murmur of the sea from the shell. How true! That

murmur had never died out of her ears; she had been able to stifle it

for a while--she had never been able to abolish it--and what convincing

proof this was of the existence of God!

Disprove it you couldn't, for it was part of one's senses--the very

evidence on which the materialists rely to prove that beyond this world

there is nothing. Yet what a flagrant contradiction her conduct was to

the murmur of spiritual existence. And that was why she was not happy.

That was why she would never be happy till she reformed.... But the

preacher spoke as if it were easy for all who wished it to change their

lives. How was she to change her life? Her life was settled and

determined for her ever since the day she went away with Owen. If she

sent Owen away again the same thing would happen; she would take him

back. She could not remain on the stage without a lover; she would take

another before a month was out. It was no use for her to deceive

herself! That is what she would do. To sing Isolde and live a chaste

life, she did not believe it to be possible--and she sat helpless,

hearing vaguely the Credo, her attention so distracted that she was only

half aware of its beauty. She noticed that the "Et incarnatus est" was

inadequately rendered, but that she expected. It would require the

strange, immortal voices she had heard in Rome. But the vigour with

which the basses led the "Et resurrexit" was such that the other parts

could not choose but follow. She felt thankful to them; they dissipated

her painful personal reverie. Yes, the basses were the best part of the

choir; among them she recognised two of her father's oldest pupils; she

had known them as boys singing alto--beautiful voices they had been, and

were not less beautiful now. But if she desired to reform her life, how

was she to begin? She knew what the priest would tell her. He would say,

send away your lover; but to send him away in the plenitude of her

success would be odious. He was unhappy; he was ill; he needed her

sorely. His mother's health was a great anxiety to him, and if, on the

top of all, she were to announce that she intended leaving him, he would

break down altogether. She owed everything to him. No, not even for the

sake of her immortal soul would she do anything that would give him

pain. But he had been anxious to marry her for some time. Would she make

him a good wife? She was fond of him; she would do anything for him. She

had travelled hundreds of miles to see him when he was ill, and the

other night she could not sleep because she feared he was unhappy about

his mother's health. She would marry him if he asked her. On that point

she was certain. Refuse Owen? Not for anything that could be offered

her; nothing would change her from that. Nothing! Her resolve was taken.

No, it was not taken; it was there in her heart.

And at the moment when the Elevation bell rang she decided not only to

accept Owen if he asked her, but to use all her influence to induce him

to ask her. This seemed to her equivalent to a resolution to reform her

life, and, happier in mind, she bowed her head, and as a very unworthy

Catholic, but still a Catholic, and feeling no longer as an alien and an

outcast, she assisted at the mystery of the Mass. She even ventured to

offer up a vague prayer, and when the dread interval was over, she

remembered that her father had spoken to her of the second "Agnus Dei"

as an especially beautiful number. It was for five voices; exquisitely

prayerful it seemed to her. With devout insistence the theme is

reiterated by the two soprani, then the voices are woven together, and

the simile that rose up in her mind was the pious image of fingers

interlaced in prayer.

The first thrill, the first impression of the music over, she applied

herself to the dissection of it, so that she might be able to discuss it

with Ulick and her father afterwards. This beautiful melody, apparently

so free, was so exquisitely contrived that it contained within itself

descant and harmony. She knew it well; it is a strict canon in unison,

and she had heard it sung by two grey-haired men in the Papal choir in

Rome, soprano voices of a rarer and more radiant timbre than any woman's

sexful voice, and subtle, and, in some complex way, hardly of the earth

at all--voices in which no accent of sex transpired, abstract voices

aloof from any stress of passion, undistressed by any longing, even for

God. They were not human voices, and, hearing them, Evelyn had imagined

angels bearing tall lilies in their hands, standing on wan heights of

celestial landscape, singing their clear silver music.

These men had sung this "Agnus Dei" as perhaps it never would be sung

again, but she knew the boy treble to be incapable of singing this canon

properly, so she could hardly resist the impulse to run up to the choir

loft and tell her father breathlessly that she would take his place. She

smiled at the consternation such an act would occasion. Even if she

could get to the choir loft without being noticed, she could not sing

this music, her voice was full of sex, and this music required the

strange sexless timbre of the voices she had heard in Rome. But the boy

sang better than she anticipated; his voice was wanting in strength and

firmness; she listened, anxious to help him, perplexed that she could

not.

The last Gospel was then read, and she followed Ulick out of church.

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