CHAPTER LV.

Mrs. Gallilee read the telegram--paused--and read it again. She let it

drop on her lap; but her eyes still rested mechanically on the slip of

paper. When she spoke, her voice startled Mr. Null. Usually loud and

hard, her tones were strangely subdued. If his back had been turned

towards her, he would hardly have known who was speaking to him.

“I must ask you to make allowances for me,” she began, abruptly; “I

hardly know what to say. This surprise comes at a time when I am badly

prepared for it. I am getting well; but, you see, I am not quite so

strong as I was before that woman attacked me. My husband has gone

away--I don’t know where--and has taken my children with him. Read

his note: but don’t say anything. You must let me be quiet, or I can’t

think.”

She handed the letter to Mr. Null. He looked at her--read the few

words submitted to him--and looked at her again. For once, his stock of

conventional phrases failed him. Who could have anticipated such conduct

on the part of her husband? Who could have supposed that she herself

would have been affected in this way, by the return of her son?

Mrs. Gallilee drew a long heavy breath. “I have got it now,” she said.

“My son is coming home in a hurry because of Carmina’s illness. Has

Carmina written to him?”

Mr. Null was in his element again: this question appealed to his

knowledge of his patient. “Impossible, Mrs. Gallilee--in her present

state of health.”

“In her present state of health? I forgot that. There was something

else. Oh, yes! Has Carmina seen the telegram?”

Mr. Null explained. He had just come from Carmina. In his medical

capacity, he had thought it judicious to try the moral effect on his

patient of a first allusion to the good news. He had only ventured to

say that Mr. Ovid’s agents in Canada had heard from him on his travels,

and had reason to believe that he would shortly return to Quebec. Upon

the whole, the impression produced on the young lady--

It was useless to go on. Mrs. Gallilee was pursuing her own thoughts,

without even the pretence of listening to him.

“I want to know who wrote to my son,” she persisted. “Was it the nurse?”

Mr. Null considered this to be in the last degree unlikely. The nurse’s

language showed a hostile feeling towards Mr. Ovid, in consequence of

his absence.

Mrs. Gallilee looked once more at the telegram. “Why,” she asked, “does

Ovid telegraph to You?”

Mr. Null answered with his customary sense of what was due to himself.

“As the medical attendant of the family, your son naturally supposed,

madam, that Miss Carmina was under my care.”

The implied reproof produced no effect. “I wonder whether my son was

afraid to trust us?” was all Mrs. Gallilee said. It was the chance guess

of a wandering mind--but it had hit the truth. Kept in ignorance of

Carmina’s illness by the elder members of the family, at what other

conclusion could Ovid arrive, with Zo’s letter before him? After a

momentary pause, Mrs. Gallilee went on. “I suppose I may keep the

telegram?” she said.

Prudent Mr. Null offered a copy--and made the copy, then and there.

The original (he explained) was his authority for acting on Mr. Ovid’s

behalf, and he must therefore beg leave to keep it. Mrs. Gallilee

permitted him to exchange the two papers. “Is there anything more?” she

asked. “Your time is valuable of course. Don’t let me detain you.”

“May I feel your pulse before I go?”

She held out her arm to him in silence.

The carriage came to the door while he was counting the beat of the

pulse. She glanced at the window, and said, “Send it away.” Mr. Null

remonstrated. “My dear lady, the air will do you good.” She answered

obstinately and quietly, “No”--and once more became absorbed in thought.

It had been her intention to combine her first day of carriage exercise

with a visit to Teresa’s lodgings, and a personal exertion of her

authority. The news of Ovid’s impending return made it a matter of

serious importance to consider this resolution under a new light. She

had now, not only to reckon with Teresa, but with her son. With this

burden on her enfeebled mind--heavily laden by the sense of injury which

her husband’s flight had aroused--she had not even reserves enough of

energy to spare for the trifling effort of dressing to go out. She broke

into irritability, for the first time. “I am trying to find out who has

written to my son. How can I do it when you are worrying me about the

carriage? Have you ever held a full glass in your hand, and been afraid

of letting it overflow? That’s what I’m afraid of--in my mind--I don’t

mean that my mind is a glass--I mean--” Her forehead turned red. _“Will_

you leave me?” she cried.

He left her instantly.

The change in her manner, the difficulty she found in expressing her

thoughts, had even startled stupid Mr. Null. She had herself alluded

to results of the murderous attack made on her by Teresa, which had not

perhaps hitherto sufficiently impressed him. In the shock inflicted

on the patient’s body, had there been involved some subtly-working

influence that had disturbed the steady balance of her mind? Pondering

uneasily on that question, he spoke to Joseph in the hall.

“Do you know about your master and the children?” he said.

“Yes, sir.”

“I wish you had told me of it, when you let me in.”

“Have I done any harm, sir?”

“I don’t know yet. If you want me, I shall be at home to dinner at

seven.”

The next visitor was one of the partners in the legal firm, to which

Mrs. Gallilee had applied for advice. After what Mr. Null had said,

Joseph hesitated to conduct this gentleman into the presence of his

mistress. He left the lawyer in the waiting-room, and took his card.

Mrs. Gallilee’s attitude had not changed. She sat looking down at the

copied telegram and the letter from her husband, lying together on her

lap. Joseph was obliged to speak twice, before he could rouse her.

“To-morrow,” was all she said.

“What time shall I say, ma’am?”

She put her hand to her head--and broke into anger against Joseph.

“Settle it yourself, you wretch!” Her head drooped again over the

papers. Joseph returned to the lawyer. “My mistress is not very well,

sir. She will be obliged if you will call to-morrow, at your own time.”

About an hour later, she rang her bell--rang it unintermittingly, until

Joseph appeared. “I’m famished,” she said. “Something to eat! I never

was so hungry in my life. At once--I can’t wait.”

The cook sent up a cold fowl, and a ham. Her eyes devoured the food,

while the footman was carving it for her. Her bad temper seemed to have

completely disappeared. She said, “What a delicious dinner! Just the

very things I like.” She lifted the first morsel to her mouth--and laid

the fork down again with a weary sigh. “No: I can’t eat; what has come

to me?” With those words, she pushed her chair away from the table,

and looked slowly all round her. “I want the telegram and the letter.”

Joseph found them. “Can you help me?” she said. “I am trying to find out

who wrote my son. Say yes, or no, at once; I hate waiting.”

Joseph left her in her old posture, with her head down and the papers on

her lap.

The appearance of the uneaten dinner in the kitchen produced a

discussion, followed by a quarrel.

Joseph was of the opinion that the mistress had got more upon her mind

than her mind could well bear. It was useless to send for Mr. Null; he

had already mentioned that he would not be home until seven o’clock..

There was no superior person in the house to consult. It was not for

the servants to take responsibility on themselves. “Fetch the nearest

doctor, and let _him_ be answerable, if anything serious happens.” Such

was Joseph’s advice.

The women (angrily remembering that Mrs. Gallilee had spoken of sending

for the police) ridiculed the footman’s cautious proposal--with one

exception. When the others ironically asked him if he was not accustomed

to the mistress’s temper yet, Mrs. Gallilee’s own maid (Marceline) said,

“What do we know about it? Joseph is the only one of us who has seen

her, since the morning.”

This perfectly sensible remark had the effect of a breath of wind on a

smouldering fire. The female servants, all equally suspected of having

assisted Mr. Gallilee in making up his parcels, were all equally assured

that there was a traitress among them--and that Marceline was the

woman. Hitherto suppressed, this feeling now openly found its way to

expression. Marceline lost her temper; and betrayed herself as her

master’s guilty confederate.

“I’m a mean mongrel--am I?” cried the angry maid, repeating the cook’s

allusion to her birthplace in the Channel Islands. “The mistress shall

know, this minute, that I’m the woman who did it!”

“Why didn’t you say so before?” the cook retorted.

“Because I promised my master not to tell on him, till he got to his

journey’s end.”

“Who’ll lay a wager?” asked the cook. “I bet half-a-crown she changes

her mind, before she gets to the top of the stairs.”

“Perhaps she thinks the mistress will forgive her,” the parlour-maid

suggested ironically.

“Or perhaps,” the housemaid added, “she means to give the mistress

notice to leave.”

“That’s exactly what I’m going to do!” said Marceline.

The women all declined to believe her. She appealed to Joseph. “What

did I tell you, when the mistress first sent me out in the carriage with

poor Miss Carmina? Didn’t I say that I was no spy, and that I wouldn’t

submit to be made one? I would have left the house--I would!--but for

Miss Carmina’s kindness. Any other young lady would have made me feel

my mean position. _She_ treated me like a friend--and I don’t forget it.

I’ll go straight from this place, and help to nurse her!”

With that declaration, Marceline left the kitchen.

Arrived at the library door, she paused. Not as the cook had suggested,

to “change her mind;” but to consider beforehand how much she should

confess to her mistress, and how much she should hold in reserve.

Zo’s narrative of what had happened, on the evening of Teresa’s arrival,

had produced its inevitable effect on the maid’s mind. Strengthening,

by the sympathy which it excited, her grateful attachment to Carmina,

it had necessarily intensified her dislike of Mrs. Gallilee--and Mrs.

Gallilee’s innocent husband had profited by that circumstance!

Unexpectedly tried by time, Mr. Gallilee’s resolution to assert his

paternal authority, in spite of his wife, had failed him. The same

timidity which invents a lie in a hurry, can construct a stratagem at

leisure. Marceline had discovered her master putting a plan of escape,

devised by himself, to its first practical trial before the open

wardrobe of his daughters--and had asked slyly if she could be of any

use. Never remarkable for presence of mind in emergencies, Mr. Gallilee

had helplessly admitted to his confidence the last person in the house,

whom anyone else (in his position) would have trusted. “My good soul,

I want to take the girls away quietly for change of air--you have got

little secrets of your own, like me, haven’t you?--and the fact is,

I don’t quite know how many petticoats--.” There, he checked himself;

conscious, when it was too late, that he was asking his wife’s maid to

help him in deceiving his wife. The ready Marceline helped him

through the difficulty. “I understand, sir: my mistress’s mind is much

occupied--and you don’t want to trouble her about this little journey.”

Mr. Gallilee, at a loss for any other answer, pulled out his purse.

Marceline modestly drew back at the sight of it. “My mistress pays me,

sir; I serve _you_ for nothing.” In those words, she would have informed

any other man of the place which Mrs. Gallilee held in her estimation.

Her master simply considered her to be the most disinterested woman he

had ever met with. If she lost her situation through helping him, he

engaged to pay her wages until she found another place. The maid set his

mind at rest on that subject. “A woman who understands hairdressing as I

do, sir, can refer to other ladies besides Mrs. Gallilee, and can get a

place whenever she wants one.”

Having decided on what she should confess, and on what she should

conceal, Marceline knocked at the library door. Receiving no answer, she

went in.

Mrs. Gallilee was leaning back in her chair: her hands hung down on

either side of her; her eyes looked up drowsily at the ceiling. Prepared

to see a person with an overburdened mind, the maid (without sympathy,

to quicken her perceptions) saw nothing but a person on the point of

taking a nap.

“Can I speak a word, ma’am?”

Mrs. Gallilee’s eyes remained fixed on the ceiling. “Is that my maid?”

she asked.

Treated--to all appearance--with marked contempt, Marceline no longer

cared to assume the forms of respect either in language or manner. “I

wish to give you notice to leave,” she said abruptly; “I find I can’t

get on with my fellow-servants.”

Mrs. Gallilee slowly raised her head, and looked at her maid--and said

nothing.

“And while I’m about it,” the angry woman proceeded, “I may as well own

the truth. You suspect one of us of helping my master to take away the

young ladies’ things--I mean some few of their things. Well! you needn’t

blame innocent people. I’m the person.”

Mrs. Gallilee laid her head back again on the chair--and burst out

laughing.

For one moment, Marceline looked at her mistress in blank surprise.

Then, the terrible truth burst on her. She ran into the hall, and called

for Joseph.

He hurried up the stairs. The instant he presented himself at the open

door, Mrs. Gallilee rose to her feet. “My medical attendant,” she said,

with an assumption of dignity; “I must explain myself.” She held up one

hand, outstretched; and counted her fingers with the other. “First my

husband. Then my son. Now my maid. One, two, three. Mr. Null, do you

know the proverb? ‘It’s the last hair that breaks the camel’s back.’”

She suddenly dropped on her knees. “Will somebody pray for me?” she

cried piteously. “I don’t know how to pray for myself. Where is God?”

Bareheaded as he was, Joseph ran out. The nearest doctor lived on the

opposite side of the Square. He happened to be at home. When he reached

the house, the women servants were holding their mistress down by main

force.

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