LEFT ALONE.

We must now go back a little.

Standing there on the mountain side, enveloped in the thick mist,

nothing visible but a few yards of wet ground, Hilda Clive felt as

though she were turned into stone.

How far had she come? how retrace her steps? It occurred to her that

she had better not move until she had thoroughly made up her mind which

direction to take. To this end she lifted up her voice in a loud, clear

call. No answer.

Again she lifted up her voice, and on the principle that a person will

more readily catch his own name than any other word she called to her

companion by his. Still no answer.

She tried another plan. She thought of every kind of call that she

could sound on the highest of notes, so as to produce the most carrying

effects. All useless. Still, no answer.

Should she move, or would not her best plan be to remain exactly where

she was? The mist might lift, and then she could find her way back,

whereas if she began wandering about she might lose her bearings

entirely. She knew she was in a mountain cloud, and such lift as

suddenly as they come down. On the other hand, they are apt to hang

about the slopes for days. And as though to emphasise this side of the

question the dark folds seemed to close in around her darker and darker.

She tried her voice again, this time turning to every point of the

compass as she sent forth her clear, high-pitched calls. Then her heart

seemed to hammer within her as though it would burst. She heard an

answer.

Faint and far away it sounded, coming from a little above her.

Impulsively she took a few steps in that direction then called again.

The answer came this time louder and more distinct.

Poor Hilda! She could have sunk to the ground with sheer heart sickness

and despair as she stood there listening. The answer was the mere echo

of her own voice. She tried it again and again to make sure of this,

and then two or three tears forced themselves from her eyes, and a sob

escaped her. It was too terrible, too heart-breaking altogether.

No. It was clearly of no use standing still; besides, she felt the cold

and damp. She must move if only to keep off the deadly shivers which

were creeping upon her. But in what direction? And as though the

bewildering effect of the mist was not enough she remembered that in

trying to catch the horse she had been drawn to describe a complete

circle, and that three times: in fact the perverse brute had done for

her exactly what is done for the blindfolded one in blind man's buff,

when he or she is started upon his or her quest, and with exactly the

same effect.

Darker it grew. Night was coming on, and far down in the valley beneath

a wolf howled--then another and another. Hilda remembered how they had

listened to the cry of the ravening beasts there in the lighted security

of the camp, could almost have smiled to herself as she pictured Mrs

Tarleton, or any other woman of her acquaintance, here, in her own

plight, with the certainty before her of a night in the awful loneliness

of these savage mountain solitudes, surrounded, for all she could tell,

by prowling beasts of prey. That such would hardly do less than simply

expire she firmly believed, and in truth the situation was fraught with

every terrifying and exhausting element even for her.

Yet Hilda Clive thought but little of herself in the matter. What would

become of her companion, left alone on the wet hill side--ill, fainting,

fever-stricken? and this was the idea that caused her to raise her hand

to her head and press her brows hard as though to control the working of

the busy brain within the limits of coherency.

What should she do, and how do it? Again and again all sorts of

expedients would suggest themselves. She would walk a given distance in

each direction--not down, for she had been descending slightly in her

pursuit of the horse--then retrace her steps, and try another. She

would walk all night if necessary--but she would find him. And then,

with a terrible heart sinking, two considerations occurred to her--one

that she might pass him within a few yards in the darkness and mist, the

other that she herself was beginning to feel faint with fatigue and

hunger. No matter. If will power could carry anyone through, it should

her.

Then an idea came to her--swept in upon her mind like a lighthouse flash

in the gloom; for it seemed just the idea she had been groping after.

The quarter of the wind!

It had blown upon her right ear she remembered during her pursuit of the

horse--yet rather from behind. She remembered it because of an escaped

tress of hair which had played about her cheek. Now by getting it upon

her left ear from in front, and keeping it there, she would be able to

retrace her steps. Thrilling with renewed thankfulness and hope she

started to put this plan into immediate execution.

But alas! for poor Hilda. There was now no wind at all, or but faint

breaths of it, and these she thought to perceive were coming from any

and every direction. Then she remembered that in following the horse

the rise of the slope was on her right. By keeping it on her left she

might find her way. Anything rather than remain inactive.

It was quite dark now, but the cloud showed no disposition to lift.

Stumbling onward, every now and then lifting her voice in a call, Hilda

pressed on, with a determination and endurance well-nigh superhuman.

Twice she fell, bruising herself among the stones, then up and on again.

He would die if he were not found, would die, fever-stricken, helpless,

alone. Die! The word seemed ringing in her brain, and then--and then--

what was this? She was beginning to go _downhill_.

Downhill! That could not be. She had kept steadily upward, and yet,

without swerving in the least from the course she had been following,

she was plainly and unmistakably walking downhill, and this fact once

established, the significance of the situation became clear. She was

hopelessly and entirely out of her reckoning, and had no more idea as to

where she had left Herbert Raynier than she had as to where she herself

now stood. And then nature asserted itself over mind. Overwhelmed with

despair and hunger and exhaustion poor Hilda sank to the ground in a

faint that was more than half slumber.

When she awoke the mist had entirely disappeared, and the sun was well

up in the blue sky. A shadow was between it and her, and she started

somewhat as her eyes rested on a dark face, crowned by a voluminous

turban. A man was bending over her, a man clothed in the loose garments

of the Gularzai, and armed with a sword and rifle, and the startled look

gave place to one of intense relief as she recognised Mehrab Khan.

"Where is the _Huzoor_?" was her first question in the best Hindustani

she could command. Then Mehrab Khan proceeded to explain the situation,

partly by signs, partly in Hindustani, of which latter Hilda understood

a good deal more than she could talk. The _Huzoor_ had been found by a

party of Gularzai, lying ill upon the mountain side. They had not

harmed him, but had carried him away--probably to the Nawab's village;

which intimation filled poor Hilda with unspeakable relief and

thankfulness. For Herbert Raynier had the highest opinion of Mushim

Khan and his brother. He had often talked to her about them, and

promised she should see them on the occasion of the next _jirga_ at

Mazaran. If he was the Nawab's prisoner, he was safe, she decided. But

if Mehrab Khan knew otherwise, his Oriental inscrutability did not

betray the fact.

The Baluchi was reproachful, however, that they had left their

hiding-place before his return, and he managed to convey to his hearer

that he had got in with some people whom it had been impossible to leave

at his own convenience without exciting suspicion. When he had found

the place deserted he had followed on their track, but the cloud had

baffled him, even as it had them. He had found the runaway steed, and

now his plan was to take the Miss Sahib into Mazaran at once. The way

was clear just now and they ought to take advantage of it.

Refreshed with some food, which Mehrab Khan produced, Hilda felt almost

light-hearted. And then, going back over her wanderings now in the

clear sunny daylight, she saw that, though the direction taken was not

so greatly at fault, she had ascended much too high, and had gained a

kotal over which she was passing into another valley, when she had

detected the declivity of the ground.

Mazaran made a great deal of Hilda Clive when she returned safe and

sound. What an experience she had had, and that poor Mr Raynier, gushed

the feminine side of Mazaran. Well, he would soon be back among them

again. Mushim Khan had too much to lose to incur deposition, if not

destruction, by allowing harm to happen to so important a representative

of the Government as the Political Agent, pronounced Mazaran, and

especially Colonel Polwarth C.O., who was not in a position to weaken

the garrison by a single man, it being none too strong as it was.

Indeed the station was in a state of siege, its European inhabitants

spending each night within the fort, and the bearded, long-haired

tribesmen, formerly conspicuous in the streets and bazaar, were now

conspicuous by their absence. Meanwhile, reinforcements were anxiously

awaited, and it looked as if they might be so for long, for a very large

force was in the field further along the border, where, according to the

reports that came in, fighting was abundant and brisk.

Tarleton was somewhat subdued since his return, and whereas Haslam was

rather fond of expatiating upon their adventures, the Civil Surgeon was

more inclined to shelve the subject when it was broached. It wasn't a

thing to _bukh_ about, he declared, nor could he understand how that

fellow Haslam could _bukh_ about nothing else. They had neither of them

cut so great a figure in it for the matter of that, and he for his part

didn't seem to care if he never heard it mentioned again. Inwardly he

was relieved that so far no harm had come to Raynier through the

disclosure wrung from him by Murad Afzul.

"Just fancy, dear," Mrs Tarleton exclaimed, when she had fussed over

Hilda enough by way of welcome back. "Who do you think has arrived,

just as poor Mr Raynier is away too? Isn't it sad?--and he not here to

welcome her?"

"To welcome whom?" said Hilda, tranquilly.

"Why, his _fiancee_, of course."

"I didn't know he'd got one."

"No more did we, no more did any of us," rejoined Mrs Tarleton, glancing

curiously at the girl, yet feeling intensely relieved at the nonchalance

of her reply, for she too had noticed, in common with Haslam, how

Raynier and her guest had been getting, as the Forest Officer put it,

uncommonly thick together. "He was remarkably close on the subject, I

must say."

"Well, he naturally would be. That trick of gushing on the subject and

running about showing the latest photograph and all that, is idiotic,

and I can't imagine Mr Raynier being idiotic. Who is she?"

"A Miss Daintree. Rather a stylish-looking girl, handsome too. She's

staying with the Croftons."

"Yes? Well, they'll have a happy reunion and live happy ever after."

Mrs Tarleton felt more relieved than ever. The light laughing badinage

of the girl's tone could never have been assumed, she decided. There

was nothing between them, then.

But Hilda Clive was putting two and two together. She remembered

Raynier's absence of mind and unwonted depression the day they had set

forth on their ride which had ended so tragically. This, then, was the

news which had disconcerted him. The impending arrival of the girl to

whom he was engaged gave him no pleasure--rather the reverse--and if so,

why? The puzzle was no difficult one to piece together; indeed, to her

perceptions, it constituted no puzzle at all.

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